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Chapter 118 You Missed Her For Ten Years

In a city hospital.

Zhong Shengxin was lying on the hospital bed, the luster in his black eyes was replaced by darkness, he was staring at the white ceiling, his mind was full of images of Lu Chengxi kissing An Nuan before the car accident, after being beaten by Zuo Qing in the bar, he He went to the VIP room to rest, and when he came out, he saw An Nuan and Lu Chengxi sitting there, the two cuddling each other, which deeply hurt his eyes.

Even if you say you want to let go, say you want to be a stranger, but your heart is always not so cooperative. The more you want to give up, the more it resists you. In the past, An Nuan's smile always lingered in your mind. Her strength, her strength, her persistence, her hard work, and everything about her have become particularly clear.

The pain in the body is not as good as the pain in the heart. At the moment when the car suddenly hit him, what Zhong Shengxin had in his mind was - if she was willing to turn back, he would give everything he had.

Zhuang Tinghe next to her was full of worry. Seeing him like this, she felt a twinge of pain in her heart. Now, not long after Zhong Xinqin was discharged from the hospital, Zhong Shengxin was in a car accident.

After receiving a call from Li Zuo, telling her that when Zhong Shengxin was in a car accident and was hospitalized, Zhuang Tinghe couldn't calm down. He was not wearing pajamas on the inside, but a cotton jacket on the outside.

"Brother Sheng Xin, what do you want to eat? I'll go buy it for you."

She looked at the big slender and clean hand that was placed beside her, and carefully tried to cover it. The man on the bed seemed to be able to read her mind, and his eyes suddenly fell on her face.

"no need."

Zhong Shengxin said something lightly, then closed his eyes heavily.

"Brother Sheng Xin, I know you are in a very difficult mood right now. As a friend, I wanted to be your listener. If you have anything that is pressing on your heart, you can tell me. I will always stand by your side. of."

When Zhuang listened to He's words, she clearly felt her heart pounding. She didn't want to wait any longer. Things had already developed like this. This was the best time for her to confess. If, as Lu Chengxi said that day, He wanted to go on a blind date with all the women that men in the northern city were afraid of, and she couldn't accept it no matter what, the man she loved married a woman like that.

"Brother Sheng Xin, actually, I actually like..."

Her words were interrupted by a sudden knock on the door. When the door of the ward opened again, the people outside made her pupils shrink. Zhong Xinqin was wearing a sports suit and a peaked cap with the brim pressed down very low. When she looked over, Only her lips could be seen, but Zhuang Tinghe still recognized her. Before Zhong Xinqin had time to close the door, Luo Lei's voice came hurriedly from outside, which seemed a bit abrupt in the silent space.

"Xinqin, what are you doing running so fast?"

Luo Lei was wearing a coat with disheveled hair. He was panting heavily because he ran so fast. He stood there, looking inside, and everyone looked at each other.

"Why are you here?"

Zhuang Tinghe's words broke the silence, and her tone revealed her displeasure. She asked Zhong Xinqin and Luo Lei the same way. Since that day, after she found out about the two of them, she had not contacted them again.

In the past, she had been coordinating Zhong Xinqin to Zhong Shengxin, and she had made so many ideas in private. In the end, how did Zhong Xinqin treat Zhong Shengxin?
The more she thought about it, the angrier she became.

From the bottom of my heart, I also began to look down on Zhong Xinqin, calling for Zhong Shengxin's grievances. After liking a woman for so long, her private life was so messy, and she herself only recognized her true face at this time. Before, she looked coquettish and wronged. Everything she encounters is like the whole world owes her, but in the end, she is the most contrived woman.

Zhong Xinqin naturally felt Zhuang Tinghe's hostility towards her, and her heart sank slightly, but her voice was still extremely gentle, and she smiled gently at Zhuang Tinghe: "Tinghe."

Zhuang Tinghe looked away, didn't look at her, and continued to ask Zhong Shengxin softly.

"Brother Sheng Xin, is there any discomfort? Do you want to take a good rest?"

