Warm marriage is sultry, Gu Shao spoils his wife and is addicted

Chapter 112 I don't want to deceive myself anymore
It was the first time for Ling Shaoyu to see Su Man cry so hard. Even when she was acting in front of him, she knew how to control the situation. She had never been so unscrupulous like this moment.The way she wailed like that was like a little child, once she started crying, she didn't know how to stop.

Seeing her like this, Ling Shaoyu felt depressed and uncomfortable. No matter how hard he pretended to be cold on the surface, he still couldn't really ignore those real feelings in his heart.His heart seemed to be squeezed hard by something, which made him feel so distressed that he could hardly breathe.

He took a deep breath and managed to suppress those feelings.But he still couldn't be truly indifferent to her, so he couldn't help but took out a tissue and gently wiped her dirty cheeks, and said softly, "Okay, don't cry anymore."

Su Man's tone seemed to soften when she heard him, just like when she softly coaxed herself in the past, she suddenly raised her drooping head, looked at him again, and couldn't hide her joy, "Shaoyu, you Willing to forgive me, isn't it?"

She held his hand tightly, feeling a little excited.

These days, she has been feeling very uneasy in her heart. When things were exposed, apart from worrying that Xia Donghai would really drive them out of Xia's house, the other was that Ling Shaoyu would get angry and break up with her.

She wanted to find him but didn't dare to go to Ling's house, wanted to contact him but couldn't get in touch, she didn't know what would happen to him, what was going on in his heart, what would he think of her... She was flustered and anxious but just Can stay in the room and worry secretly.

Until today when she finally saw him, seeing his attitude becoming more and more indifferent, his words becoming more and more alienated, and his reaction becoming more and more indifferent, she knew that the thing she was most afraid of had really happened.

He was blaming her and angry with him, so he wanted to stay away from her and not want her anymore.

Ling Shaoyu faced her and didn't speak for a long time. He knew the longing in her eyes, but he still couldn't open his mouth.

He couldn't lie to himself anymore.

"Shaoyu..." Su Man called out to him cautiously, tears were about to flow out again after she finally stopped for a moment.

Ling Shaoyu stopped wiping his tears and looked at her with heartache, not knowing how to speak clearly to her.He sighed faintly, and at the end, he said in a sad tone, "Manman, what's the point of talking about it now?"

Su Man stared at him blankly, as if trying to suppress all the anxiety, her hands tightly grabbed the sleeve of his white coat, sobbing softly, every word she begged sincerely: "Shaoyu, you Don't do this, I know I did something wrong, I will definitely correct it in the future, if you are angry, you can beat me and scold me, just please don't want me..."

Ling Shaoyu lowered his eyebrows, suppressed the bitterness and sadness that was about to overflow in his heart, and said with a wry smile, "If all the problems can be solved by just beating and scolding, I will definitely do it, but... Man, the real problem is that it is far from being as light and light as you said, and I will not be able to pass this time."

"Why?" Su Man stared at him closely and asked urgently, "Why not?"

Ling Shaoyu shook his head, those words were suppressed in his throat, but he couldn't speak them out.

"Don't ask." He touched her face lightly as before, as if it was the last intimate contact with her, and his movements carried deep treasure and love.

What did Su Man feel? What she was most afraid of was nothing but that he would suddenly say something hopeless.

She sobbed and said: "Did Uncle Ling and Aunt Ling say something? Are they also angry with me? Then I...then I will go and beg them, please, and keep begging them until they are willing to forgive me." me?"

Ling Shaoyu endured the pain and said nothing.

Su Man looked at him, her face turned pale, and she suddenly felt a little desperate.

Thinking of that night, when Mrs. Ling drove her away, she had a horrific expression, so gloomy that she wanted to tear her apart. In front of so many guests, they didn't show mercy to her. , it should be even less likely to give her a chance to ask for forgiveness.

What's more, the members of the Ling family didn't like her in the first place, and now that she has caused such a disaster, it goes without saying that everyone should know that they must hate her even more.People in their family are so concerned about reputation. Now that she has become the laughing stock of the upper class circle, how can they accept her again?

I'm afraid that, even if she is allowed to kneel to death, there will be no room for reincarnation.

The only hope left for her now is Shaoyu, if she loses him too, then there is really nothing left.

"Shaoyu..."

