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Chapter 387 You Just Want to Ask This
Chapter 387 You Just Want to Ask This
"How do you know that I invited girls over to eat?" Then, the question arises. Qin Yan squinted his eyes and asked in surprise, "I don't seem to have said, who did I go to eat with?" Right?" I simply said that I was a good friend, and didn't say whether it was a man or a woman, it seems that Wei Qingying was a little too flustered this time.
"That's—" Wei Qingying tried her best to stabilize herself, "That's what I think, didn't you just say that you want to ask a good friend with a special relationship, I just thought that good friends can be male or female, but good friends with a special relationship, For boys, the greater possibility is the opposite sex." Her own explanation is reasonable, Wei Qingying thinks so, anyway, this is what ordinary people think, if you think wrong, you can refute that the notes are of course girls are more sensitive, sensitive It is the nature of girls to be narrow-minded and narrow-minded.
"You're right to say that." Qin Yan touched his chin with his hand, seeming to agree with Wei Qingying's statement. "Then it's decided."
Qin Huanhuan never thought that he would meet Qin Yan in Canada.
And see it in this state.
"Huanhuan, long time no see." Qin Yan looked at her with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, Qin Huanhuan knew that this was Qin Yan's closest time to laughing.
"Long time no see." Qin Huanhuan paused, "Qin Yan." The voice should sound calm, Qin Huanhuan tried his best to maintain his composure, trying to be the calmest Qin Huanhuan.
Three years later, it was still not good to meet again.
It's like walking on the street in boredom, dangling around, but I never thought that I would run into my former lover. The other party behaves well, advances and retreats appropriately, and doesn't seem to have any signs of injury, but dangling on the street She went there, but she was still not prepared at all. With her current state, she still couldn't face that person properly, and she still didn't change.
It may seem that the status and identity are different, and the appearance and temperament are different, but they still have the same heart, the same head, and the angle and position of considering issues are still the same, and there has not been much change.
The other party was him at his happiest moment. Nothing he had ever done seemed to have affected him. That person was still very personable. Maybe even if it did, it was just a simple painless little scar, no big deal. .
It was so good that no traces could be seen.
As for myself, where is myself?
She suddenly wanted to hide.
If there is an ability that allows her to see the other party without being seen by the other party.
Because the way the other party looks at me is the same as that of thousands of other people. In his heart, he is no longer special, important, or existing.
"What are you doing? Are you coming to Canada?" Qin Huanhuan had just buffered from the news of Qin Yan's engagement recently, but suddenly saw him.
"Three years later, you just want to ask this?" Qin Yan raised his eyebrows, looking extremely elegant.
In fact, only I know that my palms have already started to sweat.
The whole person is in a tense state, and it is difficult to relax at all.
"Are you okay?" Isn't it a little awkward to ask this sentence?It's a bit like a question only asked by couples who have been separated after falling in love.
"I miss you very much." Like this, if you say it naked, it will make the other party feel embarrassed, right?
But I do miss it.
"Don't you miss me?" Qin Yan asked.
Qin Huanhuan raised his head, thinking that he had heard wrong.
He raised his head and looked straight at Qin Yan, but the other party's expression was always very natural, as if he was joking, but also as if he was telling the truth.
"Of course I want to." Whether he asked or not, I really thought about it. Even if he is a family member, a relative, a friend or something else, I have wanted to go abroad for more than ten years, of course it will not be so soon to forget.
"I'm coming to Canada this time, and I just came to see you by the way." Qin Yan didn't dare to let himself go on to the next topic, he was worried that he couldn't pretend, and he was obviously worried about the problem, but he insisted on pretending that it wasn't a big deal The appearance of caring, really tired.
He was worried that Little White Rabbit really had nothing to say to him after these three years. Seeing Little White Rabbit's struggling expression, Qin Yan was actually struggling in his heart.
That's why he suddenly asked, this was the question he wanted to know the most, and he just asked it inadvertently, because he was afraid that the answer would be negative, so he didn't miss him at all.
Hearing the answer from the little white rabbit, I was really relieved, not happy.
"Really?" Qin Huanhuan looked a little dazed. When she came to Canada this time, Qin Yan didn't say whether she thought about her, maybe because she didn't want to embarrass herself. She didn't dare to repeat the old words, worried that the answer was true. Not at all, then she would rather he didn't answer than she didn't ask.
What did Qin Yan come to Canada for?It doesn't look like it's for business. No one wears it casually for business. When I looked carefully, I found that the clothes Qin Yan was wearing were bought for him before. I really like it, and I think Qin Yan must look good in it, so I bought it directly.
I've never seen Qin Yan wear it before. I don't know if it's because he has too much work and no time to wear it, or because he really doesn't like it, so he doesn't wear it.
Because the things he bought, no matter how big or small, he never said, whether they are good-looking or ugly, whether he likes them or hates them.
At one point, she felt that Qin Yan did it on purpose, and didn't pay attention to her at all, let alone such a small matter as the things she bought.
It has been the same since she was a child. She put the pictures she drew on one wall of the living room. After a long time, Qin Yan didn't find out. She told him how distressed she felt when the cup she bought accidentally dropped on the floor. There seemed to be no response. Later, she glued the cup and put the good one on the desk in his study, but when she looked back, she found that the cup was no longer there. She searched for it for a long time, but still couldn't find it. .
Qin Huanhuan was lost for a long time because of this, but she still didn't ask Qin Yan.
If she didn't ask Qin Yan, Qin Yan wouldn't speak. Sometimes even if she asked Qin Yan, Qin Yan wouldn't speak.
When the two get along, that's how it is. Sometimes I feel that this kind of life doesn't seem right, but nothing can compare to the ecstasy and despair in my heart after knowing Qin Yan's true feelings for me.
It's very strange that two completely opposite emotions are intertwined in an unusual way.
She suppressed the ecstatic side and began to deal with the despair.
Dealing with the desperate ending is, coming to Canada.
It's just that what I didn't expect at all was that while the despair weakened, more than half of the joy also faded away.
There is no ecstasy anymore, because the ecstasy was cut off by myself.
"Are you free at noon?" Qin Yan asked, bringing Qin Huanhuan back to reality. "Can we have a meal together?"
Qin Huanhuan was stunned for a moment, then seemed to react for a while, and then nodded, "Okay, I'm free." A meal should be eaten, maybe in the future, there will be no such opportunity, because he will soon There will be a fiancée.
Qin Huanhuan's mood fell to the bottom in an instant, and he suddenly thought, did he come to Canada today to find Qin Tian on purpose?
Because we're getting engaged, I'm here to discuss with the elders so that we can decide on the next thing.
Because Qin Yan is considered to be a relatively important figure in the Qin family, Qin Yan's marriage is a big event for the Qin family.
Of course, the Qin family will pay special attention to it and try their best to make this wedding a beautiful one.
Thinking of this, Qin Huanhuan felt that he didn't need to eat at all, and he didn't have any appetite at all.
even feel full.
Kind of disgusting.
Qin Yan didn't know Qin Huanhuan's inner activities, but saw the little white rabbit with a heavy expression of not knowing how to put it down after answering, which made people feel lost.
Unprecedented loss.
Do you not want to stay with yourself even for a meal?
Qin Yan took a deep breath, and without a trace, he clenched and loosened his hands hanging on both sides, and then clenched them again.
Constantly adjusting emotions.
"I heard people say that there is a restaurant with good desserts." Qin Yan said, "I remember you like desserts, we can go and try them first." It just so happens that it is not too far from here, and the two of them can walk there , so you can stay for a while longer.
Qin Huanhuan was a little surprised, "Okay, let's go." He picked up his coat and planned to go out with Qin Yan.
I can't believe that Qin Yan still remembers that he likes to eat desserts, so can she look forward to it? In fact, Qin Yan still thinks of her occasionally, right?You should think about it, otherwise you won't remember your preferences.
Maybe it's just a habit, Qin Huanhuan thought again, after all, the two of them have lived together for so many years, no matter what, they won't forget it so quickly.
This is also possible.
It's frustrating, why is it so difficult?
What the hell am I still struggling with? The man walking next to me is my uncle, and this uncle of mine is about to become someone else's husband, living with other women, talking and laughing together, Eat every meal for the rest of your life together.
Not to mention desserts.
"Huanhuan, what's wrong with you?" It looked a little cloudy and uncertain, and looked very happy for a while, and then seemed to be wilting, with no vitality at all.
"I'm fine." I really hate myself. When I met Qin Yan, I went back to the silliest time. I didn't have the sharp teeth and smooth faces when I faced others. Inner acitivity.
What an annoyance.
"You seem to have lost a lot of weight." Qin Yan's distressed eyes drifted past Qin Huanhuan, but the latter didn't notice, but kept his head down while walking.
"Really?" This Qin Huanhuan didn't pay attention, she didn't look like Ming Nuannuan, she was always shouting about losing weight, this kind of attention to fat and thin issues, she never had to think about it, because it seemed, from childhood to adulthood I have never been fat.
The type that doesn't get fat.Born like this, only thinner, or thinner.
Never had meat.
"You usually eat more, pay attention to nutrition, and work in moderation, there is no need to work too hard." Qin Yan said worriedly, and he said a lot, "You have to take care of yourself, you are not at home now. I was fat at the time, if the current job is too tiring, don't do it, it's a big deal." Qin Yan stopped suddenly, and didn't continue talking.
"What's the big deal?" Qin Huanhuan was still a little silly waiting for Qin Yan to finish, because this is Qin Yan's rare concern. He usually doesn't talk much, and he usually focuses on business, so he doesn't care Will be so concerned about myself and say a lot of words, reminding myself of the rare warm times before.
At worst, I will support you when I come back.
Qin Yan didn't finish his sentence.
Of course, it is impossible to finish talking. If I finish talking, I will definitely not even be able to eat this meal.
It's better to hide it in the bottom of my heart.
In fact, Qin Huanhuan has been struggling with one thing, whether to ask Qin Yan face to face about Qin Yan's engagement.
If I bring it up like this, it will definitely be embarrassing, I can imagine it.
Besides, if Qin Yan wanted to say something, he would definitely take the initiative to say it. He wouldn't wait until he really asked. If he hasn't said it now, it means he didn't intend to say it anymore, so he didn't have to ask.
You know the answer after asking, so why ask again.
Asking is only adding to the sadness.
If it was time for her to know, Qin Yan would definitely let her know. Of course she knew Qin Yan's temper, so she didn't intend to ask for trouble anymore.
"Here we are, let's go in." Qin Yan stopped, and Qin Huanhuan who was beside him naturally also stopped.
"Are you there?" It arrived so soon, Qin Huanhuan thought he would walk for a while, after all, the feeling of two people standing side by side was too far away from the last time.
The last time the two were side by side was in Japan.
Qin Yan nodded.
He looked inside for a while, then smiled again, as if he saw something, smiling with everything under control.
When facing Qin Huanhuan, he suppressed his smile and said, "I heard people say that this dessert shop is very good. Have you ever eaten here?" After all, Huanhuan has been in Canada for three years and knows how to eat. It's not surprising, but in my heart, I still look forward to the little white rabbit's answer.
"No, I haven't come here to eat." I really don't know this place, in fact, although I am a half-foodie, but most of the time, Qin Rongyuan and Lin Xiang take me to eat here and there.
"Well, that would be the best." Qin Yan nodded reassuringly.
After the waiter came to ask, the two began to chat without saying a word.
Suddenly interrupted by a voice. "Qin Yan?" Of course Qin Yan knew who it was, but he turned his head away with a good expression, "Lightness?" He looked a little surprised.
"Didn't you have dinner with your good friends?" That's what I said before.
"Because it's not lunch time yet, everyone is not hungry, so come here for dessert or something."
