The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 141 Cases
He looked at me, as if he understood, but also as if he didn't.But his gaze was much gentler and calmer than before.

Does that mean he's satisfied?My baby died, so he was satisfied.I killed my children to show my loyalty.

I continued: "I knew it made you sad before, but I didn't tell you because I was afraid he would know. It had to be done suddenly, so that he would not be able to achieve the best results. I'm sorry, let You're so upset, but I'll tell him the next thing he's going to break down."

He still didn't speak, and looked blankly at the child in my arms.

I was silent for a while and asked, "Do you want to see the corpse?"

It took him a long time to move his body, as if he was about to break free.

For some reason, at this moment, I suddenly want to make a decision that doesn't go through anyone - I want to let him go.

I'm probably crazy, because although he is quiet at the moment, he may change all the time.However, I wanted to let him go. As soon as this thought came to my mind, I couldn't control it anymore. I put my arm around the child, took out the key with the other hand, and reached for the handcuffs on his wrist.

I put the key in the keyhole.

During this period, I watched his expression all the time, and he still stared at my face silently.It must not be my illusion, I think he has regained most of his sanity.

I twisted the key, and with a click, the handcuffs opened.

He still took a few beats to react, and his eyes moved to his wrist.

I said, "Try and move."

After a while, he moved his arms and looked at me again.His eyes looked a little like a poor child's.

I know I'm unleashing a beast, but I still feel like I'm doing nothing wrong.Since I couldn't continue the conversation without him responding, I wondered what he would do.Although it's risky.

But that's it, where's the adventure?
I opened all the shackles on my hands, feet, and body. During this period, he never struggled or moved, just staring at me.

There are still some ropes left. If I regret it now, it should be too late, after all, this is unplanned.

But I don't know what state of mind I have, I gritted my teeth, turned around, went to the cabinet and took out the knife.

When he came back, he was still lying on the bed, looking at the sharp knife in my hand, his body trembling slightly.

I can't be bothered to think about what he's thinking at the moment.With the knife in hand, the ropes snapped.

I picked those ropes, held the knife, and stood by the bed and asked, "Do you want to see the body?"

Still after a while, he sat up slowly and looked at me with almost strange eyes.

I couldn't help but clenched the knife in my hand.

He looks at me and I look at him.Hatchback confrontation.

I have a presentiment that the lives and happiness of our family will be decided in these few minutes.

Suddenly, he reached out to me, as fast as lightning.

I instinctively wanted to back up, but my speed was not as fast as his.The child's body was snatched away, and at the same time, I felt a sharp pain in the wrist holding the knife.I let go of my hand involuntarily, and the knife was snatched away by him.

I was a little flustered and looked at him. He carried the child's body like an object, put it on the bed, and raised the knife.

He held her neck with his hands, the veins on the back of his hands were exposed, and the knuckles on his fingers were white.His face was pale, his eyes were red, and he stabbed the knife with his hand without hesitation.The blade pierced into the child's eyebrows without stopping, and he was still pressing down.I even heard the muffled sound of the tip of the knife digging into the mattress.

I stood by the bed, my legs were weak and I couldn't move.

Watching him pull out the knife, looking at the black and red blood on his blade, the blood and white dirt, and his face as calm as ashes.

I watched him hold the knife and kept saying it was inserted into her body and pulled out again and again.I looked at the bloody hole on the corpse. Its head had been stabbed beyond recognition, its eyeballs were shattered, its internal organs fell out, and its limbs were separated.

And the image just made me sick, not terrified.What scares me is that I know it must be Britney, because the pervert knows that she is not Nian Nian, and there is no need for the pervert to dismember a child's body. They have no grievances or enmity at all.

As long as he thinks about it, this is my daughter and my child in his heart.And he was enjoying this process very much at the moment, and there was even a little innocent smile on the corner of his mouth.

This is what really scares me.

I once thought that I didn't choose the wrong husband, but that I didn't know that he had this disease.But now it seems that I made the wrong choice. I made the wrong choice from the beginning.

Finally, when he almost chopped the corpse into pieces, he dropped the knife and turned to look at me.

I haven't recovered from the shock yet, looking at him, I don't know how to cooperate.

We just stared at each other.

After a long, long time, he suddenly curled the corners of his mouth and gave me a slightly weird smile.

Then he closed his eyes and fell down on his back.

My legs were completely limp, and I knelt down on the ground with a plop, retching uncontrollably.