She was really terrified, she suddenly threw herself into his arms and cried, "Give me a chance to reform myself, I know my behavior was wrong, but I had no choice but to do that day, I'm too old I was afraid of losing you, I was too afraid that you would be snatched away by the only one, so I went to frame her..."

"After you were called away that day, Aunt Ling came to me in private. She said that I am not the daughter of the Xia family and that I am not worthy of you. Only the only one has the qualifications. She even forced me to leave you voluntarily." , I can't help it... At that time, I was really angry, I was jealous of Wei Wei, and I didn't want you to really be together, so I thought of that way, I thought that if I ruined Wei Wei's reputation, Aunt Ling might not will love her..."

"Shaoyu, you have to believe me, I'm not really going to harm her, I'm doing this all for you, don't give up on me so soon, okay?"

Su Man cried and said to him, the words were intermittent, but Ling Shaoyu still heard everything clearly.

It turned out that there was something hidden in it that he didn't know about.It turned out that his mother even went to find Manman privately...

Ling Shaoyu really didn't know that these things had happened, and there was a look of surprise and surprise on his face, but it was replaced by sadness and pain just for a moment.

But what if it is true?The results of some things still cannot be changed!

"Stop talking, Manman," he said in a low hoarse voice, as if there was unspeakable pain in his voice: "Since the matter has already happened, let's try to accept it. People have to learn to bear the consequences. I made a mistake, remember to correct it in the future, don't make the same mistake again..."

Su Man asked eagerly: "What about you? Are you still unwilling to forgive me?"

Ling Shaoyu shook his head, and said with a bitter face: "I myself did something wrong, and there is no question between us of not forgiving anyone."

Su Man didn't quite understand, her face was filled with confusion.

Ling Shaoyu's eyes dimmed, and he said with guilt, "I also participated in what you did wrong. Although I can't be regarded as the leader, I can be regarded as an accomplice. We didn't forgive it, and some were apologetic or repentant." It's the responsibility..."

Su Man heard that he was blaming himself, and hurriedly said: "But you were deceived by me. I dragged you into the water. You don't know anything about those things. I used you..."

"...But I indulged you." Ling Shaoyu suddenly cut off his voice, his brows were furrowed, showing a clear look of guilt.

Su Man stared at him blankly, feeling confused again.

Ling Shaoyu looked back at her, the expression in his eyes suddenly became extremely complicated, as if he was trying to suppress some emotions, and he opened his mouth after a while: "Manman..."

His tone was very light, but his face was serious: "Because you are the person I like, so I can allow you to make mistakes, and I can even accompany you to make mistakes together. I can stand by your side unconditionally, even if all No one supports you, and I will still support you, this is what I should do as your fiance. But..."

The words turned sharply, and he said in a deep voice: "When I am doing my duty, I still have to know what is right and wrong. The essence of that incident is wrong, but I indulged you, so I should also bear the responsibility. A large part of the responsibility."

Su Manan quietly listened to what he said.

He paused for a moment, and then let out a self-deprecating sigh: "Before the matter is exposed, I always feel like I am dreaming. I know that everything I did was wrong, but I still want to accompany you to make mistakes again and again." Go on wrong. But, no matter how unwilling I am to wake up from my dream, there will still be someone else to wake me up. Deception can only be temporary, but not forever. I have woken up now. Manman, I can't lie to myself anymore, and I can't go back to the dream with you... Do you understand? The reality is completely different from the dream. When a person is truly awake, he will never wake up again. Might be able to go back."

He gently twitched the corner of his mouth, his mouth was filled with bitterness and bitterness, "It's like the relationship between the two of us, once it breaks, there is no way to heal it."

Su Man finally understood what he meant. After talking so much, she was actually telling her that it was impossible for them to reconcile.

She was so sad that she cried again, her face was full of tears, and she looked at him pitifully, "Shaoyu, don't be so cruel to me, please... Please give me another chance, we can try again, maybe It will heal the cracks..."

"I can't, I can't get over it," Ling Shaoyu shook his head sadly, and said in a low voice: "I can't get over that hurdle, I can't face myself like that again, Man Man, our relationship ends here Bar!"

"Don't!" Su Man screamed and refused, and her whole body became excited, "I don't want to hear what you say, and I don't want to end up with you like this, I like you so much, and I want to be with you so much , how can you be so cruel to me? I have nothing now, I really can’t live without you, Shaoyu, come back, okay, let’s try to start again, I’ll really be there I won't lie to you anymore..."

(End of this chapter)