While explaining, Wei Qingying looked at Qin Huanhuan who was opposite Qin Yan, "Is this your good friend, Qin Yan?" She looked surprised and curious.
"Yes, this is Huanhuan, Huanhuan, this is Wei Qingying." After brief introductions to each other, Qin Yan stopped talking, and calmly began to stay out of the matter.
The two women around them didn't pay attention, they were all focused on each other, and they didn't have any other attention to look at Qin Yan, who was quietly observing.
"Hi, nice to meet you." Wei Qingying said first, she still had the same general sense at this time, except for the scrutiny in her eyes, everything else was very good.
It's just too perfect, Qin Yan thought.
"Hello, Miss Wei." Qin Huanhuan didn't know what kind of mood he was in at this time, thinking about how this Miss Wei Qingying and Qin Yan looked so familiar, like good friends or lovers.
Good friend, Qin Huanhuan was a little sad when Qin Yan introduced himself like this, and he didn't know why the relationship between the two of them became like this.
A little urge to cry.
"Miss Huanhuan looks so young, she looks so small." I don't know if Wei Qingying did it on purpose, but what she said always made the other party feel uncomfortable, "It's not like me and Qin Yan, who both Once you are old, it is impossible to think young." After speaking, he sighed.
"Didn't you say that you came here with your friends? It's not good to keep your good friends waiting for so long?" Qin Yan said aloud, a little angry at what Wei Qingying said just now, and he couldn't bear to let Huanhuan suffer any harm, why? It is possible to tolerate verbal attacks from other people, let alone not important people.
Seeing what Qin Yan said, even if Wei Qingying wanted to stay here, she couldn't just rely on her own wishful thinking.
"Then I'll go over, let's eat together tonight." Wei Qingying nodded towards Qin Huanhuan, and left with a smile. Although she didn't seem to have anything to criticize, she was just uncomfortable, not even alive.
After Wei Qingying opened, the scene couldn't calm down for a while, Qin Yan didn't know how to tell the little white rabbit what happened just now, and he couldn't say that he did it on purpose, it was really difficult.
It's better not to say it, some things, said and not said, are actually the same result, there is no big change.
Sometimes, it’s better not to say it than to say it. If you say it, you can’t go back to the previous innocence. If you don’t say it, at least you can pretend, and you can continue to steal a little more time between the two places.
"Miss Wei is your friend?" Qin Huanhuan asked, although he seemed to be asking casually, in fact, he was staring at Qin Yan from the corner of his eye to see how he would answer.
"That's right." It's better not to tell the story behind this to the little white rabbit, just solve this kind of trouble by yourself, there is no need to talk about it.
"Oh." Qin Huanhuan really didn't know what "sort of" meant. He seemed hesitant to speak, but he didn't say anything, which made Qin Huanhuan a little disappointed.
Could it be the fiancée in the legend?
Qin Huanhuan's brain twitched, a flash of inspiration flashed, and he suddenly thought of it.
Because the two seem to be unusual, Qin Yan has never used such an unusual expression and attitude to face other women, and although the two are friends in their own clubs, they have made an appointment to have dinner together at night. The two came together, right?
Qin Huanhuan was thinking wildly, feeling that his head was in a mess.
I can't taste the dessert at all, and I don't know if it is delicious or not.
Because his mind was not on food at all, but on the relationship between Wei Qingying and Qin Yan, it felt like his head was about to explode, he kept thinking about things, but he just didn't have the guts to ask.
I don't know why, Qin Huanhuan just didn't ask. Every time the words came to his lips, he couldn't ask, and he didn't ask when the two finally separated. Naturally, Qin Yan couldn't take the initiative to speak.
Because Qin Yan thought that Qin Huanhuan didn't know about his "being engaged", and the matter with Wei Qingying was impossible, he was just testing the latter, there was absolutely no need to tell Xiaobai about this kind of oolong Rabbit knew that even if he said it himself, people might not want to hear it.
The reunion of the two after three years passed just like that.
Qin Huanhuan, who returned to her studio, couldn't calm down for a long time.
Knowing that Qin Yan came to Canada to meet him, it was a logical thing to do, but Qin Huanhuan still preferred not to come to see him. When the two separated three years ago, they broke up unhappy.
The reunion now seems to have no estrangement, it is still the same as before, but it still feels different, and there is always something different from the previous two.
It was still awkward for the two to get along, the air was always suddenly quiet, and there were some topics that the two of them avoided talking about, as if they thought it would be okay.
What they touched were small things, trivial and insignificant things, and they seemed to have a tacit understanding. This should be the time when the two of them had the most tacit understanding, Qin Huanhuan thought to himself.
Qin Yan is getting married.
Qin Yan will belong to another woman.
When thinking like this, it seems to outsiders that there is nothing to be sad about, because it is his uncle, Qin Yan will have this day sooner or later, it's just that this day has come.
Qin Huanhuan felt suffocated, not because of the pain, but as if he didn't feel anything, just simply felt out of breath.
It was like being pushed into the water suddenly. I knew I could swim, but I couldn’t react at all. I still sank down bit by bit. I sank to the bottom of the water and felt my own existence. Only my hair kept floating. Floating back and forth gave me a headache, I'd better cut off this long hair another day, keeping it is too in the way, it will only cause trouble for myself.
It was still water, and there was no one around, only the boundless water flowing over in waves, as if the person who pushed me at the beginning had already gone away, and no one gave me a hand.
What I can do is to make myself sober, sober.
I don't know why the teacher would reverberate a song in my mind, repeating the single song non-stop, non-stop.
"Among all the scenes where things have changed, I like you the most."
If people become hypocritical, listening to any song seems to be writing about themselves.
Although she has been in Canada all the time, she still only listens to Chinese songs, at most Cantonese songs, and rarely listens to other languages. This makes Qin Huanhuan feel that she is still in Tiancha, and has a feeling that she is not in a foreign land.
But in fact, I only listen to a few people, listening back and forth.
In fact, Qin Huanhuan has such a personality. If she likes something, she will try her best to like it, but it seldom lasts for a long time. Thinking about it this way, the only two long-lasting beloved things in her life are Qin Yan and painting.
One is restraining with reason, and the other is supporting with the rest of his life.
A very special writer once said, "Like is presumptuous, but love is restraint." Is it?In other words, my feelings for Qin Yan are not just a simple liking.
My own life is really miserable, Qin Huanhuan suddenly thought that I have never really been in love in my life, and I just fell in love with someone who shouldn't be loved, a love with no hope at all, people can't see the way forward , Even fantasizing, I feel that guilt is about to invade me.
What should we do with this relationship? Qin Huanhuan sat on the dressing table and looked at himself in the mirror.
It suddenly occurred to Wei Qingying that when she was eating dessert, Wei Qingying said that she thought so little, did she mean that she was childish?Besides, he and Qin Yan don't get along at all?
Before he could speak, Qin Yan took the lead. Qin Yan was not like this before.
Is it because I am worried that I will say some ugly words and hurt my fiancée, Miss Wei Qingying?Or was he worried that his inappropriate words would embarrass Qin Yan?
Do you look really childish?Does it really look very different from Qin Yan?
Why would Qin Yan's fiancée say such weird things to him?
If it was placed on other occasions, on other people who spoke, I would definitely not think too much about it, but why did the person who said this just happen to be Qin Yan's fiancée Wei Qingying?
Qin Huanhuan grabbed his chest, feeling more and more out of breath, vaguely feeling like he was going to explode, really wanted to be able to yell and vent, and really wanted to have a hearty runaway, so that someone could share the burden with him For a while, rely on yourself, anyone, you can pull yourself up, if you continue like this, you will suffocate, and you are about to die.
"Huanhuan?" Liang Zhishu, who just came into the studio, suddenly saw this scene. He saw Qin Huanhuan doing well on Yuan Deng in front of the dressing table, and suddenly he was about to fall to the ground like a puppet with a broken string.
He ran over and almost missed it, so dangerous.
Following Liang Zhishu was a young girl who did odd jobs, and she saw this thrilling scene when she came in, "What are you doing in a daze, call an ambulance quickly." said the younger sister.
When Qin Huanhuan opened her eyes, all she saw was spotless white, the white of the ceiling, the white of the quilt, and even the stools were mainly white.
"I'm already dead?" Sure enough, I still can't hold on, will I go to heaven or hell?
It’s hell. After all, I’m so bad. In the 25 years I’ve been alive, I’ve done a lot of bad things sincerity. She fell in love with someone she shouldn’t like, corrupted morals and ethics, and was eroded and tortured by her own conscience all day long. .
I owe so many debts to people who are kind to me, and I haven't repaid them yet.
He hasn't attended Qin Yan's wedding in person, hasn't been a beautiful bridesmaid for Nuan Nuan, and hasn't looked at Brother Ming Leng and Sister Xiaoya any more, so he hastily said goodbye.
"What nonsense, this is in the hospital." Liang Zhishu's voice sounded like he was worried and distressed, "You are still alive and well, so why not die?" Huanhuan was thinking that he had passed away. Yet?Why did he accept it when he said that just now, without any sign of resignation?
Could it be that there is really nothing in this world worthy of her nostalgia?
Even if it was Qin Yan, wouldn't it be impossible?
Yes, Qin Yan is about to get engaged.But at the banquet, when Cheng Jingze said it, he was beside him, of course he heard everything, what should be heard and what should not be heard, he heard everything.
Not only did I hear it, but I also saw Qin Huanhuan's expression on the verge of collapse, as if his motivation to live had been taken away in an instant, as if the sky had collapsed. Liang Zhishu wanted to support Qin Huanhuan's body, worried that she would Falling down like this, wobbly, looks very worrying.
But I still held back, and turned away as if I hadn't seen it. I was always an outsider in this relationship, and even if I wanted to help, it was meaningless.
"What's wrong with me?" Why in the hospital?Qin Huanhuan has no memory at all about anything before he was hospitalized.
"The doctor said it was asthma." Liang Zhishu thought he had heard it wrong when he heard it. Why did Huanhuan have this condition?
"The patient should have had some symptoms before, but he may not have paid more attention to it. This time, it just happened to affect his mind, and the asthma attack will occur." The doctor said so.
Liang Zhishu suddenly thought that when he was smoking, Qin Huanhuan's face was about to suffocate, and he would sneeze when he encountered little furry things, and he looked very allergic. He really didn't think about it at the time.
"I will have asthma?" How could I have asthma and not know it?Qin Huanhuan still finds it inconceivable, because she has never had an attack before, how could she suddenly have an attack like this.
Liang Zhishu said what he said, and said it to Qin Huanhuan exactly.
The latter fell into deep thought.
"Huanhuan, are you okay?" Gong Ge hurried over just after receiving Liang Zhishu's call. He has always been extremely concerned about this apprentice who made him very proud, let alone at this time.
"Teacher? Why are you here?" Qin Huanhuan used his toes to figure out that Liang Zhishu must have told the teacher, "I'm fine."
"How can asthma be a trivial matter?" Gong Ge obviously already knew it, and Qin Huanhuan glanced at Liang Zhishu, who felt that there was nothing wrong with what he did. "Why didn't I hear you say it before?" Fortunately, I don't have a big cigarette addiction, and I usually don't smoke in front of outsiders.
"I just found out, and I haven't heard of it before." That's true, Qin Huanhuan explained to the teacher.
"Teacher, you don't need to come here on purpose, you are so busy." Qin Huanhuan said embarrassedly, the teacher usually knows it himself, and wished to use it alone.
"What nonsense? Is it wrong for me to care about my apprentice?" Gong Ge doesn't like Qin Huanhuan's outsiders at all. From the time when the two first met, until now, Huanhuan has always been like this.
