Chapter 206
Wen Yi suppressed the bitterness in her heart, and pretended to say briskly: "Jingmo is the elder sister, but Chong Lou has always denied it, always saying that he is the elder brother. The two of them have been fighting for a long time over who is the boss. Lou admits that Jing Mo is the older sister."

Song Yunqian looked at Wen Yi with raised eyebrows, "Why?"

"Chong Lou has always wanted to be an older brother, and Jing Mo is an older sister, so naturally he doesn't want to be a younger sister."

"Then why was Chong Lou willing to admit it later?"

Wen Yi glanced at him, and said somewhat unnaturally: "I don't know about that, but the day before returning to Beijing, I suddenly called Sister Jing Mo."

Chonglou is willing to call sister Jingmo because he is going back to Beijing to see his father, and he has been looking forward to this day.

Wen Yi knew, but couldn't bear to say it.

"Can you say more?" Song Yunqian was really not just looking for something to say this time, he just wanted to know more about his children, what a strange thing, he had two children all at once.

It was him and Wen Yi's child.

Just thinking about it makes his blood boil with excitement.

Wen Yi nodded, "Of course, Jingmo can call mother at eight months, but Chonglou can only call mother at one year old. When he came out, he was almost suffocated. He didn’t cry when he came out. He cried out after being hanged and beaten. He developed pneumonia in less than a month. For other complications, my condition was not very good at that time. Due to postpartum hemorrhage, I couldn’t get out of bed for half a month. It was the old pig who took care of the children. Chee's ceremony, let the children officially recognize him as godfather."

Song Yunqian listened obsessively, feeling pain and soreness in his heart.

How much he wished that he could participate in this paragraph, how much he wished that when Wen Yi and the children had an accident, he would always be there.

"Because Chong Lou was sick and weak since childhood, Jing Mo naturally took on the responsibility of being an older sister and taking care of his younger brother. Jing Mo started to learn to cook when he was three and a half years old, because our expenses were a bit difficult at that time. The flood that year , causing the plague, Zhu Fangyuan and I were too busy to take our hands off. I often left Director Mao and Tantou to watch the siblings and go to the doctor. Therefore, in order not to starve them, the old pig built a The small stove..."

Wen Yi slowly recalled the five years, sometimes happy, sometimes sad, sometimes troubled, and sometimes laughing, just like her past five years.

It took more than an hour to say this, and Song Yunqian couldn't get enough of what he heard, and Wen Yi couldn't get enough of what he said, often when he suddenly thought of something interesting or noisy about the children, he would say it right away.

Song Yunqian just listened quietly all the time, occasionally fluctuating with her emotions, either laughing or frowning.

However, there are very few interruptions.

Until Lu Gonggong came in and said: "Your Majesty, it's time to be ugly, it's time to rest."

"It's time to be ugly?" Song Yunqian felt that time passed too fast, as if he was only sitting here for a moment.

He reluctantly glanced at Wen Yi, "It's time to be ugly, you should also rest."

Wen Yi was also a little tired, and said: "Okay, I'll go to rest after going back to see the Empress Dowager, and I won't be leaving the palace tonight."

Song Yunqian stood up, with a reluctant expression on his face, but wanted to pretend to leave casually, waved his hand, "Okay, see you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow!" Wen Yi stood up and saw her off.

Eunuch Lu bowed and walked out with Song Yunqian.

Wen Yi walked to the door to see them off, and heard Eunuch Lu asking Song Yunqian from a distance, "I didn't turn over the cards tonight, which palace does the emperor want to go to? Let the slaves order someone to report first."

Song Yunqian didn't seem to answer, just kept walking forward.

Wen Yi leaned against the door, and the ache in her heart slowly surfaced.

In the end, she still didn't forget her feelings. A question from Eunuch Lu completely destroyed her perfect disguise tonight.

She held back her tears, went back to sit, and saw that the seat he was sitting in just now was empty, and felt extremely lonely.

"Sad?" Zhuge Ming's voice sounded slowly at the door.

Wen Yi quickly raised her head and glanced at him, "What are you talking about?"

"Don't hold back when you're sad, just cry if you want to. I was in front of the porch just now, you just didn't see me." Zhuge Ming said.

In other words, he saw Wen Yi's reaction after hearing Mr. Lu's words.

Wen Yi forced a smile, "It's nothing to be sad about. He and I have already separated. Five years ago, we had nothing to do with each other."

Zhuge Ming looked at her, "You can fool yourself but you can't fool others."

After a pause, "Perhaps, you can't even fool yourself, so why force it? Is it really impossible for you and him to be together?"

Wen Yi looked at him, "Isn't it superfluous to say these things now?"

"Is it superfluous?" Zhuge Ming said: "You should know that those people in his harem are all political tricks, and they have to do it as a last resort. Moreover, he is an inhumane emperor, don't you know? He never touches those concubines, I would rather endure suspicion from all sides."

"Zhuge Ming, don't tell me these things." Wen Yi seemed upset, "No matter why those women entered the palace, they are his concubines after all. I am the late emperor's concubine, and this cannot be changed."

"There is always a way."

Wen Yi doesn't want to talk anymore, what can I do?It's just to deceive the eyes of the world, but the child is born, can she not admit that she is Wen Yi?

No one knew that she was once Yang Luoyi, no one knew that she was once Princess An Ning, everyone only knew that she Wen Yi was the noble concubine of the late emperor.

Regarding her assassination of the late emperor, although the truth has come to light, in the hearts of many ministers and common people, she is considered the murderer, because the so-called truth may also be fabricated.

What will happen to a person who is full of bad deeds, if he gets involved again?
She is very aware of the court system of the Liang Kingdom. Although the imperial power is concentrated, the emperor is not a man of one word. There is a doctor of imperial history who monitors the words and deeds of the emperor and officials. , also suffered blame.

Why bother?It's not easy to ascend to the throne. It took him five years to get the seemingly stable situation now, so why sacrifice everything for the dissipated love between them?
Is your tender love so important?

"Don't talk about this topic anymore, there are many difficulties, and you and I can't just break through." Wen Yi ended the topic.

Zhuge Ming sighed softly, "Why do you need to humble your own feelings? You don't take yourself too seriously, wronged yourself, worked hard on yourself, who did you accomplish? Those people don't care about you."

"I just don't want to take myself too seriously, otherwise, my desires will be hard to fill, and I won't be satisfied. Now I have children and daughters, and I have a craft that can save people. I don't have to worry about food and clothing, and I have tiles to cover my head. I am already better than many people. Okay. Zhuge, being a human being is actually not so perfect. I want everything and want the best in everything. How is that possible? A life with regrets is perfect.”

She was really satisfied. She died twice and was still alive. Moreover, God gave her a pair of such lovely children. She couldn't ask for more.

Zhuge Ming thought about her words carefully, although he felt sorry for her love with Song Yunqian, but he had to admit that she was right.

(End of this chapter)

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