Waiting for the eternity of the moment

Chapter 21 If You Never Grow Up (3)
"I've said it before, I don't want to see you." Regarding Han Haoxuan, Ruolin has her own principles.She didn't want to have conflicts with Xin Yu because of him, and she didn't like Han Haoxuan's procrastination.If he really likes her, why is he still entangled with Xin Yu?
"Can't you change your reason?"

"I've been very busy recently, so I don't have time." Ruo Lin simply complied with his request.

"What are you doing so late?" Han Haoxuan asked, his tone as gentle as ever.

"Reading." Ruolin replied angrily.

"It's easy to learn." Han Haoxuan smiled, paused, and asked, "Do you have any lofty ambitions to be so easy to learn?"

"Ambition?" Ruolin couldn't help smiling, and said, "I don't have much ambition, just eat enough and wear warm clothes."

"Do you think it's still 80s?"

"No matter what age, my ambition will not change. I just want to live an ordinary life without being disturbed by others." Ruolin said pointedly.

"What do you mean? Are you saying that I disturbed you?" Han Haoxuan sensitively caught Ruolin's implication.

"This is what you said yourself, and you still have self-knowledge."

Han Haoxuan smiled helplessly.

It's always like this every time I call her, and I always talk about some topics that have nothing to do with feelings.

But these did not affect his attention to her. He basically knew her recent situation and knew that she had a hard life, but if he took the initiative to lend her money, she would definitely not appreciate it, so he could only ask Fang Qiang for help. Ruolin raises her salary.Fang Qiang said that the salary increase is usually done at the end of the year, and a sudden raise to Ruolin will cause dissatisfaction among other employees, so he can only help her fight for more in terms of bonuses.Han Haoxuan said very generously that he would pay for the extra money in terms of bonuses, and asked Fang Qiang to keep it a secret for him.In this way, Ruolin can take these bonuses with peace of mind.

"Brother Haoxuan, why are you bothering? If you want to help her, just tell her no?" Fang Qiang was puzzled by Han Haoxuan's good intentions.

"She won't accept that. This employee of yours is quite difficult to deal with." Han Haoxuan could only smile wryly.

"Hey, Brother Haoxuan, you're doing it wrong. I heard from God that you have a girlfriend named Xin Yu? How can you eat from the bowl and look at the pot?"

"It's a long story about Xinyu. I've been trying my best to accept her, but I still can't forget Ruolin..." Han Haoxuan felt that he always seemed so powerless when talking about Ruolin.

"Don't blame my buddies for talking about you, but don't bully Shen Ruolin, it's not easy for her as a girl."

"I didn't bully her, only she bullied me. Call her, but she often doesn't answer." Han Haoxuan sighed.

"You have a girlfriend, so of course she doesn't want to be a third party. Also, since you don't like Xinyu, don't drag her down, and talk to her clearly."

"I will find an opportunity to explain it to her. The main reason is that now my parents know about Xin Yu's existence and are very satisfied with her. It is a bit tricky to solve, and I have to consider the feelings of my parents. You know, my father is not in good health. , and I'm a little afraid that he won't be able to accept the facts for a while. No matter what, I will try to convince my parents, and I will have a showdown with Xinyu as soon as possible."

"It's not easy to hurt, brother Haoxuan! Now you know that the peach blossom debt is difficult to deal with? Your situation is really complicated. The revolution has not yet succeeded, and comrades still need to work hard!" After all, it is Han Haoxuan's own business, Fang Qiang I also feel that it is useless to talk too much, just to cheer him up.

Emotional matters can't be cut clearly, and the rationale is still chaotic. It doesn't depend on the thoughts of bystanders. The key is to be grasped by the authorities themselves.

These days, perhaps because of overwork, Ruolin always feels a little uncomfortable in her body.She usually doesn't care much about minor illnesses and pains, but this time she didn't take it to heart, and went to work in a restaurant after work, working hard.

When serving the guests, she felt that the hand holding the dish seemed to be disobedient, a little unable to bear the weight of the dish, and her whole body was vain.

After serving good dishes to the guests, Ruolin stole some free time, and leaned against the wall, closed her eyes slightly, with a tired face, and her face was not as rosy as before, it looked a little pale now.

Xiaoru, a sister who also works in a hotel, saw her like this, and asked her if she was not feeling well. She opened the corners of her mouth, smiled, and said, "It's okay." There was a thin layer of cold sweat, and her head was a little dizzy, but she still held on.

