The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 137 I Can't Hold It Anymore

I thought for a while and asked, "Fanyin, is your condition stable?"

"As it stands now."

"How long has he been gone?"

"You do it yourself." He smiled and said, "So I don't need you anymore."

I didn't speak.

"Anyway, I told you that day, and it doesn't matter if I say more." He looked serious, looked at me and said, "I don't want to go to a divorce lawsuit, because once the court goes crazy and judges me to lose money, I will be very passive. I don't want to pay Money. To me, killing people is much more cost-effective than spending money, especially for easy targets like you."

I looked at him and said nothing.

"So I think it's better to kill you. Killing you can minimize my loss." He said with a smile, "I'm not joking. Why do you have this expression?"

"You're not kidding, you're lying." So if you say too much, you will lose your temper, and he showed his feet: "You want me to go home?"

He laughed, leaned back on the back of the chair, and folded his legs: "That has nothing to do with me."

"Then why do you say these things to scare me? I have the final say on whether to go home or not, and it has nothing to do with you." I got up and walked out, and when I reached the door, I still didn't hear Fan Yin's voice, so I couldn't help but stop and said, " Fanny."

He said nothing.I turned my back to him and couldn't see his expression.

"I hope you call up the monitor to see what you looked like just now, isn't it particularly stupid?"

He remained silent.

I turned the doorknob to go back inside, but my wrist was suddenly grabbed, his arm wrapped around my arm, and his chest was pressed against my back.His cheek was pressed against mine, and his voice was a little low: "Lingling..."

As if he was very tired, he took a few heavy breaths before saying, "Let's go."

I said nothing.

He hugged him tighter and tighter, and said: "He has gone crazy, and I can't beat him more and more."

My heart is beating fast, because for some reason, I can clearly feel that he is a pervert at this moment.How powerful is that pervert, unreasonable and shameless.How strong is the psychological quality to make him perverted like that?

But I can also clearly hear his fear and helplessness at the moment.

So I was also infected and became scared and helpless.

The "he" in his mouth is Britney.

To be honest, I still can't digest this matter.

I held his wrist and said, "My father may not let me bring Nian Nian."

He seemed to bury his face in my neck.

His heart was beating fast, and so was mine.And this rapid beating made me a little dizzy, and my eyes couldn't see clearly.

I asked, "Would you like to talk to me?"

Judging by his attitude, it seems so.

We both sat back together again.Fanyin was still sitting in the same position as before, with her elbows resting on her left and right knees, and her palms covering her face.

I said: "I know what you said just now is to scare me back, but the problem now is that my brother said that my adoptive father only asked him to pick me up, and he didn't take Niannian."

He was silent.

I asked: "Aren't you very stable recently? Why do you say that suddenly?"

He let go of his hand, his face was extremely pale, his eyes were a little red, he stared straight at the patterns on the carpet, and he looked up at me after a long time: "What did you just ask?"

"I mean, haven't you been very stable recently? Why do you say that suddenly?"

He stared into my eyes and smiled softly for a while: "When you first said this, he was struggling."

I almost screamed, "Then you are..."

"Don't be afraid." His tone was a little gentle: "Do you still love him?"

"I have no idea."

"I suggest you go home, my parents will take care of the child." He lowered his head, the back of his neck was full of cold sweat, obviously the moment just now was very painful: "After things calm down, I will naturally find your father and pick you up , hold a wedding for you, and..."

"My father asked me to marry Pu Lan."

Although this matter is still a bit of a word, but I want him to know.

He bit his lip and didn't speak.

"What do you think of this?" I urged, "If you agree, I'm fine."

He glanced at me and said, "I promise."

"Oh?" I imitated his usual way and slowly leaned back on the chair back, crossed my legs, tilted my head and sneered, "Fan Yin, do you know what a coward is?"

He didn't speak.

"Your father is the only son who has taught you so many survival skills, but are you planning to die before him?"

Fanyin immediately glared at me and frowned.

Sure enough, I asked, "Why are you staring at me? Afraid he might overhear?"

He lowered his head helplessly, but he must have been afraid that the other personality would hear him, so he didn't make a sound.

I thought about it and asked, "Can't you hold him back?"

"It's okay, but I always need a rest." His voice was low.

"Has anyone tried to communicate with him?"

"He can't communicate anymore," he said. "I can feel that he is in a high phase all the time. He is crazy. Sometimes as long as I relax a little bit, he will jump out immediately."

"Did you tell your father and your mother?"

He shook his head.

"How long have you been planning?"

"A few months," he looked up at me, "what's the matter?"

"You have a good relationship with Su Yu."

He froze for a moment, then smiled helplessly, and lowered his head again.

