After the divorce, I married my ex-wife and best friend

Chapter 408 My Lord Ups and Downs! (66)

Senseless,

Hearing Cao Qingying's words, Ning Yan was completely dumbfounded, and Cao Shuang even collapsed on the spot, unable to control his emotions anymore, also burst into tears!
on both sides of the phone,

Both women were crying, and Ning Yan was caught in the middle, in a dilemma!

Most importantly,
Before this, no matter whether it was Ning Yan or Cao Shuang, no one would have thought that Cao Qingying, who usually seems to be always in a hurry, frank and self-willed, and seemingly heartless, would know so many secrets and hide them. So good!

It's like after a man gets married, once he gets used to bearing everything silently by himself, then, after a long time, gradually no one will care about the man's contribution, let alone feel distressed.

The same is true of Cao Qingying's current situation!
At the beginning,

That night at the Summer Resort, Guo Jin took the initiative to disrupt the situation, trying to make Ning Yan fly like a dog. As a result, Ning Yan and Cao Shuang cooperated, and Guo Jin was so angry that he almost had brain congestion on the spot!

then,

Ning Yan only paid attention to Guo Jin's reaction, completely ignoring Cao Qingying!
He really didn't know, it turned out that Cao Qingying knew about it from the beginning to the end!

"Ning Yan, I know very clearly why you deliberately avoided me!"

Cao Qingying cried, "You chose Cao Shuang between Cao Shuang and me, Cao Qingying! I also understand that you are doing this because you don't want to hurt me again, and you don't want to hurt Cao Shuang!"

"From this point of view, you still have a little conscience!"

"I'm not afraid to tell you the truth, and it's because of this sentiment that I've deliberately avoided you recently!"

"Besides, Ning Yan, you always think that you can handle everything well, but have you really handled it well?"

"no!"

"You never considered my feelings from beginning to end!"

"Ning Yan, after I knew the secret between you and Cao Shuang, I really wanted to kill you! I sent someone to investigate you, really! You think I'm just a little girl who hasn't grown up yet, but you I'm afraid I forgot, I am the eldest lady of the Cao family!"

"There are many things that I obviously don't want to know, but someone will always tell you! And some things, as long as I want to find out, I can definitely find out!"

"So, I know very clearly that you didn't go to the bar because your girlfriend cheated on you back then! You found me because your wife Xia Liu cheated on you during marriage!"

"To be precise, you deliberately approached Cao Shuang and me for revenge!"

"Because Xia Liu's cheating partner is Guo Jin!"

Cao Qingying said bitterly: "At that time, everyone thought that Guo Jin was my biological father!"

Ning Yan clenched her fist slightly, and asked in an extremely hoarse voice: "When did you know about it?"

Cao Qingying laughed at herself, "When? I've already forgotten it! Anyway, I already knew it after I came back from the Summer Resort!"

Ning Yan answered with great difficulty: "Then why do you still pretend that you don't know anything, and continue to look for me?"

Cao Qingying murmured in a low voice: "Yeah, why? Why? Because, because I feel that I am also responsible! Because I think that although I despise Guo Jin's style, he is my father no matter what. ! As his daughter, I have the responsibility and the obligation to atone for him! Is this reason enough!?"

Ning Yan's face was livid!

Human nature is complicated. People always take it for granted that they guess the one who pays the most. Even, in many cases, because they keep instilling this kind of thinking in themselves, and gradually complete the subtle self-brainwashing, they will be naive. Thought it was really like this!
But in fact, no!
like now,

Ning Yan and Cao Shuang always thought that they were protecting Cao Qingying as much as possible!

To put it bluntly,
At the beginning, Ning Yan wanted to take revenge on Guo Jin, he was already crazy, he couldn't care about anything else, and he never thought that one day he would actually have a truly trustworthy relationship with Cao Shuang!
The mistake has already been made, and the rest is the remedy. It is precisely because of this that Cao Shuang suffers, and it is precisely because of this that Ning Yan feels that this is a form of torture!

to this end,

They chose to conceal, chose to deceive, and wanted to protect Cao Qingying in this way!
But finally found out,

It turned out that from the beginning to the end, the one who paid the most and suffered the most was precisely this Cao Qingying they had been protecting all along!
"Ning Yan, do you know? Every time I go to see you, I have to prepare for a few days in advance. I have to keep reminding myself, reminding myself that I must pretend that I don't know anything, and then I will see you!"

"And then you have to act nonchalantly, as if nothing happened, heartless, laugh out loud!"

"Afterwards, I have to face Cao Shuang every time, and I have to continue to pretend that I don't know anything, and continue to laugh loudly!"

"But what you don't know is that I don't want to laugh loudly at all, I just want to cry loudly, cry wantonly!"

"But I dare not! But I can't!"

Cao Qingying cried: "Have any of you ever thought about how uncomfortable I am!?"

Ning Yan was completely speechless,

Cao Shuang broke down in tears, "Qingying, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I..."

"Don't interrupt me!" Cao Qingying sternly said, "I've kept these words in my stomach for too long, I've held them back for too long, tonight, let me finish them all at once!"

"I kept comforting myself. I used this way of deliberately pretending to be kept in the dark to numb myself. I hoped that I could use my atonement to end this relationship!"

"After all, I believe that sooner or later, I will be able to influence Ning Yan with my sincerity. I even fantasized that one day, when Ning Yan knows my good intentions for him, I don't expect him to marry me. I only hope that he will marry me." Let go of this hatred!"

"But, on that day, when Cao Shengli got married, Cao Long and Guo Jin suddenly had an accident!"

"Then, Cao Long was sent abroad, and someone told me that Guo Jin was dead!"

"Then, not long after, Cao Shuang sent me abroad too!"

"My premonition tells me that there must be something big that I don't know is about to happen!"

"Although I'm a little slow to react, I'm not stupid! I paid a little attention, and I guessed that you will definitely fight Cao Shengli next!"

"Who can tell me what should I do?"

"On one side is my grandfather Cao Shengli who has spoiled me for more than 20 years, and on the other side are you Ning Yan and Cao Shuang!"

"Who can tell me what I should do!"

"I can only continue to pretend to be an ostrich, pretending that I don't know anything, let it go, and resign to fate!"

"until one day,"

"Someone informed me that Cao Shengli is dead!"

(End of this chapter)