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Chapter 319 Peaceful Coexistence - Happy New Year's Eve
After eating alone, she thought about whether to go to the company. After all, she had nothing to do. After that incident, Yu Xihan had almost no friends. After that incident, she recognized many people. No matter how good and sincere a friend is, when you have an accident, you will be trampled on more than anyone else, trampled on you.

So, she's all alone.

Accustomed to companionship with loneliness, a person is growing up.

The phone rang suddenly, and a text message - no need to go to the company!
The simple five words seemed to have guessed her thoughts.

He's the boss, he gets what he says.

Yu Xihan understood when he saw the message, he didn't want to see himself.

At this time, it was snowing in the north.

The coastal cities are still hot, thinking that the Zhong family has another project to go to the north on business, Yu Xihan thinks it's better to forget it by himself, and just dare to come back to attend the dinner tomorrow.

Always a person who walks the talk, Yu Xihan directly packed a few thick clothes, called her logistics, and asked the information to be sent to her mailbox.

In this way, I went to the north by myself.

Sitting on the plane, thinking about the past few months that he and Zhong Shengxin have been together, the two have always respected each other like ice, but as soon as they got their marriage certificate, their relationship changed.

He will interfere with her.

And the last thing Yu Xihan wants is to be controlled by others.

This person was Zhong Shengxin whom she had always hated.

But he said that he didn't see that incident at all. During the time spent together, she also knew him a little bit. She could feel from Zhuang Tinghe's incident that he was actually quite kind.

And Shen Ling's matter, if it was someone else, they would directly publicize it, but he chose not to say anything.

She sees many things.

Zhong Shengxin was not as cold-blooded as she had felt before.

Man, even if you have been married several times, there are still women who will rush forward for him.

And what about women?As long as you get married once, you will become a broken shoe, a second-hand item, an object of contempt and ridicule for adults.

She is like this, in fact, like a second-married woman.

Thinking of Zhong Shengxin, Yu Xihan shook her head, she resisted this man who frequently appeared in her mind.

When I got off the plane, I was greeted with coldness.

She took a thick coat and put it on, and the hat and scarf almost covered herself.

Outside the airport, she looked at the vast expanse of whiteness.

The whole person is a little excited.

It is rare to see such beautiful snow.

On the way to the hotel, she couldn't help stretching her hand out of the car window, and the snow fell on her palm, which soon turned into a drop of moist drizzle.

It can't maintain the original appearance.

Maybe, this is life.

After arriving at the hotel, she began to check her mailbox, but she did not receive any emails.

When I called, there was a squeak over there. "Mr. Zhong said that there is no need to send it."

Zhong Shengxin!
Yu Xihan never thought that he would give her a problem at work again.

Being obsessive-compulsive, she immediately called Zhong Shengxin. "I'm in W city now, I want the information of the WZ project, why do you stop my subordinates from sending me the information?"

she asked directly.

"You're on vacation!"

Zhong Shengxin replied casually.

"I've been discharged from the hospital. Didn't you see me at noon? I'm fine."

"Sorry, the sick leave I asked for you is 7 days, so you still have 4 days."

"...Zhong Shengxin, can you stop being unreasonable like a child?"

Upon hearing his words, Yu Xihan felt a little angry!
Does he mean that she has to stay here for four days before she can receive the materials?And tomorrow night, the two parents will meet again, she can't figure out when Zhong Shengxin became so childish.

What did she offend him for?Is it necessary to target everywhere like this?A successful cooperation is not beneficial to Zhong, Yu Xihan really doesn't know what this man is pretending to be in his head!You can't think about things logically at all.

"I am the boss, I have the absolute right to speak!"

"How can you be so willful!"

"I'm just that wayward."

"..."

Yu Xihan felt unable to communicate with this person!
Hang up the phone directly!

Lying back on the big bed, looking at the crystal lamp, her shadow could be vaguely reflected there, she saw that her face was a little red...

Without information, it is equivalent to coming here for nothing!
Really, just to see the snow.

Yu Xihan opened the window, looked at the goose feather heavy snow outside, he couldn't help reaching into his pocket, lit the cigarette, put it in his mouth and smoked it fiercely.

The smell of smoke made her cough.

She doesn't smoke often, she only smokes when she is depressed. Every time, she chokes until tears come out, but she enjoys this kind of stimulation. She always smokes one when there is no one around.

Stepping on the thick snow, looking at her footprints, going up and down, they formed a long road, and she was alone. Standing there, she felt that the coldness was getting heavier, and even her eyes were covered with mist , so the line of sight became somewhat blurred.

Once, she also had the most beautiful dream.

