Who is the hero of League of Legends?

Chapter 45 Ji Han's Past

Seeing Ji Han nodding, Zhang Xiaoting immediately sat up.

call……

Ji Han breathed a sigh of relief, the past began to slowly come to mind, and a slight strangeness flashed in his eyes, it was a kind of guilt and remorse and loss!

"If it's painful, forget it." Zhang Xiaoting held Ji Han's hand tightly.

"Hehe, as you said, it's all in the past, it's just that I didn't let it go." Ji Han smiled wryly, and it was a lot easier to be told by Zhang Xiaoting.

"That was the day I came back from abroad." Ji Han said as if he had returned to the past.

Zhang Xiaoting trembled when she heard Ji Han's words, a flash of concentration flashed in her eyes, and then she listened carefully with her chin resting on one hand.

"I returned from Europe that year, with nothing." Ji Han murmured, glanced at Zhang Xiaoting and smiled, "You don't even know if you tell me."

Zhang Xiaoting opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but stopped abruptly.

Ji Han glanced at Zhang Xiaoting, didn't care about her behavior, and continued: "After returning to China, the anger of my parents, the ridicule of my relatives, the rejection of school, all the troubles swept towards me. In addition, I was in Europe. Everything I have encountered, I have a demon!"

"Inner Demon?" Zhang Xiaoting was stunned for a moment, with incomparable surprise in her eyes. It was really hard to imagine that Ji Han, who was usually joking, said that he had inner demons!

"That's right, it's the inner demon! It can also be said to be depression!" Ji Han nodded, "All kinds of pressure and accusations in reality made me want to escape from reality. So after I returned to China, I began to fall into the game crazily. In the game, I poured all my self-blame and catharsis into the game. Even I don’t know why since then, my thinking and reaction operation in the game is better than in Europe.”

"You mean, depression has made your gaming skills better and better?" Zhang Xiaoting opened her mouth wide with disbelief on her face.

"That's right, depression made my game skills better and better, so I became more immersed in it. As my game skills got better and better, my depression became more and more serious."

"Until one time I was locked in the room for two days and one night, until my eyes were red, I forgot everything, and I only had games in my heart. When my parents found out that something was wrong with me, I was completely obsessed. The doctor said that if I hadn't My parents found out early, if it was a day later, I might die suddenly in my own room." Ji Han said, his voice became softer and weaker, and he vaguely remembered howling at Ji Shan and Song Lian who broke into the door with red eyes look.

"It's okay, it's okay!" Zhang Xiaoting felt Ji Han's emotional changes, and couldn't help comforting her.

"After that, I went into therapy for several months, and they started to isolate me, but it didn't work. At that time, I had already stepped into hell, and I couldn't listen to whatever the therapist said. "

"and then?"

"Then?" Ji Han laughed himself out as he spoke, "I'm afraid you won't believe me when I tell you. At that time, a young psychiatrist found out that I was obsessed with games, so he decided to give me psychological counseling from games. It really worked!"

"So, uncles and aunts don't stop you from playing games?"

"That's right!" Ji Han nodded, "It's just an ordinary game, as a relaxation. Because the doctor said that if the high-intensity silence enters the game, I may become autistic again, but it would be counterproductive to completely let me leave the game."

Zhang Xiaoting was dumbfounded, and didn't know what to say for a while, maybe some people have the blood of games in their bones, and they have had games since they were born, and they can't let go of them no matter what.

"Is that why you refused to allow Han Xiang to play?" Zhang Xiaoting said.

"Well! This is one of the reasons, and more importantly, I promised my parents that I will never play professionally again! They are afraid that I will be unable to extricate myself again, and they are even more afraid that I will be injured by the game." Ji Han said.

"That's why you lied to your uncle and aunt just now that you were blackmailed?"

"Well, if they know that I was injured again because of the game, they will feel more heartbroken than me!" Ji Han nodded.

"Then you still promised Boss Xiao to play the game?" Zhang Xiaoting asked puzzled.

"Because I owe them, I just want to compensate them a little. They gave everything they had for that illness. And I helped Boss Xiao, it was just a deal for money!"

When Ji Han said this, Zhang Xiaoting vaguely understood something, and the eyes that looked at Ji Han had turned into a vast ocean.

"Ji Han, I didn't know you had such an experience." Zhang Xiaoting said, looking at Ji Han with heartache.

Ji Han smiled, and didn't pay too much attention to Zhang Xiaoting's words: "I have a lot of experience, you don't know there are many more!"

"Cut!" Zhang Xiaoting pouted, "What fruit do you want? I'll cut it for you!"

Unexpectedly, Ji Han stared at Zhang Xiaoting with a smirk on his face and said, "I don't want to eat, I don't want to eat!"

"Why?" Zhang Xiaoting asked without thinking.

"Because I want to hold your hand more!" Ji Han said with a smile, he didn't look half injured at this moment, if another naked beauty were here, Ji Han would immediately press the healing state and fight bravely enemy.

Zhang Xiaoting blushed, unexpectedly this time she didn't refute and scold Ji Han, and she didn't take her hand away, she just quietly let Ji Han hold it.

……

"What? Are you looking for someone to depose Ji Han?" Inside the Xindalu Internet Cafe, Fatty Wang stood there holding a teacup, looking at Zhang Lou in surprise.

"Hmm! I'll find someone to beat him up!" Zhang Lou said.

"Are you afraid of him?" Fatty Wang said, he also knew that Zhang Lou went to the Big Dipper Internet Cafe to make trouble and was defeated by Ji Han's solo, and now he guessed Zhang Lou's purpose when he heard that Zhang Lou was looking for someone to bully Ji Han.

Having been exposed by Fatty Wang, Zhang Lou not only didn't panic at all, but said calmly, "That's right, that kid was too surprising, so I asked someone to do him. He won't do it in the game three days later." On the field, the Big Dipper team is the soft persimmon in our hands, we can pinch it as we want!"

"That's what I said, but I'm afraid that Xiao Laisheng will not be able to explain it!" Fatty Wang was silent. He was not afraid of Ji Han, but Xiao Laisheng.

"I've done everything, why are you afraid of him? As long as we win the game and get on the giant's boat, is it possible that Xiao Laisheng dared to offend the giant in Dingnan County?" Zhang Lou said, the reason why he Yin Jihan who dares to be so confident is nothing more than calculating that he can win the game and then take the giant ship.

"Okay, as long as he can win the game, Xiao Laisheng has nothing to be afraid of!" Fatty Wang was determined by Zhang Lou's words.

"Don't worry, without Ji Han, this final will only be a massacre for our Newland team!" Zhang Lou said coldly, and then the two laughed.

……

It's just that what they didn't expect was that Ji Han didn't lie in bed all the time, he just went back to his home to recuperate after only one day in the hospital.

　Thanks to fellow Taoist 777777 for the reward

　　
　
(End of this chapter)