your name, my story

Chapter 321 Reconciliation
Zhong Shengxin's face was so black that ink dripped out!
He half-closed his eyes and stared at the woman across from him without saying a word. For more than ten seconds, his eyes were extremely deep. When Yu Xihan accidentally touched her, his heart trembled.

He didn't speak, and went straight out. The sound of closing the door woke her up a bit.

For several days, Zhong Shengxin didn't take the initiative to talk to her. In the company, it was a simple subordinate-subordinate relationship. Other colleagues saw the paper reports, but the relationship between the two seemed to be colder than before.

It's all cloudy.

Yu Xihan opened the curtains and looked at the orange street lights outside, feeling a little dazed.

Zhong Shengxin's indifferent attitude is also telling her a fact, don't think too much of yourself.

On that day in City W, his sudden action was like a dream here, an unattainable dream.

With a cigarette in her mouth, her red lips pursed, the color in her pupils faded, and with a bang, a cluster of small blue flames instantly illuminated her face, the fire was extinguished, and the rest It is as bright as a star.

One light and one dark, followed by the sound of her coughing in the room.

The place in Yu Xihan's throat was burning hot.

When her hand touched the tears at the corner of her eyes, her figure shook uncontrollably, rubbing her thumb and forefinger lightly, as if to confirm whether it was tears, or a drop of water that got wet accidentally.

Yu Xihan, you are too self-indulgent.

In the end, the bottom of her heart turned into a helpless word, and she laughed at herself, feeling a little decadent between her brows.

The door of the room was pushed open suddenly, and she turned her head. When she saw the tall figure at the door, her smoking motion froze, and she even forgot to breathe.

Just, look at him like this.

Zhong Shengxin copied the bag with one hand, and put one hand on the door. When he saw the small flames in his eyes, his eyes were a little cold.

In the room, it was dark.

Thinking in his mind that he saw a few cigarette butts that day, Zhong Shengxin didn't expect to bump into him. When she was smoking fiercely again, he walked over, snatched the cigarette in her hand, and put it out in the ashtray.

"A woman, what kind of cigarettes do you smoke?"

He said something in a cold voice, with a bit of blame in his words.

"You men can smoke, why can't women?"

Not to be outdone, Yu Xihan replied, and stubbornly raised her chin, his hand suddenly clasped her chin, and she even felt that the strength was gradually increasing.

"You let me go."

She frowned, looking angry.

"I didn't talk to you for a few days, but you didn't reflect on yourself at all."

Zhong Shengxin's voice was also full of anger.

"I am not wrong, why should I reflect on myself? Why do you say that I am wrong, I have to reflect, who are you to me? A legal husband? Zhong Shengxin, don't think too highly of yourself Already!"

Yu Xihan is not afraid of the expression on his face at all, every word is provoking his bottom line, pointing at her face, her face is so small and thin, he can feel her cheekbones through that layer of skin , It seems that it can be broken with such a little force.

The way she looked at him revealed her persistence and her belief.

So stubborn, so stubborn that he wanted him to cripple him.

These things were hard for him, even if he was smiling one second, his face would darken when he saw her the next second, even if he didn't open his face to look at the shock and doubt in her eyes.

It's like two lovers who have been in love for a long time. After a sudden quarrel, they no longer have feelings.

Yu Xihan couldn't accept his change in the first few days, but it was only two days later that he gradually realized it.

Some things can be installed.

If you really care, how can you pretend that indifference?

Although relieved, but can not accept such a result.

"I think highly of myself?"

He leaned down suddenly, his lips almost touching hers.

The moment Yu Xihan's pupils shrank, his lips covered them.

The temperature of his lips was a little cold, and he started biting as if punishing her, Yu Xihan had nowhere to dodge, just as he stretched out his hand to push him away, his big hand directly grabbed hers, and the other Clamping her chin.

"Law couple, I'll make it real tonight!"

His cold words revealed his firmness.

When Yu Xihan heard his words, his mind was already in shock.

He sneaked in, as if he wanted to tear her apart, she resigned to her fate and stopped resisting, but he thought she had already agreed, and the hand on the chin slowly slipped down...

On the balcony, overlapping figures became the only scenery in the room, and soon, Zhong Shengxin was no longer satisfied with this.

The narrow space made it difficult for him to open his mouth. When his lips touched hers again, he tasted salty.

Only then did I realize that she was strange.

The whole person was like a frightened bird, trembling all over.

An annoyance and regret welled up from the deepest part of his heart, and the black eyes under his eyelids were a little dark.

"sorry."

