Waiting for the eternity of the moment

Chapter 37 I Let You Go (4)
"Ma Jian, you are so wicked!" Some students defended Mu Jingyan.

After hearing this, Ruolin realized the real reason why Mu Jingyan didn't come that day. At that time, she had a lot of guesses in her mind, for example, he didn't like her so he didn't come, he didn't want to delay her studies so he didn't come Yes, but, among the many guesses, she was the only one who didn't think of this.

The feeling of secret love is only left in the memory. Although Ruolin recalled it clearly as yesterday, it just became an irreversible past.Her heart surged, and all kinds of feelings were in it.

If she had been with him earlier, her love life wouldn't have been so ups and downs, right?She didn't need to go through that blind date, nor would she know Han Haoxuan, nor would she have the short experience of falling in love with Han Haoxuan until breaking up.However, there has never been an "if" in the world, only a "but".

However, she never regretted knowing Han Haoxuan and falling in love with him.Although the ending is so irreversible.

She also thought about what is the problem between her and Han Haoxuan, why can't she convince herself to accept Han Haoxuan now?Is it because you are afraid that being with him will bear too much life that is unbearable?He is like a golden fruit on a tall tree, and she is like a child under the tree. Although she wants to eat the fruit, she feels that the fruit is too far away from her, and she will fall when she climbs up to pick it.There are so many things between them - family, ex-girlfriends, mistrust, lies.

These things are all fences that have to be jumped on the road from love to marriage.

She didn't have that much confidence in herself, she felt that she couldn't jump over it, and the two hurdles of her family and her ex-girlfriend had already made her out of breath.

"Ma Jian really knows how to make up stories." Zhang Tianliang smiled, not quite believing Ma Jian's words.

Everyone also laughed, and suddenly a voice said, "There is a girl who has always liked Mu Jingyan, and even wrote him a love letter."

Everyone's laughter stopped abruptly, and they looked at Tian Jing.Ruolin was also immediately brought back to reality from recalling the conflict between herself and Han Haoxuan, she was startled immediately, she nudged Tian Jing with her elbow, and signaled her not to shake herself out.

But Tian Jing ignored Ruolin, she only wanted to make a good relationship, she pointed to Ruolin beside her, and said with a smile: "The girl who likes Mu Jingyan to write love letters to him is Shen Ruolin. I can testify. "

Ruolin had nowhere to hide anymore, the smile on her face was a little stiff.

She slightly raised her head to look at Mu Jingyan, and found that he was also looking at her, his eyes became very gentle, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, it was light and faint, but it was not difficult to see that it was a rarely satisfied smile.Ruolin hurriedly lowered her head, looking at the bowls and chopsticks in front of her, her heart was in a state of confusion.Isn't today someone else's wedding?Why did everyone focus on themselves and Mu Jingyan?She was quite troubled.

"Let's listen to Ruolin's thoughts, she still looks embarrassed." Wang Mengmeng smiled.

"I..." Ruo Lin really didn't know what to say for a while, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and after a while, she said, "It's all old sesame seeds and rotten millet, so don't bring it up again."

"Oh, look, we're making people blush." ​​Zhang Tianliang started booing from the sidelines, and then all the people booed one after another, and even got up to change seats with Mu Jingyan, deliberately letting him sit Beside Ruolin.

The uproar finally stopped under Li Guangyuan's words. Looking at the situation, he couldn't help but say: "Is it my wedding banquet today or your uproar party? Hurry up and stop the topic, look at the wine in front of you, and patronize me!" Talk, stop drinking, see who talked the most just now, and punish whoever."

"Ah?" Zhang Tianliang cried out softly, and lowered his head involuntarily, lest others would drag him into the ranks of nominations, but the fact is that he was not only nominated but also shortlisted directly.

Next, there was a lot of excitement during the banquet.

When the bride and groom drink a cup of wine, the scene is even more lively.Amidst the lively noise of a group of people, Wang Mengmeng felt a little embarrassed, and looked at Li Guangyuan affectionately, with a shy expression on her face when a girl sprouted love.Then, the two of them crossed their arms together at the same time, and put the wine glasses in their hands in front of each other.

