Take down the handsome cold guy

Chapter 219 She Is My World
"Fei..."

"Wait, just wait a while!" Mu Fei'er raised her hand to stop Zheng Hao.

She covered her heart and took a deep breath...

I don't like myself who weeps when I don't understand, it's too weak and annoying.

She really didn't want this, not at all.

Take a deep breath, Mu Feier show your strength, you often say that you are an invincible iron man, and an invincible iron man will not have tears, Mu Feier, stop crying!
She told herself this over and over again.

After a year of depravity, is it necessary to continue like this?

If you knew you would be like this, why were you so decisive at the beginning?
Thinking so fiercely made Mu Feier feel less sad.

Yes, I clearly knew that I would be sad and so sad, why was I so decisive at the beginning?
It's all about mom, that's all.

So, for my mother, for myself, I must not be so depraved, and I must not let the sadness spread!

Mu Feier gritted her teeth and made this decision in her heart.

"I'm fine." Mu Fei'er turned around and gave Zheng Hao a smile.

This is Mu Fei'er's exclusive smile, heartless and extremely arrogant.

Zheng Hao stared blankly at Mu Fei'er for a long time before slowly saying, "Fei'er, you have changed a lot this year..."

Even though she is pretending so well, even though she is working so hard now, Zheng Hao, who grew up with her, can tell at a glance that this smile is different from before.

"I'll be 20 in three months, do you think I can stay the same?" Mu Fei'er smiled softly.

Before I knew it, I had known him for two years.

I still remember, on my birthday, being locked up in a small black room by the strange mother-in-law... The past is vivid in my memory.

The sadness that was finally suppressed began to spread arrogantly again.

Take a deep breath, Mu Feier, you have to be strong!

"It's 20, we're already 2, and before we know it, we've all become adults." Zheng Hao smiled lightly.

He was the same age as Mu Feier, and he was born three months later than Mu Feier.

"Yeah, time flies by so fast." Mu Feier sighed sincerely.

"I don't know, how is Houhou now?" She looked at the lake and asked casually.

Jing Wanwan has been to the United States for a year, and there is no news. Mu Feier misses her very much, and is also very worried about her.

After all, she was with someone who was seriously a bad guy in Mu Fei'er.

"Wu Wan?" Zheng Hao was puzzled.

When he left, Jing Wanwan was still in Xinghai City, so he didn't know what happened afterwards.

"Yes, I went to the United States last year. But I was not there at that time, and I heard that something happened at home." Mu Feier said regretfully.

Up to now, she is still regretting that she was not by her side when what happened to Houhou.

"You must have something to do at that time, you can't help yourself, don't blame yourself, I won't blame you." Zheng Hao saw Mu Feier's thoughts, and comforted her with his arms around her shoulders.

Mu Feier raised her head and looked at the person in front of her.

Suddenly I feel...he has matured a lot.

At this moment, Mu Feier felt that the person in front of her was a mature man who could be relied on at any time, not the Zheng Xiaofei who followed her and was often tortured by her back then.

She chuckled and verified again that they had all grown up.

"What? You still haven't contacted Tang Yanyan?" Mu Feier asked casually.

Tang Yanyan accompanied Zheng Hao through a really difficult time. It can be said that without Tang Yanyan, there would be no Zheng Hao today.

Mentioning that person, Zheng Hao's eyes darkened, and he lowered his eyes in disappointment.

"I haven't seen her since I successfully quit drugs. She disappeared completely, as if she had never existed in my life. However, that memory was so painful, but also warm, and it existed so clearly , how could it be just a dream?" Zheng Hao said softly.

Looking at the lake with melancholy eyes, he still couldn't understand why Tang Yanyan left without a word after he recovered.

He still remembered that on that day, he prepared a lot of things and wanted to confess his love to her...

"Xiaofei, may I ask you a question?" Mu Feier asked tentatively.

"Well, you ask." Zheng Hao nodded.

"Are you really in love with Tang Yanyan, or are you just saying that you are just grateful for her? Sometimes, love and gratitude can make people unclear. Besides, you don't like Tang Yunxin very much..." Mu Feier wanted to say And stop.

Tang Yunxin, the person who almost destroyed Zheng Xiaofei, even though he knew that she had mental problems, when Mu Feier mentioned her, he still felt a wave of hatred.

"It's not gratitude!" Zheng Xiaofei replied very decisively.

"Love is not a grace given by anyone. I clearly understand my heart, and I don't have any gratitude to her. At that time, I was vulnerable and vulnerable, and I wanted to give up many times, but her crying voice, The voice of me cheering, the gentle scene of healing me... It was her who made me survive. Gradually understand her, understand her, and she also understands me. With her by my side, there is a sense of peace of mind, just It feels like the whole world.”

During that time, it should have been the darkest, the most painful and the most difficult to recall.

But because of her, that time was indeed a beautiful memory for Zheng Xiaofei. Only because of her, the pain became beautiful.

"As for Yunxin..." Zheng Hao changed the subject, and said lightly, "I admit, I liked her very much at that time, I really liked her. But, that was just a kind of infatuation, like beautiful fireworks blooming in the dark night. It’s so gorgeous that I can’t open my eyes. I can only vaguely see the bright beauty, which brought me an unspeakable shock... But, fireworks are short-lived, no matter how beautiful they are, they will eventually disappear. Yunxin is a flower in my world Bright fireworks, but Yanyan...is my world."

Zheng Hao said affectionately and without regret.

Mu Feier sighed, Tang Yanyan, if you heard his words and saw his eyes, would you still have the heart to leave her?

"That's why you left Xinghai City, and that's why you became the current Zheng Hao?" Mu Feier looked at Zheng Hao, vaguely feeling something.

"Because of her words, the first time she saw me was because I was singing with a group of children, and she liked my voice. So I came here, where scouts gathered, and I sang in bars, I worked very hard to sing every song well, just for scouts to discover me and let me have a channel to enter the entertainment industry."

"What if the scouts can't find you? Or, do the scouts think your voice won't be popular at all? Would it be too risky for you to leave so rashly?" I have just quit drugs, so it can be said that I have nothing.

How much courage and thought does it take to come to this city rashly like this?
"I believe in myself!" Zheng Hao gave Mu Fei'er a confident smile.

Xiaofei has really changed.

Mu Feier said from the bottom of her heart, but this change made Mu Feier happy, she liked him now.

Full of confidence!
(End of this chapter)