"I'm going to get angry if you're so out of touch." It's good to be polite, but if you go too far, it makes people feel a little bit raw. I don't know why.
"Teacher, I understand." Qin Huanhuan knew what the teacher meant, but most of the time it was just an explanation of his emotions. Maybe the teacher thought it was a kind of alienation, but it was not true for him. If the teacher minded, then he would Just pay attention.
"Have you not had a good rest recently or something?" Gong Ge asked, suddenly thinking of the last banquet, "Or what Mr. Cheng said in front of you last time?" Gong Ge actually vaguely knew something about Qin Huanhuan's love for Qin Yan. But since my students don't talk about it, I can't take the initiative to ask as an outsider. After all, it's better for two people to solve the emotional matter by themselves. Even if the people next to me want to help, they may just help. It's just a waste of time.
So at the beginning, when Huanhuan wanted to help, Gongge offered to help without saying a word, not to say how deep his hatred for Qin Yan was. There is no need to worry about the things that happened when I was young. I helped bring Qin Huanhuan over to Canada.
Because I know in my heart that even if I don't help, there will still be other people, such as Qin Yihan, wishing that Qin Huanhuan would leave. Although Qin Yihan has already been peeled off by Qin Yan, Qin Yihan should still pay attention to this trivial matter. can do it.
In short, Qin Huanhuan will definitely go to Canada in the end, because the little girl is really, her expression at that time was quite decisive, even if she stayed, she would probably do stupid things.
It would be better to say Huanhuan's heart, and I also have a student who is loyal to me, so I can kill two birds with one stone, so why not do it.
"No teacher, no." Qin Huanhuan categorically denied it, knowing that what she was doing now was just getting darker and darker, but she didn't have the strength to clarify it. The teacher and Liang Zhishu didn't know that they had come to see her with their own eyes, and she had no intention of If you say it, you have to admit that Qin Yan is getting engaged. This is something I don't want to do even if I die.
"It's fine if you don't have one." Gong Ge's expression was obviously disbelieving, but he still said so. "You don't have to work hard these few days. Stop and slow down any schedule first. After all, your body is the most important thing." This is the first time Qin Huanhuan heard such words from others.
I remember that I used to always say this to Qin Yan, "The body is the capital of the revolution. You have to take care of your body before thinking about other things." In such words, as a persuasion person, I have always played the role of a bystander. One day suddenly turned around, and Qin Huanhuan suddenly felt like laughing.
"I know Teacher." Although I know my body the most, I am the most harsh on my body, always letting my consciousness control me. Most people in this world are like this.
The world is bustling, all come for the benefit, and the world is bustling, all go for the benefit.
It seems to be like this. Only after people are in the rivers and lakes do they know how helpless they can't help themselves.
Qin Huanhuan kind of understood that when he persuaded Qin Yan back then, the latter's faint smile was mixed with helplessness. It seemed that the current situation was already in place, and there was no way to turn back. He could only move forward, especially in the Qin family. The family, the burden and pressure are carried on the shoulders, and there is a sense of precarity standing on the cusp of the storm.
When I was in elementary school, I knew how to write "the heights are too cold", but the meaning of these five words may take some people a lifetime to understand, and some people only understand the hardships and hardships behind these five words. Pain, and some people may not understand it for a lifetime.
Presumably Qin Yan knew it too, that's why he smiled so helplessly.
"Teacher, don't worry about me, I will take care of myself." Not only that, she also planned to do so, even if she can't love the person she wants to love in this life, so what.
Anyway, a lifetime is not long.
"That's the best," Gongge nodded, "It's best that you don't just say that." Words are easy to say, after all, it doesn't take much effort, just touch your upper and lower lips, and stir your tongue One stir and it's done.
But it's much harder to do.
Everything is difficult at the beginning, in fact, the middle and the end are also difficult, all this is the result of persistence.
"Of course." Qin Huanhuan almost patted his chest to promise.
"I remember, it seems that this asthma is chronic and needs long-term treatment." Although I don't know much about it, I still have a little understanding of the basic disease.
"Yes." Of course, Qin Huanhuan didn't know. The one who answered Gongge was Liang Zhishu, who had been silent all along. He went to Google on the Internet just after the doctor finished speaking.I made up for some knowledge about asthma.
"Asthma is actually a relatively serious disease, and Huanhuan is quite special." Because in fact, most asthma symptoms are obvious in the early stage, but Huanhuan didn't attack until now, and it is A combination of environmental and psychological factors, because I don’t know whether there is any genetic influence, generally speaking, genetics also play a part, “And according to the current medical technology and various conditions, there is still no way to cure asthma, it can only be said to be relieved. "
"So it seems that we need to take care of it slowly." Qin Huanhuan sighed, why did he feel that he was always troubled by disasters, either there was a problem here or there was a problem there.
And now he was sentenced to life imprisonment.
Feeling sorry for myself at the same time, the emotion of "follow me and you are wronged".
"So you have to pay attention to the daily chores. Don't catch sesame seeds and leak watermelon all day long. You still have to distinguish between the important and the important." I know that my apprentice is simply desperate when doing things. rush forward.
Gong Ge spoke tirelessly, just to let Qin Huanhuan listen.
"You see, in this regard, you have to think more about me. No matter how you study, you still have to take care of your body. Drink water when you are thirsty, eat what you want when you are hungry, rest when you are tired, and go out when you feel bad. Relax and relax, as long as you grasp your own rhythm and not be influenced by this society and other people, it is enough, really."
In fact, when Gongge was young, he really worked harder than Qin Huanhuan. Maybe it was because he was young and energetic, so he was eager to prove himself and kept wanting to climb up and go to high places. At that time, he was desperate He worked hard, didn't take his body seriously at all, stayed up all night, didn't care about what he ate, and just ate something to fill his belly when he was hungry.
Although my career has improved a little bit, my body started to have problems, and it was really only after I lived in the hospital for a long time that I finally recovered.
And these Qin Huanhuan didn't know, thought that Gong Ge was simply caring about herself, but in fact, she didn't think much about it, she just felt that today's teacher was a bit strange, no matter how much she cared before, she wouldn't take such trouble again and again Repeat nagging.
"Teacher, don't worry. I will take care of my own body." A little worried that the teacher would continue to think about it, Qin Huanhuan said cutely.
Gongge looked at Qin Huanhuan, who was still joking, and estimated that there was nothing serious about it, then the phone kept ringing, he said apologetically, and went out to answer the phone.
Qin Huanhuan smiled understandingly. He knew from experience that sometimes involuntary is real. "It's okay, teacher, you can go to work first, I have Zhishu here, no problem."
Gong Ge nodded, "Okay, I'll go first, there is something wrong with the art exhibition, I have to go back and have a look." I really have no choice, I have to go back and deal with it.
"Well, teacher, goodbye." Qin Huanhuan waved his hand and said goodbye with a smile. Although his face was pale, he seemed in good spirits.
"Goodbye," smiled at Qin Huan, then turned to look at Liang Zhishu and said, "If you need anything, call me directly." The internal number is your private number, which few people know, but it is also an important talent I will know, and generally this phone is held close to my body, it is a very important phone.
"Well, I will. Mr. Gong, go slowly." Liang Zhishu responded, knowing that Mr. Gong is caring for the students as a teacher, and he is actually very happy to have someone who cares about Huanhuan so much.
After Gongge left, the ward was suddenly eerily quiet.
Qin Huanhuan had never sat on this hospital bed and looked at the whole room, and it didn't feel good at all.
"Zhishu, the doctor said, there is really no way to cure this disease?" Qin Huanhuan had a stone in his heart, but now another one is on it.
She felt like her heart was about to be crushed.
Liang Zhishu stared at Qin Huanhuan worriedly, "The doctor said that it can only be relieved, but there is no way to cure it." In fact, asthma, a chronic disease, has different degrees of therapeutic effects on different types, and it cannot be completely denied that all asthma can be cured. It is life imprisonment, but it cannot be said that all asthma can be completely cured.
Some patients are actually as good as normal people in the end, and they seldom have seizures. If you pay more attention to it, there will be no other problems at all.
Some patients need long-term treatment, not only drugs, but also hormone therapy, which is particularly troublesome.
The key is that this is Qin Huanhuan's first attack, and he can't fully understand the situation, and the doctor can't be completely sure.
Looking at it now, Huanhuan's asthma was discovered in a relatively timely manner. Fortunately, Liang Zhishu just arrived, and the rescue was timely. She has not yet reached the point of shock, but simply fainted.Sometimes, asthma patients may be so severe that they go into shock and even die.
"It seems to be true." Qin Huanhuan whispered to himself.
"It's true, so you must pay attention to your body." Don't keep everything in your heart, like before, knowing that you can't stand the smell of cigarettes, but Qin Huanhuan still doesn't say it, even if you see others smoking , I pretended I didn't see it, and continued to be myself as if nothing had happened, and I didn't know how to say it when I choked and coughed.
Anyway, that's the way it is, and I won't say it if I die.
Everything in my heart is held in my heart.
"Huanhuan, did something happen to you before?" Zhishu Liang asked seemingly unintentionally, but in fact he kept staring at Qin Huanhuan cautiously.
"No." Qin Huanhuan shook his head.
"Really?" Zhishu Liang confirmed in a low voice. He didn't really believe Qin Huanhuan's answer. If something happened to him, he would not be alone, sitting at the dressing table. When he found out, although he passed out, his face was full It's tears.
"That," Qin Huanhuan changed the subject, and looked at Liang Zhishu gratefully, "Zhishu, this time is thanks to you, if it wasn't for you." Qin Huanhuan didn't finish speaking.
"Why are you talking about this?" Liang Zhishu cut the peeled fruit into pieces, put them on a plate and held them in front of Qin Huanhuan.
"Eat, eat some fruit, don't talk about anything else." He didn't need Qin Huanhuan's thanks at all.
"Besides, even a passer-by who has never met before will try to save him when he sees it." Thinking about it, it is indeed the case. "So you really don't need to thank me." Liang Zhishu sat on the chair beside the hospital bed with a faint smile.
"Okay." Qin Huanhuan inserted one with a toothpick and took a bite.Hearing what Liang Zhishu said, Qin Huanhuan nodded.
"I won't say thank you in the future." In fact, if you want to come this way, thanks to Liang Zhishu's help along the way, otherwise, I would not have reached this height.
And he just did all this silently, never asked for anything, never talked too much, never forcibly demanded, there was no Ming Leng's foolishness, nor Qin Yan's domineering autocracy, and he didn't have the frankness of his own teacher. Just himself.
Sometimes I think, if it's not because I met Qin Yan early, or because I still can't let it go.
She will definitely hold on to this good man firmly.
A man who silently does nothing but treats himself well.
"I've already told Cody to take a break for the next few days and suspend all schedules." Cody was the girl who called the ambulance earlier.
"Well, you have the final say." Qin Huanhuan actually doesn't have much desire to devote himself to the intense work right now.
I'm actually very upset right now.
"The doctor said, when can I be discharged from the hospital?" Qin Huanhuan asked, the place full of disinfectant, and the unobstructed whiteness that was almost suffocating, made him very uncomfortable.
Not at all uncomfortable.
"I asked the doctor about this question before, and the doctor said that we should continue to observe it before we leave the hospital or other things." Zhishu Liang asked all the questions he could think of. The doctor's suggestion was to diagnose the patient first. What exactly is the condition of the disease, and then consider how to proceed to the next step of development.
"In the past few days, you may have to do more checks."
Zhishu Liang made preparations for Qin Huanhuan, "But this is all necessary. In order to diagnose the specific condition of the body, it is better to check."
