The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 163 You have to be considerate of him

Ah Qing is Sheng Mengmeng's mother. She is a singer with a great reputation, and she looks very cold.

Fan Yin said: "It's good, but this event has no income, because it is an orphanage, so we need some more friendly stars, so as not to be suspected of acting. In addition, this event is arranged intensively and urgently. Mrs. Sheng needs to arrange her own schedule, at least two months free."

My adoptive father fell silent, and said after a while, "If you have someone you like, you can tell me directly, without going around the bush."

"These orphanages have always been arranged by Ms. Su Shanshan. The status of the honorary director is more important than any star. The children are very familiar with Ms. Su Shanshan and like her very much." Fanyin laughed: "As far as the actual situation is concerned , she is of course the perfect candidate without a doubt."

My adoptive father was silent for a while, then said, "But Shanshan really can't get away."

"So..." Fanyin suddenly held my hand and said with a smile, "I do have a candidate."

My adoptive father glanced at me and said nothing.

If he didn't answer, it would be difficult for Fanyin to continue, and the atmosphere fell into a stalemate.

In fact, besides Sister Shanshan, there is indeed a perfect candidate, and that is me.I think I am a very friendly person. I am Fanyin's wife and the adopted daughter of the Su family. Of course I am the most suitable for such a time-consuming activity with no money.

Fanyin has been looking for various reasons to shirk other people, and finally even made it clear that the meaning has been understood, but obviously my adoptive father did not want to consider my meaning.

Probably because I was really unbalanced in my heart, I couldn't help it, and I called out: "Dad..."

As soon as the words fell, I felt Fanyin's hand holding me tightened suddenly, causing my fingers to hurt sharply.

My adoptive father looked over with some questioning in his eyes.

"I have two months." I said, "I can..."

"How can you do it?" Fanyin raised the corners of his eyes and interrupted me softly: "You still have an exam, so you can't delay your homework."

"But..." I just wanted to say that I was not busy with schoolwork, but he squeezed my hand harder, making me shut up.

It took a while for my adoptive father to say, "Then let Shanshan go." He completely ignored my advice.

Fanyin seemed satisfied, nodded and said with a smile, "Then I won't bother Mr. Su."

The adoptive father nodded, then looked at me again, and said, "Ling Yu stays here, I'll have a few words with her."

Is it to explain why you don't want me to go?I'm frankly a bit lost, but if it's because I don't have experience with this and don't want me to screw it up, then I can understand.

It's just that this is probably just my own fantasy. My adoptive father is not this kind of person. Even if he wants to explain it, he won't be right to me.

Fanyin went out, and before leaving, she touched my face to reassure me.

Everyone else went out too, and I sat where I was, wanting to look up at him carefully, but I didn't dare, so I had to maintain this half-drowned posture, and soon felt a pain in my neck.

Finally I heard my adoptive father's voice: "Who told you to come here?" There was a hint of annoyance in his calm tone.

"It's me." I said, "Brother Su Cheng said you were sick, and I was very worried, so I begged him to bring me over to see you."

"I'm fine." His tone was very subtle, as if he wanted to get angry, but he was restrained by his upbringing: "You can go back."

I couldn't help but raised my head and saw that he was holding a teacup, because he lowered his eyelids and didn't look at me, so my heart relaxed a little: "Dad, are you really suffering from myasthenia gravis?"

"It's none of your business." He asked, "You haven't graduated yet?"

"Not yet..." How can I graduate if I don't always go to class? "But soon."

His face turned cold, and he put the teacup on the table.The feeling of suppressing anger is even more obvious: "When is it soon?"

"Two years." If there are no accidents, two years will definitely be enough.

He raised his eyelids and glanced at me, his dissatisfied gaze was very clear.

I shuddered inexplicably. Although I knew he wouldn't hit me, I was just terrified.Because he is angry, and I don't know why he is angry.My heart was extremely flustered, but also a little bit excited.Because my father was angry with me, it was much better than him treating me indifferently, at least it proved that he had expectations of me, I mustered up the courage to explain: "My husband's health has not been very good. I also took maternity leave when I had my baby. I'm still on breastfeeding leave and the school won't allow me to go to classes until next year, and then I just have to read..."

He interrupted me: "You know he's crazy?"

The lunatic's statement is too arbitrary: "His illness is split personality, not schizophrenia."

He leaned on the back of the sofa with a slightly sharp expression: "I mean, do you think his illness may be cured?"