Yu Xihan raised his head, and slapped him fiercely on the face, and clear five finger prints slowly appeared on his face.

That palm almost exhausted all her anger.

In her heart, what is the difference between Zhong Shengxin's behavior and those men?
They were all using force to force her to do the things she least wanted to do.

She couldn't resist at all.

Let it be.

Zhong Shengxin was stunned by that slap, and his hand hanging on one side was tightly clenched into a fist.

In this life, he has only been slapped in the face by one person, and that is An Nuan!
Now, it's Yu Xihan.

When he touched his face with his hand, it was as if a five-flavored bottle had been overturned in his heart, which was too complicated to describe.

"Get out of my room, I never want to see you again."

Yu Xihan's cold voice came to his ears without warmth.

It made him panic for no reason.

When he reached out to shake her hand, Yu Xihan had already opened the distance between the two of them. She came down from the balcony and stood there, looking at him with horror, defense, and anger.

Frustration came suddenly.

Sadness flashed in his black eyes.

When Yu Xihan went to confirm again, he was covered by the depth inside.

How is it possible, she must have read it wrong.

How could it be possible for a beast in heat to have such emotions just now.

After all, doesn't he just want her body?

The trip to W city and what happened tonight are telling her a fact.

"Let's get a divorce."

"..."

Zhong Shengxin was shocked there!

My mind went blank, and after a few seconds, I said something.

"In your heart, is marriage just such a trifle? What I said that night, Yu Xihan, you didn't listen to a single word, did you!"

The following words are not rhetorical questions, but affirmations.

After talking so much that night, it turned out that she was not moved at all in her heart.

Perhaps, she never thought of going to the end of her life with him, and his behavior just now made her feel that it was unnecessary.

Marriage and divorce, he will soon become a third marriage.

Everyone in Beicheng would think that there must be something wrong with him, so the two wives would leave him.

Not only was his image damaged, but even the newly stabilized Zhong family was bound to suffer another shock.

This is the result she wanted.

Her revenge is complete.

"I really want to live with you, but you are thinking about why I didn't save you back then, and came to take revenge on me. Yu Xihan, I, Zhong Shengxin, have never been so serious for the third time in my life! If you really think so, Your goal has been achieved, I will not force others, I promise you."

For the next four words, Yu Xihan looked at him fiercely.

The mockery that flashed in Zhong Shengxin's eyes clearly fell into her eyes.

As soon as Yu Xihan finished that sentence, she regretted it.

How could she say something like that?

How could she let her mother suffer such pain.

However, she can't say it, she can only show it with actions.

She looked at his back, put her hand on her cold mouth, closed her eyes, as if she was about to go to the execution ground.

"I give you."

Her words made him stop.

Behind him, there was a rustling sound.

When he turned around, Yu Xihan had only his underwear left, but Zhong Shengxin frowned.

"What the hell do you want to do?"

There was impatience in his voice.

One moment she said she wanted a divorce, but the next moment she made such a move.

"Give you what you want."

"What do I want? What you call what I want is your body?"

When Zhong Shengxin said it, he could clearly feel his temples throbbing.

For the first time, I felt that there was a barrier to communication with her.

"Who am I announcing the news of our marriage? Even if you are the other half of my marriage certificate, who else knows besides us? I just want to tell others that you, Yu Xihan, are my wife, Zhong Shengxin, and you are the only one." It's just for the purpose, but you taught me a good lesson. I ignored you for a few days, thinking that you would think about it, but have you thought about it? You haven't thought about it at all! If I didn't take the initiative to come in tonight, so Xihan, do you intend to be like this with me for the rest of your life, living a life of ignoring each other?"

Zhong Shengxin stared at her with scarlet eyes and asked.

His words are also very clear, and the starting point is her.

This point is a point of view that Yu Xihan has never thought about.

When he told her his starting point, Yu Xihan felt a little guilty.

The head hangs lower and lower, and the shirt that he took off last is still tightly clutched in his hand.

The originally flat fabric was now full of creases in her hands.

"Then it's up to you to get a divorce."

After Zhong Shengxin finished the last sentence, he left the room with an unusually firm back.

Yu Xihan only felt a stagnation in his chest.

Feeling sorry for the words I blurted out.

She never thought about divorce.

Just now, I blurted out as soon as my brain twitched.

It was only a second before she regretted it.

Hearing the sound of his leaving footsteps, Yu Xihan didn't even have time to put on his clothes, went directly to the bathroom, grabbed a towel and rushed out of the room, went downstairs quickly, and hugged Zhong Shengxin from behind when he was about to leave the house. he.

