Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 200 The last time

She was thinking in a daze, but even if things could go back, if she did it again, she would probably make such a choice.

She didn't dare to think about how he was lying unconscious in the ICU, she didn't dare to think about how he gritted his teeth and endured his breath when he was humiliated, she didn't dare to think about—in the future, maybe five or ten years In one year, or maybe in one year, he will regret his current choice. The cruelty of life will obliterate their edges and sharpness. They will look at each other and hate each other. , the rest is only the constant quarrels and increasingly serious contradictions given by the hard life...

Dingyi closed his eyes suddenly, everyone has their own life track, once they get off track, the consequences will be disastrous.

Don't think about it, Dingyi, swallow all the bitter fruits by yourself.

Dingyi stood up slowly, picked up the packed luggage and prepared to go out, but he rushed in suddenly, then closed the door heavily and locked it.

Dingyi was startled, and subconsciously took a step back: "Ren Siyao, what are you doing?"

He stood there, his eyes were as deep as a bottomless well, and he looked at her with cold eyes, no longer the tenderness and warmth of the past.

Dingyi was apprehensive, and subconsciously covered his stomach.

However, Ren Siyao's gaze slowly fell on her lower abdomen. No matter what, he just didn't want to believe it. He didn't believe that a woman could be so cruel, and he didn't believe it either. Let it go!

"What are you doing? Ren Siyao, what are you doing! You stop... If you keep messing around, I'm going to call the police..."

Ren Siyao's eyes were gloomy, and he struggled left and right regardless of the decision, directly pressed her on the sofa, and then ripped off her jeans...

Dingyi was terrified, struggling and screaming desperately, but Ren Siyao was unmoved at all, he rudely took off Dingyi's pants, and then ripped off her underwear.pants……

On the white tampon, there was a bright red, and Ren Siyao froze suddenly——

It turned out that it was all true. His last hope was suddenly and completely shattered. The child was gone, really gone, and was killed by his beloved woman himself!

He suddenly slapped Dingyi very hard, and then he seemed to be crazy, and slapped Dingyi on the face several times. Dingyi was already weak, and under his rage, she couldn't move, so she had to slap her like this After receiving these slaps, the cheeks on both sides became red and swollen immediately, the corner of the mouth was also cracked, and a thin strand of blood oozes out, winding on the snow-white jaw...

Dingyi's tears of pain poured out, and all the grievances flooded out. She couldn't help it anymore, and shouted at him: "Ren Siyao, what do you mean by doing something to a woman? You beat me to death if you have the ability... ..."

"You think I dare not!" Ren Siyao stretched out his hand to strangle her slender neck. He slapped her hard, with such force that Ding Yi was out of breath soon, and her face turned red from holding back. Looking at the back of his hand, he scratched out bloodstains, but he didn't seem to feel any pain, and he didn't blink, but just looked at her face without warmth: "Wen Dingyi, if you killed my child, then pay for his life." Bar!"

After he finished speaking, he suddenly smiled at her. I don't know if it was Dingyi's illusion. At the moment when he was about to lose consciousness, she seemed to see tears streaming from his amber pupils, but she finally Couldn't see clearly——

She fell limply in front of him like a lone bird with its wings broken off, but Ren Siyao still refused to let go, his eyes gradually turned red, and the knuckles that were holding her neck also changed. Turn pale, is he dead?she died?
Ren Siyao sat down on the ground, looking at her who was silent as if he lost his strength.

Such a petite and beautiful woman, her tranquility and tranquility almost melted his heart, but she had such a terrifying heart.

He really wanted to kill her, kill her with his own hands!

He held his face in his hands, and laughed silently, leaning back and forth, laughing so hard that tears welled up.

When Dingyi woke up, it was completely dark, the lights in the apartment were not turned on, and the air was filled with a strong smell of smoke. She struggled to sit up, and subconsciously touched her mobile phone. There were several missed calls , It was Mr. Sun who called, but she didn't answer, so he sent another text message, saying that he couldn't wait for her, so he went back first.

Dingyi wanted to leave here, but she had no one to contact, and the only person she could find was Mr. Sun.

After dialing the phone, someone on the other end answered it quickly. When Ding Yi spoke, his voice was hoarse: "Hello, Mr. Sun..."