That kind of demeanor fell into Zhong Xinqin's eyes, piercing her heart like a needle, throbbing with pain, but there was not much emotion on her face. Seeing that Zhong Shengxin didn't respond, she felt her heart slowly. A sigh of relief.

Zhong Shengxin frowned, his eyes did not fall on anyone, and his voice was extremely heavy, hoarse and decadent.

"You all go, Xu Lang will come to take care of me later."

If it is cold, there is no mood swings, and the faces of the people in the ward are a little gloomy.

"Ah Xin..."

Just as Zhong Xinqin was about to walk over, her hand was grabbed by Luo Shalei next to her. She glanced at him and motioned for him to let go, but she was held even tighter. The person on the hospital bed did not move at all when she called.

"Brother Sheng Xin, let me stay here and take care of you. Now that your leg is injured, it's inconvenient to do anything."

With a considerate look on her face, Zhuang Tinghe took the initiative to move the chair, but before she sat down, Zhong Shengxin coldly rejected her overture.

"I want to be alone for a while."

The ward finally fell silent. His fingers landed on the screen of his mobile phone. The background of the screen was a photo. The person in the photo had his hair coiled behind him, his face was round, and he had a youthful smile on his face. There, this is, he found An Nuan's information from the personnel department and took a photo of his ID.

Since when?He fell ill and died?He has no answer at all.
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In the corridor outside the ward, Zhuang Tinghe looked at Luo Lei holding Zhong Xinqin's arm, that scene stimulated more and more anger gathering in her eyes.

"Don't you find it exciting to be together with your brother behind your back, your man behind your back?"

Her words instantly made Luo Lei and Zhong Xinqin's complexions darken. Standing in the corridor, the four of them were all dressed unusually... When nurses and doctors walked by, they would take a few glances.

"Brother Shengxin has done so much for you, sister Xinqin, you really, really let me down."

Zhuang Tinghe's face was full of anger, he looked at Zhong Xinqin with disappointment, and then his eyes fell on Luo Lei.

"And you, Luo Lei, how did brother Sheng Xin treat you? How could you do such a thing? How could you do such a beastly thing if you dared to touch your own brother's woman?"

While speaking, he pointed at Luo Lei with trembling fingers, and the latter's face became stiff, and he said something tensely.

"The person Ah Xin likes is not Xinqin, but An Nuan. Besides, I can't help myself."

"Don't make these excuses."

Zhuang Tinghe retorted excitedly, and looked at Zhong Xinqin impatiently.

"In the future, don't contact me again."

Zhong Xinqin opened her mouth, unable to utter a word, Cui Lizuo leaned against the wall and took a deep puff of a cigarette.

"What happened to you this time is a bit over."

After speaking, only two people were left standing there.

Zhong Xinqin felt very bad, in the end it was all her fault, it was all her fault, she was the victim, wasn't she?From the beginning when Lu Chengxi guided her in a planned way, she was just a victim in everything.

The first time I met Luo Lei was completely drunk, but later he was there and approached her three times, but she didn't pay any attention to it, and everything after that was an accident.

"Xinqin, let's go."

"Let's go, don't follow me anymore, Luo Lei, this child is not yours! It's really not yours! Now that your father is like that, why do you still have thoughts on me? Don't you think of a way? ?”

She looked at the man beside her with a bit of resentment. These days, she kept letting him go, but he stayed by her side wholeheartedly, ignoring what she said that was ugly.

Zhong Xinqin was also extremely speechless, she had never met such a man before.

"His business has been settled, and I can't do anything about it, but Xinqin, I am bound to win your business. This time, I don't want to let go easily."

"Luo Lei, what do you like about me? Can't I change it?"

Zhong Xinqin closed her eyes and asked him back with a cold face, Luo Lei just looked at her without speaking.

"Do you still have the nerve to stand here?"

Jiang Yao didn't know how long she had been here, she was followed by Aunt Xue, both of them stared at Zhong Xinqin angrily, because of her, the entire Zhong family lost face.

Those wives who had a good time in the past are no longer in contact now. After the incident of that night was reported, although she received a few 'comforting' calls, the lines were full of sarcasm towards her.

