The sweet wife of the land where the daughter is reborn

Chapter 152
"I'm so tired, and my heart hurts. No one in the whole world cares about me, loves me, and gives me a little warmth." Lu Pingting covered her heart, as if feeling the despair and heart-piercing pain.

Obviously I... am already dead!Why... can I still feel the pain I used to have?Will I become a ghost and not let me go?

"You still have friends!" Yan Susu couldn't bear the girl's despair and loneliness, so she couldn't help comforting her.

"Friend!" Lu Pingting wiped away her tears, and a little smile appeared on her face.

"Speaking of which, I don't have many friends!" Lu Pingting continued with a self-deprecating laugh.

"Even though I am very happy with them, they are all children of a harmonious family. They cannot understand the sadness that a child from a family like mine can experience! Even so, I am still grateful to them for giving me a little warmth."

"Everyone in this world is different. I don't expect to be loved by everyone and to be cared like my younger brother. I just hope that I can live a good life, or grow up and work, even if I am alone all my life, as long as I can be myself. It’s good to support yourself and not be a drag on others.” Lu Pingting said her small wish, a pair of eyes flashed a little bit of starlight, dazzling.

For some reason, Yan Susu suddenly felt her nose sour, and tears welled up.She can understand that feeling, and people who don't have the same experience can't understand that kind of loneliness.

Although her mother loves her and protects her, she will never realize how lonely and sad Yan Susu was at that time.

Not being loved by his father, he couldn't even see his face all year round, and he couldn't even ask for the slightest paternal love.Unpopular with her classmates, and excluded by everyone every day, she seems to be the only one left in the world.

People outside are all malicious, and only when you huddle in your own small space can you feel a sense of security, stop thinking about your own sadness, and forget the momentary sadness and despair.

She has her mother's wholehearted care, let alone a girl who has been neglected for many years?At that time, she must have been very sad and desperate, and even felt abandoned by the world!
"That day..." Lu Pingting murmured with her eyes open. Yan Susu knew that the main event was coming, so she quickly hid the tears on her face and listened carefully.

"I was pinched on my finger, and the donated blood flowed down my fingertips. I felt a burst of numbness and pain. I squatted on the ground and couldn't get up. Tears streamed down my face. My brother didn't feel sorry at all, but ran aside a little afraid of the blood. I squatted on the ground for a long time and couldn't stand up. Seeing their mother and son in harmony, I suddenly felt that I was so redundant, maybe I owed my life all these years. "The girl's face was soaked with blood and tears, she was in deep sorrow, her eyes were empty, as if she had returned to that time.

"From that sentence, I shouldn't be alive. If I die, will everything go back to the past, if I die, will it not be so painful and desperate, if my parents die, will they Together, my brother will have a complete family." The girl said like crazy, her eyes were amazingly bright, as if she had found a good way.

"You shouldn't, isn't it good to be alive?" Yan Susu felt endless sadness and powerlessness. She really felt that the girl's thinking was wrong.

It's not worth giving up your precious life for someone who doesn't care about you.She is still so young, not even 20 years old, so it is really not worth giving up like this.

"I rushed out of the house regardless, wandered on the street crying, watching the crowds of people coming and going, and suddenly felt that I was out of place. When I stood on the top of the building, I saw the familiar faces below, pointing I know my fingers are going to be useless. But I don’t blame my brother, he is still young and I want to let him go, but I also don’t have the courage to live. How can I survive? I was originally a coward, this time I think I should return to the original track, this time I will not be afraid of pain and death, because I know that living is also a kind of pain, and I want to be free, right? ?"

The girl recalled her mood at that time, and each word hit Yan Susu's heart, but the girl seemed to be telling someone else's story, if the blood and tears she kept falling were ignored.

"You...do you have any wish? I can help you fulfill it." Yan Susu sympathized with her and felt sorry for her, and couldn't help but want to help her.

Even if she wanted to stay in the world, she was willing to help, Yan Susu thought in her heart.

"I stayed here just wanting an answer, and now it seems that the answer has always been in my heart, and everything is just me being too stupid." The girl said confusedly, obviously without wish.

"Sister, although you are not as old as me, please allow me to call you that. Sister, I am tired, and I want to go to the underworld. I don't know if I will be accepted after being absent for too long."

"Sister will help you." Yan Susu took back the sapphire and held the girl's cold hands, not caring about the stickiness between her fingers.

Next, Yan Susu asked the ghost messenger to take Lu Pingting away, and asked them to take good care of her.

"Sister, can I ask you a question?" Before leaving, Lu Pingting stopped and asked.

"Ask!" Yan Susu patted her head and said with a smile.

"Is there a Wangchuan River in the underworld? I heard that ghosts who jump into it will stay there forever, right?" Lu Pingting asked curiously.

For some reason, Yan Susu felt a little strange, but did not answer immediately.It's just that she didn't speak, but others mentioned her and answered.

"The little girl is very knowledgeable! She speaks word for word." A ghost said jokingly, and also answered Lu Pingting's question from the side.

"Thank you." Lu Pingting looked at Yan Susu and Guicha before leaving, and left without stopping after saying this.

Tears flowed from the corners of Yan Susu's eyes, and she looked at the girl's back with regret in her expression. She was just a lonely child. I hope she can have a good life in the next life.

At least it doesn't have to be as hard and tiring as life is now. Death is not the end or pain but a new beginning. Lu Pingting's next life will definitely be good.

Yan Susu felt relieved after thinking about it, the suffering in this life will always be repaid in the next life, and the karmic cycle of retribution is not good, as it should be.

After going back, Yan Susu didn't say much, she just said that she could leave after the matter was settled, and she was released only after Mingjin was sure that nothing happened.

Before leaving, Yan Susu took a deep look at Ming Jin, thought about it and finally spoke.

"Ms. Ming, people's hearts are biased. This is human nature, but please save me and don't get burned." Fortunately, your daughter is kind and has no intention of revenge, otherwise you will all pay the price.

Yan Susu didn't finish the rest of the sentence, and didn't look at Ming Jin's reaction, and left without looking back.She was in a bad mood, and she never wanted to come to City G again.

(End of this chapter)