Suddenly a hand snatched her mobile phone from the slanting thorn, and then it fell heavily on the wall. Ding Yi screamed with her head in her hands in fright, only then did she see clearly that in that dark house, Ren Siyao was still there. exist.

"Are you looking for your concubine in such a hurry?" Ren Siyao leaned against the wall with cigarettes between his fingers. Under the flickering light, Ding Yi couldn't see his face clearly, but it was only in the words Her contempt and humiliation were enough to make her eyes sour.

But she didn't say anything, she stood up silently and was about to leave.

"Wen Dingyi, after hitting my child, you turned around and wanted to marry that upstart. Why are you so shameless?"

"Master Ren, you can say whatever you want, I know you have resentment in your heart, and I will accept it."

The calmer Ding Yi was, the more furious Ren Siyao became: "Really? She really is a bitch. Bitch, this face is much thicker than ordinary people."

Ding Yi pinched his palm tightly, looked back at him, and smiled slightly: "Young Master Ren probably forgot that you came to seduce me before you divorced your fiancée, and you don't have to be so thin-skinned .”

Ren Siyao stubbed out the cigarette, and walked towards her step by step: "Wen Dingyi, did you have sex with that Sun?"

Ding Yi smiled: "This is between me and Mr. Sun, so don't worry about it."

"Why don't you bother me? If he sleeps with my woman, I have to sleep back to pay for it!"

Dingyi panicked immediately, and subconsciously pressed her cold hands against her lower abdomen. She is less than two months pregnant, and the fetus has not yet sat firmly, especially now that she still shows signs of threatened miscarriage. If Ren Siyao goes crazy... My child, I really can't keep my child!

"Ren Siyao, don't go crazy, I just had an operation..."

Ren Siyao's face gradually became clear in front of her. He smiled slightly, but that smile was ferocious: "Wen Dingyi, a bitch like you, isn't he just like a j. girl? Since she's a j. girl, Do you even care if you just had a miscarriage? Even if you have a big belly, don’t you still want to be raped?”

His fingers were cold, and his fingertips were pressed against the artery in her neck. He could feel the pulse beating violently, and she would be afraid?
Are you really afraid that your body will not be able to bear it?Still afraid, if she was slept by him, Mr. Sun would not want her to marry her?
"Ren Siyao, don't bully me too much!" Dingyi was really scared, crying and trembling: "You hit me as much as I did, and even if I was wrong, that's enough..."

"Is it enough?" Ren Siyao smiled at her and shook his head: "How can it be enough? Wen Dingyi? You never know how cruel it is to smash all of a person's hopes and dreams... Don't you want to marry me?" To that nouveau riche? I’m so sorry, I won’t make it for you, you——dream!”

When Dingyi went out, he took out a key from his pocket and placed it lightly on the shoe cabinet at the door.

She didn't look back, quietly, as if she had never appeared before, and walked downstairs quietly.

When Dingyi left the city, no one came to see her off.

To be exact, she never told Lu Lu and Xiao Ran about her leaving.

She didn't know how to face her former best friends, and it was too tiring to act in front of them, and she couldn't stand any more troubles.

After leaving from Siyao Ren that night, her bleeding didn't stop. When she went to see the doctor, she was severely reprimanded, prescribed countless medicines and injections, and was ordered to observe in the hospital It took two days for the doctor to release her from the hospital.

Finally, he barely managed to keep it, but after all, his body was still injured, and since that night, Mr. Sun had no contact with him.

Originally it was just a show, but Ren Siyao's crazy behavior at the end gave him an excellent reason to "break up" with her.

Everyone is quiet.

It's just that these trivial matters fell into the ears of Lu Lu and Xiao Ran, which still made them blush.

Lulu tentatively contacted Dingyi, but Dingyi didn't answer her phone at all. She went to find her, but when she saw her, Ke Dingyi said, "Why, did you come to see my joke?"

The best friend in the past suddenly couldn't even talk properly, and Lu Lu felt so uncomfortable that he couldn't relieve it, and unexpectedly fell ill.

When Xiao Ran went to visit the doctor, he advised her: "Everyone has their own choice. Since Ding Yi has made such a decision, there is nothing we can do about it. As friends, you and I have done what should be done. What should be persuaded You and I have also persuaded her, she insists on this, and there is nothing we can do, I just hope that she will not regret it in the future."

