love always sunny

Chapter 138 The Unbreakable Habit 2
Jin Yannuo walked into the study, the study was airtight, the windows were tightly closed, and the room was full of the smell of strong alcohol and choking cigarettes.

The entire study room was filled with faint smoke, it hurts the eyes as soon as you walk in, and even the things become a little blurred, covering the surface with a layer of faint mist.

Xiang Yichen was sitting on the sofa, and the ashtray on the table in front of him was filled with a layer of gray and white ash, with countless cigarette butts lying in it, almost full.

Xiang Yichen took a deep puff of the cigarette, and before he could spit out the smoke, he took a bottle of Hennessy and took a big gulp from the mouth of the bottle.

"Cough! Cough, cough!" The pungent smell of liquor, coupled with the pungent smell of cigarettes, forced Xiang Yichen to cough fiercely, and even his eyes were red from coughing.

"Yichen, stop drinking." Jin Yannuo said.

"Phew!" Xiang Yichen let out a long sigh, his voice hoarse from alcohol and cigarettes, "I shouldn't have gone to celebrate Su Yan's birthday just to confuse Xiang Yiyang, if I came back Ian will be fine, and the child in her belly will still be there."

Child, Xiang Yichen knew that it would be his eternal pain, and he would never forget it.

Ian was really right, when he betrayed her, she made him lose everything, and the pain was unbearable.

Even if Ian didn't do it on purpose, he was in pain and the child was gone.

Xiang Yichen never confides his thoughts to others easily, not even to his most trusted friends.

Born in Xiang's family, it is doomed to leave a three-point mark in everything, and will never reveal one's thoughts easily so that others can see through.

So no matter what thoughts he has, he hides them in his heart, making it impossible for people to guess. Even if it causes a misunderstanding, he will not say it, and simply let people misunderstand it. As long as the goal can be achieved, everything will be fine. It doesn't matter.

In the Xiang family, if people see through his ideas easily, then he doesn't know how many times he has died, how many times he has been played by people, and he has been kicked out of the family long ago. How can he have everything today, and he is not qualified to aspire to the top? The position of the head of the family.

But now, he told Jin Yannuo that he regretted it.

Jin Yannuo couldn't help being surprised when he listened, even he, who was always indifferent to emotions, couldn't hide his shocked expression.

"Yichen." Jin Yannuo was quiet for a moment before speaking again, "As for Su Yan, do you really still love her?"

Xiang Yichen raised his head and looked at Jin Yannuo, with a moment of doubt in his eyes, but he couldn't easily answer this question.

Jin Yannuo sat across from Xiang Yichen, stretched out his hand, and motioned for Xiang Yichen to hand him a cigarette.

Xiang Yichen chuckled and pulled his lips, and handed him a cigarette.Jin Yannuo lit it, took a puff, and exhaled a circle of white smoke.

"Yichen, there is a word called a fan of the authorities." Jin Yannuo said, "Is Su Yan just an unfulfilled dream for you?"

Seeing that Xiang Yichen didn't speak, Jin Yannuo smiled slightly: "Maybe Su Yan is just a first love, I remember someone said that a man never forgets his first love, and Su Yan's first love was something you thought about but didn't Got it. Three years ago, just when you were about to get it, this beautiful dream disappeared, which made you never forget it, just like the big cake that you always liked when you were a child, but your mother didn’t let you eat more, The more you are not allowed to eat, the more you want to take another bite, even if you take one more bite, it can make people excited."

"Now that she's back, the once beautiful dream is in front of you, so that you can finally get it, but you find that this dream is nothing more than that. Although the cake is delicious, it will make you tired if you eat too much. Then you will see That cream has become no longer sweet and sweet, and I don't want to take another sip." Jin Yannuo put the cigarette on the ashtray, flicked it lightly with his index finger, and dropped the ash into the ashtray.

"Yichen, calm down and think about it, could Su Yan be that big cake?" Jin Yannuo saw the brown paper bag on the table sharply.

The mouth of the paper bag was opened, revealing a piece of paper inside, just in time for him to see the five words of the divorce agreement.