Finally when it was time to get off work, she weakly picked up her handbag and walked out of the hotel with Xiaoru.When she was pulling the door, she didn't use any strength to hold the doorknob with the cold sweat on her hands, her hand suddenly slipped down, her feet couldn't help but staggered, and she took a step back.Xiaoru hurriedly supported her and asked her if she was okay. She still looked indifferent and said it was okay, but Xiaoru still told her to go to the doctor, she just nodded.

The neon lights were flickering outside, Ruolin's eyes were a bit blurred, she rubbed her eyes, but it still didn't help.

"Ruo Lin." A voice sounded, still clearly heard in the noisy ears, such a deep and familiar voice.

Ruolin was startled, then stopped, an inexplicable emotion flashed through her heart, and after ten seconds, she continued to walk forward.Xiaoru next to her reminded her that someone was calling you, so Ruolin turned her head and looked behind her, and it was really him, leaning against the car body, his figure was extraordinarily handsome and charming under the flashing neon lights, with a tall and straight figure.

Ruolin felt strange, how could Han Haoxuan know where he was working, maybe he learned about it from Xin Yu, so what's the point of looking for her so late?
Xiaoru followed Ruolin's gaze, and she couldn't help covering her mouth that was about to scream in the next second, and said to Ruolin, "Is your boyfriend? He's so handsome!" After complimenting her, she pushed Ruolin continued, "I've known you for a while, and you really know how to keep it secret."

"No, don't get me wrong." Ruo Lin quickly denied.

"If you still don't admit it, look at his eyes." Xiaoru approached Ruolin and said.She really had piercing eyes, secretly she keenly observed Han Haoxuan's eyes projected towards Ruo Lin, the eyes waved and were extremely affectionate.

"Don't talk nonsense, you go back first." Ruolin glanced at Xiaoru.

"A beautiful woman has an appointment, and a handsome guy will accompany you. Look..." Xiaoru pointed to the night sky and said, "Besides, the sky is so beautiful. Go play! Have fun." After finishing speaking, Xiaoru waved to Ruolin and turned around leave.

Ruo Lin was about to say something more, but looking at Xiao Ru's back, the words got stuck in her throat and she didn't say anything.

Han Haoxuan was still lazily leaning on the car with a leisurely expression.

Ruolin stepped forward, stopped two steps away from Han Haoxuan, and asked politely, "What can I do for you?"

"It's nothing, I just want to see you." Han Haoxuan withdrew his affectionate eyes, put on an expression of indifference, and his tone was not serious.

It wasn't once or twice that Ruolin heard him say such things, and his expression was always like this, so she didn't bother to argue with him, she just took it as a joke when he said it.

"Now you've seen him, it's time to go." After a while, Ruolin said.

After Ruolin finished speaking, her heart tightened inexplicably, and she twitched slightly. She was afraid that this suffocatingly handsome face would suddenly disappear in the next second. Ashes, she was afraid they would be swallowed up by the night...

Han Haoxuan didn't seem to mind what she said, still standing in front of Ruolin, with a hazy sadness on his face, but he hid it after a few seconds, and then his usual gentle smile appeared on his face, like the wind in late spring , warm.

Ruolin lowered her eyes and watched him quietly, but luckily, he didn't leave her sight.

The two remained silent, turning a blind eye to the people passing by, as if they were the only ones left in the world, and all the noise of cars and people had nothing to do with them.

For a long time, Ruo Lin raised her head slightly to look at Han Haoxuan, but she didn't see it very clearly, it was like an illusory image, which was vague.

Han Haoxuan opened the car door like a gentleman and invited Ruolin to get in the car.

"No, thank you, I'll just take the bus." Ruo Lin forced a smile with some effort.His face was pale and his expression was weak.

Seeing Ruo Lin like this, Han Haoxuan couldn't help feeling nervous, and asked with concern in his eyes, "What's wrong with you?"

Ruolin only felt dizzy for a while, and it was more uncomfortable than staying in the hotel just now. She touched her forehead, and there was a layer of cold sweat on it. She wiped it off quietly and calmed down, but her face became paler and bloodless.She looked at Han Haoxuan, grinned, and said indifferently, "It's okay."

"Are you sick?" Han Haoxuan's heart constricted for a while, the more he saw her brave appearance, the more distressed he was.Seeing that Ruolin was still silent, he continued, "I'll take you to the hospital."

"No, thank you for your kindness." Ruo Lin helped the car beside her, and tried her best to move forward, her head getting heavier and heavier.

"..." Han Haoxuan looked at Ruolin's staggering steps, and stretched out his hand to help her. After a long time, he still put down his hand that stopped in mid-air.

Ruolin didn't answer Han Haoxuan anymore, and walked to the bus platform.Her body seemed to be out of her control, she was light and floating, and it was difficult to walk, a little trembling, but her back was still straight.