"It's okay," Qin Huanhuan knew that Liang Zhishu had good intentions, and understood his good intentions, "I know, I'm not a child, don't worry about me." She looked quite chic.
Liang Zhishu looked at Qin Huanhuan for a while, and made sure that the other party really didn't care, so he felt relieved.
"Is there anything else you want to eat?" Liang Zhishu was afraid that Qin Huanhuan would not say anything if he was thirsty or hungry, so he could do whatever he wanted.
"I can do it, just buy whatever you want." Sure enough, he still knew Qin Huanhuan, and the latter replied as expected.
Liang Zhishu sighed, "I knew you would answer that way." Then he smiled silently, and stood up from his chair, "I'll go buy some wontons, I remember you like to eat wontons, right?" Then he was a little worried and explained to the little girl on the side, "Cody, remember to take care of Huanhuan, call me if you have anything to do." The latter nodded, and Qin Yan turned to Qin Huanhuan after speaking, "I I'll be right back." As if Qin Huanhuan would disappear if he wasn't there, he was full of worry.
"Hurry up, I'm fine." Qin Huanhuan Haihui Temple smiled softly, not realizing that one of the most common words now is "I'm fine."
Of course there are other things, such answers as "I can do anything", "I can do whatever I want", "it's okay" always appear in the innermost part of Qin Huanhuan's mind, and appear more and more frequently.
People who seem to be indifferent to everything are actually more difficult to deal with than anyone else.
Although it was hard to hear her complaints, at the same time, it was even rarer to hear her compliments.She is indifferent to a matter no matter what the situation and ending is, or if she doesn't care much about it, how bad it is or how good it is.
After everything was checked, the doctor looked at the results of the examination and said with a sigh of relief, "It's not as serious as I imagined. Go home and rest, get rid of those allergens, and then just exercise more." Zhishu Liang Saying that to Qin Huanhuan, he was also relieved.
"Let's leave the hospital in the afternoon." The doctor concluded.
The two wrote to the doctor and went back to pack their things and prepare to be discharged from the hospital.
"Don't look at me so nervously all the time." Qin Huanhuan was a little helpless by Liang Zhishu's actions, "Look at me now, I'm just like a normal person." There is absolutely no need to make such a big fuss.
Liang Zhishu on the side didn't speak, and he actually felt that there was no need to make such a fuss, but he just couldn't help himself.
The scene of seeing Qin Huanhuan when I went to the studio that day would always pop up in my mind, and the picture would keep playing in a loop. He couldn't bear Huanhuan like this. It doesn't matter, he can bear all these, but he just can't bear the scene of Huanhuan collapsing to the ground in front of him.
If he had to do this scene again, he would definitely not be able to bear it.Liang Zhishu sometimes thinks that after experiencing it once, he feels that his heart is about to stop beating, and he feels that he is about to pass out, as if he is about to die.
"I know." Liang Zhishu said, and walked straight over to stand in front of Qin Huanhuan, who was a little dazed, not knowing why the other party acted like this, "But I just can't help it, I just want to care about you, because I love you You." For the first time, Liang Zhishu expressed his true feelings in front of Qin Huanhuan.
Qin Huanhuan stared blankly at Liang Zhishu, not knowing how to react.
The air suddenly became extremely quiet, and the two of them stood facing each other, and neither of them broke the weird silence.
Not just a simple silence, Qin Huanhuan felt more embarrassed, she did not expect Liang Zhishu to say these words suddenly.
In fact, Liang Zhishu didn't intend to really say it, but he didn't know what was going on, so he said it by accident.
"Huanhuan—" a voice suddenly came from the door of the ward. The figure of Qin Huanhuan's teacher, Gong Ge, stood at the door that was not closed. He was standing at the door, wondering what happened to the two people in the ward, thinking Get out of Haihui Temple by yourself, and go straight in. Before I got to the ward and didn’t see the situation inside, Gongge called Huanhuan’s name. Now I can’t go in. He pretended not to pay attention There was a bit of a weird atmosphere in the ward, so I walked in.
"Teacher, you are here." Qin Huanhuan breathed a sigh of relief, he really didn't know what to say.
"Didn't you say that you will be discharged from the hospital in the afternoon? I just came to pick you up." Gong Ge replied.
"Okay, I just finished tidying up." Qin Huanhuan was a little grateful for the teacher's arrival, and every time she appeared when she was most at a loss and didn't know what to do.
It's my lucky star.
Liang Zhishu on the side didn't speak, and pretended to be invisible, because he really had nothing to say.
In fact, everything is okay, but I am a little disappointed, maybe because Huanhuan just saw the teacher's obviously relieved appearance, let me see it, and I can't forget it. After I similarly confessed, Huanhuan said nothing. No, I expected it, it's really good that I can't give myself a "good person card", he has always known that Huanhuan has no feelings for him, at most he treats himself as a friend.
However, all she could think of in this situation was to escape, and she looked completely relieved, which hurt herself very much.
Huanhuan, who had long expected that even if she didn’t like her, would stick to her feelings. It seemed that she was a little loose now, and she really couldn’t be like before. He said this without reservation. He probably couldn’t wait until Huanhuan came back to see him, it was really exhausting.
Even if Haihui Temple likes it, it may only dare to look at it from a distance, it can't get closer, and it can't be greedy anymore.
"Then I'll go back first. I just have something to do. Mr. Gong is bothering you." After Liang Zhishu finished speaking, he turned and left. From the beginning to the end, Liang Zhishu and Qin Huanhuan did not communicate at all, neither in eyes nor in words.
"You've worked hard recently, go home and have a good rest." This is what Gong Ge said, not just Qin Huanhuan. From the beginning to the end, Qin Huanhuan was like a transparent soundproof glass around him, unable to hear any sound from the outside world.
Liang Zhishu nodded, didn't say anything more, took a deep look at Qin Huanhuan, then turned and left.
"Huanhuan, did you quarrel with Zhishu Liang just now?" Gong Ge asked deliberately, knowing that it was impossible for the two of them to copy each other.
"No," Qin Huanhuan glanced at his teacher, "Teacher, don't think about it, how could we quarrel?" It is true that there will be no quarrel, but it is more difficult to deal with now than the quarrel.
"What's the matter?" Gong Ge chased after him, wanting to know what was going on between the two Huanhuans, who had never seen them get along like this before.
"It's nothing, we're fine." Qin Huanhuan really didn't know how to answer, did he want to ask Liang Zhishu to confess his love just now?How is it possible, how is it possible to say such words.
In fact, I am not saying that no one has confessed. Qin Huanhuan knows that in the eyes of the public, he is quite good. Although he has confessed, this is the first time he has encountered such a situation, and he does not want to encounter such The situation is really embarrassing.
This Liang Zhishu is also true, why do you have to confess to yourself, I have said it all; two people can only be friends, knowing that even if they confess, there will be no good results, why do they still have to confess? Are you friends now?
It's really embarrassing, how will we get along with each other in the future.
Thinking about it, I feel embarrassed that I am about to commit cancer.
"I thought you two had a quarrel," Gong Ge didn't know what to say, and his tone sounded a bit regrettable, "Isn't it a quarrel, is it a confession?" There was a bit of an ambiguous atmosphere at the time, although Huanhuanmei admitted it, but it seemed to be tricky.
Otherwise, how could the two of them be abnormal.
"Anything is a quarrel or a confession. Oh, teacher, please let me go." Qin Huanhuan wanted to get away with it, knowing that his teacher had always had a high EQ, but he didn't want to feel it at all.
"Then for the sake of you just being discharged from the hospital, let me let you go for now." Gong Ge smiled "hehehe" in his heart, of course he would not miss this gossip so easily, of course he had to treat himself well The apprentice should prepare a chance for her to be lenient.
"Then thank you very much, teacher."
Qin Huanhuan felt relieved and breathed a sigh of relief. Now he can finally have a good rest.
"Don't worry, let me ask you something." Suddenly, I remembered that one of the reasons why I came here the most was to ask this matter clearly, "I heard that Qin Yan came to Canada before?" Because Qin Yan was his secret. They came here, and they came by themselves. It seemed that they were looking for Qin Tian. Of course, few people knew about it. When almost everyone knew about it, Qin Yan had already returned to the country.
I knew about it relatively early, because Qin Yan took the initiative to tell him, but he had already returned to China at that time.
But for the sake of Qin Yan taking the initiative to tell himself, he didn't care about these things.
Knowing that Qin Yan took the initiative to befriend him so that he could tell him the news about Huanhuan, everyone understands, of course they know.
So I still talked about Huanhuan and some recent situations, but I didn't tell Qin Yan that Huanhuan was hospitalized, and I didn't want to die, if I foolishly told Qin Yan that Huanhuan was hospitalized, Qin Yan would definitely not let it go For himself, the key is that Huanhuan is still in his own territory, except for such a big matter, he must peel himself off.
"Teacher, how do you know?" Qin Huanhuan wondered, but this was also an answer to Gongge's question from the side.
"You don't need to worry about this." If Huanhuan knew that she was in contact with Qin Yan, she would definitely stop showing her arrogance and respect for her. Qin Yan was all to blame for making herself out of character.
"Did you see him?" According to Qin Huanhuan's attitude and behavior, Qin Yan must have come to meet Huanhuan, "Did he come to see you?"
Seeing that his teacher knew about it, Qin Huanhuan also felt that there was no need to hide it.
"Yes, just a few days ago, I met him when I came to the studio." He was waiting for himself at the door of his studio, as if he had been waiting for a long time.
Qin Huanhuan was quite surprised by Qin Yan's sudden visit, but more complicated emotions emerged from the bottom of his heart.
Three years later, Qin Yan came to look for him.
And just when he heard the news that Qin Yan was going to get engaged, Qin Yan came.
Qin Huanhuan had to consider the inextricable connections among them.
And after that, accompanied by Qin Yan and his prospective fiancée, it was that person's dinner.
There is a very nice girl who sang a song before, the name is "Dinner for Three".
"You can't finish the dinner for three people no matter how much you eat."
"There are so many stars outside the window, no one finds it romantic."
When I was eating, I suddenly remembered that I didn't know why a dessert was eaten for dinner. When Qin Huanhuan came back to his senses, this song was circling in his mind.
Others are okay, but I think the lyrics are very realistic on the scene.
It was indeed a long time for this dinner. It was so long that Qin Huanhuan felt a little tired from cooking and her butt hurt, but her expression was quite natural. She couldn't embarrass Qin Yan by saying that she had such a family who didn't know how to measure and didn't have a tutor.
"He came alone?" Gong Ge asked, and when he mentioned this, he suddenly realized that he hadn't asked Qin Yan what was going on with his engagement. Hearing his tone, there was no ups and downs or changes at all. Engaged people will.
"En." Qin Huanhuan nodded, and added, "But we will have dinner with the three of us, who should be his fiancée." She really has never eaten such an unpalatable meal in her life, she thinks I don't need to eat desserts at all in the future, because when I think about it, I'm full and I don't have the desire to eat it.
"His fiancée?" Why didn't Qin Yan mention it? "What is your name?"
"Wei Qingying." How should I put it, she looks good, but she always feels weird. The relationship between Wei Qingying and Qin Yan also feels weird. When I think about it carefully, I always feel that something is wrong.
But I can't remember what's wrong.
Now that she has regained her senses, Qin Huanhuan began to feel that it was unusual after thinking about it.
But in fact, it's nothing, after all, the way people get along with each other is different, maybe Qin Yan just likes the type of Wei Qingying who looks like a mature woman who looks younger, what about himself?
I like myself, in fact, it's just that the family affection is too deep.
But I am not, I just like Qin Yan, not that kind, not that kind, just Qin Yan.
The author's words: I stayed up all night to finish writing, so let's make a big chapter like this hahaha.
