Take down the handsome cold guy

Chapter 234

Mu Fei'er stood up slowly, looking at this... It was an empty room, but in fact, many stories were hidden in the room, and she still couldn't calm down.

God, how can you be so stupid?
You look like a fool, a fool... a fool!
With trembling hands, she stroked the pictures on the wall...

That was her. When she was ten years old, she helped Xiaofei to avenge Xiaofei because she was bullied by senior seniors, but she couldn't beat her. I swear, I must take revenge!

Even though tears were falling down big and big, her eyes were filled with deep dissatisfaction.

Even at a young age, she refuses to admit defeat in her bones. If she is bullied, she must return and her stubbornness exists.

She cried, and she laughed again, as if returning to that time.

That simple, pure childhood and myself.

She thought of herself, Xiaofei and Wanhou, the three of them being vicious, making trouble together, and being crazy together...

With trembling hands, I caressed the second photo. This one was extraordinarily large and very beautiful.

When she was still ten years old, she was still in the yard of her home. The ten-year-old Mu Feier was smiling very happily under the big banyan tree.In the photo, she is smiling towards the sun.With a big smile, eyes bent into crescents, and the sunlight just shining on her side face, it reflected a very harmonious and beautiful picture, which made people dare not touch it.

Such a beautiful scene, who would be willing to destroy it?
Mu Fei'er couldn't help it, caressing the photo carefully, frowning, thinking hard, but still can't remember, why is she smiling so happily?
Is it for revenge?
She was puzzled, but she was immediately denied by herself, feeling that this was not the case.

What would that be?

I can't remember, I really don't have any impression.

Shaking her head, her gaze shifted to the third photo. When Mu Feier was 13 years old, she was still under the banyan tree. She was crying sadly, big tears stayed on her cheeks, and her eyes were full of sadness.

What is she sad about?

Ah, I remembered that the deskmate she liked quarreled with her, saying that she was overbearing and unreasonable, what else did she say, she became someone who hated her.

Mu Fei'er was very sad at that time, being pointed at her nose by someone she liked and saying such nasty words, her little heart was very hurt.

The fourth, the fifth, the sixth...the tenth.

On the wall, there were ten photos, all of which were taken by Mu Feier when she was ten to seventeen years old.

Crying or laughing, the ten photos on the wall seem to record Mu Feier's childhood, but most of the photos, Mu Feier can't remember, what is it because of crying, why is it laughing?

In the photos, her smile is very bright, and her smile facing the sun is like a sunflower.

And after No.11, there are more and more photos.

She was sitting on a swing by the banyan tree, looking dull and sad.

Mu Feier clearly remembered that when she saw Shangguan Ye and Ke Ruoqing kissing, she broke up with Shangguan Ye fiercely on the spot and said a lot of cruel words.But, when she turned around, when she hid in this small world, all the sadness and sorrow poured out.

She and Shangguan Ye have been together for two years, she has given so sincerely and hoped him to be happy so wholeheartedly, but what she got in exchange was nothing but betrayal.

She was so sad, her heart seemed to be suppressed by something, she was so sad that she wanted to cry loudly.

In front of people, no matter in front of her mother, or Xiaofei or Houhou, she is so tough, so strong that she can't hit anything.However, when she was under the banyan tree that accompanied her growing up, she couldn't hide it anymore, all her emotions were written on her face.

"Tick, tick, tick."

Tears silently fell from the sockets of the eyes, and fell on the floor with a small and crisp sound, but they were crushed, and when the wind blew, there were no traces.

His fingertips slid across those photos, and his mind was full of thoughts.

In one picture, she is standing on the Qianqiu, with her mouth wide open, in a shouting posture, and there are faint tears on her face under the refraction of the sun.

She remembers, remembers very clearly!

This is when you know that the one you like is Qianjinshen, and you know that you have said the phrase "you snatched him away from me"

She collapsed, she felt guilty, but at the same time, she also knew that there were actually some feelings that had been brewing in her heart for a long time.But she couldn't let these feelings be exposed, couldn't tell Qianjinshen, at that moment, she understood how much she liked him.

I like the feeling of being with him, even if he says very little, even if he doesn't say anything.But she knew he was listening.She talked about many things and emotions, and she became very relaxed and relaxed.

I prefer the feeling of being hugged and held by him, as if being protected.Let Mu Feier, who has always been under the "fire of bullets", find a protective umbrella, and let her who has always been strong, understand how much she needs protection.

What I love the most is the affectionate gaze in his dark green eyes.

All his emotions are in those eyes.Like gems, one glance will sink you deeply.

god……

She recalled everything with Qianjinshen, circling in the room, looking at the photos all over the wall.