When Papa Fan rushed in thinking that too much time had passed, I was still vomiting, my stomach was burning with sour water, and there were stars in front of my eyes.

Fan's father was also frightened by the situation in the room, after all the bed was full of corpses.

I was helped out by him and sat in the garden for a long time.Feeling better in the fresh air, I told him the story in fits and starts.

He was also shocked, and stayed there for a long time, unable to regain his senses.

In order to make it easier for the doctor to make a judgment, we have connected the surveillance video and recorded it before.Doctors need to analyze it, and there is no way to give an answer right away.Mrs. Han also called and insisted on seeing the surveillance records.

After passing it on, there was a reply within two hours, Mrs. Han said that she was on her way.

She is not in the country, we waited until one o'clock in the morning to wait for her.At this time, the doctor is asking Fan's father to try his best to recall Yinyin's childhood, but Fan's father has already told him everything he can remember, so the doctor is also waiting for Mrs. Han.

Mrs. Han's expression was very bad when she came. No one would feel comfortable seeing his son doing such a thing.

We helped her sit down, and she immediately asked anxiously, "Where's the doctor?"

"They're in the dining room," I said. "They come in in the morning and haven't eaten since."

Fan's father immediately ordered: "Go and ask the doctors to come over."

"No need." Mrs. Han asked, "What do they think of this situation?"

"Their opinions are not yet unified." Fan's father replied: "Some think it's a worsening of the condition, but two of them think it's a good thing to relieve stress. He will probably stabilize in the future."

Mrs. Han nodded, and asked me again: "Why did you let him go halfway? What if you attack you?"

"I don't know," I said, "I just suddenly feel like I should let go."

"It's so irrational." Apparently Mrs. Han felt scared. Although she was complaining, she really cared about me.

"But his next reaction proved that it was right to let go. He didn't move until he let go." Fan's father also had lingering fear on his face: "Just now the doctor asked me again if he had ever been sexually assaulted when he was a child. He said if Yes, we'd better tell them the truth."

"He really didn't have it when he was with me!" Apparently it wasn't the first time Mrs. Han was asked this: "It was Lin Zhimei who did it!"

"There should be no such thing." Fan's father said, "The sexual assault should have hurt, and it was Lao Lin who helped him bathe. I asked Lao Lin when the doctor asked me for the first time. But the doctor said again today, now Among some patients with split personality, most of them encountered sexual assault when they were young."

"Then check Lin Zhimei." Mrs. Han insisted: "When he was at my house, it was Qian Shu and my dad who helped him take a bath. If you think the two of them would do such a thing to the child, then I will There is nothing to say."

Fan's father nodded and said, "But the doctor has emphasized many times, maybe there was a sexual assault? Tell me, did it happen during your time as housekeeper?"

"Probably not." Mrs. Han said: "His whereabouts were completely transparent during that time, and there was nothing unusual. And don't forget, his second personality only has a part of memory before he was ten years old, and that part happened to be It's all about Lin Zhimei. If there was a sexual assault, it must have been during this time."

Fan's father didn't speak.

I also feel more agreeable, after all, the second personality is a symptom.

It was the first time that I was allowed to discuss Fanyin's condition with them. It seemed that through my "sacrifice", they had already regarded me as "one of my own".

Don't know if they knew about it, but I think I should say it: "Second personality seems to be terrified of sex."

They looked at me together, and Mrs. Han said, "What kind of fear method? Tell me!"

"When we were in a relationship, I tried to have sex with him many times, but he couldn't do it. What about his expression? He was very shy and very scared." I said, "After getting married, the first few days The times also happened with No.1 personality, and only once with the second personality."

Fan's father immediately said, "Then why didn't you tell the doctor about this?"

"The doctor didn't ask me just now." And the doctor talked with him alone: ​​"I also thought it was because his memory didn't grow up. Children must feel scared and shy."

Mrs. Han asked again: "Then have you ever asked him why he is afraid?"

"I asked, but he only said that he felt shy, and sometimes he simply said he didn't know."

We all fell silent.

The doctors came out soon. Father Fan told the doctor what I said, and the doctor asked me in detail.

After I answered, the doctor said: "It is undeniable that today's information is very helpful for us to analyze the condition. This is the first time that his second personality has left video evidence. But we hope to leave more evidence, For us to analyze the ins and outs of this personality. Therefore, we hope that the family can provide us with his growth experience as much as possible. From the current data, having suffered sexual assault, physical and psychological abuse in childhood is the most likely to induce personality decomposition. The reasons for his separation. His No.1 personality has symptoms of sex addiction. From this point of view, we hope you can look for relevant evidence from the perspective of sexual abuse in childhood or premature arousal of sexual desire. .”

