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Chapter 147 Pregnancy

A week later, An Nuan was discharged from the hospital. Zhong Shengxin never told her about her pregnancy. He was afraid and worried. When she was unconscious, he thought about taking the baby away, but he felt cruel again. , That's a child, since he brought An Nuan out, why can't he even accept a child?
Even without the consent of the child's mother, if one day, she knows that the loss of the child is not an accident, but man-made.

How would he face An Nuan?
After all, he had no choice but to let everything take its course.

An Nuan's ankle was injured at the beginning, and now there is a steel plate fixing it inside. That Shen Bin was so cruel that he stepped on the bone and cracked it.

Thinking of An Nuan suffering so much, Zhong Shengxin felt sorry for her.

He bought a family suite with a small yard in front of it, where flowers were planted. Provence is a beautiful place, and the people here are very nice.

But An Nuan was very quiet, her feet hadn't fully recovered, she stayed in the house all the time, Zhong Shengxin had to work, so at home, she hired a servant to take care of An Nuan.

Vomiting every morning, An Nuan began to think that she had a bad stomach, but later, she felt otherwise.

There seemed to be a child in her stomach.

Ah Xin said that he is her husband, so is he the father of the child?

When she was thinking like this in her mind, she felt her body suddenly turned cold. She sat at the desk by the window, and the sunlight outside the window fell on the words on it.

Her silky words came into view.

She looked at the three words - Lu Chengxi.

Those were the three words she wrote down uncontrollably.

Even her own feeling was at a loss. When she saw these three words, her heart would throb. That feeling was very familiar...

She heard a voice outside, it must be that Ah Xin came back, she took the piece of paper in her hand, and walked out of the room on crutches.

Zhong Shengxin was wearing a suit, carrying a briefcase, and was changing shoes at the corner.

"Ah Xin, who is Lu Chengxi?"

She spread that piece of paper in the palm of her hand, and looked at Zhong Shengxin with clean eyes, dull and sad.

Even if, after leaving that place, even if there is no Lu Chengxi here, An Nuan no longer has any place for him in her heart.

This kind of cognition made Zhong Shengxin feel uncomfortable.

He tried to touch her, and An Nuan's whole body reacted strongly, even if he said he was her husband, she would say, sorry.

All kinds of reflections showed that because she no longer had him in her heart.

"A star."

Zhong Shengxin replied very calmly, his face was no longer as natural as before.

An Nuan let out a soft oh, feeling inexplicably lost in her heart, she looked at him again.

"Am I pregnant?"

An Nuan looked at the man in front of her clearly, her eyes wiped away the pain, he was her husband, she thought, she should feel sorry for her, but she didn't have any extra emotions.

"Well, so you have to be careful, don't hurt the child."

After finishing speaking, Zhong Shengxin took his briefcase and went to the opposite room, the door closed, and An Nuan stood there with his hands on his stomach.

child?

Whose child is it?
She really couldn't imagine, how could she still have a child with him if she resisted this husband so much?

Three months later, An Nuan was able to walk normally, and her stomach became very round, but her face was very, very thin.

Her words became less and less, she never went out, and stayed in the room all day long.

There are rows and rows on the desk, all of which are letters written by her. There is no recipient, and the address is Beicheng.

The contents of the letters are similar.
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2.14, Valentine's Day, cloudy.

Today is Valentine's Day, how are you doing over there?Your face is becoming more and more clear in my mind, but I still can't see your appearance clearly.

你 叫 什么 名字？
My name is An Nuan, An Xin, An Nuan, Nuan Nuan.

I have a child, and the child will move. When I lie on the bed, it moves very badly. I don't know if I am a good mother.

23:55 leave a pen.
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Rain on 2.15.

Ah Xin was drunk last night, he came to my room and wanted to kiss me, I was very scared, I was very worried about my child, so I bit him with great strength.

Hi, my name is An Nuan, An Xin An, warm Nuan.
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In every letter, there are words of her greeting and self-introduction. When leaving these words, she would inexplicably think of the boy in the green military uniform.

Four months later, An Nuan walked out of this "home" for the first time. The neighbors around her were all unfamiliar faces.

For four full months, she never stepped out of the house.

She has a puffy stomach, wearing a cotton skirt, white canvas shoes, a small coat, and her hair has been cut short to meet her ears.

Someone greeted her, and An Nuan smiled softly in return.

It wasn't until she walked outside a coffee shop that An Nuan realized that she had no money.

She has lived here for so long, and she has never used any money.

When she turned to leave, the cold newspaper next to her caught her attention...

The man that every woman in Beicheng dreams of - Lu Chengxi.

She was photographed going in and out of the hotel with the daughter of the Yi family in the famous city.

Attached is a large photo.

An Nuan felt a sharp pain in her heart, as if something was pressing on her chest, and she couldn't breathe.

This feeling is very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, but there is no word about this man in her mind.

Her gaze fell on that figure, which was both familiar and unfamiliar.

After that, An Nuan never went out of the room and stayed there all day, becoming depressed and thinner day by day.

She rejects all external information, including TV and newspapers.

She completely enclosed herself in a space, facing Zhong Shengxin, she also had no words.