At this point, it's just a dream.

She doesn't even have any memories.

The most beautiful thing in the memory is her mother, who loves her so much and dotes on her, that's all.

A couple walked by her, with long scarves tied around their necks and lovers' gloves on their hands, they walked past her side by side, and the two pairs of footprints were tightly close together.

beautiful!

Yu Xihan tightened his scarf tightly, only then did he feel that the coldness seemed to decrease.

Her little face was completely red from the snow, even her lips were turning purple, the snow is very beautiful, very beautiful, Yu Xihan seems to have discovered a fact, the snow scene is not suitable for one person to watch.

Because, every place is telling her that loneliness is terrible.
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Zhong Shengxin didn't expect that Yu Xihan, a woman, would be so workaholic that she took off to W City within a few hours after returning home.

Over there, it's snowing heavily now.

This is his company. Is she working so hard to get more money for retirement in the future?

Pension!
The two words suddenly gave Zhong Shengxin a pause.

He wants to grow old with her forever.

The black eyes tightened.

Zhong Shengxin felt that his brain could not function normally.

Yes, the two are husband and wife, so why can't they grow old forever.

Didn't he think long ago that the two of them will grow old together relying on each other?
There is no love, family affection is love, and we can cuddle up to each other.

Zhong Shengxin felt that he was thinking too much. They are husband and wife, so he just followed his heart...

When he also came to W City, he felt that his heart began to favor her.

Originally, I thought it was An Nuan's heart, but now she started to follow another woman.

Since when?

Zhong Shengxin stood there, feeling a little dazed...

Follow your heart.

In the middle of the night, I was woken up by knocking on the door outside. I had a bad sleep, and when I woke up, my face was not very good. This is still a five-star hotel. Is this a ward round in the middle of the night?
"Xihan, open the door."

When Yu Xihan heard the man's voice, he lost all sleepiness.

Why is Zhong Shengxin here?
Opening the door, the people outside looked dusty, and the black coat was still stained with water droplets turned from snowflakes. The way he looked at her made her heart tremble inexplicably.

Behind him is a black suitcase.

Copying the bag with one hand, he looked at her with a rather meaningful smile.

"How did you come?"

She asked indifferently, but he clearly caught the panic that flashed in her eyes at that moment.

"Yu Xihan, I've decided."

Zhong Shengxin stopped, and there were emotions she couldn't understand in those dark eyes.

She opened her pupils wide and looked at him, as if waiting for his words to continue.

"Let's live a good life, and I will try my best to make myself fall in love with you."

"..."

His words made Yu Xihan's pupils shrink, and the veins on the back of his hand holding the door popped out.

"Don't you mind what happened to me before?"

Yu Xihan asked in a low voice, unable to guess what kind of emotion she was in her tone.

"I've been married before, and I've had countless women, and we're even."

Zhong Shengxin replied.

The earnestness in her eyes made Yu Xihan feel dazed for a moment, she also doesn't like the life of smoke and gunpowder, she likes to live quietly by herself.

"I've checked your information, and I haven't talked about a boyfriend before, so you don't have a single person in your heart; and I'm different, I've been married, and I always have her in my heart, but, I know, I'm with you She won't have a future, I'm willing to try to turn this feeling into yours, how long, I don't know, but on the premise that I don't hate you, I think, we have a future, don't we?"

Zhong Shengxin said seriously again, she kept silent to let him know that she didn't trust her.

"There are people in my heart."

After a while, Yu Xihan finally said something lightly.

Turning around and entering the room, the background is full of silence and loneliness.

Zhong Shengxin froze for a moment because of her words.

This is what he never expected.

There is someone in her heart.

He checked all her information, and no one of the opposite sex was close to her. In the past, Yu Xihan was good at all kinds of piano, poetry, calligraphy and painting, showing a literary style.

The only one who got a little closer to her might be regarded as him.

The only man she ever had a blind date with.

But it also caused irreparable damage.

Taking off the black windbreaker on his body and wearing a formal suit underneath, Zhong Shengxin tore off his cold belt, threw it on the chair next to him, and glanced at the bedroom next to him.

Under the orange light, he could guess that she was curling her body and wrapped in the quilt at this time, just like, that day in the hospital, she was curling her body even though she was receiving a needle, completely insecure.

Such a woman is so strong that it makes people feel distressed.

"Xi Han, is our marriage really going to be like this, for a lifetime?"

Zhong Shengxin was lying beside her, and there seemed to be a gap between them. When he fell asleep, she didn't speak, but Zhong Shengxin clearly saw her body move to the side.

"Follow your own heart, okay?"