Father Fan hurriedly asked: "Then will he tend to be more stable or more violent?"

"We still have differences on this." Pointing to the two on his right, he said: "The three of us still think that today's situation can help release the pressure of the second personality. You once told us that his stepmother had some abnormalities. Yes, violent behavior. But his No.1 personality can’t remember it at all, so this part of the pressure is completely borne by the second personality. The second personality can’t be relieved, and he can’t get the treatment he deserves. Violence and abnormal behavior are his only stress reliever.”

At this time, another doctor said: "But the two of us think that this kind of situation will continue to happen. He is indeed using this method to relieve pressure, but if it is conscious, it may turn out to be that he will use this method to relieve pressure." This threatens everyone. Therefore, the only consensus we have reached is that we must have the opportunity to have a face-to-face chat with the second personality and fully understand his experience and psychological condition before we can determine a specific plan for negotiating and integrating the two personalities."

After the doctor left, several of us sat at the table anxiously.Although it was already dinner time, we who had witnessed such a scene did not have any appetite at all.

The doctor lifted the hypnosis on No.1 grid before leaving, but he fell asleep after only waking up for more than ten minutes. The reason was that this body had just consumed too much energy. After all, he hadn't eaten for many days.

They also finally showed me a copy of Fanyin's medical records and records, which contained the accounts of Fan's father, Mrs. Han, Fanyin, and everyone who knew about Fanyin's past.

But there are not many things about his stepmother. In Fanyin's narration, he is completely ignorant of this stepmother.Mrs. Han and Fan's father both said that she forced Fanyin to eat high-calorie food, ruined his health, put him in confinement, accused him of being fat, and hurt his self-esteem.Mrs. Han said that she began to abuse Fanyin when he was less than one year old, which caused Fanyin to be autistic when he returned to her.

Fan’s father described a little more things. This stepmother often satirized him and beat him. He once found scars on Fan Yin’s body. Fan Yin also complained to him, but he felt that it was just the child’s disobedience and lack of vigilance.And he himself was violent towards Fanyin because he was disobedient.The most serious thing is that Ling Chi put his subordinates to death. There is only one incident, but I think it is impossible to have only one incident. This stepmother has been with him for more than six years. From these incidents, it can be seen that this woman has become abnormal, and it is absolutely impossible. Only this time, but No.1 character doesn't remember, Father Fan and Mrs. Han don't know, and the second personality refuses to say.

For some reason, after seeing this, even though Fanyin bullied me so badly, I began to feel sorry for him.The doctor also told me today that all diagnosed patients with split personality had suffered devastating injuries in childhood, which led to their personality collapse and dissociation.

This is not what he wants either.

I thought that if I could know a little more about my stepmother, it might be helpful, so I asked them: "Is there only so much about his stepmother?"

"Yes." Mrs. Han said, "When we killed his stepmother, we killed everyone involved."

"The diary or something like that, didn't you leave it?"

"She doesn't have a diary." Fan's father said, "Old Lin told me most of the things in it."

"My stepmother's surname is Lin, and Uncle Lin's surname is also Lin." Why do I feel that the coincidence is a bit unbelievable?

Fan's father said: "Old Lin has always been my family, and the surname Lin is just a coincidence."

"Oh." I continued to read: "He was bullied when he was in school?"

It said that he was bullied by school people when he was in elementary school, mainly verbal humiliation, and he was beaten once.Fan’s father and Mrs. Han both narrated this incident, and he arranged for him to transfer to another school not long after. When this incident happened, his stepmother was already dead.

"Yes." Mrs. Han said: "I also suspected that those children sexually assaulted him, but after investigation, there is no."

"Oh." I asked, "How about the new school?"

"The teacher said it was good. Amelie was also studying with him at that time, and she also said that no one bullied him. He himself said no, and I didn't see him injured." Mrs. Han asked Fan's father: "You know what? ?”

Fan's father grinned, with a strange expression on his face: "I... how would I know?"

I wondered, "Why don't you know?"

Madam Han sneered and said, "He was taking drugs at that time."

Uh……

"Please!" Fan's father became displeased: "I was drugged!"