After Lu Lu recovered from her illness, she seemed to have seen it too. Dingyi ignored her, avoided her, and had no good things to say when they met. Gradually, she stopped looking for her to contact her.

What Xiao Ran said is right, everyone has their own life, perhaps, Dingyi doesn't feel that he is wrong?

It's just a pity in the end, two people who were once so good, how did they become like this?It is simply a lifelong enemy.

After all, Ren Siyao returned to Ren's house. He heard from Chenfeng that he burned all the painting tools and previous paintings. Moreover, he has joined the board of directors of Ren's company, and Mr. Ren is slowly disposing of the company's affairs. Hand it over to him, and in the future, when he is able to be on his own, Mr. Ren will prepare to hand over the power in Ren Siyao's hands little by little, and then go home to retire.

As if the clouds had cleared and the mist cleared, everything was gradually on the right track. Mrs. Ren looked a few years younger, and old friends laughed and joked that she was "invigorated when people celebrate happy events". Didn't there be a happy event?
That silly child of Ming Yuan has been waiting for Si Yao obsessively. Now that Si Yao has lost his way, he broke up with the gold digger and returned to Ren's house. Resisting her appearance, Mrs. Ren was so happy that she could not close her mouth from ear to ear. After such a scene, Si Yao would probably be able to see who was sincere to him.

At that time, the happy event of the two families will be approaching. When Si Yao gets married and she has a big fat grandson in her arms, it will be a fun day!

Mother Wen bought chicken and green vegetables at the vegetable market and went back home. When she arrived downstairs, the neighbors were basking in the sun and gossiping. Seeing her come back, they yelled quickly: "Oh, this is soup for your daughter. To make up for your body?"

Mother Wen nodded slightly, and was about to go upstairs after she picked up her things. The man chased her again and said, "Why is Dingyi's stomach so big, and the child's father is not here to see their mother?"

Mother Wen's face was a little ugly, and she said perfunctorily: "The child's father has gone abroad on a business trip and is busy. He will be back when he is born."

"That's good. We grew up watching Dingyi, and we are all worried about her."

Mother Wen smiled more and more reluctantly: "Thank you for your kindness, I'm going upstairs first, and I have to cook."

"You are busy, you are busy."

A few neighbors waved their hands, watched Wen's mother go upstairs, then squeezed their heads and muttered: "I think this Wen Dingyi was probably dumped..."

"I'm really not sure. When she and that man left before, I thought it was unreliable. Look at it now, something happened."

"Speaking of which, she was already engaged to the Chen family boy at that time, and she turned her back on the spot... It's not a cheap lamp..."

"Who knows, just wait and see, I think the child's father probably won't come back."

Mother Wen entered the door, put the bag in her hand on the ground, sat down on the sofa, and began to cry.

On the one hand, she feels sorry for her daughter, but on the other hand, she is angry that she was disobedient at the beginning, and now she is asking for trouble.

But after all, this is the flesh that fell from her body. Even if she is angry, she can't see her suffering.

The daughter of someone else's family is pregnant, and the husband's family and her husband look at the same treasures, all of them are round and beautiful, but her daughter came back alone, and she is so thin that she looks like she will be due next month She is only eight catties heavier than before pregnancy, and she is so thin that she is out of shape!
Mother Wen had cried enough, so she cheered up and went to the kitchen to make soup for her daughter. No matter what happened, no matter whether Dingyi was good or bad in the eyes of outsiders, she was her own daughter, she didn't feel pain, and she let her Who hurts?
Dingyi woke up after a nap, vaguely heard her mother's crying outside, she wanted to go out to have a look, but when she walked to the door, she turned back.

It's useless to persuade her, unless she becomes a child's father now, unless she lives happily...

But all of this is simply impossible.

Dingyi sat back on the bed, staring out the window in a daze.

It is already autumn, and it has been six months since I left that city, but it seems like centuries have passed.

She broke all contact with Lu Lu Xiao Ran and the others——

So what if it keeps falling?
After working so hard on a scene, I can't let the previous work go to waste. If the Ren family members know about it, they will say that she is scheming, deliberately keeping a hand, and thinking of hooking up with Siyao Ren.