(End of this chapter)
"How do you know that I invited girls over to eat?" Then, the question arises. Qin Yan squinted his eyes and asked in surprise, "I don't seem to have said, who did I go to eat with?" Right?" I simply said that I was a good friend, and didn't say whether it was a man or a woman, it seems that Wei Qingying was a little too flustered this time.
"That's—" Wei Qingying tried her best to stabilize herself, "That's what I think, didn't you just say that you want to ask a good friend with a special relationship, I just thought that good friends can be male or female, but good friends with a special relationship, For boys, the greater possibility is the opposite sex." Her own explanation is reasonable, Wei Qingying thinks so, anyway, this is what ordinary people think, if you think wrong, you can refute that the notes are of course girls are more sensitive, sensitive It is the nature of girls to be narrow-minded and narrow-minded.
"You're right to say that." Qin Yan touched his chin with his hand, seeming to agree with Wei Qingying's statement. "Then it's decided."
Qin Huanhuan never thought that he would meet Qin Yan in Canada.
And see it in this state.
"Huanhuan, long time no see." Qin Yan looked at her with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, Qin Huanhuan knew that this was Qin Yan's closest time to laughing.
"Long time no see." Qin Huanhuan paused, "Qin Yan." The voice should sound calm, Qin Huanhuan tried his best to maintain his composure, trying to be the calmest Qin Huanhuan.
Three years later, it was still not good to meet again.
It's like walking on the street in boredom, dangling around, but I never thought that I would run into my former lover. The other party behaves well, advances and retreats appropriately, and doesn't seem to have any signs of injury, but dangling on the street She went there, but she was still not prepared at all. With her current state, she still couldn't face that person properly, and she still didn't change.
It may seem that the status and identity are different, and the appearance and temperament are different, but they still have the same heart, the same head, and the angle and position of considering issues are still the same, and there has not been much change.
The other party was him at his happiest moment. Nothing he had ever done seemed to have affected him. That person was still very personable. Maybe even if it did, it was just a simple painless little scar, no big deal. .
It was so good that no traces could be seen.
As for myself, where is myself?
She suddenly wanted to hide.
If there is an ability that allows her to see the other party without being seen by the other party.
Because the way the other party looks at me is the same as that of thousands of other people. In his heart, he is no longer special, important, or existing.
"What are you doing? Are you coming to Canada?" Qin Huanhuan had just buffered from the news of Qin Yan's engagement recently, but suddenly saw him.
"Three years later, you just want to ask this?" Qin Yan raised his eyebrows, looking extremely elegant.
In fact, only I know that my palms have already started to sweat.
The whole person is in a tense state, and it is difficult to relax at all.
"Are you okay?" Isn't it a little awkward to ask this sentence?It's a bit like a question only asked by couples who have been separated after falling in love.
"I miss you very much." Like this, if you say it naked, it will make the other party feel embarrassed, right?
But I do miss it.
"Don't you miss me?" Qin Yan asked.
Qin Huanhuan raised his head, thinking that he had heard wrong.
He raised his head and looked straight at Qin Yan, but the other party's expression was always very natural, as if he was joking, but also as if he was telling the truth.
"Of course I want to." Whether he asked or not, I really thought about it. Even if he is a family member, a relative, a friend or something else, I have wanted to go abroad for more than ten years, of course it will not be so soon to forget.
"I'm coming to Canada this time, and I just came to see you by the way." Qin Yan didn't dare to let himself go on to the next topic, he was worried that he couldn't pretend, and he was obviously worried about the problem, but he insisted on pretending that it wasn't a big deal The appearance of caring, really tired.
He was worried that Little White Rabbit really had nothing to say to him after these three years. Seeing Little White Rabbit's struggling expression, Qin Yan was actually struggling in his heart.
That's why he suddenly asked, this was the question he wanted to know the most, and he just asked it inadvertently, because he was afraid that the answer would be negative, so he didn't miss him at all.
Hearing the answer from the little white rabbit, I was really relieved, not happy.
"Really?" Qin Huanhuan looked a little dazed. When she came to Canada this time, Qin Yan didn't say whether she thought about her, maybe because she didn't want to embarrass herself. She didn't dare to repeat the old words, worried that the answer was true. Not at all, then she would rather he didn't answer than she didn't ask.
What did Qin Yan come to Canada for?It doesn't look like it's for business. No one wears it casually for business. When I looked carefully, I found that the clothes Qin Yan was wearing were bought for him before. I really like it, and I think Qin Yan must look good in it, so I bought it directly.
I've never seen Qin Yan wear it before. I don't know if it's because he has too much work and no time to wear it, or because he really doesn't like it, so he doesn't wear it.
Because the things he bought, no matter how big or small, he never said, whether they are good-looking or ugly, whether he likes them or hates them.
At one point, she felt that Qin Yan did it on purpose, and didn't pay attention to her at all, let alone such a small matter as the things she bought.
It has been the same since she was a child. She put the pictures she drew on one wall of the living room. After a long time, Qin Yan didn't find out. She told him how distressed she felt when the cup she bought accidentally dropped on the floor. There seemed to be no response. Later, she glued the cup and put the good one on the desk in his study, but when she looked back, she found that the cup was no longer there. She searched for it for a long time, but still couldn't find it. .
Qin Huanhuan was lost for a long time because of this, but she still didn't ask Qin Yan.
If she didn't ask Qin Yan, Qin Yan wouldn't speak. Sometimes even if she asked Qin Yan, Qin Yan wouldn't speak.
When the two get along, that's how it is. Sometimes I feel that this kind of life doesn't seem right, but nothing can compare to the ecstasy and despair in my heart after knowing Qin Yan's true feelings for me.
It's very strange that two completely opposite emotions are intertwined in an unusual way.
She suppressed the ecstatic side and began to deal with the despair.
Dealing with the desperate ending is, coming to Canada.
It's just that what I didn't expect at all was that while the despair weakened, more than half of the joy also faded away.
There is no ecstasy anymore, because the ecstasy was cut off by myself.
"Are you free at noon?" Qin Yan asked, bringing Qin Huanhuan back to reality. "Can we have a meal together?"
Qin Huanhuan was stunned for a moment, then seemed to react for a while, and then nodded, "Okay, I'm free." A meal should be eaten, maybe in the future, there will be no such opportunity, because he will soon There will be a fiancée.
Qin Huanhuan's mood fell to the bottom in an instant, and he suddenly thought, did he come to Canada today to find Qin Tian on purpose?
Because we're getting engaged, I'm here to discuss with the elders so that we can decide on the next thing.
Because Qin Yan is considered to be a relatively important figure in the Qin family, Qin Yan's marriage is a big event for the Qin family.
Of course, the Qin family will pay special attention to it and try their best to make this wedding a beautiful one.
Thinking of this, Qin Huanhuan felt that he didn't need to eat at all, and he didn't have any appetite at all.
even feel full.
Kind of disgusting.
Qin Yan didn't know Qin Huanhuan's inner activities, but saw the little white rabbit with a heavy expression of not knowing how to put it down after answering, which made people feel lost.
Unprecedented loss.
Do you not want to stay with yourself even for a meal?
Qin Yan took a deep breath, and without a trace, he clenched and loosened his hands hanging on both sides, and then clenched them again.
Constantly adjusting emotions.
"I heard people say that there is a restaurant with good desserts." Qin Yan said, "I remember you like desserts, we can go and try them first." It just so happens that it is not too far from here, and the two of them can walk there , so you can stay for a while longer.
Qin Huanhuan was a little surprised, "Okay, let's go." He picked up his coat and planned to go out with Qin Yan.
I can't believe that Qin Yan still remembers that he likes to eat desserts, so can she look forward to it? In fact, Qin Yan still thinks of her occasionally, right?You should think about it, otherwise you won't remember your preferences.
Maybe it's just a habit, Qin Huanhuan thought again, after all, the two of them have lived together for so many years, no matter what, they won't forget it so quickly.
This is also possible.
It's frustrating, why is it so difficult?
What the hell am I still struggling with? The man walking next to me is my uncle, and this uncle of mine is about to become someone else's husband, living with other women, talking and laughing together, Eat every meal for the rest of your life together.
Not to mention desserts.
"Huanhuan, what's wrong with you?" It looked a little cloudy and uncertain, and looked very happy for a while, and then seemed to be wilting, with no vitality at all.
"I'm fine." I really hate myself. When I met Qin Yan, I went back to the silliest time. I didn't have the sharp teeth and smooth faces when I faced others. Inner acitivity.
What an annoyance.
"You seem to have lost a lot of weight." Qin Yan's distressed eyes drifted past Qin Huanhuan, but the latter didn't notice, but kept his head down while walking.
"Really?" This Qin Huanhuan didn't pay attention, she didn't look like Ming Nuannuan, she was always shouting about losing weight, this kind of attention to fat and thin issues, she never had to think about it, because it seemed, from childhood to adulthood I have never been fat.
The type that doesn't get fat.Born like this, only thinner, or thinner.
Never had meat.
"You usually eat more, pay attention to nutrition, and work in moderation, there is no need to work too hard." Qin Yan said worriedly, and he said a lot, "You have to take care of yourself, you are not at home now. I was fat at the time, if the current job is too tiring, don't do it, it's a big deal." Qin Yan stopped suddenly, and didn't continue talking.
"What's the big deal?" Qin Huanhuan was still a little silly waiting for Qin Yan to finish, because this is Qin Yan's rare concern. He usually doesn't talk much, and he usually focuses on business, so he doesn't care Will be so concerned about myself and say a lot of words, reminding myself of the rare warm times before.
At worst, I will support you when I come back.
Qin Yan didn't finish his sentence.
Of course, it is impossible to finish talking. If I finish talking, I will definitely not even be able to eat this meal.
It's better to hide it in the bottom of my heart.
In fact, Qin Huanhuan has been struggling with one thing, whether to ask Qin Yan face to face about Qin Yan's engagement.
If I bring it up like this, it will definitely be embarrassing, I can imagine it.
Besides, if Qin Yan wanted to say something, he would definitely take the initiative to say it. He wouldn't wait until he really asked. If he hasn't said it now, it means he didn't intend to say it anymore, so he didn't have to ask.
You know the answer after asking, so why ask again.
Asking is only adding to the sadness.
If it was time for her to know, Qin Yan would definitely let her know. Of course she knew Qin Yan's temper, so she didn't intend to ask for trouble anymore.
"Here we are, let's go in." Qin Yan stopped, and Qin Huanhuan who was beside him naturally also stopped.
"Are you there?" It arrived so soon, Qin Huanhuan thought he would walk for a while, after all, the feeling of two people standing side by side was too far away from the last time.
The last time the two were side by side was in Japan.
Qin Yan nodded.
He looked inside for a while, then smiled again, as if he saw something, smiling with everything under control.
When facing Qin Huanhuan, he suppressed his smile and said, "I heard people say that this dessert shop is very good. Have you ever eaten here?" After all, Huanhuan has been in Canada for three years and knows how to eat. It's not surprising, but in my heart, I still look forward to the little white rabbit's answer.
"No, I haven't come here to eat." I really don't know this place, in fact, although I am a half-foodie, but most of the time, Qin Rongyuan and Lin Xiang take me to eat here and there.
"Well, that would be the best." Qin Yan nodded reassuringly.
After the waiter came to ask, the two began to chat without saying a word.
Suddenly interrupted by a voice. "Qin Yan?" Of course Qin Yan knew who it was, but he turned his head away with a good expression, "Lightness?" He looked a little surprised.
"Didn't you have dinner with your good friends?" That's what I said before.
"Because it's not lunch time yet, everyone is not hungry, so come here for dessert or something."