Mrs. Ning, who had a good time, didn't she go out to please her?He wanted to gain a relationship with the Zhong family from her, but he turned the phone and asked as soon as he opened his mouth——Sister Yao, are you okay?She said it was okay, but the next sentence would make her vomit blood with anger.

Mrs. Nanning said, "Are you all right when something like this happened?"

Jiang Yao was so angry that she threw the phone away.

These people are too much. When you are good, they hold you like a big sister, but when you see your price suddenly drop, they trample you more than anyone else.

I went to nurse with Aunt Xue a few times and met those expensive wives, and they all talked about that day with sarcasm and sarcasm.

Raising a good daughter, doing such immoral things; the same is true for the son, who divorced and asked for remarriage.

"Biao and dog! A perfect match."

Aunt Xue stood there, whispering something like this, Zhong Xinqin's face changed drastically, her hands clenched into fists, she always knew that she was in Zhong's family, not her own flesh and blood, so there was a difference.

But it is also a daughter who has been raised for more than 20 years, how can she say such ugly words?
I was so angry that my breathing was speeding up.

"Aunt Xue, don't go too far!"

Zhong Xinqin said something in a low voice, and Aunt Xue gave her a disdainful look.

"You can do it, and you're afraid of being talked about? It's a good thing everyone knows about you. Otherwise, when will Ah Xin's green hat be brought?"

Zhong Xinqin twisted her face angrily, under the peaked cap, that delicate face had become distorted.

"Don't go too far!"

Every word and every sentence was extremely cold, and Aunt Xue couldn't help but tremble when she heard it, but she continued to murmur unwillingly.

"Fortunately, Sister Yao took the initiative in this matter, otherwise, I don't know when I will be able to tear off your hypocritical mask."

When she said "bai", Aunt Xue felt the air around her descend in vain. Jiang Yao fixed her eyes on her, but Zhong Xinqin and Luo Lei's eyes fell on Jiang Yao.

Aunt Xue's heart trembled, she realized that she was talking too much, and it was too late to explain, Zhong Xinqin had already started to complain with tears in her frame.

"Mom, I've called you mom for more than 20 years, do you hate me that much? I wish I could be ruined! Can I wish I'm drowned in rumors and never see dawn again?"

"Even if I'm not your own daughter, I'm still your daughter."

She choked up and said, Zhong Xinqin never thought that the person behind the photo would be her adoptive mother.

"I said before, I will do anything for Xinqin, you are the one to blame, you shouldn't be peeping at things that don't belong to you."

After Jiang Yao finished this sentence coldly, she walked past Zhong Xinqin. The moment she passed by, Jiang Yao heard Zhong Xinqin say.

"Jiang Yao, you will definitely suffer retribution."

An inaudible footstep, retribution?

Is her retribution less?
Standing at the door of the ward and looking at the people standing there, Jiang Yao's face paled instantly.

Zhong Shengxin looked at her with disappointment and pain.

Her heart seemed to be torn by something.

"Ah Xin..."

Zhong Shengxin's gaze swept across Jiang Yao's body as cold as ice, and then gouged Aunt Xue's body. Veins burst out from the back of his hand that was holding the crutch.

"Ah Xin, everything Mom does is for you!"

When he swayed and turned around, Jiang Yao went in crying and explained.

"Mom! How are you! Everything you do is not for me. From beginning to end, you love yourself. You just want to make me what you want. I am 25 years old. ! I have a mind of my own!"

Zhong Shengxin's words seemed to be roaring from the bottom of his heart, his voice was hoarse, his handsome face was tense, Jiang Yao's heart ached for him like this.

"Since I was a child, the education you gave me was that my father abandoned his wife and son for another woman, and the father in my mind gradually turned into hatred; when you knew that An Nuan was Xiao Xiruo's daughter, you knew that in my mind What was your first thought? I want to avenge you. I want to get back from her for the suffering my mother suffered. So, I married her, and the women around me kept torturing her heart, but I didn’t want to , when I hurt her, I was also scarred; in the end, how ridiculous is the truth? Mom, tell me, have I done so much all these years? When I love Xinqin, you sent her abroad with a single word, You also killed my first child with your own hands. In the days that followed, you saw with your own eyes how desolate and confused I was, but you fell into a coma and left me alone. My childhood and youth were all Grow in your complaining, whining voice..."

