I, from 1000 years ago

Chapter 162

I looked at him in astonishment, watching him say such a horrifying thing so easily.Is gaining someone else's life such a common-sounding thing?Of course it was impossible for me to agree, so I directly rejected him.Although I thought he might not need my permission at all and could kill me directly, but he didn't do so, he just said regretfully, "Really? Human beings are so strange, I clearly feel that your second The state of body fluctuation has surpassed the limit data. Well, maybe my understanding of human beings is still relatively superficial. If one day, you want to give me your body, just use the second body to call me. Oh, it is Just repeat my name in your mind, my name is 'Yuga'. Of course, I will not use it in vain, I will try my best to fulfill your wishes, and at least when outsiders come, you are still alive in this world."

When he left, it was as if his whole body was shattered into photons, and he disappeared suddenly, which made me unable to return to my senses for a long time.

In fact, sometimes this is the case. The thought of dying is actually a flash. Most people who commit suicide cannot resist the temptation of liberation at that moment. I won't be so persistent in wanting to die, and I may even be very afraid of my own thoughts at that moment.But I think I am not like this. For a long time, life has been a heavy burden for me, and the violence and filth in it are even more hideous thorns on the rugged path of life. Mentally scarred.I think this world is very unfair. Some people can be born noble and have no worries for a lifetime, while others are born poor and poor.

After rejecting the guy, I forgot about him in a very short time, which was the result of my forced mental construction.I am struggling in life, forcing myself to go on, I still have unfulfilled desires, and there are still people I can't let go of.It was then that I was reminded of the influence of the man in the video box I found in my mother's room when I was nine years old.How amazing that during this period I completely forgot about it, and when I think about it, even after all these years, I still remember it perfectly.I even remember the smile on the corner of that person's mouth so clearly.

Since then, the only thing I look forward to is that one day, maybe I will meet him - my father.I look forward to the day he can take me out of this miserable world.I look forward to my existence, maybe he will respond with a happy attitude.

And the arrival of that day snuffed out the last spark of my expectation for this world.

It was at the graduation ceremony.The school requires all students to participate in the annual graduation ceremony.So, even though I am not a graduate, I also went to the square where the school used for the ceremony.It was there that I met the man.That man with silver hair like mine and water-colored eyes.

As the years passed, he was no longer young.But I still recognized him at a glance.

He was standing in the auditorium, talking to the principal in a low voice.The silver-gray military uniform bears the rank of major general.This is already an unattainable military rank for the students of the young school.

At the beginning of the ceremony, there was an introduction to the Shangguan.I heard his name—Major General Felix von Zweig.

The moment I heard the name, I felt a loud bang in my head.The excellent sound channel transmission system in the square allowed me to hear his full name very clearly, and I heard not a single phonetic symbol wrong.This also gave me no excuse to deceive myself.In fact, Leonard and Felix, the pronunciation of these two names is very different, and there is no possibility of mishearing.

I don't know what my expression was, but it was probably very bad.Because by my side, the only classmate who was kind to me pulled me hard.But at that time, I couldn't concentrate at all, and all I could think about was that even the name was fake.Even the only thing he gave the poor woman came from a hand-made deception.

I don't know if I should go up to him and let him know of my existence.I have never had any hesitation about the expectations I had.But now I hesitate, I think, if I go forward at this time, maybe I will see his disgusted expression or frightened gaffe.Especially when he stepped off the ceremony stage, a teenager came to his side.

The students around him said in an envious tone: "That's the son of Major General Weitzger, what a blessing. It is said that he is now studying at the Delacand Starship Academy. He is completely different from people like us."

"How do you know?" I turned my head stiffly and asked.

"That guy is very famous!" The classmate looked at me in surprise, "He was a freshman in Delacand last year, and it is said that he won No.2 in the freshman competition."

It turned out to be like this.I looked at the middle-aged man.With a bright future and an excellent son, he must also have a noble wife from a famous family.And I was just an accidental result of a romantic past in his youth.He must not remember it himself. The boy was a few years older than me. When he met his mother, he already had a wife and a son.

Just when I left the ceremony scene in a daze, I didn't know that the boy I should call my brother had noticed me.No way, our appearance is too similar.He noticed me when I couldn't concentrate, so when I met him again, I thought it was just an accident.