While explaining, Wei Qingying looked at Qin Huanhuan who was opposite Qin Yan, "Is this your good friend, Qin Yan?" She looked surprised and curious.
"Yes, this is Huanhuan, Huanhuan, this is Wei Qingying." After brief introductions to each other, Qin Yan stopped talking, and calmly began to stay out of the matter.
The two women around them didn't pay attention, they were all focused on each other, and they didn't have any other attention to look at Qin Yan, who was quietly observing.
"Hi, nice to meet you." Wei Qingying said first, she still had the same general sense at this time, except for the scrutiny in her eyes, everything else was very good.
It's just too perfect, Qin Yan thought.
"Hello, Miss Wei." Qin Huanhuan didn't know what kind of mood he was in at this time, thinking about how this Miss Wei Qingying and Qin Yan looked so familiar, like good friends or lovers.
Good friend, Qin Huanhuan was a little sad when Qin Yan introduced himself like this, and he didn't know why the relationship between the two of them became like this.
A little urge to cry.
"Miss Huanhuan looks so young, she looks so small." I don't know if Wei Qingying did it on purpose, but what she said always made the other party feel uncomfortable, "It's not like me and Qin Yan, who both Once you are old, it is impossible to think young." After speaking, he sighed.
"Didn't you say that you came here with your friends? It's not good to keep your good friends waiting for so long?" Qin Yan said aloud, a little angry at what Wei Qingying said just now, and he couldn't bear to let Huanhuan suffer any harm, why? It is possible to tolerate verbal attacks from other people, let alone not important people.
Seeing what Qin Yan said, even if Wei Qingying wanted to stay here, she couldn't just rely on her own wishful thinking.
"Then I'll go over, let's eat together tonight." Wei Qingying nodded towards Qin Huanhuan, and left with a smile. Although she didn't seem to have anything to criticize, she was just uncomfortable, not even alive.
After Wei Qingying opened, the scene couldn't calm down for a while, Qin Yan didn't know how to tell the little white rabbit what happened just now, and he couldn't say that he did it on purpose, it was really difficult.
It's better not to say it, some things, said and not said, are actually the same result, there is no big change.
Sometimes, it’s better not to say it than to say it. If you say it, you can’t go back to the previous innocence. If you don’t say it, at least you can pretend, and you can continue to steal a little more time between the two places.
"Miss Wei is your friend?" Qin Huanhuan asked, although he seemed to be asking casually, in fact, he was staring at Qin Yan from the corner of his eye to see how he would answer.
"That's right." It's better not to tell the story behind this to the little white rabbit, just solve this kind of trouble by yourself, there is no need to talk about it.
"Oh." Qin Huanhuan really didn't know what "sort of" meant. He seemed hesitant to speak, but he didn't say anything, which made Qin Huanhuan a little disappointed.
Could it be the fiancée in the legend?
Qin Huanhuan's brain twitched, a flash of inspiration flashed, and he suddenly thought of it.
Because the two seem to be unusual, Qin Yan has never used such an unusual expression and attitude to face other women, and although the two are friends in their own clubs, they have made an appointment to have dinner together at night. The two came together, right?
Qin Huanhuan was thinking wildly, feeling that his head was in a mess.
I can't taste the dessert at all, and I don't know if it is delicious or not.
Because his mind was not on food at all, but on the relationship between Wei Qingying and Qin Yan, it felt like his head was about to explode, he kept thinking about things, but he just didn't have the guts to ask.
I don't know why, Qin Huanhuan just didn't ask. Every time the words came to his lips, he couldn't ask, and he didn't ask when the two finally separated. Naturally, Qin Yan couldn't take the initiative to speak.
Because Qin Yan thought that Qin Huanhuan didn't know about his "being engaged", and the matter with Wei Qingying was impossible, he was just testing the latter, there was absolutely no need to tell Xiaobai about this kind of oolong Rabbit knew that even if he said it himself, people might not want to hear it.
The reunion of the two after three years passed just like that.
Qin Huanhuan, who returned to her studio, couldn't calm down for a long time.
Knowing that Qin Yan came to Canada to meet him, it was a logical thing to do, but Qin Huanhuan still preferred not to come to see him. When the two separated three years ago, they broke up unhappy.
The reunion now seems to have no estrangement, it is still the same as before, but it still feels different, and there is always something different from the previous two.
It was still awkward for the two to get along, the air was always suddenly quiet, and there were some topics that the two of them avoided talking about, as if they thought it would be okay.
What they touched were small things, trivial and insignificant things, and they seemed to have a tacit understanding. This should be the time when the two of them had the most tacit understanding, Qin Huanhuan thought to himself.
Qin Yan is getting married.
Qin Yan will belong to another woman.
When thinking like this, it seems to outsiders that there is nothing to be sad about, because it is his uncle, Qin Yan will have this day sooner or later, it's just that this day has come.
Qin Huanhuan felt suffocated, not because of the pain, but as if he didn't feel anything, just simply felt out of breath.
It was like being pushed into the water suddenly. I knew I could swim, but I couldn’t react at all. I still sank down bit by bit. I sank to the bottom of the water and felt my own existence. Only my hair kept floating. Floating back and forth gave me a headache, I'd better cut off this long hair another day, keeping it is too in the way, it will only cause trouble for myself.
It was still water, and there was no one around, only the boundless water flowing over in waves, as if the person who pushed me at the beginning had already gone away, and no one gave me a hand.
What I can do is to make myself sober, sober.
I don't know why the teacher would reverberate a song in my mind, repeating the single song non-stop, non-stop.
"Among all the scenes where things have changed, I like you the most."
If people become hypocritical, listening to any song seems to be writing about themselves.
Although she has been in Canada all the time, she still only listens to Chinese songs, at most Cantonese songs, and rarely listens to other languages. This makes Qin Huanhuan feel that she is still in Tiancha, and has a feeling that she is not in a foreign land.
But in fact, I only listen to a few people, listening back and forth.
In fact, Qin Huanhuan has such a personality. If she likes something, she will try her best to like it, but it seldom lasts for a long time. Thinking about it this way, the only two long-lasting beloved things in her life are Qin Yan and painting.
One is restraining with reason, and the other is supporting with the rest of his life.
A very special writer once said, "Like is presumptuous, but love is restraint." Is it?In other words, my feelings for Qin Yan are not just a simple liking.
My own life is really miserable, Qin Huanhuan suddenly thought that I have never really been in love in my life, and I just fell in love with someone who shouldn't be loved, a love with no hope at all, people can't see the way forward , Even fantasizing, I feel that guilt is about to invade me.
What should we do with this relationship? Qin Huanhuan sat on the dressing table and looked at himself in the mirror.
It suddenly occurred to Wei Qingying that when she was eating dessert, Wei Qingying said that she thought so little, did she mean that she was childish?Besides, he and Qin Yan don't get along at all?
Before he could speak, Qin Yan took the lead. Qin Yan was not like this before.
Is it because I am worried that I will say some ugly words and hurt my fiancée, Miss Wei Qingying?Or was he worried that his inappropriate words would embarrass Qin Yan?
Do you look really childish?Does it really look very different from Qin Yan?
Why would Qin Yan's fiancée say such weird things to him?
If it was placed on other occasions, on other people who spoke, I would definitely not think too much about it, but why did the person who said this just happen to be Qin Yan's fiancée Wei Qingying?
Qin Huanhuan grabbed his chest, feeling more and more out of breath, vaguely feeling like he was going to explode, really wanted to be able to yell and vent, and really wanted to have a hearty runaway, so that someone could share the burden with him For a while, rely on yourself, anyone, you can pull yourself up, if you continue like this, you will suffocate, and you are about to die.
"Huanhuan?" Liang Zhishu, who just came into the studio, suddenly saw this scene. He saw Qin Huanhuan doing well on Yuan Deng in front of the dressing table, and suddenly he was about to fall to the ground like a puppet with a broken string.
He ran over and almost missed it, so dangerous.
Following Liang Zhishu was a young girl who did odd jobs, and she saw this thrilling scene when she came in, "What are you doing in a daze, call an ambulance quickly." said the younger sister.
When Qin Huanhuan opened her eyes, all she saw was spotless white, the white of the ceiling, the white of the quilt, and even the stools were mainly white.
"I'm already dead?" Sure enough, I still can't hold on, will I go to heaven or hell?
It’s hell. After all, I’m so bad. In the 25 years I’ve been alive, I’ve done a lot of bad things sincerity. She fell in love with someone she shouldn’t like, corrupted morals and ethics, and was eroded and tortured by her own conscience all day long. .
I owe so many debts to people who are kind to me, and I haven't repaid them yet.
He hasn't attended Qin Yan's wedding in person, hasn't been a beautiful bridesmaid for Nuan Nuan, and hasn't looked at Brother Ming Leng and Sister Xiaoya any more, so he hastily said goodbye.
"What nonsense, this is in the hospital." Liang Zhishu's voice sounded like he was worried and distressed, "You are still alive and well, so why not die?" Huanhuan was thinking that he had passed away. Yet?Why did he accept it when he said that just now, without any sign of resignation?
Could it be that there is really nothing in this world worthy of her nostalgia?
Even if it was Qin Yan, wouldn't it be impossible?
Yes, Qin Yan is about to get engaged.But at the banquet, when Cheng Jingze said it, he was beside him, of course he heard everything, what should be heard and what should not be heard, he heard everything.
Not only did I hear it, but I also saw Qin Huanhuan's expression on the verge of collapse, as if his motivation to live had been taken away in an instant, as if the sky had collapsed. Liang Zhishu wanted to support Qin Huanhuan's body, worried that she would Falling down like this, wobbly, looks very worrying.
But I still held back, and turned away as if I hadn't seen it. I was always an outsider in this relationship, and even if I wanted to help, it was meaningless.
"What's wrong with me?" Why in the hospital?Qin Huanhuan has no memory at all about anything before he was hospitalized.
"The doctor said it was asthma." Liang Zhishu thought he had heard it wrong when he heard it. Why did Huanhuan have this condition?
"The patient should have had some symptoms before, but he may not have paid more attention to it. This time, it just happened to affect his mind, and the asthma attack will occur." The doctor said so.
Liang Zhishu suddenly thought that when he was smoking, Qin Huanhuan's face was about to suffocate, and he would sneeze when he encountered little furry things, and he looked very allergic. He really didn't think about it at the time.
"I will have asthma?" How could I have asthma and not know it?Qin Huanhuan still finds it inconceivable, because she has never had an attack before, how could she suddenly have an attack like this.
Liang Zhishu said what he said, and said it to Qin Huanhuan exactly.
The latter fell into deep thought.
"Huanhuan, are you okay?" Gong Ge hurried over just after receiving Liang Zhishu's call. He has always been extremely concerned about this apprentice who made him very proud, let alone at this time.
"Teacher? Why are you here?" Qin Huanhuan used his toes to figure out that Liang Zhishu must have told the teacher, "I'm fine."
"How can asthma be a trivial matter?" Gong Ge obviously already knew it, and Qin Huanhuan glanced at Liang Zhishu, who felt that there was nothing wrong with what he did. "Why didn't I hear you say it before?" Fortunately, I don't have a big cigarette addiction, and I usually don't smoke in front of outsiders.
"I just found out, and I haven't heard of it before." That's true, Qin Huanhuan explained to the teacher.
"Teacher, you don't need to come here on purpose, you are so busy." Qin Huanhuan said embarrassedly, the teacher usually knows it himself, and wished to use it alone.
"What nonsense? Is it wrong for me to care about my apprentice?" Gong Ge doesn't like Qin Huanhuan's outsiders at all. From the time when the two first met, until now, Huanhuan has always been like this.
