The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 218

He darkened again: "You also know that I want a son."

"..." I don't know what he meant, but he kept repeating this all day long.

"If you know, give birth quickly." He patted the place beside him: "Come here."

I went to sit down, still feeling a little awkward.

He held my hand and said after a long while: "If I just wanted to have children, then I would already be full of children and grandchildren."

"If you say that, you'll have a bad conscience when he grows up."

"No worries, frankly, I don't think there is any possibility of this happening." He said: "I admit that sometimes I don't remember to wear a condom, but generally let them take medicine. Break up Afterwards, some people paid attention to this, and some of them would have discovered the stream a long time ago.”

"Then you can ask Achang tomorrow?"

"I've already asked him to look for the records." Fanyin patted my hand and said, "I know it's unfair to you, but if there are, then let the lawyer arrange it and call every month. A few thousand dollars in child support is enough, I won’t see him, and the property will not be divided for him. The premise is that you don’t tell my father.”

"Then what if..." This is the best solution I can think of right now, but it still seems like a time bomb has been planted: "What if I don't have a son?"

"No, no." He frowned, a little puzzled.

"Then you will call him back?"

"Why did you ask him to come back?" He said, "Don't you still have Niannian?"

"You said before that Nian Nian cannot inherit."

"Isn't there no choice?" He gave me a blank look: "Are you stupid?"

"What?" Suddenly began to attack personally.

"If I die suddenly, do you want someone else's son to inherit my inheritance, and then drive you away and force your daughter to marry him to collect money?" Fan Yin said with a smile: "Do you think other people are as kind as you? From what I know about her, if she is in your current position, she must have tried her best to force me to do your son."

I didn't speak.

My heart desperately hopes that this matter will not be true, but I can't help but think, if it is true, how should I think about it?After all, it is his child, if Fanyin simply abandons him, I will inevitably feel that he is a little heartless.But if I take him back, then I really don't want to.After all, he is different from Xing Xing, Xing Xing was before me, but he is the product of cheating.And now he is Fanyin's first son, I don't know how Fan's father thinks about the eldest son?I have been with Fanyin for so many years, and I have suffered through all kinds of hardships. In my heart, I really hope that my children can enjoy some blessings.And even if the child doesn't show up, based on Fan Yin's current evaluation of his mother, it can be deduced that she will never hide the child's life experience. Are they likely to be willing to Fan Yin's status and wealth?
And even if I don't mention these things, I can't accept this matter just from the emotional point of view.I'm not the kind of person who is so generous that even the child of a rival in love can sympathize and accept, and I don't want to entangle who is more hateful between Fanyin and Mili.I just feel that I have suffered so much to finally make my family develop in a good direction, if this is my destiny then I admit it.But I don't want anyone to destroy this stability. I don't care whether she is a good person or a bad person, or whether the child in her hands is innocent or not.I think this has nothing to do with moral right or wrong. I can't let anyone shake the foundation of my life.

However, although this incident made me so uncomfortable, I really couldn't persuade him to kill his own child.Because if a person can do something to his own children, then there is no need to expect him to be kind to anyone in his life. He has no bottom line.I don't want to make a request that would disappoint me and even horrify me no matter what he chooses, and I'm even a little thankful that he didn't plan to kill the kid.

Although we reconciled, neither of us could sleep well that night.When I woke up in the middle of the night, I found that Fanyin was still staring at the ceiling with his eyes open. Although he said he didn't believe it, it was obvious that this incident had affected him to some extent.

And although his attitude was the best he could come up with, I was still a little worried and uneasy, but he didn't seem to notice that I was awake, so I didn't bother him, I closed my eyes and continued to lose sleep.

Early the next morning, I felt someone kissing my forehead in my sleep, and I couldn't help leaning over to kiss me. Then I felt him hug me and said, "I won't be back for lunch at noon."

"Oh." He often doesn't have time to come back for lunch: "Come back in the evening?"

"Maybe come back." He touched my face with a very gentle tone: "If you don't come, I'll ask Achang to pick you up, and we'll eat outside."

"it is good."

"Don't let my father know about that." He reminded him again: "My mother also don't say it for the time being."

"it is good."

After Fanyin left, I became more awake, lay in bed for a while, and then received a call from Fan's father.He asked me why I didn't go down for breakfast, and if I was not feeling well.

