The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

117 Kneel down
He didn't speak.

It must be because of this, I said, "I'm a stupid pig, okay?"

He still doesn't let go.

"I'm a stupid pig. Your lord has a lot, so please forgive me." I said, "I'm not only a stupid pig, I'm still a fat pig."

He glances at me.

"Is that enough?" I said, "I've already said this."

"Not enough." He rolled his eyes: "It still hurts." He was obviously full of anger.

"Then give me a hint." I said, "What do you want me to say?"

He rolled his eyes again and said nothing.

I observed his expression for a while, thought about it seriously, and felt a little hesitant: "Shall I kiss you?"

He was silent.

I leaned over to kiss him, but he turned his head away.I was a little embarrassed, but felt that he seemed more awkward than me, so I pinched his jaw and kissed him hard.

He froze for a moment, then pressed the back of my head, and then pressed me on the table.There was a sound of ping-pong-pong, and everything on the table fell to the ground. I felt out of breath, and at the same time felt his hand poking into my lapel.I wanted to grab his wrist, but he resisted, and I turned my back behind me, and I could only twist and struggle with all my strength.

Not to be outdone, he always tried his best to control me.And I didn't feel comfortable and happy for half a day at all, I just felt extremely disgusted.Probably because this feeling was too strong, I struggled with my fists and kicks with extra force until he groaned and fell back on the chair.

I gathered up the clothes that had been torn by him, tried my best to shrink myself on the desk, and looked at him.

He clutched his chest tightly, his face was pale, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and he frowned tightly.

I observed carefully for a while, and felt that this time it seemed to be true, so I asked, "What's wrong with you?"

He was silent.

The phone was knocked to the ground by him, I'm afraid it can't be used anymore, I quickly jumped off the desk, intending to find Fan's father.But as soon as I landed on the ground, my arm was held, and I felt a sharp pain in my back. When I came back to my senses, I found that I had been pressed against the wall.

His face was close at hand, still covered with cold sweat, staring into my eyes like a dangerous wolf.

I couldn't help but my hair stood on end: "I didn't mean to kick your wound, it's just, just because I just gave birth for three months, I..."

My voice was interrupted by the tearing of fabric, and I shivered in pain.

I wanted to scream, but he blocked my lips.

I always feel that things between me and Fanyin have become very messy.I used to love Britney, but now I seldom think of him.I also loved this pervert in front of me, but I think it's because he and Britney are one person.But whether he is still Britney, I don't really want to see him now.

So many people told me so many truths. They said that during the fake pregnancy, the person who asked me to have an abortion was Britney. It’s not that I didn’t believe it at all, I just didn’t dare to believe it.Because I can't accept it at all. Compared to Britney being so vicious, I'd rather find all kinds of excuses to convince myself of him.

But I still clearly remember that when I came out of the bathroom that day, he called me "Lingyu".

A pervert never called me that.

Whenever I think of this, my heart is chilling.

I think I love Britney because he treats me well, and when he treats me badly, I don't even know if I still love him.I only know that if I didn't have Niannian, I would definitely be living by myself now, but with Niannian, I just don't want to leave.

I think, I have already unconsciously disliked "Fanyin", even I myself don't know when it started.

It must have hurt so bad to be treated to such a rude thing just three months after my baby was born.After Fanyin's revenge, he packed up his clothes and left. I also wrapped up my clothes, thinking that he didn't do anything just now, but luckily I could ask Fan's father to arrange it.

If it was three years ago, I would have felt particularly humiliated, broken, and even depressed when I was raped. However, after Fanyin did so many things to me, I was already numb and didn't feel anything at all.

I went back to the room and tidied up my clothes, then went to find Papa Fan and Nian Nian, they were still basking in the sun outside, Papa Fan was lying on the sun lounger with his eyes closed, his face was full of eight words of "the world is stable, the years are quiet" large characters.

When I passed by, he opened his mouth without opening his eyes: "Is it Lingling? Are you done with your homework?"

"Yeah." I went over to look at Niannian, she was awake, holding Papa Fan's index finger in her hand, opening her small mouth in the warm sunshine, when she found me, she immediately started dancing.

I picked her up and she was even happier.After I hugged her for a while, I felt that my body didn't hurt so much, and the empty depression in my heart was much less.

Fan's father suddenly spoke again: "Did you quarrel with Yinyin?"

"No."

"What's the matter?" He opened his eyes to look at me, frowned suddenly, jumped off the sun chair and asked, "Where is he?"

"I don't know." I don't understand why he was so angry suddenly, after all, I haven't complained yet: "What's wrong?"

Fan's father didn't answer, but said with a sullen face, "You and the child stay here first."