"I'm going to get angry if you're so out of touch." It's good to be polite, but if you go too far, it makes people feel a little bit raw. I don't know why.
"Teacher, I understand." Qin Huanhuan knew what the teacher meant, but most of the time it was just an explanation of his emotions. Maybe the teacher thought it was a kind of alienation, but it was not true for him. If the teacher minded, then he would Just pay attention.
"Have you not had a good rest recently or something?" Gong Ge asked, suddenly thinking of the last banquet, "Or what Mr. Cheng said in front of you last time?" Gong Ge actually vaguely knew something about Qin Huanhuan's love for Qin Yan. But since my students don't talk about it, I can't take the initiative to ask as an outsider. After all, it's better for two people to solve the emotional matter by themselves. Even if the people next to me want to help, they may just help. It's just a waste of time.
So at the beginning, when Huanhuan wanted to help, Gongge offered to help without saying a word, not to say how deep his hatred for Qin Yan was. There is no need to worry about the things that happened when I was young. I helped bring Qin Huanhuan over to Canada.
Because I know in my heart that even if I don't help, there will still be other people, such as Qin Yihan, wishing that Qin Huanhuan would leave. Although Qin Yihan has already been peeled off by Qin Yan, Qin Yihan should still pay attention to this trivial matter. can do it.
In short, Qin Huanhuan will definitely go to Canada in the end, because the little girl is really, her expression at that time was quite decisive, even if she stayed, she would probably do stupid things.
It would be better to say Huanhuan's heart, and I also have a student who is loyal to me, so I can kill two birds with one stone, so why not do it.
"No teacher, no." Qin Huanhuan categorically denied it, knowing that what she was doing now was just getting darker and darker, but she didn't have the strength to clarify it. The teacher and Liang Zhishu didn't know that they had come to see her with their own eyes, and she had no intention of If you say it, you have to admit that Qin Yan is getting engaged. This is something I don't want to do even if I die.
"It's fine if you don't have one." Gong Ge's expression was obviously disbelieving, but he still said so. "You don't have to work hard these few days. Stop and slow down any schedule first. After all, your body is the most important thing." This is the first time Qin Huanhuan heard such words from others.
I remember that I used to always say this to Qin Yan, "The body is the capital of the revolution. You have to take care of your body before thinking about other things." In such words, as a persuasion person, I have always played the role of a bystander. One day suddenly turned around, and Qin Huanhuan suddenly felt like laughing.
"I know Teacher." Although I know my body the most, I am the most harsh on my body, always letting my consciousness control me. Most people in this world are like this.
The world is bustling, all come for the benefit, and the world is bustling, all go for the benefit.
It seems to be like this. Only after people are in the rivers and lakes do they know how helpless they can't help themselves.
Qin Huanhuan kind of understood that when he persuaded Qin Yan back then, the latter's faint smile was mixed with helplessness. It seemed that the current situation was already in place, and there was no way to turn back. He could only move forward, especially in the Qin family. The family, the burden and pressure are carried on the shoulders, and there is a sense of precarity standing on the cusp of the storm.
When I was in elementary school, I knew how to write "the heights are too cold", but the meaning of these five words may take some people a lifetime to understand, and some people only understand the hardships and hardships behind these five words. Pain, and some people may not understand it for a lifetime.
Presumably Qin Yan knew it too, that's why he smiled so helplessly.
"Teacher, don't worry about me, I will take care of myself." Not only that, she also planned to do so, even if she can't love the person she wants to love in this life, so what.
Anyway, a lifetime is not long.
"That's the best," Gongge nodded, "It's best that you don't just say that." Words are easy to say, after all, it doesn't take much effort, just touch your upper and lower lips, and stir your tongue One stir and it's done.
But it's much harder to do.
Everything is difficult at the beginning, in fact, the middle and the end are also difficult, all this is the result of persistence.
"Of course." Qin Huanhuan almost patted his chest to promise.
"I remember, it seems that this asthma is chronic and needs long-term treatment." Although I don't know much about it, I still have a little understanding of the basic disease.
"Yes." Of course, Qin Huanhuan didn't know. The one who answered Gongge was Liang Zhishu, who had been silent all along. He went to Google on the Internet just after the doctor finished speaking.I made up for some knowledge about asthma.
"Asthma is actually a relatively serious disease, and Huanhuan is quite special." Because in fact, most asthma symptoms are obvious in the early stage, but Huanhuan didn't attack until now, and it is A combination of environmental and psychological factors, because I don’t know whether there is any genetic influence, generally speaking, genetics also play a part, “And according to the current medical technology and various conditions, there is still no way to cure asthma, it can only be said to be relieved. "
"So it seems that we need to take care of it slowly." Qin Huanhuan sighed, why did he feel that he was always troubled by disasters, either there was a problem here or there was a problem there.
And now he was sentenced to life imprisonment.
Feeling sorry for myself at the same time, the emotion of "follow me and you are wronged".
"So you have to pay attention to the daily chores. Don't catch sesame seeds and leak watermelon all day long. You still have to distinguish between the important and the important." I know that my apprentice is simply desperate when doing things. rush forward.
Gong Ge spoke tirelessly, just to let Qin Huanhuan listen.
"You see, in this regard, you have to think more about me. No matter how you study, you still have to take care of your body. Drink water when you are thirsty, eat what you want when you are hungry, rest when you are tired, and go out when you feel bad. Relax and relax, as long as you grasp your own rhythm and not be influenced by this society and other people, it is enough, really."
In fact, when Gongge was young, he really worked harder than Qin Huanhuan. Maybe it was because he was young and energetic, so he was eager to prove himself and kept wanting to climb up and go to high places. At that time, he was desperate He worked hard, didn't take his body seriously at all, stayed up all night, didn't care about what he ate, and just ate something to fill his belly when he was hungry.
Although my career has improved a little bit, my body started to have problems, and it was really only after I lived in the hospital for a long time that I finally recovered.
And these Qin Huanhuan didn't know, thought that Gong Ge was simply caring about herself, but in fact, she didn't think much about it, she just felt that today's teacher was a bit strange, no matter how much she cared before, she wouldn't take such trouble again and again Repeat nagging.
"Teacher, don't worry. I will take care of my own body." A little worried that the teacher would continue to think about it, Qin Huanhuan said cutely.
Gongge looked at Qin Huanhuan, who was still joking, and estimated that there was nothing serious about it, then the phone kept ringing, he said apologetically, and went out to answer the phone.
Qin Huanhuan smiled understandingly. He knew from experience that sometimes involuntary is real. "It's okay, teacher, you can go to work first, I have Zhishu here, no problem."
Gong Ge nodded, "Okay, I'll go first, there is something wrong with the art exhibition, I have to go back and have a look." I really have no choice, I have to go back and deal with it.
"Well, teacher, goodbye." Qin Huanhuan waved his hand and said goodbye with a smile. Although his face was pale, he seemed in good spirits.
"Goodbye," smiled at Qin Huan, then turned to look at Liang Zhishu and said, "If you need anything, call me directly." The internal number is your private number, which few people know, but it is also an important talent I will know, and generally this phone is held close to my body, it is a very important phone.
"Well, I will. Mr. Gong, go slowly." Liang Zhishu responded, knowing that Mr. Gong is caring for the students as a teacher, and he is actually very happy to have someone who cares about Huanhuan so much.
After Gongge left, the ward was suddenly eerily quiet.
Qin Huanhuan had never sat on this hospital bed and looked at the whole room, and it didn't feel good at all.
"Zhishu, the doctor said, there is really no way to cure this disease?" Qin Huanhuan had a stone in his heart, but now another one is on it.
She felt like her heart was about to be crushed.
Liang Zhishu stared at Qin Huanhuan worriedly, "The doctor said that it can only be relieved, but there is no way to cure it." In fact, asthma, a chronic disease, has different degrees of therapeutic effects on different types, and it cannot be completely denied that all asthma can be cured. It is life imprisonment, but it cannot be said that all asthma can be completely cured.
Some patients are actually as good as normal people in the end, and they seldom have seizures. If you pay more attention to it, there will be no other problems at all.
Some patients need long-term treatment, not only drugs, but also hormone therapy, which is particularly troublesome.
The key is that this is Qin Huanhuan's first attack, and he can't fully understand the situation, and the doctor can't be completely sure.
Looking at it now, Huanhuan's asthma was discovered in a relatively timely manner. Fortunately, Liang Zhishu just arrived, and the rescue was timely. She has not yet reached the point of shock, but simply fainted.Sometimes, asthma patients may be so severe that they go into shock and even die.
"It seems to be true." Qin Huanhuan whispered to himself.
"It's true, so you must pay attention to your body." Don't keep everything in your heart, like before, knowing that you can't stand the smell of cigarettes, but Qin Huanhuan still doesn't say it, even if you see others smoking , I pretended I didn't see it, and continued to be myself as if nothing had happened, and I didn't know how to say it when I choked and coughed.
Anyway, that's the way it is, and I won't say it if I die.
Everything in my heart is held in my heart.
"Huanhuan, did something happen to you before?" Zhishu Liang asked seemingly unintentionally, but in fact he kept staring at Qin Huanhuan cautiously.
"No." Qin Huanhuan shook his head.
"Really?" Zhishu Liang confirmed in a low voice. He didn't really believe Qin Huanhuan's answer. If something happened to him, he would not be alone, sitting at the dressing table. When he found out, although he passed out, his face was full It's tears.
"That," Qin Huanhuan changed the subject, and looked at Liang Zhishu gratefully, "Zhishu, this time is thanks to you, if it wasn't for you." Qin Huanhuan didn't finish speaking.
"Why are you talking about this?" Liang Zhishu cut the peeled fruit into pieces, put them on a plate and held them in front of Qin Huanhuan.
"Eat, eat some fruit, don't talk about anything else." He didn't need Qin Huanhuan's thanks at all.
"Besides, even a passer-by who has never met before will try to save him when he sees it." Thinking about it, it is indeed the case. "So you really don't need to thank me." Liang Zhishu sat on the chair beside the hospital bed with a faint smile.
"Okay." Qin Huanhuan inserted one with a toothpick and took a bite.Hearing what Liang Zhishu said, Qin Huanhuan nodded.
"I won't say thank you in the future." In fact, if you want to come this way, thanks to Liang Zhishu's help along the way, otherwise, I would not have reached this height.
And he just did all this silently, never asked for anything, never talked too much, never forcibly demanded, there was no Ming Leng's foolishness, nor Qin Yan's domineering autocracy, and he didn't have the frankness of his own teacher. Just himself.
Sometimes I think, if it's not because I met Qin Yan early, or because I still can't let it go.
She will definitely hold on to this good man firmly.
A man who silently does nothing but treats himself well.
"I've already told Cody to take a break for the next few days and suspend all schedules." Cody was the girl who called the ambulance earlier.
"Well, you have the final say." Qin Huanhuan actually doesn't have much desire to devote himself to the intense work right now.
I'm actually very upset right now.
"The doctor said, when can I be discharged from the hospital?" Qin Huanhuan asked, the place full of disinfectant, and the unobstructed whiteness that was almost suffocating, made him very uncomfortable.
Not at all uncomfortable.
"I asked the doctor about this question before, and the doctor said that we should continue to observe it before we leave the hospital or other things." Zhishu Liang asked all the questions he could think of. The doctor's suggestion was to diagnose the patient first. What exactly is the condition of the disease, and then consider how to proceed to the next step of development.
"In the past few days, you may have to do more checks."
Zhishu Liang made preparations for Qin Huanhuan, "But this is all necessary. In order to diagnose the specific condition of the body, it is better to check."
"It's okay," Qin Huanhuan knew that Liang Zhishu had good intentions, and understood his good intentions, "I know, I'm not a child, don't worry about me." She looked quite chic.