"Who secretly smoked without telling everyone before, and still wants to do this business?" Mrs. Han raised her eyebrows and mocked: "Wouldn't you work hard to quit after being addicted? Wouldn't you tell your family if you couldn't quit?"

Seeing that they were about to quarrel, I hurriedly said, "Yinyin used marijuana before, how is your investigation going, Dad?"

Fan's father looked at Mrs. Han, but said nothing.

Mrs. Han said: "It's all like this, tell her."

"Yinyin got the marijuana by herself." Fan's father said, "But it was made by the second personality."

"How do you know it's the second personality?"

"No. 1 will never touch drugs, he watched me quit drugs." Fan's father said: "I trust him emotionally."

I looked at Mrs. Han, and she spread her hands: "Me too."

I didn't mean to whitewash Britney, I couldn't accept his situation at this point: "Could it be that he wants to stimulate the second personality in this way?"

"No." Mrs. Han said: "Don't forget, the No. 1 smoker. If you want to stimulate the second personality, I think it is easier to succeed by drinking morphine in sugar. And drugs destroy the body , This is equivalent to a computer with two systems, and the body is the computer hardware, destroying the hardware will only make both systems crash, No. 1 has intelligence, he will not choose that.”

It seemed like everything I could think of, they'd thought about it in advance.But I still don't give up, I want to help him, really.Before seeing these materials, I wanted to help him because of Niannian, but now I start to sympathize with him. This is probably what Mrs. Han thinks is unrestrained kindness.But I can't help it.

That night, I took these materials back to my room.Before I went to bed, I went to see Fanyin, and he was tied up again, because I still couldn't tell whether he would be a little normal or crazier next time.But at the moment, he is very quiet. He has become so thin recently that he is almost disfigured. He doesn't seem to be lying on the bed and sleeping, but is paralyzed on the bed like a coma.

I looked at his thin face and couldn't help but recall our past.One by one, one by one, I found that I couldn't tell what kind of person he was.However, he must not even know it himself, after all, he has split.

I also don't understand why he split into such a second personality.Because the doctor hadn't talked to the second personality, the words "guess", "think" and "doubt" were written all over the report.According to the report, they guessed that the purpose of the appearance of the second personality is to bear all his pain and negative, because many negative and painful have been forgotten by the No.1 personality.And because most of these pains happened in his childhood, the psychological age of the second personality is very young, and he cannot bear so much, so the second personality will explode one day.

This is different from what I thought before.I thought the role of the second personality was to be true, kind and beautiful, cute and innocent.Unexpectedly, it was the opposite.

When I saw this part, I wanted to forgive Britney again.If the doctor's guess is correct, it means that there is only pain in his heart.Even as an adult, carrying this kind of memory of abuse, torture, and possibly sexual assault all day long... probably collapses.

Today, I really wanted to hug him before I left.

But I dare not.

I didn't sleep all night, looking through those materials, and writing down what I thought was suspicious.

When eating breakfast the next day, Fanyin still didn't wake up, but the doctor said he was fine.

I asked Fan’s father, “Why is there nothing about Amelie here?”

"Yes." Fan's father said, "Didn't you see that I told about that child? His mother also said some, but Yinyin didn't want to talk about it."

"I'm not talking about recent years." I think this is a suspicious point: "They have been studying in the same school since elementary school, and they didn't separate until they were admitted to college. But Dad, there are too few things about Amelie here, right? "

"That's because we only know so much." Fan's father said, "Only Yinyin knows the rest."

"But the earliest record of treatment was when he was 19 years old. At that time, Amelie was still alive, right?" I said, "You see, even some of his teachers at school have them, but there is no Amelie, which is too shameful." , and Amelie's father also has some descriptions. You think, she and Yinyin are almost the closest people outside the family, but there is no word of her description. And they have been in love for so many years, but their high school teacher said Neither said anything about their relationship. Isn't that weird?"

Yan Guo left a voice, how could she have nothing?The doctor will definitely ask her, this is also a good way to treat his illness, but she refuses?If she didn't refuse, why is there no record of her here?It is impossible for her not to know about Fanyin.

Moreover, even if they didn't fall in love in high school, their relationship should be very good.Then this part will not be missing in the teacher's narrative.But the actual situation is that among the teachers who taught them when they were young, only two parents who spoke Fanyin said that Amelie and him had a good relationship, and one of them knew the specific situation.And the high school teacher didn't say anything at all.

Does this prove that the relationship they exhibited at school was so distant that the teachers couldn't even pay attention to it?
(End of this chapter)