Although the hierarchy system of the Galactic Empire is not as strict as it was in the barbaric period, the living areas of different levels in the capital star Aschet are very clearly divided, although the law only stipulates in some very few areas such as the surroundings of the duke's mansion, etc. Civilians are not allowed to live in specific areas, but people subconsciously classify themselves into a certain group of people, and the same is true for the division of living areas.The high society has a circle of life in the high society, but occasionally some noble teenagers will go to the slums to find some fun, such as gaining the admiration of some commoner girls, or beating some poor and humble people at will. child.

Every year after the graduation ceremony, students will have a few days off.I was stopped by that teenager who looked like me on the way home.

All three of them looked a year or two older than me.They were all wearing the uniforms of Draconde Starfleet Academy, so they should all be children of noble families.

They blocked me in the alley, but chatted on their own as if they didn't see me.

"That guy Lin Zi hasn't arrived yet!"

"I didn't intend to ask him to come, it's because you are talking too much." It was my "brother" who was talking. At this time, he was frowning, with a look on his face that was not inferior to that of a teenager, and he used his words like mine. Water-colored eyes looked at me.

He didn't speak to me, but kicked me directly.Although I watched him very carefully, his kick was sudden and swift.The pain from my body made me sit on the ground covered with ice and snow, almost speechless.

"I said Afrodick, is it really okay? He... looks like you!" The other of the three hesitated.

"So what? It's impossible for my father to do such a thing!" The man's words made my "brother" furious, his tone was elegant and orthodox aristocratic pronunciation, "It is impossible for him to do such a thing Things that hurt my mother hurt me!"

"Then why did you come to me?" I couldn't help laughing out at his harsh words, which was really ironic. "Did I grow such a special appearance out of thin air? If it wasn't for your wise and great father , Will I be born in this world? Do you think I'm rare?"

My words angered him, and he scuffled me with techniques he had learned in military school.To be honest, I may not have learned as much as he did, but the way I've been treated these past few years has made me so used to fighting that when I wrestled with him, I even had a slight upper hand.But he didn't ask the other two people to help, but he fought with me alone, completely disregarding his noble status, we two fought desperately like street hooligans.

"I can't stand you, Afrodick, wrestling with poor people in a place like this! It's so ugly."

The sudden sound made Afrodick pause, and then he pushed me aside violently, and then stood up.By this time, we were both covered in mud.

I sat on the ground and leaned against the wall, panting and looking at the source of the voice.Another boy came from the entrance of the alley, walking towards this side with a look of disgust on his face.He was also wearing the uniform of the Starfleet Academy of Dracand, and he was careful not to let the snow on the street stain his clean boots as he walked.

And behind him, there was actually a little girl in gorgeous clothes.

"Lin Zi, why are you bringing a child with you!" the boy who spoke first asked in surprise.

"You think I'm willing. My boss is not here today, so he specifically told me to pick her up. Just now, the road was slippery and she fell. Now I will be skinned by my boss when I go home."

This guy named Lin Zi looked irritable, and the little girl following him was even more angry.The child was only about ten years old, and the clothes were gorgeous but dirty, and there was a bruise on his pretty face, and he even looked a little embarrassed.

It started to snow and I looked at the kid.She should be a happy child, with a brother who loves her, even a small thing like a fall is a big deal in the eyes of the family.Maybe after returning home, she will be hugged and comforted softly by her mother, while her brother will be reprimanded loudly by his father or older brother for his poor care.

I looked at her, and her black eyes looked at me.

Although the ground was slippery, she still walked to me step by step.She squatted down in front of me, the hem of her beautiful coat dragging on the ground, standing on the dirty muddy water on the ground.And her move almost drove her brother crazy.

"Lin Jian! You will let the boss know that we are here today!"

"Shut up! You disgusting Lin Zi!" The girl replied without showing any weakness, then stretched out her hand, took out a clean handkerchief from her pocket, and wiped my face vigorously.Until the clean white handkerchief was covered with dirty muddy water.

