your name, my story

Chapter 125 Torturing Each Other
"Well, can I go and talk to Shishi?"

Shen Yan looked at the little hand on his arm, and couldn't tell what it was like. From his memory, he had no relatives. He lived in the school all the time when he was abroad. Although there was an aunt there, she only took care of it. His living expenses, tuition fees, nothing else.

What is home, he has no concept at all, and what family affection is, he also has no concept, the feeling of An Nuan at this time, he feels a little excited, uneasy, and oozing with joy.

He heard from his aunt that he has a younger sister named Shen Ling. He only heard the name but never met the real person. At the beginning, he had complicated emotions towards Shen Ling. She was so envious that she could be with her parents. It's jealousy.

Later, he knew that he and Shen Qin were half-brothers, and there was a reason for everything.

He's an unwanted kid, and he has a stepmother.

"Well, you go."

The two soon left at Ling's. An Nuan asked for leave from her supervisor. She asked for leave on the first day of work. She was surprised by her supervisor. During the interview, she had a gentle personality and refused to do her job on the first day of work. Other things, and even blatantly said that he is a designer, not a clerk.

Shen Yan's car was the bicycle that An Nuan used when he first met him. He wore a hat and was full of vigor.

"Xiao Yan, take my car, the wind is strong on the bike."

She stood beside him and said with a smile. Shen Yan was stunned for a moment, blushing on his face, and he didn't refuse. This was the first time someone told him that riding a bicycle was very windy.

It's not that he doesn't have a car, but he doesn't want to drive. The feeling of the wind blowing against his face when he is riding a bicycle is very comfortable.

Very free, without any depression, he hates traffic jams, when traffic jams, his temper will become particularly irritable, so he would rather pedal a bicycle.

"Well, should we go for a blood test to see if it's a sibling relationship?"

After the car started, Shen Yan asked An Nuan.

"No, I'm your sister."

This is an ironclad fact, he looks the same as Anyang, and Anyang has been living with her all the time, there can be no fault in the sibling relationship.

"I never thought I would have a sister, or even a brother."

Shen Yan looked out of the car window, and said quietly, if he knew, he would definitely return to China early, look, his younger brother.

"It never occurred to me that I also have a younger brother. It's just that our mother is too cruel."

Thinking of Xiao Xiruo, An Nuan's heart suddenly felt uncomfortable again, and she really couldn't figure out what Xiao Xiruo thought back then, how could he be so cruel to separate a pair of twin brothers.

And Shen Yan has been abroad. If he hadn't returned to China, wouldn't he have met each other in this life?

"Where are we going to find her?"

Shen Yan looked at the unfamiliar road scene and asked, An Nuan thought that she had seen her on TV not long ago attending the opening ceremony of Phoenix Mountain in Beicheng, so she should still be in Beicheng.

As for where.

The car stopped aside, and she called Xiao Xiruo.

When the ringing came to an end, the other side was picked up, and Xiao Xiruo's somewhat cold voice came from that side.

"what's up?"

An Nuan instantly thought of that day, when Xiao Xiruo called herself countless times, but she turned it on mute and didn't answer a single call.

Xiao Xiruo is throwing a tantrum with her.

"Where? We have something to ask you."

An Nuan was unambiguous, and spoke directly. There was a pause at the other end, and then she asked her back.

"You? Who are you with? Lu Chengxi?"

"I only know now that it is so difficult to meet my own biological mother."

An Nuan pursed her lips, her voice seemed a little sarcastic, her eyes were full of self-deprecating expressions, thinking that if she wanted to see Xiao Xiruo's mother, she would have some ordinary feelings.

But she still wished for it.

"Xiao Nuan..."

The voice on the other end suddenly became a little ethereal, following An Nuan heard a man's voice, as if asking Xiao Xiruo where the medicine was kept.

The hands that were clenched were suddenly tightened, and something was pressing on the chest, making it uncomfortable.

She closed her eyes and hung up the phone.

Because of suppressing her emotions too much, An Nuan's shoulders trembled involuntarily.

On the phone, the man's voice was unfamiliar, not like the Mr. Peng I met in G City last time.

"You, are you alright?"