After finally reaching the platform, Ruolin leaned on the billboard wearily.

Now, as long as there is a place for her to lean on, she feels very stable and feels that her body is not so tired.

Looking at one bus after another passing by, but there was no one she wanted to wait for, Ruolin felt a little impatient.At this time, how much she wanted to go home and have a good sleep, so that her tired self could take a good rest.

After a while, Ruolin felt a familiar aura coming from beside her, she was stunned for a while, she turned her head slightly, a trace of surprise flashed across her face, then disappeared in a flash, and after finishing watching, she turned her head lightly again face to go.

Seeing Ruo Lin's expression towards him, Han Haoxuan was a little bit shocked in his heart, but he didn't care about her, besides, she must be sick and listless, like a wilted ball, he gently Said, "I'll take you to the hospital."

Ruolin didn't turn her head to look at him, but a slight smile rose from the corner of her mouth, the smile was so difficult that it made people feel extremely distressed.After a while, she chuckled and said, "You don't have to worry about fines if you park your car there."

This woman is really weird, Han Haoxuan thought to himself.Even when she was so sick, she still pretended to be indifferent, as if the illness was not on her. Let alone that, Han Haoxuan couldn't help laughing and said, "Then Let it go, but..." He paused for a while, bent down, looked up at Ruolin, and said, "You have to go to the hospital."

"You go back, thank you for your concern." Ruo Lin said in a low voice, her voice was soft and powerless, layers of sweat covered her palms, and her forehead was also covered. Even so, she only felt a little vain It's just cold, it will help if you go back and take some medicine.

"You must go." Han Haoxuan's tone was unquestionable, with a tone of command.

Seeing Ruolin holding on desperately, Han Haoxuan felt extremely nervous, he really wanted to help her wipe off the sweat on her forehead, he really wanted to lend her a warm shoulder, he really wanted to bear her physical pain trauma……

Everything is just that he doesn't want to see her suffer.However, she is still brave.

Ruolin's shoulders trembled suddenly, and she looked at Han Haoxuan with deep eyes, a frivolous smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, so weak, she said, "Thank you, no need."

Han Haoxuan was slightly annoyed by the concise answer, he grabbed Ruolin's hand and walked straight forward.His strides were a little too big, Ruolin couldn't keep up, and staggered, she wanted to pull away the hand that was being held by him, but he held the cold hand tightly in his palm, and the sweat was sticky on the ground. When it touched Han Haoxuan's hand, the temperature of the palms of the two passed to each other, hot and cold.

"Let go." Ruo Lin said softly, without any weight.

Han Haoxuan ignored Ruo Lin's protest, turned his head to look at her pale face, feeling extremely distressed, he simply hugged her up.

Ruolin, who was suddenly picked up by Han Haoxuan, opened her eyes wide, and seemed to recover a little bit, and said with an emphatic tone, "Put me down."

Ruolin never thought that Han Haoxuan, who has always been gentle, would hug her majestically on the street. It was so decent, even if he cared, he didn't need to care so much. Ruolin was caught off guard.

Her struggle was useless, so she calmed down and lay obediently in Han Haoxuan's arms.His chest is broad and warm, like a resting place, making people feel at ease.The breath emanating from his body is very pleasant, and it penetrates into the nose with every trace, which makes people addicted.His warm palms held her slender waist tightly, and a wave of warmth began to spread around her waist, gradually burning her heart.

At this moment, she seemed to have forgotten the entanglement of illness and the pain suffered by her body. She was just immersed in this warmth.

When Ruo Lin was gently placed on the car by Han Haoxuan, she finally told herself soberly that these are all true.Today she discovered that Han Haoxuan also has a stubborn side.

Neither of them spoke in the car, Ruolin quietly leaned her head against the window, closed her eyes, her eyelashes cast dense shadows under her eyes, she looked like a deep sleep, but her head was aching, her body It was also soft and weak, and it was impossible to put her into a dormant state.

Ruolin felt that her body was like an old clock, "tick-tock" going, at a certain moment, it suddenly stopped with a "tick", which could not be repaired.After thinking about it, she felt that she was still so young, she should not have reached that point yet, and her body was still strong.She is always so careless about her body.

Han Haoxuan looks at Ruolin occasionally, not to disturb her.Under the night, with strands of light shining on her face, he could vaguely see her eyelashes trembling slightly, like the wings of a butterfly, thin and fragile.Her face was still pale, like white paper, at this moment, it looked gloomy and a little scary.Han Haoxuan saw this situation and felt pain in his heart.If Ruolin is so stubborn, what he did today was indeed a little rude, but he was worried about her and was extremely anxious, how could he bear to let her go back alone.