She clearly felt his body stiffen instantly because of her embrace.

His waist is a bit thick, and his hands are clasped, which is just right.

When his hand held hers tightly, Yu Xihan thought he understood everything, and then heard him say it.

"Xi Han, if you are so sad, let go! Let both parties live."

The voice was full of fatigue and helplessness.

Yu Xihan shook his head.

She is not sad.

Not sad at all.

However, she couldn't speak.

I could only shake my head again and again.

What he said that night, and his serious appearance, were infinitely magnified in his mind.

The action at the hotel entrance shocked her heart, and it gradually grew bigger, and finally swelled to overflowing.

"Sorry, sorry, I shouldn't have said that."

She shook and wept softly.

Even if she hit him, Zhong Shengxin felt that he deserved it, so he apologized for his reckless behavior.

However, her divorce made his heart ache.

He really, really wanted to cherish this marriage, but in the end, she didn't take him seriously at all.

He is hurt.

"Don't say sorry, you're just expressing your true feelings."

Zhong Shengxin said in a low voice, her voice was neither high nor low, and it sounded in her ears, as if she had no emotion.

Yu Xihan bit her lip, as if she was making some important decision, Zhong Shengxin had already pulled her hand away.

"Let's all be quiet."

"do not want!"

Seeing his cold appearance, Yu Xihan felt extremely flustered.

I was afraid that after this quiet moment, the two of them would really end up at a dead end.

She likes him.

This is undeniable.

Even after that incident, she still likes him.

At this moment, she didn't want to let go.

He is a responsible man, he was beaten by himself just now, and he also apologized for his behavior.

"Okay, then don't. I remember I asked you last time, and you said that you have someone in your heart; if you want to use this marriage as a shield, I won't say anything, as long as you are happy."

With a light tone, after Zhong Shengxin finished speaking by himself, there was a sour bubble in a certain part of his heart.

Yu Xihan walked in front of him, looked at his facial features, and finally his eyes fell on his thin lips.

He stood on tiptoe and kissed.

Zhong Shengxin was completely unmoved by the jerky movements. Yu Xihan searched hard in his mind for his movements that morning in W City, imitating him...

Yu Xihan at this moment is completely reckless.

Hearing that he wished her happiness and that he was leaving, she panicked.

Hands slipped from his shoulders to the back of his head, clasping his head tightly with ten fingers.

When he was wrong, she had already poked in...

Zhong Shengxin looked at her trembling eyelashes, and there was still some tension between her brows, but her movements were telling him her decision.

"That person is you."

She left him, pressed her forehead against his chest, and said softly and in a low voice.

"You mean, it's me?"

Zhong Shengxin reconfirmed in disbelief, and she nodded.

From that moment on, it will never be forgotten.

Her shoulders were held by Zhong Shengxin, she lowered her head a little shyly, he forced her to look at him, and her eyes met.

It is undeniable that Zhong Shengxin's whole heart was shocked.

He is lucky.

Really lucky.

The corners of his lips curled up involuntarily, revealing a smile.

He held her back in his arms.

"Xi Han, thank you."

Sincerely said.

A soreness welled up from the bottom of her heart, and Yu Xihan felt her nose was stuffed up. She had gone through so much to get to this point, and she couldn't tell whether it was a blessing or a curse.

If that hadn't happened, she should have married someone else too.

There will be no more current results.

Things went round and round, but they still did not escape the arrangement of fate.

Zhong Shengxin felt that he had really done too many wrong things before.

"I didn't think about what I just said just now. Sheng Xin, I want to live a good life with you. I want my future to be with you; I want my future to be with you; I want my future to be with you. In the future, there will always be a man named Zhong Shengxin by my side."

Yu Xihan revealed a look of shame.

For the first time, confess your feelings.

The whole person is a little cramped.

Zhong Shengxin only felt something spread out in his heart, which was very warm and full.

"Well, I will be with you, always with you."

Followed by the rushing kiss, Yu Xihan felt like he was going to suffocate, originally he was only wrapped around a bath towel, but he fell to his feet at some point.

His hand, like magic, brought the cells of her whole body to boil, which was a feeling she had never felt before, and she only felt that her whole body became lighter.

Like a feather, lying gently on the clouds...

Her body is hungry.

When her legs were opened, she turned her face away in embarrassment, as if she could feel her thoughts, his kiss became gentle, entangled her thoughts with him bit by bit.

The powerful filling made her tremble uncontrollably.

"Xihan..."

The two words rolled out from the tip of his tongue, revealing satisfaction and exclamation.

really beautiful!
more beautiful than in a dream...