When he was talking, his hand slowly slid to a warm position, and when he was about to touch her body, she trembled all over.

His movements froze there.

"I, Zhong Shengxin, am not a good person. I had a failed marriage, but the reason for the failure was my self-righteous hatred! An Nuan is a good woman. I tried my best to chase her and use marriage to trap her. To embarrass her and hurt her, I hang out with different women every day, and spend every night outside, just wanting to see how she looks like alone in the vacant room. After half a year of marriage, I didn't even enter the so-called wedding room But, Xihan, do you think I'm hateful?"

His thoughts were all immersed in the past, and Zhong Shengxin's eyes were full of pain.

Everything is his own doing.

Fortunately, she is happy.

"Sure, a man like me is a bastard in the eyes of you women, and I am indeed a bastard! I hurt a person who loves me so deeply. When she forgets everything, she can't forget it. Facing my heart Even if she doesn't know me, she instinctively resists me, I think, I must have hurt her too deeply, that's why I have this instinctive reaction."

He continued.

A self-deprecating smile filled the corners of his lips.

"Everyone has a past. When I promised to go with you to see your mother, I told myself that I would treat you well. Even if there might be no love between us, I would never betray you or hurt you."

Zhong Shengxin's words gave Yu Xihan a strange feeling in his heart.

His promise and his earnestness are all telling her the fact that he is willing to give her happiness.

The marriage of the two started from a transaction without love; how long will it last?Maybe a lifetime, maybe a few years, this period of time, Yu Xihan never thought about it.

In order to avenge him and at the same time make her mother feel at ease with her.

He has no view on love, that is to say, there will be no third party involved in the marriage of the two, it just depends on the relationship between the two.

"Xihan, what do you think, tell me."

Zhong Shengxin was asking her again.

No matter how much she hated him, Zhong Shengxin was always the first man she fell in love with.

At that time, Jiang Yao was holding a photo of him, which was taken when he was speaking at the Zhong's Annual Meeting. He was very young, and his well-crafted suit made him slender, clean and neat, and he looked handsome and elegant. Handsome, standing there, with a confident look between his brows.

Just looking at the photos, Yu Xihan felt tempted.

Just because of this glance, she paid the price she deserved; also, because of this glance, she has the intersection with him now.

There is no love, just a marriage combined because of material needs.

To gamble or not to gamble?
"What was your impression of me when we first met?"

When she asked, Zhong Shengxin felt her turn her head to look at him.

To be honest, when we met for the first time, he really didn't feel it.

At that time, my mind was full of events at that time.

After divorcing An Nuan, why are you with Zhong Xinqin...

His silence made Yu Xihan's eyes reveal disappointment.

"Let's try to coexist peacefully and live in harmony."

Just when Zhong Shengxin thought that Yu Xihan would not answer, she heard her voice as if it came from a distant place.

The first step is a good start.

Zhong Shengxin held her hand under the quilt.

She wanted to break free in a panic, but she heard him talking.

"Start getting used to each other's existence by holding hands."

She held her hands so stiffly, at the wrist, the temperature in his palm seemed to scald her, and spread from the touching position to all the limbs, making her feel hot all over.

His face seemed to be getting hotter and hotter, and the temperature in the room was gradually rising. Yu Xihan pulled his other hand up from under the quilt.

I touched my face, it was hot.

And a certain part of the body seems to be different from the usual feeling.

She didn't understand why she had such a reaction.

Obviously, just holding hands, her body has become particularly sensitive.

In my mind, I couldn't help but see the romantic drama I watched, the scene of the male and female protagonists kissing.

Going crazy!
But the screen suddenly changed!
Going back to that night like a dream hut, the man with a mouth full of stubble, his mouth full of alcohol and the smell, bit her lip hard, and regardless of her crying and screaming, his big hand went straight in. up her skirt...

"what!"

The screaming sound immediately filled the room with frost.

"Xi Han!"

As soon as Zhong Shengxin's hand touched Yu Xihan's body, she was like a frightened bird, her face was terrified, and her pupils lost focus.

"Xihan, I'm Zhong Shengxin."

With a soft voice, he turned on the lights in the room, and Yu Xihan shrank there, his body shivering as if in the cold wind.

Zhong Shengxin frowned tightly as he watched.

Somewhat bewildered by her reaction.

"Xihan, I'm Zhong Shengxin, your husband, Zhong Shengxin."

Zhong Shengxin lowered his voice, and said carefully, trying not to let his body touch her, but looked into her eyes with serious and deep eyes.

It seems that there is a reflection.

Yu Xihan's pupils gradually became colored, followed by tears that were caught off guard.