Now all hope is on the child. Her pregnancy is not good. If not, she would not choose to return to her parents. Ding Yi has already made up her mind that when the child is born, she will grow up a bit , she will find a job in a small city again, and try her best to bring up the child.

It's not that the hometown is bad, or that she doesn't want to stay with her parents, but that the small town is too small, and there are no secrets to speak of. She is afraid that the child will hear all kinds of rumors about her mother in the future. It's not a good thing for growth.

She still thinks of Ren Siyao occasionally. In fact, she has forced herself to forget it, but if people's hearts can be controlled by consciousness, then why are there so many people in this world who shed tears at night?
When I think of him, my heart still hurts at first, the kind of pain that makes people toss and turn at night and can't sleep, the kind of pain that makes people cry without tears, but what can I do?
She loves him, if she doesn't love him, there will be no such troubles, right?
Dingyi stroked her swollen belly, the child has always been obedient, Dingyi thought to herself, she must be a quiet little girl, but she felt a little lost in her heart, she actually wanted a little boy who looked like him .

When he couldn't stand thinking about it, seeing a little boy like him would be a kind of comfort.

Dingyi lowered her head, with a beautiful and gentle smile on her lips slowly, looking forward to him coming out quickly, looking forward to seeing what their child looks like, looking forward like this, it seems that her life still has hope after all Same.

"Take the medicine by yourself, don't make me say it a second time."

Ren Siyao was naked and half leaned on the bed, lit a cigarette, squinted his eyes and took a puff, then said something indifferently to the woman snuggling beside him.

The disheveled curly hair was scattered on the pillow, the woman had a pair of cat-like eyes, and her bright red lips were slightly curled up, giving her a charming appearance.

After hearing his words, the woman pouted with some dissatisfaction: "Si Yao...always taking medicine is not good for your health."

That's right, he has a real fiancee, so what is he?

The woman looked at the medicine on the bedside, but she still took it obediently.

While he is still interested in him, it's fine to make more money. It's better to save the drama of being pregnant and forcing marriage. Ren Siyao is not a fool, she doesn't want to waste money with nothing.

Ren Siyao drove back to the villa, it was already one o'clock in the morning, but Mrs. Ren was still up.

He walked in and was surprised: "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Mrs. Ren looked at him, and couldn't help frowning and sighing: "Si Yao, women outside, just play around once in a while, look at you, how uncomfortable Ming Yuan feels if you don't come in all day and all night?"

"You also said, it's just for fun, it won't affect Ming Yuan, anyway, I won't marry them."

Ren Siyao threw himself on the sofa, and replied indifferently, Mrs. Ren disagreed: "But you are too much..."

"Why, Mingyuan complained to you again?"

Ren Siyao raised his eyebrows, Mrs. Ren shook her head: "No, I just can't stand it!"

"Ming Yuan didn't say anything, what are you worrying about, old man?" Ren Siyao smiled foolishly, got up and went upstairs: "You go to bed early too, I'm going upstairs."

Mrs. Ren wanted to say a few more words, but Ren Siyao went upstairs directly. She had no choice but to sit there and sigh for a long time, and there was nothing she could do.

Ever since Si Yao came back, he seemed to be a different person. He used to be such a good child, he never messed around outside, and never spread any gossip, but now he has gossip girlfriends one after another. ...

Su Mingyuan was sitting at the dining table having breakfast with her parents. Su's father, who was reading the morning paper, stopped after eating: "Where is Mingyuan, how are you and Si Yao doing now?"

Ming Yuan put down the milk cup, and looked at her father in surprise: "It's pretty good, what's the matter?"

Su's father handed her the newspaper: "Look, what number is this?"

Ming Yuan didn't even look at it, and said with a faint smile: "Si Yao has a sense of propriety, he's just playing around."

"It shouldn't be like this when playing, it's too much."

Ming Yuan still didn't care, and said with a smile: "What are you afraid of, it's not Wen Dingyi, let him play as he pleases."

Su's father was startled: "You say that... Si Yao still thinks about that woman?"

Ming Yuan's smile faded, and after a while, she said: "To be honest, I don't know, but I think about how much, maybe a little."

(End of this chapter)