Seeing how loving and sweet the two of them were, some smart ghost suggested that Mu Jingyan and Shen Ruolin should also have a drink. Ruolin was stunned when she heard the words. Thanks to that classmate, she figured out that the purpose of having a drink is to become a couple. It's a kind of ceremony held by people, but what are she and Mu Jingyan?

This group of old classmates did not let the two of them go, and almost everyone gave a reason for them to do so, so Ruolin had no choice but to give in under the soft and hard arguments of the classmates.

At the beginning, Ruolin kept pushing her back and using various reasons to prevaricate, but to no avail, while Mu Jingyan at the side didn't say a word, she kept giving Mu Jingyan winks, but Mu Jingyan couldn't speak, even if Even speaking is no match for so many mouths.In the end, she thought about it, isn't it just drinking a cup of wine!You won't die if you drink it, just drink it.

The two picked up the wine glasses on the table and crossed their arms together.Ruolin's eyes were a little dazed, staring at the intertwined arms of the two, she felt that it looked a little awkward, like entangled vines.

Ruolin was holding the wine glass, a little hesitant, but Mu Jingyan had already raised her elbows and drank the wine in her glass, so Ruolin had no choice but to lower her head and drink.Mu Jingyan is taller, he bent down slightly, at this moment, he is so close to Ruolin's face, he can even feel the warmth of her cheek and her light breathing.

Ruolin is not very good at drinking. After taking a small sip, she raised her eyes and looked at Mu Jingyan. Under the light, his face was very clearly defined, as if it had been carefully tailored. Ruolin stared at him Her eyes no longer wandered, as if she was back in high school, she was still the same as before, looking at the boy she liked, her heart fluttered slightly.

When Mu Jingyan raised his eyes, he met Ruolin's eyes. He took away the cup, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, as if he didn't mind them drinking together. There seemed to be countless light spots in his eyes. .

Ruolin suddenly came back to her senses, smiled awkwardly, and removed the cup.

The atmosphere suddenly became very lively, and someone even joked with them, saying, "When will you invite us to a wedding wine?"

Ruolin blushed when she was told, she was almost speechless, she looked at Mu Jingyan, but he seemed indifferent, no matter what others said, he just laughed it off and didn't open his mouth to argue with others.

It wasn't until the bride and groom went to the next table to toast and the food was served one after another that everyone began to turn their attention to the food from Mu Jingyan and Ruo Lin.

The "lion head" in this hotel has always been talked about by people. As soon as this dish was served, it was divided up by everyone.Ruolin used to like to eat "lion's head", but after taking a bite today, she felt nauseous.She held back and took another bite, but unexpectedly she immediately "vomited".

Covering her mouth, trying to suppress the urge to throw up, she left her seat and hurried to the bathroom.

Facing the toilet, Ruolin vomited completely, throwing up all the food and wine she had just eaten.

She suddenly had a bad premonition, and then realized that "Big Aunt" seemed to have not visited for a long time, and then remembered that "vomiting" would always be a sign of "vomiting" when the heroine was pregnant on TV, and her heart immediately raised her throat. would have been...

In the past, every time he had a relationship with Han Haoxuan, he would always take precautionary measures. Didn't he take precautionary measures when she was violated by him that time?
The more Ruolin thought about it, the more worried she became. This time, she really blamed her for being too careless.But it's no wonder that after breaking up with Han Haoxuan, she was always a little out of her wits, and definitely couldn't think about other things.

Ruolin came out of the washroom with some exhaustion, but she ran into Mu Jingyan head-on, and he asked nervously, "Ruolin, what's wrong with you? Is there something wrong?"

"It's okay." Ruo Lin shook her head.

Mu Jingyan saw Ruolin's abnormal reaction at the dinner table just now, so after Ruolin left her seat, Mu Jingyan also followed.He had been standing in the hallway outside the bathroom waiting for her.

