The Evil Phoenix Comes to the World: The Emperor of the Beast and the Black Ghost Comes to the Bed

Chapter 616 Is it bad to live?
"Yaoyu."

Shouting out Yueyaoyu's name with a choked voice, two tears dripped from the corners of her eyes unconsciously. Looking at Yueyaoyu's peacefully sleeping face, she couldn't help asking: "Isn't it good to be alive?"

Yueyaoyu's body was already very cold, without any breath of life.

The cold wind blew in from outside the door, and she forgot what to say.

There was a letter in Yueyaoyu's heart, which said "My friend personally sent it", and Fan Shuyin didn't know whether to open the envelope or do other things.

She never thought that Yueyaoyu would end her life in this way. From the time Yueyaoyu said that she didn't need eyes or a nice voice, she thought that the other party just wanted to live in this way. down.

"Ma'am." Jun Yixiao said with difficulty, Yueyaoyu always likes to be quiet, since she asked, they usually don't send people to watch over her, for so many years, there has been no problem, which made them relax.

Fan Shuyin took a deep breath, "Go out first and close the door."

She gently wiped away the tears on her cheeks, picked up the letter left by Yue Yaoyu, and read it silently.

The number of words in the letter is not many, and the main people mentioned above are only her and Jian Xiaoru:

Shuyin, Xiaoru, sorry to disappoint you.

Many things have happened in the past few years. The belief that can support my survival is that I want to know whether Shuyin is still alive.When Shuyin came back, I knew that I might really not be able to hold on.

My relatives are dead, my lover is dead, and my enemy is also dead.

Lost, betrayed... In the end, only you two friends are left. I know you must want me to survive well, and I will try my best to survive.

I tried it, but it was still difficult. The dark world doesn’t keep everything out. I thought I couldn’t see it, so my heart stopped worrying.

However, if you can't see it, your mind will think of all the past.

Until now, I can’t accept that a person I love will do such a thing, and you may laugh at me when you say it. When I die, I still can’t forget him. I hate him, and I can’t forget him either.

Shuyin, Xiaoru, I am relieved to see that you are getting better and better.

It hurts me to be alive.

Don't be sad, I heard Shuyin mention hell, I want to try, is there really hell in this world, I want to see.

You must be guessing, what did I go to hell for, maybe you guessed it, yes, I went to hell to find Yechen, and my last wish was fulfilled. When I understand, I hope to have a new start.

I am alive, can't forget everything, the only way is to end.

Shuyin, Xiaoru, don't be sad, this world is wonderful, and death doesn't actually mean the end.

You all need to be well, and by the way, tell those who helped me that I, Yueyaoyu, am very grateful to them, and also to the Great Emperor for taking care of me for so many years. If it weren't for him, I might never be able to take revenge.

I am leaving.

Fan Shuyin put away the letter and put it back into the envelope.The eye sockets were dyed red, Yaoyu...?
Hell, Yaoyu, you really know how to comfort people, who knows that hell is hard to get out of, can you really enter it intact?
Touching Yueyaoyu's cold face, she sighed, "Is it so painful to be alive? At least, you still have us? What's so difficult about being alive, isn't it just that you have no relatives, no lover, and being betrayed by others?" What's the big deal, why would you want to end it like this?

Yaoyu, Yaoyu, you let us be well, you obviously don't want us to be well. "

"Jun Yixiao, let Xiaoru know."

Jun Yixiao heard a voice from inside the door, and replied softly: "Yes, ma'am."

Not long after, Jian Xiaoru pushed the door open and entered, lying on the edge of the bed, and burst into tears. The sound of crying was low, but she didn't cry loudly. She is now the head of the Jian family and knows how to suppress her emotions down.

But when she met Yueyaoyu's cold body, she still couldn't control the tears that flowed down her face.

"Yueyaoyu, you are an idiot, you are an idiot!"

"Yueyaoyu, you are too stupid, too stupid, you are dead, I am not good at all!"

Fan Shuyin sat on the side silently, she couldn't yell and curse like Jian Xiaoru, Yueyaoyu left, she was very sad inside, maybe she had already suppressed such outward emotions.

She doesn't want to say a word now, she only thinks of Jian Xiaoru's cursing voice from time to time.

I don't know how long it took, but Jian Xiaoru seemed a little tired from scolding, and squatted on the side of the couch, looking a little embarrassed, still cursing "fool" and "stupid", her eyes were swollen like pandas.

"Shuyin, leave the matter behind Yaoyu to me, I want to take her back to Jane's house." Jian Xiaoru stood up, rubbing her red eyes, "She kept shouting about being homeless, my Jane's house It's her home, and she didn't want to let her go to Jane's house before, if I knew it earlier, I should have ignored her and sent her directly to Jane's house."

Fan Shuyin agreed.

She handed the letter in her hand to Jian Xiaoru, "I'll give you this too."

"Okay." Jian Xiaoru put the letter away carefully, "Since this is her choice, I can't say anything."

The two were silent in the room for a while, with Yueyaoyu's cold body beside him.In the end, it was Fan Shuyin who said that it couldn't go on like this. Jian Xiaoru sent someone to bring the jade coffin over, and took Yueyaoyu away.

The quiet courtyard is even quieter now.

The leaves outside were also withered and yellow. Fan Shuyin didn't seem to like this scene very much, so she threw a life talisman directly. The leaves that were about to wither and turn yellow turned green again.

"Little Shushu."

Ming Huang rushed in quickly and hugged her, "It's okay, you still have a master."

Fan Shuyin hugged him with her backhand, her eyes were confused, and she asked softly, "Isn't it good to be alive?"

Is it bad to live?
She suddenly remembered that in the second life, she could solve her persecutors in another way, but in the end she chose to die together.It's just because she no longer has anyone close to her, and she doesn't have any sense of belonging to that world, so she chose such a result.

"Perhaps, I understand."

"Understood what?" Worry flashed in Ming Huang's eyes, he managed to snatch his body back, and seeing Xiao Shushu's sad look made his heart ache.

Fan Shuyin raised her head, "If you don't have a sense of expectation in life, you don't want to live."

"Little Shushu, we will always have a sense of expectation when we live, and I will definitely let you live happily, let's go, let people seal this yard."

"Ming, I'm going to retreat in a few days."

Ming Huang frowned, "Why do you suddenly think of retreat?"

"I need to practice, Ah Ming. My cultivation has not fully recovered. It has been delayed for too long. I want to finish the elder brother's business sooner." Fan Shuyin stretched out her arms and hugged Ming Huang, "Ah Ming , I will stay with you, but after I settle the big brother's matter, no matter where you are in the future, I will be there, and I will never be separated from you."

"Okay, let's go to the palace to practice. Now that I am Emperor Yuteng, there are some places I can go."

(End of this chapter)