Tears filled those eyes all of a sudden, overflowing in his sight.

She bit her lip and trembled all over, but those eyes just looked at him like this, as if accusing him of evil deeds, Zhong Shengxin's heart seemed to be twisted by something.

"Why, why didn't you look there..."

Yu Xihan opened his mouth in despair, Zhong Shengxin froze.

Looking at her appearance, I feel a little distressed.

He didn't know what happened at that time. He heard from others that there were three murderers!
"If you take a look, will I be like this now? After that incident, I didn't even dare to leave the house. Those people looked at me as if they were watching a huge joke; I wanted to die, but , God never gave me a chance to die, you see, you see, I really died before."

As Yu Xihan said, he pulled up his cuffs.

Glaring scars were on her wrists.

Zhong Shengxin's dark eyes tightened.

He never knew that there was such a terrible scar on her wrist. In the past, he only felt that the color was darker there, and then there were often small paintings decorated like tattoos in that position.

It turned out that those were all cover-ups.

The purpose is to keep people from knowing that she once brushed shoulders with death.

"It's not fair, it's really not fair!"

Yu Xihan cried and complained. At this time, Zhong Shengxin had already held her hand, and the pad of his thumb was stroking the scar. The luster under his eyelids was dull.

"I don't need you to pity me..."

Before she could finish the following words, Zhong Shengxin pulled her into his arms, and his hands were tightly wrapped around her waist.

"I didn't pity you!"

Zhong Shengxin said seriously.

After Yu Xihan pushed, he gave up, his hands were slowly trembling, his fists were clenched and then loosened, and after going back and forth several times, he hugged him back.

There is no love, only pity, and the two hold each other tightly.

That night, Yu Xihan slept soundly. Like a shrimp, she curled her body and leaned against Zhong Shengxin's arms, with his hands around her waist.

Like close lovers, hugging each other to sleep.

But, he couldn't sleep.

After falling out with Zhong Xinqin, he never touched a woman again, let alone sleeping with a woman in his arms...

Gu Qianwang, who had been suppressed for so long, couldn't hold back all of a sudden, and his whole body was screaming.

With the big hand on her waist, he even felt like it was on fire!

It's hot, it's hot.

My whole body is tense.

It wasn't until dawn that he couldn't resist the drowsiness and closed his eyes...

When Yu Xihan woke up, it was the hand on her waist that made her stunned for a moment. With the memory of last night rushing to her face, he finally hugged her.

She just fell asleep.

night till dawn.

For the first time in a long time.

At this moment, she was greedy and leaned against him...

Zhong Shengxin woke up as soon as she moved, but he didn't open his eyes. He felt her leaning towards his arms, and the hopelessness came back to life again.

With a vigorous twist of his hand, Yu Xihan turned her whole body towards her, and she didn't even have time to ask anything.

His lips covered it.

At that moment, the surrounding air condensed.

He is kissing her!

Such facts impacted her brain, and her reason snapped like a string.

When she realized it, his tongue took advantage of the gap and got entangled. The originally gentle movements suddenly became a little aggressive, and Yu Xihan soon felt that he was about to be out of breath.

How could it be possible for a man who has been suppressed for so long to only indulge in one kiss?Soon there was a next move, the big hand that landed on her waist moved slowly, when he suddenly landed on her hip, Yu Xihan's mind was jolted and he came back to his senses.

Start to resist.

Zhong Shengxin clasped the back of her head with one hand, and deepened the kiss. He felt extremely empty in his heart. The heat and hardness of his body made him a little out of control. He wanted to wait for her to adapt to him, but instinctively, he couldn't wait.

The kiss became more and more fierce.

Except for that nightmare, Yu Xihan was completely blank about this matter, and his resistance became more and more serious, and the vague words from his lips also reached his ears.

"No, no..."

When she felt the reflection of his body, it was so huge that it made her shiver.

Pushed him away fiercely.

Unsatisfied, the man's eyes were a little cold.

She looked at him in horror, and her voice trembled a little.

"Zhong Shengxin, don't force me."

Her expression caused Zhong Shengxin's anger to subside by more than half, and he replied a word in a calm voice.

"it is good."

After speaking, he stood up.

When his naked body fell into his line of sight, Yu Xihan's face froze there, but he did not cover up at all.

Remember, when he was sleeping, he was obviously wearing clothes.

"Zhong Shengxin, it's so early in the morning, what should I do if my eyes grow something?"

Yu Xihan said something annoyed.

"This is to let you get used to this kind of life in the future. Don't forget, we are husband and wife now! A normal couple, a couple in need!"

Zhong Shengxin turned around...

(End of this chapter)