After that, he immediately turned and left.

I stayed with Niannian until it was getting late, and then I carried her back.Although it looks like a small piece of dough, this guy is quite heavy now, and holding her so far is still a physical effort.

I went back to the villa out of breath, and when I was about to go back to the room to breastfeed, I suddenly saw a man kneeling at the door.

It is a multi-tone.

I hurriedly turned around on tiptoe, but just as I turned 180 degrees, Niannian let out an "Aww".

As expected, Fanyin turned her head and glanced at me, her expression didn't look like she was being punished, but that she was enjoying herself: "Come here."

"Let's talk about it here." What if he takes revenge on me again?
"My dad wants me to kneel in front of you and apologize." He said, "Come and listen."

"I'm here to listen." It's almost as if I'm on my knees.

He raised the corner of his eyes: "Come here."

"Don't go." I said, "Niannian will be scared."

In fact, Nian Nian is not afraid at all, she is lying in my arms and drooling with laughter, so this kid is also a guy who doesn't think it's a big deal to watch the excitement.

"Come here." He emphasized his tone: "Don't make me repeat it for the fourth time."

"Turn around." I tried to make my tone gentler: "Otherwise, I don't need your apology. I'll go and tell Dad."

He stubbornly gouged me with his eyes, and after a while, he turned around.

I stepped back quickly, and stood up, in a posture of "listening" to his apology.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have raped you today." He knelt straight in front of me and said expressionlessly, "As a man, a husband, and a father, I should have the awareness to do these three things well at the same time."

This must have been taught to him by Fan's father, it's not his style at all.

Fan Yin continued to speak, with an expression like memorizing a script: "I promise I won't do such nasty things again in the future, I hope you can forgive me."

"I forgive you." I asked, "When will you go back to live?"

"I want to stay here to look after the child and take care of you." Fanyin said, "It's my father's request."

"..."

I am very grateful to Fan Fan.

After he finished reciting this passage, he didn't speak any more. We were awkwardly silent for a long time, and Nian Nian called out again.

I asked, "Don't you still remember?"

He raised his head, stared at my face haughtily, and after a while, ordered: "Kneel down."

"what?"

"You." His tone was beyond doubt: "Kneel down."

I don't know what kind of medicine he sells in his gourd, but in order to avoid being bullied, I knelt down spinelessly.

Now we are taller.

Fanyin looked at me like an emperor: "Do you know where I am wrong?"

"I don't know." He obviously had to apologize to me.

"You actually told my dad about this kind of thing." He said coldly, "Do you have any shame?"

"I didn't tell him." I also wondered why Fan's father would know this: "I had already changed my clothes when I saw him."

He bared coldly.

"I really didn't tell him." I said, "It can only be blamed on the old man who is too shrewd to see through it at a glance. I definitely didn't say it, I swear to God."

Fanyin still didn't believe it: "Who can prove it?"

"Nian Nian." At that time, she was the only one present.

Fanyin sneered and turned her head away.

Kneeling on the floor with the baby in my arms was too tiring, I was about to get up when I heard Fan Yin's voice: "Kneel down."

I had to kneel down.

"Kneel straight." He glared at me with raised eyebrows.

I knelt up straight.

"What I said just now was sincere. In fact, I was just a little angry." His tone became calmer: "It won't happen in the future."

"Oh. I forgive you." I asked, "Can I get up?"

"No." He continued: "My father wants me to tell you that if I do this kind of thing again in the future, you don't have to be afraid, contact him immediately, or yell loudly, or you can report to him or my mother afterwards, they Will hit me for you. You can ask for anything."

"Okay." I asked, "Can I get up?"

"No." He said, "That's what I want to say."

I felt that there seemed to be a hint of amusement in his eyes, and my heart was beating: "What are you talking about?"

"Your milk doesn't taste good." After he finished speaking, he stood up immediately and said before I could speak, "Get up."

Nian Nian screamed again with dancing.

When I finally got up, my knees were starting to hurt.

Fan Yin didn't go back to the room with me, maybe it was because he returned to Fan's father?

I went back to the room and fed Nian Nian, and found that although I was screwed up by him, I was not angry, I just felt very tired, because it was a meaningless waste of time.

Niannian is asleep, I'm going to have dinner.Fan's father was not there, and Fan Yin was the only one at the dining table.

He's drinking milk, and I'm sure he never drinks milk alone, always makes me think he's doing it on purpose for me to see.

We didn't talk much, we ate separately.I just finished eating and was about to go to bed, when Fanyin ordered again: "Stop."

Fan's father is not here, I am miserable today.

(End of this chapter)