I don't know either.

"When you first fell in love, you should go home and ask if you know this person, and if you know his background." He spoke slowly, and he had calmed down: "You have so many brothers and sisters, why don't you ask Did they help you investigate? If you think you are too alienated from them, why didn't you find the aunts who brought you up and ask them to help you send a message to me?"

I lowered my head and didn't speak.

"Your marriage is such a big deal, you didn't inform your family at all, and you quietly obtained the marriage certificate when the other party's father firmly opposed it, why are you so hasty?" Every word he said was serious: "Since we found out He is mentally ill, so why don't you divorce him? What do you think? Hope to influence him and help him cure? What do you think of yourself? Why do you want to have a child with him? Don't you know that mental illness is hereditary? With so many things, why didn’t you think of telling your family?”

Yes, these are all my mistakes.

I tried to say something in rebuttal, but found I couldn't.

It was all my fault, I already knew it.

My adoptive father fell silent when he said this, and after a long time, he said, "What's next? How do you want to live?"

I whispered: "The doctor has a plan now and needs my help, so I will help him treat the disease. Next... I haven't figured it out yet."

My adoptive father was clearly irritated by my words: "You help him with his mental illness?"

"Because his traumatic experience is remembered by the second personality, so I will help the doctor communicate with the second personality, and then..."

"Enough." He didn't have the patience to listen to me at all: "Go back."

I couldn't help being stunned: "Dad..."

"Get out." He turned his face sideways, completely avoiding my gaze.

Logically speaking, I should go out now, but I am a little bit unwilling: "Dad, don't chase me away, I just ask two questions."

He didn't speak.

"Are you angry because I didn't tell you anything?" I said, "It's really my fault. Because when I left, you said I don't have to go back, so I thought you didn't want me anymore , so I didn’t tell you. Sorry.”

He looked at me and didn't speak.

"The second question is, Brother Su Yu said that you have been ill for a long time, and now you are very sick. But when I saw you today, I found that your complexion is still very good." I can't make it any better. Listen to a little bit: "Is what he said true?"

He still didn't answer, just asked: "Have you finished asking?"

"Ah."

"Then go out." His tone was much calmer: "You don't need to worry about my affairs."

I asked: "Then can I still visit you in the future? Do I need to make an appointment in advance?"

"You don't need an appointment to see me." He looked at me and said, "But I don't want to see you."

Fanyin was waiting for me downstairs. When I went down, he was standing next to the car smoking.

I went over to stand beside him, he tilted his head to look at me for a while, and asked, "Did you scold you?"

I shook my head.

He pressed my head, stubbed out the cigarette butt, opened the car door and said, "Get in the car."

I got in the car and he got in and put his arm around my shoulders.

The car started, and Fan Yin's voice came after a long time: "What did you scold you for?"

"Didn't scold me."

That's probably not scolding.

I really don't want me anymore.

"What did you say?" He squeezed my shoulder and leaned his head next to mine.

"Said I wouldn't tell the family anything." I said, "And said he didn't want to see me."

"Don't pay attention to him." His voice was a little gentle: "It's such a long trip, I can't even pay for gas. If I don't pay the money, and I will be scolded, who cares to see him?"

I look at him.

He stared at me: "What?"

"Since I was young, he has almost never visited me. But my eldest brother, sister Shanshan, brother Su Wei, and others were all picked up by him." I said, "When I was going to Germany, he And asked my aunt to tell me that I don't need to go home anymore."

"Then I won't go back." He said noncommittally, "It's not your biological father anyway."

"No..." This is not what I want to express: "But he said just now that I didn't tell him about my marriage, and I didn't ask my brothers and sisters for help. He seemed to be angry about this. But I...I..."

"Don't cry." He wiped my face with his hands.

"I don't know how to explain to him. I know that I should go to my family when I'm bullied, but I don't know how to go to them." I can't express my feelings at the moment more clearly, because I feel that he scolded me There is nothing wrong with scolding, but I feel very sad: "Why do other people's parents want their own children, but I have no one..."

"Maybe it's because they died early." Fanyin hugged me and said lightly, "You can't ask them to take care of you after you die, can you? No one wants to die."

"Am I really stupid?"

"Not stupid." He pinched his sleeves to wipe the water on my face, and his expression was very gentle: "You are smart, lively and cute, and my dad likes you very much. The old man has been ill for too long, and his personality will inevitably be abnormal , you have to be considerate of him."

(End of this chapter)