Some are enlarged, some are small, and some are placed in a photo frame...

A lot of them are when they cry, but very few smile.The photos here reveal Mu Feier's fragile inner world.

And what about the Thousand Forbidden Gods?
"God, what kind of role do you play in my world?" Mu Fei'er murmured.

The photos all over the wall seemed to strongly tell her a story, a heart-touching story, and the owner of this story was a very important person in her heart, Qianjinshen!

She seemed to understand why the mysterious master appeared at her most embarrassing moment, rescued her, and even taught her boxing skills so that she could continue to survive in Drunken Paris.

It seems to understand why he doesn't allow others to touch him, such a cold and heartless person, but when she kissed him forcefully, the only thing he said was: "I don't like afro"

It seems to understand...why, I always get close to him so easily, close to this thousand-forbidden god who has been indifferent and unreliable in Huafeng High School for a hundred years.

In her mind, there seemed to be a light guiding her, allowing her to see clearly and think thoroughly.

Walked to the desk, on the desk, there was a diary quietly.

That diary seemed to have some kind of magic, which deeply attracted Mu Feier's attention, and at the same time burned her heart.

She stretched out her right hand tremblingly, but dared not touch it.

She was afraid, afraid that this diary would destroy her, she was afraid.

Mu Fei'er knew that this diary was the world of the Thousand Forbidden Gods, as long as he opened it, he would be able to understand him, as long as he opened it, he would know the photos on the wall, and a story behind it, as long as he opened it, it would be fine.

but……

She has no courage, not even the courage to touch.

She was afraid that when she saw this diary, she would collapse and regret it.

After hesitating for a long time, Mu Feier still didn't have the courage to open it.

The inexplicable tears flowed even worse, and an unspeakable emotion continued to spread in her heart, making her unable to breathe, as if someone had ruthlessly strangled her neck, making her unbearable.

With trembling hands, she approached slowly, slowly...

However, as soon as she touched the diary, she ran away quickly, as if there was something in the diary that she was afraid of, as soon as she touched it, it would be wiped out, afraid.

Mu Feier stepped back several steps in horror, and looked at the diary in panic.It was as if the diary was a devil, she didn't even dare to approach it, but... she was attracted again, but she couldn't help but want to get closer again, to open it...

How much she wanted to know the world of the Thousand Forbidden Gods, but she was so afraid.

Mu Feier struggled, and there were two lines in her heart that were constantly pulling and struggling, causing her pain.

"Mu Feier, open it, you must open it!"

"The world of the Thousand Forbidden Gods, a Thousand Forbidden Gods related to Mu Feier. You must know about his world."

"Mu Feier, show your courage and open it!"

A voice in my heart kept shouting and roaring——

Mu Feier gritted her teeth, suppressed the panic in her heart, and approached the diary step by step...

Hands, slowly raised, touched little by little, opened little by little, the first page...

The slender and messy font came into view:

Blood, the whole world is blood.

The smell of blood continued to spread.

All senses are paralyzed.

You can only smell the bloody smell that makes people do evil, you can only see the blood slowly in your eyes, and you can only hear:
"God, don't blame anyone."

"God, live well."

"God, don't take revenge, live healthy and happy."

Don't blame anyone, don't take revenge, just live healthy and happy.

Mother……

mom, mom, mom...

This is my mother's gentle voice, it's my mother's voice.

Mother……

Mom, I'm sorry, there's nothing I can do to see you in a pool of blood.There's nothing I can do to see those damn things called "bullets" going through your body one by one.

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.

The one who shoots you, the one who sees you in pain but continues to inflict pain on you.

That person is... is Dad.

He is always very talkative and doesn't like to laugh, but he is very good to my mother and me, Dad.

The person who drove the bullets into mother's body one by one and made her close her eyes forever is dad, it's dad.

mom, mom, mom...

my mom.

Very beautiful, very gentle, always smiling and touching my head, saying "God, grow up happily, when you grow up, you will be a person who loves to laugh like your mother, don't be like your father, who doesn't smile, is cold of."

When she said that, she had a very sweet and gentle smile.

That smile, so beautiful, is my mother smiling at me.

Mommy mommy……

Mom, why don't you hug me?I am cold;
Mom, why didn't you smile at me?I feel so cold;

Mom, why don't you talk to me?I feel so cold;

Dad said, "Your mother is a Russian agent, she approached me just for information, damn it!"

Dad said, "Your mother doesn't love you, she doesn't love me, damn her!"

Dad said, Mommy should die, Mommy should die, Mommy should die!
(End of this chapter)