The sound insulation effect of the bathroom door is not very good, he can hear Ruolin's heart-piercing vomiting from outside, it hurts his heart.He waited outside for a long time, he thought she was drunk, and almost asked the female classmate to go in to see her.

"Your face doesn't look right, are you drunk?" Mu Jingyan asked again.

"Well, I'm a little drunk, I don't know how to drink." Ruolin replied.

"Then don't drink for a while. If I knew you wouldn't drink at all, I would have helped you drink that glass of wine just now." Mu Jingyan still blushed a little when he recalled the scene of drinking a glass of wine just now.

"It's okay, it's much better now." Ruolin squeezed out a smile, "Amu, thank you for caring about me so much. But, you won't tell me that you came here because you followed me?"

"No, I just happened to go to the bathroom..." Mu Jingyan wanted to find an excuse, but found that it was getting darker and darker.

"There is no need to explain, I know. Let's go, otherwise I have been missing for so long, and everyone should wait anxiously."

When they got back to their seats, Mu Jingyan and Ruo Lin couldn't help being teased by their good classmates again.

"Look how competent Mu Jingyan is as a flower protector. He even escorts Shen Ruolin when she goes to the bathroom."

"That's what it should be, fate for so many years! What is this called... The crowd searched for him thousands of times, and when I looked back, the man was in a dimly lit place."

"What a wonderful feeling, so enviable."

……

Ruolin kept her head buried in her meal, ignoring these words.

Mu Jingyan didn't answer, but looked at Ruolin from the corner of his eye while eating.Not only did she look uncomfortable, but she also looked preoccupied.Is it because her classmates brought them together, is she unhappy?He secretly figured it out.

Seeing Mu Jingyan and Ruo Lin's indifferent appearance, those students also felt that they were making fun of themselves, so they stopped talking.

Ruolin found that whenever she touched meat dishes, she felt the urge to vomit, so she only ate vegetarian dishes.

"Ruolin, are you a rabbit? Why are you only vegetarian?" Tian Jing, with sharp eyes, saw Ruolin's regularity in eating vegetables.

"During the Chinese New Year, I can't eat too meaty dishes, because my family also has a lot of fish and meat, so I'm tired of eating." Ruolin replied with a guilty conscience.

"Oh." Luckily, Tian Jing didn't break the casserole and ask the end, Ruolin couldn't help but heave a sigh of relief.

It was not easy to wait until the wedding banquet was over, and after saying goodbye to her classmates in a hurry, Ruolin walked out in a hurry, she wanted to confirm whether she was pregnant as soon as possible.

"Ruo Lin, let me see you off." Mu Jingyan called her from behind Ruo Lin, and added, "My dad just bought a new car, and I drove here today in his car."

"I'll just take the bus back by myself." Ruo Lin turned her head and said to him.It's not that she doesn't want to take the free car, but that she wants to go to the pharmacy to buy early pregnancy test strips, of course to avoid people's eyes and ears.

"Ruolin...I have something to tell you, can you accompany me to No. [-] Middle School?" Mu Jingyan hesitated, but finally opened his mouth.Participating in the wedding of a high school classmate inspired his courage again. His love for her has been conceived for too long and hidden for too long. Spring water gushed out like a spring, out of control.

Ruo Lin paused, looked at her watch, it was two o'clock in the afternoon.This watch was given to her by Han Haoxuan. She just returned the ring to Han Haoxuan, but did not return the watch to him. What she thought was that although she could not be his bride, at least she could keep the time with Han Haoxuan happy memories.Happiness is sometimes short and fleeting, but as long as there is love in the heart, it will become eternal.

"It won't take you too long, I just want to fulfill one of my wishes." Mu Jingyan said hurriedly because she was afraid that she was in a hurry.Why does he like her to repeat it through someone else's mouth?He must take advantage of this moment when he has the courage to tell her solemnly that he loves her and give her the birthday present he prepared for her earlier.

"Okay." As if she had made up her mind, Ruolin agreed.

(End of this chapter)