Seeing that An Nuan was a little strange, Shen Yan asked worriedly, An Nuan calmed down her emotions, and just when she was about to say she was fine, the phone rang again.

As shown above, Xiao Xiruo.

"Hey."

"where do we meet?"

Xiao Xiruo asked on the other end of the phone, and An Nuan took a deep breath before speaking calmly.

"At the South Island Cafe on X Road, we will wait for you there."

Not wanting to hear any more bad voices, An Nuan quickly hung up the phone.

The car started again and moved forward slowly. Shen Yan just observed her without saying a word. He vaguely felt that she was in a bad mood. When he called just now, he clearly saw the disappointment on her face.

She thought to herself that she had a bad relationship with that mother.

No, or she hated this mother too.
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On the other side, Xiao Xiruo's heart gradually turned cold when he heard the busy tone coming from the phone...

"Xi Ruo, what are you thinking?"

As soon as Peng Yande walked to the door of the room, he saw the woman sitting at the dressing table in a daze. She sniffed and was about to walk over.

"Ad, my daughter called me."

The voice was full of sourness, and there was even a bitter smile on the corner of his lips. Peng Yande walked over and put his hands on Xiao Xiruo's shoulders. Because of the cold, his voice became particularly hoarse. .

"Do you want me to go with you?"

"No, I'll go by myself."

Xiao Xiruo stretched out her hand to hold the hand on her shoulder, and there was a bit of pain in her voice.

"Xi Ruo, it's about this time, tell her everything, let her hate you like this, you are also in pain, obviously they are two mothers and daughters, why do they torture each other?"

Peng Yande persuaded her, but Xiao Xiruo just shook his head, and soon his signature smile appeared on his face.

"I'm getting ready to see her."

"I'll take you there."

"No, it's not that I don't have a car. You have a cold, so you should take a good rest at home. If you're in the company, don't go there either. Let the younger generation take care of it."

After finishing speaking, she began to put makeup on her face, stroke by stroke, and quickly outlined a perfect makeup look. She looked at herself in the mirror, and she was about to be 45 years old, and An Nuan was about to be 25 years old. An Nuan was born at the age of 20, and the twins at the age of 22.

twin……

There was a trance in her mind.

That child, when she was born, she just took a look at it, and then she was taken away by Shen Junmo who dared to come back in a hurry. She was lying on the hospital bed, and she had not had time to tell him the good news.

She was pregnant with twins, but Shen Junmo said cruelly.

"Xi Ruo, let's break up, I can't marry you."

The original joyful mood suddenly felt like winter. She didn't hear what Shen Junmo said later. The pain in her body and the pain in her heart made her feel like she was going to die at any time.

Later, Shen Junmo took the child away, and he said that the daughter would be left to her.

What he didn't expect was that she gave birth to a child after he left.

Because of her stimulation and the fact that the child was almost suffocated during delivery, Anyang became a mentally retarded child.

From the corner of her eyes, something seemed to flow out. She looked at the dazzling tears and found it incredible. After the two siblings floated down cruelly, she never shed tears again.

Life is not Lin Daiyu, who are you crying for?Only when you are strong can you have a reason to live.
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"Xiao Yan, what would you like to drink?"

An Nuan followed Shen Yan to the coffee shop, she asked Shen Yan considerately, and the waiter kindly ordered him a glass of juice.

"I don't need juice, can I have wine instead?"

When Shen Yan asked the waiter when she was placing an order, An Nuan remembered that Shen Yan was not Anyang, and that she arranged all of Anyang's needs.

Shen Yan is an adult with his own thinking ability.

"Tell me what kind of person she is. I'm curious."

Shen Yan took a sip of tea, asked An Nuan, An Nuan pulled the corner of her lips, suddenly didn't know what to say about Xiao Xiruo, and couldn't find any image words.

"It seems that she is a failed mother."

Shen Yan spoke in a determined tone.

An Nuan pursed her lips and did not deny it.

She has lived till now, the most useful sentence Xiao Xiruo said was - An Nuan, get a divorce, you are Cinderella, Zhong Shengxin is not a prince, you will not be happy.