Zhong Shengxin stood with his back to her, his voice was deep, revealing unprecedented pain, Jiang Yao just listened like that, her heart was being pulled by something, getting tighter and tighter, as if she couldn't breathe.

"Mom, I suddenly feel very tired, so tired. Last night, when the car crashed into a tree, I was thinking, would it be better to die?"

The voice became a little hoarse, Jiang Yao trembled all over, and wanted to get closer, but found that there was an invisible barrier between the two.

"Mom, Xinqin is your daughter. How could you do something like that? How is it different from hitting yourself in the face?"

"Ah Xin..."

Jiang Yao murmured something, she wanted to say, everything was for him, but she couldn't say it anymore.

There was a whimpering sound here.

Everything Zhong Xinqin did was what she deserved!

If she can't do it, how can she find those photos, so the most fundamental reason is that she is cheap.

"Let's all go, I want to be quiet."

Zhong Shengxin waved his hand to stop her.

When Xu Lang came over, he saw two people at the door, their expressions were not very good. When he saw Jiang Yao, he still said hello.

"Xu Lang, I want to be quiet for a while."

What Zhong Shengxin said was a direct order to evict the guests. Xu Lang waved at several people before they left.
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City sharp company.

Xiao Xiruo was wearing a pair of tight-fitting trousers, ankle boots, and a white luxury leather jacket. The sound of knocking high heels attracted the attention of other people in the office.

She smiled gracefully back.

"Assistant Jane, Cheng Rui is developing very well."

"It all depends on Mr. Lu's leadership. Mr. Lu's ability and courage can really lead the way. Miss Xiao, you have to trust our Mr. Lu."

Jian Chen smiled and said that he knew very well who Xiao Xiruo was, and he had read An Nuan's information.

Except for accidents, which were just accidents, he never thought that An Nuan's biological mother would be her.

Everyone in Beicheng knows that Xiao Xiruo is a courtesan of a famous family and noble family. She can always be seen at various gatherings and occasions. She has always been single, and her male companions are not fixed.

To put it bluntly-a jester.

"Assistant Jane, you can really talk."

Xiao Xiruo smiled gracefully, Jian Chen led her to the door of Lu Chengxi's office, and left.

Looking at the calm-looking man sitting on the chair, Xiao Xiruo just pursed his red lips, and then opened his mouth.

"Mr. Lu, did I bother you?"

Asked politely, his legs had already walked in, Xiao Xiruo looked at the entire office with his eyes, the style was very simple and elegant, but it also showed the master's demeanor.

"Miss Xiao, what do you want to teach Lu today?"

Lu Chengxi smiled and stood up.

The voice is calm and calm, even though she is An Nuan's mother.

"Mr. Lu, I don't know if you are interested in the girl from Yi's family. She is about the same age as you. She just came back from abroad. She is beautiful and has a gentle personality, which fits Mr. Lu's taste very well."

Xiao Xiruo stood by a pot, lightly flicking the dust on the leaves with her fingers, her voice calm.

Lu Chengxi just pursed his thin lips, although he didn't show too much emotion on his face, but he was very sensitive in his heart, and he had to be sarcastic when he spoke.

"I haven't disciplined her for 24 years, why? Want to discipline her now?"

He asked lightly, with a bit of anger in his voice.

Xiao Xiruo just smiled, looking out of the window through the glass.

"That is, I don't want her to jump from one fire pit to another. Shen Yan has already returned to China, and she will know her life experience sooner or later."

She couldn't help but think of the scene when she passed by Shen Yan that day, he turned a blind eye to her, but that face that was exactly the same as An Yang's was deeply imprinted in her mind.