When they arrived at the hospital, Han Haoxuan woke up Ruo Lin, opened the door for her, and then reached out to hug her out, but she refused: "I can walk by myself."

Ruolin's consciousness was not so clear, her eyes were a little foggy, she held on to the car door, and got out of the car tremblingly.

As soon as she got off the car, Han Haoxuan grabbed Ruolin's hand, Ruolin couldn't help shivering, and stared blankly at Han Haoxuan.Han Haoxuan just took her to the hospital without saying anything.Ruolin no longer struggles, she knows that she has no strength to argue with him now, besides, her head is still being attacked by pain, her eyes are dizzy, and when she doesn't know how many steps to take, she will suddenly fall to the ground due to an unsteady center of gravity , she didn't dare to think about it any further.

Ruolin's hand was really held by Han Haoxuan, she could feel the clear lines on his hand, embedded into her palm bit by bit, and the warmth permeated into her whole body.She didn't know what they were doing now, she didn't think about it, she just felt physically and mentally exhausted.

After examination, the doctor said that Ruolin was caused by overwork. Not only was she very weak, but she also had a fever and needed an IV, and prescribed some medicine for her.

Only then did Ruolin admit that she was really ill, and she felt that misfortunes never come singly. Her mother had just had an operation, and she was desperately trying to make money to pay off her debts as soon as possible.But now she fell down again.Fortunately, the doctor said that as long as you pay more attention to rest in the future, you will be fine.

In the single ward, it was extremely quiet, and the temperature of the air conditioner was adjusted just right.

Ruolin originally wanted to get a drip in the mixed ward, but Han Haoxuan helped her choose a single ward.Ruolin thought, she didn't have much money to live in such a good ward.However, she was too embarrassed to tell him so bluntly, so she had to do as he wanted.

Ruolin lay peacefully on the bed, looked at Han Haoxuan who was sitting next to her, and said, "It's so late, you should go back first, I have delayed your time tonight, thank you."

"You don't have to be so polite with me, you should have a good rest." Han Haoxuan looked at the potion, and it flowed drop by drop from the bottle to the tiny tube, the flow rate was even and slow.

Ruolin didn't know what to say, and her words of gratitude seemed a little thin.

"After the drip, I'll just take a taxi and go back. You don't have to accompany me. You can see that I'm much more energetic now than before." Ruolin smiled and said.

How could her spirit be so much better just after taking the IV drip? She just felt that Han Haoxuan was with her, and she had mixed feelings in her heart.

Maybe she would feel better if he left.

Han Haoxuan looked at the weak Ruolin with tender eyes, like a clear lake.

Ruolin was dazed for a moment, his eyes seemed to have infinite charm, tightly locked her sight, locked in the clear lake water.

"Do you know the two big wishes of pandas?" Han Haoxuan withdrew his affectionate eyes, raised the corners of his mouth obliquely, and looked at Ruolin playfully.

"..." Ruolin was stunned, not knowing what his intentions were, after thinking about it, she couldn't help laughing to herself, and said, "One, it doesn't want its big dark circles, two... Ruolin paused, thought for a while, the smile on her face faded, and continued, "It doesn't want to be visited by others, it wants to be free."

"..." Han Haoxuan smiled, and was not in a hurry to tell the answer.

"What's the answer? What I said should be right?" Ruolin looked at Han Haoxuan expectantly and asked.

"The two big wishes of giant pandas are: sleep well and take a colorful photo." Han Haoxuan laughed, paused, frowned, and said casually, "You are similar to it."

"..." Ruo Lin pondered for a while, as if she had realized something, she cast a sideways glance at Han Haoxuan and said, "You think I'm the reincarnation of a giant panda?"

"So stupid." Han Haoxuan whispered, then, looking at Ruo Lin with a hint of love in his eyes, he said, "I hope you can rest well, don't make yourself look like something, wouldn't that be ugly." Said After finishing, Han Haoxuan couldn't help but smile.

"..." Ruo Lin felt that she was being teased, her face turned red, she was speechless.

"Stop talking, get a good night's sleep." Han Haoxuan said softly.

"What about you?" Ruo Lin felt that it was not good for two lonely men and widows to be in the same room, and she couldn't directly drive him away.

"I'm here to read." Han Haoxuan casually took a magazine on the table, raised it, and said with a smile.

Ruolin was powerless to argue, she closed her eyes, feeling the cold liquid flowing into her body quietly.

Han Haoxuan gently pulled the chair over, sat on the edge of the bed, read a magazine, and glanced at Ruolin from time to time.

(End of this chapter)