I caught a glimpse of the pretty figure outside the door, walking here, wearing black leggings, a black coat, hair as if it had just been tidied from a hair salon, and wearing black leather gloves. When I opened the door, Gently brushing away the long hair that fell in front of her with her hands, her every move reveals the aura that belongs to her.

"coming."

An Nuan said two words expressionlessly.

When Shen Yan followed her gaze, his eyes widened suddenly, and his face was full of shock.

And over there, when Xiao Xiruo saw Shen Yan's face, he was also shocked.

Shen Yan!

Xiao Xiruo's footsteps stopped there, and her heart suddenly felt uncomfortable, the bones on the back of her hand holding the handbag protruded, and her slightly parted red lips turned into biting lips.

"Hello, miss, how many people?"

When the waiter's voice came, Xiao Xiruo's emotions had calmed down.

She walked over and stood there, looking at An Nuan with a calm face.

"Is that why you came here?"

The purpose refers to Shen Yan, with a calm face, which makes An Nuan's heart feel like it was hit by something, and finally became pieces.

"Shouldn't you explain it?"

An Nuan laughed at herself, the heart on the left chest was twitching.

"That's right, shouldn't you explain why I look so much like her brother?"

Shen Yan squinted his eyes, and looked at Xiao Xiruo appreciatively. He never thought that his biological mother would be so temperamental. Although he had never met his stepmother, he didn't understand why his father would abandon the person in front of him. .

In addition, Xiao Xiruo's unchanging expression made him feel uncomfortable.

Xiao Xiruo sat down next to her, with a dignified posture, asked the waiter to bring a cup of coffee, glanced at An Nuan, and then at Shen Yan.

"Shen Yan is Anyang's elder brother. He seems to have been born 10 minutes earlier. I don't know the exact situation."

The tone, as if saying that the weather is good today, An Nuan and Shen Yan's faces are not very good-looking, An Nuan's hand fell on his knee, clenched into a fist.

This is her mother.

This is her and Anyang, Shen Yan's mother.

Apart from being responsible for giving birth to the third sibling, she did nothing for the three of them. An Nuan felt that something was getting tighter and tighter around her neck. In the end, she couldn't even breathe, her eyes were astringent, and her voice Suddenly becoming hoarse, she stared at Xiao Xiruo with red eyes, that calm, expressionless face deeply hurt her heart.

"Why? Why do you always tell me that I have a younger brother, and Anyang has an older brother? Why, tell us!!"

Unable to control her emotions anymore, her voice became agitated because of her discomfort, An Nuan cried, and tears came out of the frame.

"The two of them have never even met face to face, but Yin and Yang are separated forever, leaving regrets in this life. Anyang has always hoped that he has an older brother. If he knows that he has an older brother who looks exactly like him, he should How happy, how happy, but he left us before he knew anything. Xiao Xiruo, how could you be so cruel! Even though you hate the three of us, we are still children who fell from you, It's the blood on your body, it doesn't matter if you don't care about us, we don't mind, don't mind at all. But why don't you let me know that I have a younger brother, obviously it's just a matter of words, but you just want to be so right The three of us, the women who are mothers in this world, that is, you, Xiao Xiruo, failed and did it cruelly!"

The vision became blurred, An Nuan couldn't help sobbing, something stuck in her throat...

Sitting across from Shen Yan, it was also like something was gnawing in his heart. The strange feeling made him uncomfortable.

Anyang, the younger brother who looked exactly like him, is no longer alive.

Seeing An Nuan crying very sadly, as if something was pressing on his chest, thinking of An Nuan seeing him that day, crying and saying that she misses An Yang very much, and asked him why he didn't go home.

The two siblings have a very deep relationship.

"Xiao Nuan, I..."

"I hate you so much! I really hate you, because of you, Zhong Shengxin came to approach me and use me, just to get revenge on you; before, I said I don't care, I really don't care, but now I know, I care, I have always cared, if there is no mother like you, Anyang and I will live happily and contentedly in this life. From birth to death, Anyang has never felt your maternal love, you clearly You know, he only has the IQ of a four-year-old, is your heart made of stone? Since you don’t like us, why did you give birth to us?”

An Nuan interrupted Xiao Xiruo's words, each word was like a sharp knife across Xiao Xiruo's heart.

(End of this chapter)