Even if you only saw it when you were born!
For 22 years, he has never set foot on the mainland. Was he guarding against her, the child's mother?

She can cruelly ignore two children, what will happen to her if there is one more?
"Do you have no confidence in her, or are you doubting my ability? Now that I'm sure, I'll stick to it."

Lu Chengxi gave the answer unhurriedly, as if accepting it.

"Lu Chengxi, she is no longer the An Nuan she used to be, you missed her for ten years!"

Her pupils shrank, and her gaze was fixed on his face, which contained too many complicated emotions.

"I have countless ten years to love her!"

"Ah……"

Xiao Xiruo chuckled in disbelief.

"Or, I can take her abroad."

He glanced at her with a seriousness on his face that he had never seen before.

"Are you sure, your family can accept it? Even if you hide it again, there will always be a moment when the truth will embarrass her and make her shrink back. I am very happy that you can stand in her consideration, Lu Chengxi. The truth is, rumors In the rumors, how long can you fight for her? One year, ten years, a lifetime?"

She approached, pressing him step by step, Lu Chengxi curled up his lips.

"How long to live, how long to protect!"

"I'll wait for the result you give her."

After speaking, he walked as lightly as when he came here, and the sound of high heels turned from near to far away. Slowly, the office became calm again. Lu Chengxi just looked out the window, his eyes were as dark as Tan, and it was dark.
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An Nuan found a very small real estate company, convinced that there was no one who knew her here, so she came for an interview. Soon, she was accepted. Although the salary was only half of that of Zhong's, she was very happy.

The personnel department said that they will start to work next Monday.

When An Nuan was driving the car to go home, she turned to Chengrui again. Across the street, she looked at the building from a distance.

Called his number.

After two beeps, An Nuan was picked up. Sitting in the car, she rolled down the window and looked in his direction.

"Is something wrong?"

A deep voice came from over there, An Nuan thought of the intense exercise they had last night, her heartbeat was speeding up, and the hands holding the phone were sweating.

"Are you busy?"

After An Nuan finished speaking, he felt that he had become a little weird, but it was too late to change his words. If he was busy, he would not be able to answer his phone.

The other end was silent, and she seemed to hear his breathing clearly.

On the left side of the chest, the heart seems to be jumping out!
"Did I disturb you?"

Are you in a meeting?An Nuan thought in her heart, Bei Zi subconsciously bit her lower lip.

"do not disturb."

He added without haste, that An Nuan originally wanted to hang up the phone, but at this moment, she clenched the phone tightly again, thinking about the snack street when he drove here just now.

"what are you doing?"

"I'm here, I'm calling you."

An Nuan felt that she was sick. Today, she was a little speechless. She wanted to grab something with her other hand to calm herself down, but she accidentally honked the horn.

"you are outside?"

After he asked again, An Nuan said softly.

"I'm downstairs in your company."

"Huh? Missed me?"

Lu Chengxi's voice came with joy at this moment, An Nuan sat there, feeling her face was burning...

"No."

"It's true!"

"..."

With her head down, she played with her fingers on the car window next to her, looking a little childish.

"5 minutes, wait for me."

"Ah."

An Nuan hung up the phone, feeling that the air around her had changed, becoming sweeter...

Facing the rearview mirror, I took the lip gloss and gently swiped it on, then sipped it, feeling that the color was a bit deliberate, wiped it off, rubbed it on... back and forth several times.

He didn't notice that a black shadow was already standing beside him.

When she found out, the movement of her hand stopped, and the lip gloss directly swept over the corners of her lips, and outlined it on her face...

In a panic, he took out a tissue and wiped it several times.

"Why are you silent when you come?"

On the flushed skin, because he stood close, the fluff could be clearly seen.

"Have you put on your makeup?"

Lu Chengxi got into the car, glanced at the discarded tissues beside him, and raised the corners of his lips slightly.

"I didn't put on..." makeup.

Before she finished speaking, her cell phone rang, and seeing the name on it, An Nuan's expression froze.

Last night, she thought about asking Xiao Xiruo about it, but at this moment, she wanted to escape.

(End of this chapter)