The fact that my adoptive father wants me to go back obviously came to me suddenly, but he has been planning this for several months.I asked, "Is it my adoptive father's idea or yours to let me go home?"

He said nothing.

"Will you die if you confess?"

"No." He wiped the cold sweat off his face with his palm, and said hoarsely, "But even if I confess to you, you won't be able to help. I know my situation best myself."

"How about I try to talk to him?"

"It's useless." He rebuffed straight away: "It's not that you didn't have a chance to talk to him before."

That's right, assuming he's telling the truth, it's that No. [-] attacks me every time he comes out—I really don't want to call him Britney Spears.

Now that I've talked about things here, I understand everything.

But after I understood it, I found that things were more entangled than before, and it seemed that Fanyin didn't intend to live anymore.Then what about my thoughts?
Thinking of this, I asked: "If you arranged for Su Jing to find this kind of excuse to get me away, why didn't you send Nian Nian away together?"

"My dad will be suspicious." He glanced at me and said helplessly, "He kept begging me. He even knelt down once. But I couldn't hold it anymore." When he said the last six words, his expression was particularly frustrated and friendly. Pitiful.

"Is it okay to tie you up again?" I said, "You know your father is sad, and I don't want you to die, nor does Nian Nian. But how about tying you up? It's better to live than to die."

He shook his head.

I am completely speechless.

We were relatively silent for a long time, Fanyin finally stood up, looking much better than before.He looked at me and said, "Now you've cleared up the whole thing. So go home and Nian Nian will be fine."

I asked, "Then will you come to pick me up?"

He laughed, thinking I was joking.

"I'm serious." I emphasized: "Will you still pick me up? What if you find another way?"

"No." He said, "Go, it's really your father who is looking for you this time."

Now I couldn't sleep even more, so I called Su Jing again.

Su Chen picked it up and asked, "Have you thought about it yet?"

"Think about it." I said, "But I want to ask, is it really Dad who wants me to go back?"

"Yes." Su Yan asked, "What's wrong?"

"Tell me the truth." I said, "Something happened to Fanyin, I..." I couldn't tell him clearly, if he didn't know, then I would be hurting Fanyin: "You Do you keep in touch with him often?"

Su Chen smiled and said, "No, how could I have contact with him?"

"Brother Su Wei, don't lie to me. I can't explain it carefully, but this is really a big deal!"

In fact, Fanyin's condition has deteriorated for so long, and being tied up feels uncomfortable. It is not unexpected that he wants to die.It's just that I can't figure it out, why is it that you just want me to go home?I think Su Cheng has something tricky with him.

Su Wei was silent for a while, and said: "I contacted me not long ago, and he told me that he hoped that I could communicate with my father and let you go home."

"How long have you been communicating?"

"It's been a long time, during which he also talked to his father." Su Wei said: "In fact, he was honest with his father about this matter. I talked to him several times but it didn't work. He talked a few times and it worked. Then he told me that he would find a suitable opportunity for you to contact me, otherwise I would suddenly call and ask you to go home, and you would definitely not consider it.”

"Then did he say why?"

"He said he was sick." Su Wei said: "The illness is very serious and very aggressive. But he refused to say the specifics. I didn't ask more, but I think he must have explained it to Dad."

"Then before you answered my call today, did you know why I called?"

"I don't know." He said with a smile, "but I knew it as soon as you opened your mouth. What happened to him?"

"It's nothing." In fact, his condition worsened and he didn't want to live anymore.

In the second half of the night, I fell into a new entanglement:
It seems that what happened to Mr. Fei this time may be because I misunderstood Fan's father, maybe he just wanted me to talk about it?This part is hard to say, it depends on whether the old man knows about my adoptive father.

But Fanyin's words were a little intentional to scare me, the purpose was to make me think of finding my adoptive father, and to find my adoptive father, I had to contact Su Jing.

Su Jing is also right. If I suddenly receive a call from Su Jing and hear him say that my adoptive father wants me to go home, then I will definitely not go back.But when I talked about it like that, I was really tempted.

I'm still wondering, how did Fanyin manage to get my foster father out?Understand it with reason?With affection?Or lure it for profit?

I struggled until dawn before I couldn't help falling asleep.In a hazy dream, I dreamed that Fanyin was dead, covered in blood, and Niannian, who was crawling on the ground, had blood splashed on her little hands, and wiped away the blood while wiping her tears. All over the face.

I was awakened by this dream, and when I opened my eyes and saw Nian Nian's sleeping face, I suddenly felt so shameless.

My husband wants to commit suicide, my children have to stay here, and I want to run away by myself?
And who says I can't help?Since Fan Yin told me about this, of course I have to tell Father Fan immediately, and we can discuss the plan together!
(End of this chapter)