Liang Zhishu looked at Qin Huanhuan for a while, and made sure that the other party really didn't care, so he felt relieved.
"Is there anything else you want to eat?" Liang Zhishu was afraid that Qin Huanhuan would not say anything if he was thirsty or hungry, so he could do whatever he wanted.
"I can do it, just buy whatever you want." Sure enough, he still knew Qin Huanhuan, and the latter replied as expected.
Liang Zhishu sighed, "I knew you would answer that way." Then he smiled silently, and stood up from his chair, "I'll go buy some wontons, I remember you like to eat wontons, right?" Then he was a little worried and explained to the little girl on the side, "Cody, remember to take care of Huanhuan, call me if you have anything to do." The latter nodded, and Qin Yan turned to Qin Huanhuan after speaking, "I I'll be right back." As if Qin Huanhuan would disappear if he wasn't there, he was full of worry.
"Hurry up, I'm fine." Qin Huanhuan Haihui Temple smiled softly, not realizing that one of the most common words now is "I'm fine."
Of course there are other things, such answers as "I can do anything", "I can do whatever I want", "it's okay" always appear in the innermost part of Qin Huanhuan's mind, and appear more and more frequently.
People who seem to be indifferent to everything are actually more difficult to deal with than anyone else.
Although it was hard to hear her complaints, at the same time, it was even rarer to hear her compliments.She is indifferent to a matter no matter what the situation and ending is, or if she doesn't care much about it, how bad it is or how good it is.
After everything was checked, the doctor looked at the results of the examination and said with a sigh of relief, "It's not as serious as I imagined. Go home and rest, get rid of those allergens, and then just exercise more." Zhishu Liang Saying that to Qin Huanhuan, he was also relieved.
"Let's leave the hospital in the afternoon." The doctor concluded.
The two wrote to the doctor and went back to pack their things and prepare to be discharged from the hospital.
"Don't look at me so nervously all the time." Qin Huanhuan was a little helpless by Liang Zhishu's actions, "Look at me now, I'm just like a normal person." There is absolutely no need to make such a big fuss.
Liang Zhishu on the side didn't speak, and he actually felt that there was no need to make such a fuss, but he just couldn't help himself.
The scene of seeing Qin Huanhuan when I went to the studio that day would always pop up in my mind, and the picture would keep playing in a loop. He couldn't bear Huanhuan like this. It doesn't matter, he can bear all these, but he just can't bear the scene of Huanhuan collapsing to the ground in front of him.
If he had to do this scene again, he would definitely not be able to bear it.Liang Zhishu sometimes thinks that after experiencing it once, he feels that his heart is about to stop beating, and he feels that he is about to pass out, as if he is about to die.
"I know." Liang Zhishu said, and walked straight over to stand in front of Qin Huanhuan, who was a little dazed, not knowing why the other party acted like this, "But I just can't help it, I just want to care about you, because I love you You." For the first time, Liang Zhishu expressed his true feelings in front of Qin Huanhuan.
Qin Huanhuan stared blankly at Liang Zhishu, not knowing how to react.
The air suddenly became extremely quiet, and the two of them stood facing each other, and neither of them broke the weird silence.
Not just a simple silence, Qin Huanhuan felt more embarrassed, she did not expect Liang Zhishu to say these words suddenly.
In fact, Liang Zhishu didn't intend to really say it, but he didn't know what was going on, so he said it by accident.
"Huanhuan—" a voice suddenly came from the door of the ward. The figure of Qin Huanhuan's teacher, Gong Ge, stood at the door that was not closed. He was standing at the door, wondering what happened to the two people in the ward, thinking Get out of Haihui Temple by yourself, and go straight in. Before I got to the ward and didn’t see the situation inside, Gongge called Huanhuan’s name. Now I can’t go in. He pretended not to pay attention There was a bit of a weird atmosphere in the ward, so I walked in.
"Teacher, you are here." Qin Huanhuan breathed a sigh of relief, he really didn't know what to say.
"Didn't you say that you will be discharged from the hospital in the afternoon? I just came to pick you up." Gong Ge replied.
"Okay, I just finished tidying up." Qin Huanhuan was a little grateful for the teacher's arrival, and every time she appeared when she was most at a loss and didn't know what to do.
It's my lucky star.
Liang Zhishu on the side didn't speak, and pretended to be invisible, because he really had nothing to say.
In fact, everything is okay, but I am a little disappointed, maybe because Huanhuan just saw the teacher's obviously relieved appearance, let me see it, and I can't forget it. After I similarly confessed, Huanhuan said nothing. No, I expected it, it's really good that I can't give myself a "good person card", he has always known that Huanhuan has no feelings for him, at most he treats himself as a friend.
However, all she could think of in this situation was to escape, and she looked completely relieved, which hurt herself very much.
Huanhuan, who had long expected that even if she didn’t like her, would stick to her feelings. It seemed that she was a little loose now, and she really couldn’t be like before. He said this without reservation. He probably couldn’t wait until Huanhuan came back to see him, it was really exhausting.
Even if Haihui Temple likes it, it may only dare to look at it from a distance, it can't get closer, and it can't be greedy anymore.
"Then I'll go back first. I just have something to do. Mr. Gong is bothering you." After Liang Zhishu finished speaking, he turned and left. From the beginning to the end, Liang Zhishu and Qin Huanhuan did not communicate at all, neither in eyes nor in words.
"You've worked hard recently, go home and have a good rest." This is what Gong Ge said, not just Qin Huanhuan. From the beginning to the end, Qin Huanhuan was like a transparent soundproof glass around him, unable to hear any sound from the outside world.
Liang Zhishu nodded, didn't say anything more, took a deep look at Qin Huanhuan, then turned and left.
"Huanhuan, did you quarrel with Zhishu Liang just now?" Gong Ge asked deliberately, knowing that it was impossible for the two of them to copy each other.
"No," Qin Huanhuan glanced at his teacher, "Teacher, don't think about it, how could we quarrel?" It is true that there will be no quarrel, but it is more difficult to deal with now than the quarrel.
"What's the matter?" Gong Ge chased after him, wanting to know what was going on between the two Huanhuans, who had never seen them get along like this before.
"It's nothing, we're fine." Qin Huanhuan really didn't know how to answer, did he want to ask Liang Zhishu to confess his love just now?How is it possible, how is it possible to say such words.
In fact, I am not saying that no one has confessed. Qin Huanhuan knows that in the eyes of the public, he is quite good. Although he has confessed, this is the first time he has encountered such a situation, and he does not want to encounter such The situation is really embarrassing.
This Liang Zhishu is also true, why do you have to confess to yourself, I have said it all; two people can only be friends, knowing that even if they confess, there will be no good results, why do they still have to confess? Are you friends now?
It's really embarrassing, how will we get along with each other in the future.
Thinking about it, I feel embarrassed that I am about to commit cancer.
"I thought you two had a quarrel," Gong Ge didn't know what to say, and his tone sounded a bit regrettable, "Isn't it a quarrel, is it a confession?" There was a bit of an ambiguous atmosphere at the time, although Huanhuanmei admitted it, but it seemed to be tricky.
Otherwise, how could the two of them be abnormal.
"Anything is a quarrel or a confession. Oh, teacher, please let me go." Qin Huanhuan wanted to get away with it, knowing that his teacher had always had a high EQ, but he didn't want to feel it at all.
"Then for the sake of you just being discharged from the hospital, let me let you go for now." Gong Ge smiled "hehehe" in his heart, of course he would not miss this gossip so easily, of course he had to treat himself well The apprentice should prepare a chance for her to be lenient.
"Then thank you very much, teacher."
Qin Huanhuan felt relieved and breathed a sigh of relief. Now he can finally have a good rest.
"Don't worry, let me ask you something." Suddenly, I remembered that one of the reasons why I came here the most was to ask this matter clearly, "I heard that Qin Yan came to Canada before?" Because Qin Yan was his secret. They came here, and they came by themselves. It seemed that they were looking for Qin Tian. Of course, few people knew about it. When almost everyone knew about it, Qin Yan had already returned to the country.
I knew about it relatively early, because Qin Yan took the initiative to tell him, but he had already returned to China at that time.
But for the sake of Qin Yan taking the initiative to tell himself, he didn't care about these things.
Knowing that Qin Yan took the initiative to befriend him so that he could tell him the news about Huanhuan, everyone understands, of course they know.
So I still talked about Huanhuan and some recent situations, but I didn't tell Qin Yan that Huanhuan was hospitalized, and I didn't want to die, if I foolishly told Qin Yan that Huanhuan was hospitalized, Qin Yan would definitely not let it go For himself, the key is that Huanhuan is still in his own territory, except for such a big matter, he must peel himself off.
"Teacher, how do you know?" Qin Huanhuan wondered, but this was also an answer to Gongge's question from the side.
"You don't need to worry about this." If Huanhuan knew that she was in contact with Qin Yan, she would definitely stop showing her arrogance and respect for her. Qin Yan was all to blame for making herself out of character.
"Did you see him?" According to Qin Huanhuan's attitude and behavior, Qin Yan must have come to meet Huanhuan, "Did he come to see you?"
Seeing that his teacher knew about it, Qin Huanhuan also felt that there was no need to hide it.
"Yes, just a few days ago, I met him when I came to the studio." He was waiting for himself at the door of his studio, as if he had been waiting for a long time.
Qin Huanhuan was quite surprised by Qin Yan's sudden visit, but more complicated emotions emerged from the bottom of his heart.
Three years later, Qin Yan came to look for him.
And just when he heard the news that Qin Yan was going to get engaged, Qin Yan came.
Qin Huanhuan had to consider the inextricable connections among them.
And after that, accompanied by Qin Yan and his prospective fiancée, it was that person's dinner.
There is a very nice girl who sang a song before, the name is "Dinner for Three".
"You can't finish the dinner for three people no matter how much you eat."
"There are so many stars outside the window, no one finds it romantic."
When I was eating, I suddenly remembered that I didn't know why a dessert was eaten for dinner. When Qin Huanhuan came back to his senses, this song was circling in his mind.
Others are okay, but I think the lyrics are very realistic on the scene.
It was indeed a long time for this dinner. It was so long that Qin Huanhuan felt a little tired from cooking and her butt hurt, but her expression was quite natural. She couldn't embarrass Qin Yan by saying that she had such a family who didn't know how to measure and didn't have a tutor.
"He came alone?" Gong Ge asked, and when he mentioned this, he suddenly realized that he hadn't asked Qin Yan what was going on with his engagement. Hearing his tone, there was no ups and downs or changes at all. Engaged people will.
"En." Qin Huanhuan nodded, and added, "But we will have dinner with the three of us, who should be his fiancée." She really has never eaten such an unpalatable meal in her life, she thinks I don't need to eat desserts at all in the future, because when I think about it, I'm full and I don't have the desire to eat it.
"His fiancée?" Why didn't Qin Yan mention it? "What is your name?"
"Wei Qingying." How should I put it, she looks good, but she always feels weird. The relationship between Wei Qingying and Qin Yan also feels weird. When I think about it carefully, I always feel that something is wrong.
But I can't remember what's wrong.
Now that she has regained her senses, Qin Huanhuan began to feel that it was unusual after thinking about it.
But in fact, it's nothing, after all, the way people get along with each other is different, maybe Qin Yan just likes the type of Wei Qingying who looks like a mature woman who looks younger, what about himself?
I like myself, in fact, it's just that the family affection is too deep.
But I am not, I just like Qin Yan, not that kind, not that kind, just Qin Yan.
The author's words: I stayed up all night to finish writing, so let's make a big chapter like this hahaha.
(End of this chapter)
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