Take down the handsome cold guy

Chapter 238 Never Wake Up Again

Chatting with Ah Zhong in a mess, and chattering, it was already dusk when Mu Fei'er came out of Monet Vanilla.

Standing at the door, Mu Feier let out a deep breath.

She likes this city very much, this city has witnessed her growth, her joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys, this city can see clearly, she likes this city so much.

City, how are you?
I'm back to see you, miss me?

Mu Feier looked at the sky, thought faintly in her heart, and smiled softly.

It was dusk again.

Once, in this city, at dusk like this, she walked with him countless times.

Memories are like a tide, there is no place here, every scene has memories of her and Qianjinshen, which makes her feel sour.

God... where are you now?

Wanting to see him still feels so strong.But, can I see him?

What should you do after seeing him?
There was so much sorrow in his heart, not only was she unable to get him out of the darkness, but instead pushed him into the endless abyss, did she still have the right to see him?
God, I'm sorry.

Mu Fei'er has already said countless sorry in her heart, but what's the use of these sorry?
What happened has happened, and it simply cannot be changed.

For example, between them, no matter how unforgettable and vigorous the love is, they still cannot be together in the end.

Mu Fei'er walked on the street, hailed a taxi, and gave out the address of her home.

She didn't plan to go back to M city so early, she wanted to stay a little longer, to see more, the places she and Qianjinshen had walked, and the memories left behind, she could only miss him in this way.

The car slowly drove on the bustling street, the street lights began to light up faintly, the crowd walked in twos and threes talking and laughing on the street, the hawkers on the street had already set up their things and started yo ha, at night in Xinghai City, Still so beautiful, so lively.

Mu Fei'er was fascinated by all of this. She didn't look away from the window until the car drove through this bustling road and left the urban area.

Life is like a car driving forward. Even if the surrounding scenery is beautiful, even if it is empty and lonely, even if it is sad...it is just a fleeting moment. A car that keeps moving forward will leave these scenery behind...

The destination had already arrived, Mu Feier paid the money and got off the car, standing in front of her house, feeling filled with emotion.

So familiar yet so unfamiliar, she stretched out her hand, but why couldn't she push open the door that had been dusty for a long time.

After hesitating for a long time, she mustered up the courage and opened the door.

"Crackling" the door was gently pushed open, and the familiar courtyard came into Mu Feier's eyes.

This is her home, this is her home.

She walked in step by step, and only then did she find a feeling of going home.

She didn't go into the house, but walked to a small corner of the yard, under the banyan tree with a swing, she stood quietly, couldn't help but stretched out her hands to caress the banyan tree and the swing.

This is her secret garden. In front of people, she is always so strong that she is not afraid of anything and doesn't care about anything.But this banyan tree has witnessed all her tears and weakness... No!There was another person who also looked at her weakness.

She turned around, raised her head slowly, found a window, and stared at it intently, that window seemed to be the only window in the dark world.

God's room is there.

Mu Feier can be sure, and that window is just at a parallel distance from where Mu Feier is standing now.

God, how long have you been there?
Those photos started when Mu Feier was ten years old. Now Mu Feier is 19 years old, and she will be 20 years old in a few months. It will be almost ten years.

He was in that place, watching her weakness, watching her tears and her helplessness, for almost ten years.

What mood are you in?

Mu Fei'er was suddenly very annoyed. Why, the god was so close to her, but she didn't know it at all?

I thought of that notepad and what my mother-in-law said...

God, after seeing the scene where the animal father shot and killed his mother, got autism, and he closed himself in the dark world, not touching or rejecting any sunlight.

Every time she thought of this, Mu Feier's heart felt as if someone had grabbed her heart, and she couldn't breathe due to the pain.

I really want to read the story behind that notepad, I really want to know, what kind of role does Qianjin God play in her world?
They are obviously close by now, and they are all by each other's side, aren't they?

Mu Fei'er bit her lip. Since she wanted to know, she had to go over and find out.No matter what, he let go of the reins of the swing that he had been holding tightly in his hand, and rushed to the gate of the yard.

However, just a second after Mu Fei'er ran away, the light in that window was turned on, the window was opened, and an extremely handsome face was revealed.

Profound facial features, perfect handsomeness, domineering momentum, cold dark green eyes staring at the swing that is still slowly shaking...

Mu Fei'er was running at a trot, but as soon as she reached the door, she braked and couldn't move forward.

"Wang Wang Wang!"

In front of her eyes, a huge wolfhound suddenly appeared, majestically blocking Mu Fei'er's way.

The corner of Mu Feier's mouth twitched, isn't this the big yellow hair from Zheng Xiaofei's family?

It's been a long time, and the yellow hair has grown a lot of flesh again... It's really scary, I really want to turn around and hide in the house.

"Hehehehe, big yellow hair, long time no see." Mu Feier smiled brightly, and waved to the big wolfdog in front of her.

"Wow, woof, woof!" The wolf dog kept barking at her, but there was no hostility, just excitement.

The corner of Mu Fei'er's mouth twitched, she couldn't get close to this big yellow dog, she was allergic to animal hair.