Afterwards, the two lay on the sofa, he hugged her, his eyes were serious again.

"We're a normal couple now."

"..."

Yu Xihan didn't answer, but felt some pain in his body.

It's a completely different feeling.

It would be great if, that time, it belonged to him.

In life, we know how to cherish more because we have regrets.

She cherishes this hard-won little happiness.

So did he.

At this moment, the hearts of the two are full of the future with each other.
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Two months later.

When Yu Xihan went to the bathroom, he happened to see his subordinate come out of the bathroom with a worried face, and his eye sockets were even redder, as if he had encountered something.

"What happened?"

She asked instinctively, the other party shook his head, hesitated to speak, and then went out of the bathroom.

When Yu Xihan was washing his hands, he saw a cardboard box on the sink, and picked it up involuntarily, his face froze when he saw the pregnancy test stick.

Her eyes quickly fell on the trash can next to her.

"Doctor, I, I seem to be pregnant."

"When did you get your period?"

"I, I forgot..."

"Go for a B-ultrasound."

Holding the B-ultrasound sheet, when she looked at the words in the lower right corner, she trembled all over, her face was terribly pale, and she supported her body back to the doctor, her legs were shaking.

"Doctor, I can't have this child."

"Doctor, I don't have the ability to raise a child, I can't have it, I can't have it..."

"Doctor, please, no matter what, this child cannot be born."

For four months, she almost knelt down to beg the doctor in the department of the small hospital. The doctor said earnestly that the child was already a small life at such a big age, how could she be so cruel?
How could she not be cruel, she didn't know who the father of the child was!
How can a child like this get everyone's love when he is born.

Rather than make the child miserable, it is better to end!

When lying on the operating table, she clearly felt that something was taken out of her body. Because of the anesthesia, she couldn't feel the pain, but her heart was tearing!One piece at a time, it seemed that I could hear voices in my ears.

In a small hospital, there will always be accidents.

She was unfortunate to be one of them.

The final result was that the doctor told her that she might not get pregnant in the future.

Like a bolt from the blue, she froze there.

Yu Xihan held the water and patted his face, and those drifting thoughts came back, and his heart ached a little.

That day, after speaking with Zhong Shengxin, the relationship between the two was basically stable.

He is very nice to her.

very warm.

She is very satisfied with such a life.

Don't dare to expect too much.

But seeing the two red bars in the trash can, her vision became a little blurred.

She and him will never have children in this life.

She wanted to give birth to a son for him, inherit his merits, and manage the Zhong family.

"Director, I want to ask for leave this afternoon."

Swallow, who had left just now, ran back again, and was shocked when he saw Yu Xihan's face.

"Ah."

Yu Xihan lowered her head, and when her long hair fell down, it covered her emotions, and quickly returned to her previous appearance.

"Director, are you okay?"

When Yanzi passed by again, she saw the box in her hand, which was the packing box she had just opened.

Immediately froze there.

"Director, I won't affect my work. I don't intend to have this child."

When recruiting Yanzi back then, Yu Xihan asked her about her career plan, which included getting married and having children.

Because, she has no such plan.

Therefore, the subordinates I want have not had these points in recent years. In that case, there will be marriage leave, maternity leave, breastfeeding leave and so on... and work time will be wasted.

"..."

Yu Xihan froze for a moment, and took a while to answer.

"It's okay. I'm not so busy at work now. You are a woman and have the right to marry and have children. I won't be dry. If you have children, I will relieve you appropriately at work..."

Yanzi was there immediately, looking at Yu Xihan in shock.

Some couldn't believe it.

After all, at that time, when Yu Xihan interviewed her, he said this very seriously.

"Take good care of the children."

After Yu Xihan finished speaking, she left the bathroom.

Yanzi stood there with a bit of embarrassment on her face. She asked for leave in the afternoon to remove the child; of course it was not because of work.

But because there is no plan to get married.

This, for a while, but I don't know what to do.

When Yu Xihan returned to the office, his complexion was a bit uneasy. Zhong Shengxin knocked on the door several times but did not hear an answer. When he opened the door and came in, he saw her staring out the window in a daze.

"Xihan, is there something uncomfortable?"

When Zhong Shengxin suddenly stood in front of her, Yu Xihan was startled, then shook his head and smiled slightly.

"I'm very good."

"Then what are you doing looking out the window?"

When Zhong Shengxin said that, he followed her gaze and saw the blue sky, what happened.

"Sheng Xin, do you like children?"

Her faint voice came to his ears...

(End of this chapter)