The girl's behavior made several of them very unhappy.Especially my "brother", he walked up to the girl and stretched out his hand, hugged the girl directly, and wanted to take her away from this place.But the girl was struggling violently at this time, her strength could not break free from the boy's arms, so she turned to look at her brother, "Second brother!"

"Now I know I'm called Second Brother." Lin Zi folded his arms and said mockingly, but was immediately defeated by the girl's words. "

"Stop bullying him! Help him, or I'll tell my elder brother that you hit me! Push me and hurt me!"

"Hey! Stop spitting blood!" The girl's arrogant and domineering words made Lin Zi's face turn green, obviously he was quite afraid of their brother.

So he turned his head to look at Afrodick, and said with some embarrassment: "Hey, let's forget about it today. He looks miserable too. Maybe, he really isn't..." At this point, he couldn't continue Yes, because he also found that I look too much like Afrodick.

"Let me go!" The girl was still struggling on Afrodick, she shouted hard: "I know who he is!"

The girl's words stunned everyone!

"Lin Jian, what nonsense are you talking about?" the boy named Lin Zi reprimanded loudly.

"I'm not talking nonsense, he is Uncle Leonard's son!"

…The name Leonard was like a bolt from the blue, splitting my thoughts instantly. I stared wide-eyed at the girl who was also looking at me at this moment, unable to say a word for a long time.

"What did you say?" Afrodick was also surprised. He put the girl down and squatted in front of her. "Why do you know such a thing?"

"On Cindyna's birthday last year, I went to your house to attend her birthday party. Then when I was resting upstairs, I heard the quarrel between Uncle Felix and Grandpa Allen. I didn't mean to eavesdrop, it's just them The quarrel was very loud. Uncle Felix said that Grandpa Allen was too heartless, saying, "That child is of Leonard's blood. Is it possible to see him living in a slum and struggling in a desolate life like this?" , and then, Grandpa Allen replied, "Listen, Felix, there are only Afrodick and Cindyna in our generation of children, and there are absolutely no children from poor blood. Leonard wanted to be with that I did not allow a commoner woman to marry, and likewise, I will never allow that child to enter the door! The blood of our family must not be tarnished!'."

That girl is very talented, and she portrayed the conversation between the two vividly, making people seem to be able to see the scene at that time. After saying these words, she looked at me with those black eyes, full of eyes. pity.

I feel like all the blood in my body has rushed to my head, which makes me a little dizzy.I looked at the silent Afrodick, my voice trembling slightly, "Who is Leonard?"

He looked at me for a while with eyes of the same color as mine, and the previous expression of disgust and anger had long since disappeared, replaced by a more complex expression, which seemed to be pity and curious.His expression made me very angry. I would rather he hate me than have him pity me.

"Reynard is my uncle, my father's twin brother." He looked at me with the same eyes as mine, and said slowly: "17 years ago, my uncle was forcibly sent to the fleet to the war zone by my grandfather. ! But the battleship... the battleship was hit by a ballistic missile..."

He died... I watched Afrodick's lips move, and I didn't listen to all the words after that. I looked at the people around me, their expressions were either pity or sarcasm, and some were indifferent, because this incident It has nothing to do with them.

"No, he's not dead." Afrodick's words pulled me out of despair and gave me a glimmer of hope, but soon, he snuffed out this glimmer of hope with his own hands, "Uncle Leonard on the battleship When he was hit, he was thrown onto the bulkhead by a huge impact and injured his brain. After three months of treatment, he finally woke up. But he lost all his memory. After recovery , he married the nurse who took care of him at that time, and they still live in the Cinderella galaxy until now."

It turned out to be like this... I lay on my back on the ground, watching the snowflakes falling from the sky, and listening to Afrodick's words.Everyone seems to have a place in this world, except me.Life is so cruel, life is so sad, I really feel exhausted to the bone.

"Why don't you come home with me! I don't have parents either, so you can be my brother." The little girl's voice sounded in my ears, I turned my head slightly to look at her, and laughed for some reason.

"No, I have better places to go."

I answered her like this, and saw the undisguised disappointment on her face.They left the alley very quickly, I looked at them, the girl was holding hands by her brother, walking step by step.I watched her gradually disappear at the entrance of the alley, and then I called out the name softly: "Yujia".

In about a few seconds, I saw that guy again...

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