Help, who will save her?
"You, you, your master is not with me, so go back quickly. I, I, I will bring him back to see you next time, eh?" Mu Feier smiled very friendly.

Big yellow hair, big yellow hair, please go, please.

Now she's alone, and if she gets allergic to animal hair, the consequences could be serious.

Zheng Xiaofei!
Mu Fei'er really wanted to yell, and really hoped that Zheng Xiaofei would show up.

but……

That takes time back to more than a year ago.

"Big Yellow Hair, you really need to hurry up, don't come near me, please." Mu Fei'er was about to cry.

Thinking of her, she used to be the fearless little sister of Jingyang High School, but now, she is begging for mercy from a damned wolf dog, it is really embarrassing.

I don't know who inherited her allergy to animal hair, it's really sad.

She stepped back step by step, preparing to close the door as soon as everyone was standing in the room...

"Woof, woof, woof!" Ah Huang suddenly yelled, as if he was aware of Mu Feier's actions, before she could do anything, it flew up and threw itself on Mu Feier's body...

"Ah, you go away, go away, please, you bastard, get out of here, I'm going to die, get out of here!" Mu Feier struggled to push Ah Huang away, But Ah Huang refused to leave desperately, threw Mu Fei'er to the ground, and then hugged her neck tightly with his forelegs.

There was no attack at all, just hugging Mu Fei'er affectionately, the "barking" just now had turned into a pitiful "woo-woo".

Mu Fei'er's heart softened all of a sudden, and she didn't get rough on it.

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..." it was still whining while hugging Mu Feier, as if complaining to Mu Feier.

"Be good, your master will be back soon." Mu Fei'er patted Ah Mao's black and yellow body hair unnaturally, trying to comfort him.

It is said that dogs are the most humane animals and good friends of human beings, and it is true now.

Ah Huang was appeased, and seemed to know that Mu Feier couldn't get close to it. It didn't take long for it to leave Mu Feier's body, but it still stood there, looking at Mu Feier reluctantly.

"Don't look at me like that, go home and be with Uncle Zheng, he's very lonely by himself. Your master, I promise you, even if it's kidnapped next time, I'll tie him back!" Mu Fei For the first time, Er squatted down, stroked Ah Huang's head, and said gently.

"Ahhhhhh..." Ah Huang seemed to understand Mu Feier's words, and responded to her, then turned around and quickly ran towards his home...

Mu Feier shook her head, feeling infinitely moved.

Sometimes a dog has more conscience than a human.

This Zheng Xiaofei!
Mu Fei'er clenched her fists, and she swore that when she returned to M City, she would give him a good meal and let him come back quickly.

"Ahhh, Ah Qiu!" Mu Feier suddenly shuddered all over, sneezed fiercely, and then trembled uncontrollably.

"My God, I'm a fool." Mu Fei'er murmured.

But now she has no chance to regret it, her whole body is already trembling, and her face starts to heat up continuously, with a feeling of expansion, which is very uncomfortable.

"God, didn't you want me to die in my own home? It's too sad." Mu Feier knelt down, hugged her body tightly, and wailed.

Fluttering, fluttering, the heart began to beat rapidly and irregularly, beating in Mu Feier's chest, as if it was about to burst.The blood in the whole body is like burning in boiling water, the torment is unbearable.

"Ah—" Mu Feier fell to the ground with difficulty, clutching her chest, unable to move.

Her eyes gradually became blurred, and she always felt that there were countless shadows swaying in front of her eyes...

The heart beat more and more violently, all the strength in the whole body seemed to be drained, the veins on the forehead popped out one by one, and the complexion had already turned blue.

Could it be... did he really die like this?
Will it die?
Mu Fei'er didn't know. When she didn't know that she was allergic to animal hair, she saw Xiaofei's big yellow fur was very friendly and played with it resolutely. As a result, she fell to the ground after playing with it. It was the same. Feeling, suddenly entered a state of shock.When she woke up again, she was in the hospital, and what she saw was her mother's pale and tired face.

At that time, Mu Feier knew that she was an animal that must not be approached, she would go into shock, and if she was not sent to the hospital immediately, she would die on the spot.

die……

It's not like she appeared in Mu Fei'er's world once or twice. Back then, she was afraid, apprehensive, and even more unwilling.

But now?
She just feels so tired, so tired, she really wants to rest, she just wants to be like this, close her eyes, never wake up again, never wake up again!

If you don't wake up, you won't bear it. You miss Qianjin God so much, you like him so much, you long to be with him so much, but you can only pass him by in the end.

Obviously she felt so sorry for what happened to him, and she wanted so much to get him out of the dark world, but instead of doing it, she pushed him into a deeper and darker abyss.

I don't want to, seeing my mother so happy, I have a thorn in my heart, afraid that my mother will be hurt, but I can't tell my mother the truth.

I don't want to try this kind of feeling that things are different from people. I don't want to have what I once had, what I talked and played all the time, but in the end, those beautiful vows can only become memories.

No, she doesn't want to, she doesn't want to face anything, she is so uncomfortable, she doesn't want to open her eyes, she doesn't want to face it, she just wants to sleep deeply, just want to sleep like this.Just like that, she fell asleep quietly, fell asleep, and was about to wake up again.

(End of this chapter)