Zhong Shengxin became more and more worried. An Nuan had a problem, and he had depression during pregnancy. He especially checked it on the Internet. He also did an in-depth understanding of how serious the consequences were.

When she was 8 months pregnant, An Nuan had a big belly, but her face was very thin. Except for three meals, she would go out of the room, and the rest of the time, she stayed in the house. Zhong Shengxin wanted to go in and see what she was doing inside, but nothing Stopped by An Nuan.

When a child is born, it is premature.

Very thin and very small, the moment An Nuan saw the child, she smiled.

The kid looked just like him, the boy in the uniform.

The child's surname is An, and his name is An Yan.

Regarding the child's surname, Zhong Shengxin didn't have any objections, which made An Nuan feel that the child was not his.

After the child was born, An Nuan planned to return to China.

She doesn't want to live here like a fool, as if she is escaping from something, she has to find out what happened.

Lu Chengxi, what does that man have to do with her?

Why, when this name appeared in her mind, her heart couldn't help but feel a little abnormal.

Waiting here for ten months is enough!
She is going to find him.

But when she proposed to return to China, Zhong Shengxin denied it.

"Why do you want to return home?"

"Ah Xin, I want to go back to China, and I want to take the child to find his father."

She directly expressed her thoughts. In the past, she had a big belly and couldn't go anywhere. Now it's different. After she was born, she can find the answer.

When Zhong Shengxin heard about the child's father, he panicked.

After working hard for almost a year, he has begun to feel tired and impatient if he doesn't get any response from An Nuan.

Moreover, here he is equivalent to hiding his name, and he has to start everything again. He can't even take advantage of the conditions of his former friends. He can only rely on himself to go up step by step.

In the past, he just ordered others to do things, in front of the decision-maker, but now, everything is under the orders of others, and he has already suppressed the anger in his heart.

After doing so much, An Nuan now says she wants to leave him.

What did he get?
She worked so hard to bring him here, and took her information to change someone else's passport information...even, selling her own body.

An Nuan no longer exists in this world.

She died in that plane crash.

"Ah Xin, this is not the life I want, I am unhappy, I am depressed, I always feel that I am missing something, I am here, I am not happy for a moment, I am missing something, I want to go get back."

An Nuan's low voice brought Zhong Shengxin back from his thoughts.

He looked at An Nuan's thin face, and then at the location of the room, where Lu Chengxi's son was.

Think of the news published in the newspaper that day.

News of the engagement of Lu Chengxi and Yi Qing.

In less than a year, that man will marry another woman. Is this Lu Chengxi's love for her?
"All you can get back is pain."

Zhong Shengxin said in a calm voice, An Nuan closed her eyes, and the pain in her chest made her a little out of breath.

"Even if it's the pain, I have to suffer and I can't hide it. I have to suffer sooner or later. Why didn't I bear it earlier? Also, who is the father of the child? You know better than me, even if you bear my responsibility People, let that person know that the child exists."

An Nuan spoke very seriously, revealing the determination not to give up until the potential is reached.

Zhong Shengxin's dark eyes narrowed tightly. Even though she had forgotten Lu Chengxi, her heart always reserved a place for him.

Even if she got to know An Nuan again, she didn't have that kind of affection for herself.

"I know, it's very unfair to you; but in the world, how can there be so much fairness; Ah Xin, not all sacrifices are rewarded, and likewise, not all rewards need to be paid, you can call me selfish, call me No matter how cruel I am, I still want to go back to my country.”

"Since you have already decided early on, why do you need to ask me again?"

As soon as he was confinement, he couldn't wait to tell him the news, wasn't it pre-planned?

"Because you are my elder brother and the only relative I have here."

An Nuan's words made Zhong Shengxin laugh at himself, and his eyes were full of mocking smiles. Some things are really lost. If you miss it, you will never have another chance.

Even if there is a real chance to start all over again.

I can't go back to the beginning.

God gave him a chance to start anew with her, but didn't give her a place to fall in love with him again.

"Xiao Nuan, it's been almost a year. In fact, you've been waiting all this time. What you've been waiting for is to go back after giving birth to Xiao Wei?"

Zhong Shengxin asked her in a hoarse voice, but An Nuan fell silent...

Her hair drooped, covering her face. Although her expression was not obvious, it was acquiescing.

When she read the newspaper that day, An Nuan told herself that this is not the life she wanted, she wanted to know, she wanted to find something she lost; the boy who was always in her mind, she wanted to go Looking for, other memories are not deep, or blank, but it is him, as if engraved in his mind.

She stayed in the room all the time, helping others to work.

The manual money she earned was enough for her air ticket back home.

"What I did, it turned out, from beginning to end, was so worthless."

Zhong Shengxin said in a low voice, when he was about to turn around, An Nuan took the initiative to hold his hand for the past year.

The expectation in her eyes was the expectation of another man.

He closed his eyes, followed by opening his mouth, as if he was betting on something.

"If you don't find what you want, you will formally become husband and wife with me when you come back."

An Nuan's hands froze...

There was some disbelief in his eyes.

"After you come back, you will always live with me in Provence."

He added again...

(End of this chapter)