He took out the agreement and turned to the last page. There was only Ian's name on it, and Xiang Yichen never signed it.

"When Su Yan left, were you in the same mood as you are now?" Jin Yannuo said, "Although you were depressed back then, you didn't make yourself look like a human being or a ghost like you are now."

"You said that you never regretted anything. When Su Yan left, it didn't take long for you to pick yourself up again. Auntie thought it was due to me and Yun Qing, but she didn't know that it was actually you who figured it out. , You said it’s just a woman, just go away, you don’t need to be so depressed and pitiful because of a woman.” Jin Yannuo said, “But now, tell me you regret it, Yichen, do you know? This is the first time you say you regret what you did."

Jin Yannuo stubbed out his half-smoked cigarette and stood up: "Many people make a mistake, whether it's a person or a thing, when you own it, you can't see her goodness, and you can't see your own heart clearly. You don't realize until you lose her that she has become your habit. This habit that slowly penetrates into your bone marrow, you don't notice it when you are around, but when you find that she is gone, you will find this habit. You can’t quit. Only then will you know what you really want, and regret why you didn’t keep it and why you didn’t cherish it.”

"Hehe! Isn't there a classic line in Journey to the West? I always thought it was vulgar, but it's the truth." He said, placing the agreement in front of Xiang Yichen, "You haven't heard of this agreement until now." Sign, what is it for? You are not the kind of person who procrastinates, and you have not signed it all the time, so you are reluctant in your heart!"

Xiang Yichen picked up the agreement and slid his throat up and down.

"That's all I've said, think about it for yourself." Jin Yannuo took a few steps forward, but stopped suddenly, turned around and said, "Actually, you want to snatch Ian's knife because you want to Protect her! If she really hurt Su Yan, the Su family will definitely not let her go, even you will not be able to protect her at that time. And I heard that Xiang Yiyang's person was there at that time, if Xiang Yiyang knows , you care about Ian more than you seem to, I'm afraid he will be bad for Ian. He dare not do anything to Su Yan, but he doesn't care about Ian. "

"I can't hide it from you!" Xiang Yichen smiled bitterly.

Jin Yannuo shrugged, and then he really left.

As soon as he walked out of the study, he saw Su Yan. She stood outside with a grim complexion, looking at Jin Yannuo with even less friendly eyes.

Jin Yannuo smiled indifferently, the Jin family and the Su family are related by marriage, but the friendship between him and Su Yan can't be said to be very deep.

He has always disliked the women of the Su family.

Without even saying hello, Jin Yannuo missed Su Yan and left.

Su Yan took a deep breath, put away the anger on his face, and walked into the study.

"Yichen." Su Yan called out.

Xiang Yichen raised his head slightly: "Why are you here?"

"I don't worry about you staying alone." Su Yan sat beside Xiang Yichen, took the wine bottle away from his hand, held his hand, and caught a glimpse of the divorce agreement on the table out of the corner of his eye.

He really hasn't signed it yet!

Xiang Yichen lowered his gaze and noticed her gaze, but he was not in a hurry to put away the agreement.

Seeing and seeing, there is no point in covering it up.

Su Yan withdrew his gaze and looked at Xiang Yichen: "Yichen, don't be like this, you don't want to lose the child. Don't hurt yourself too much because of this matter. No matter how uncomfortable you are now, you can't change the fact. You I want a child, in the future..."

Su Yan's cheeks became flushed, and he said softly, "I can also give birth to you. We can have another baby if the child is gone. I can give birth to you as much as you want."

Xiang Yichen turned his head to look at her. Was the woman in front of him really, as Jin Yannuo said, just a dream of his, a big piece of cake that he wanted very much?
Her appearance was still sweet, even her blushing cheeks remained unchanged, but Xiang Yichen found that it seemed that the feeling was really different.

After Su Yan came back, he had been immersed in the joy he had never had in the past. That joy even blinded his judgment, so that he didn't even think about it seriously, and didn't take a serious look at Su Yan's appearance. Su Yan The change.

(End of this chapter)