Only then did I realize that it was already late for breakfast, so I quickly apologized, and both Father Fan and Michelle were there.Michelle greeted me with a smile and said, "Sister, are you feeling better?"

"It's much better, thank you." I looked at Fan's father, who looked at me with some concern.

Sure enough, just after breakfast, Fan's father asked me to go out for a walk with him alone.As soon as he went out, he asked me: "What happened yesterday? Why did you and Yinyin suddenly get angry?"

"It's okay." I said, "I misunderstood him."

"Oh." Fan's father paused, and said: "Yesterday before I asked Xiaoxue to find you, Mi Li said she had a child with a voice. Look..." He took out a photo and said, "Give me back this .”

In the hand of Fan's father is a small photo, which shows Mi Li hugging a little boy.The little boy is very beautiful, at least seven points like Fan Yin.

I couldn't help but froze, feeling like a thunderbolt, and couldn't speak for a long time.

"But the paternity test has not been done yet. She said she doesn't want us to take the child away. If you want Yinyin to see it, you can go to her. She doesn't want to bring it here." Fan's father looked a little embarrassed, and said softly: "Lingling , Dad also thinks it's embarrassing, and it's after you got married..."

I dare not speak, even if it is embarrassing, it is his grandson.

"But if it's true, then we can't let him live outside." Fan's father discussed and said: "So father plans to let Yinyin determine the child's authenticity first. If it is false, everyone will be happy. If it is true , then I still hope to wrong you. I will deal with his mother, but I hope you can tolerate this child. "

I think the reason why Fanyin didn't let me tell him was because he knew he would have such an attitude.

I didn't speak because I didn't want to and couldn't.

Fan's father was silent for a while, then spoke again, and said, "You are the one who made Yinyin's will. If you are worried, it's okay to transfer some money to you now. You are not in good health. It’s all so empty. You don’t have to regenerate after he has this son... It’s not all bad.”

"Have you talked to him about it?"

"Not yet." Fan's father said, "I want to ask for your attitude first, and Yinyin definitely doesn't want to bring it back. But in fact, if you think something happened to the child after being left outside, it's fine if you didn't know it before, but now you know Now, it will inevitably be uncomfortable in the future. If you accept it, but he insists not to accept it, then even if something happens, you can’t blame you. But if you don’t accept it, Yinyin will think, if Lingling accepted it at the beginning, my son would not dead." He said softly, "Father also knows that it is difficult for you to accept this, but it is his child after all, and you should not think that it is his mother. In fact, it is just a reproductive tool. He is mainly Yinyin. of."

"Okay." I said, "I'll think about it."

"Hurry up." Fan's father said, "I want Yinyin to go quickly."

Then I went back to the room and sat on the sofa, feeling that I had no strength in my whole body.

I was in a daze for a while, then I remembered that since Nian Nian moved to Mrs. Han's place, I hadn't visited her yet, so I decided to go and see her.

So I asked someone to prepare the car and went out. When I got to the door, Father Fan and Mi Xue came together and asked, "Is Lingling going out?"

"Yeah." I said, "I'll go and read."

"Then why didn't you bring anything?" Fan's father said, "Bring some presents."

"No need." I was a little angry: "I don't think my children need to always take presents."

Mrs. Han and her daughter are not there, only Mr. Han and Xing Xing are at home.When I went, Xing Xing was telling her a story with her arms around Nian Nian, but Nian Nian didn't quite understand, so she nodded in a daze.

Mr. Han led me in and said to Niannian, "Niannian, let's see who's coming!"

Nian Nian turned her head and saw me.We haven't seen each other for a few months, she probably can't remember clearly, she stared at me for a long time, then suddenly broke away from the stars and ran over, hugged my legs, and shouted while jumping: "Mom!"

The last time she saw me she wasn't so excited, maybe because she remembered too much, Madam Han and the others must have taught her.

In short, my nose was sore immediately, and I bent down and hugged her.

She let me hold her for a while, broke free, ran back to show me her fairy tale book, and said, "Sister Xing Xing tells this."

It was one of the books I brought her last time.

"That's great." I couldn't help touching her little head. I haven't seen her for a few months, and she has grown up again. She speaks very clearly and walks very steadily.

Her hair is also growing well, and she can already braid two small bones, and she looks like a little bear.

Probably because I kept crying, Mr. Han called Xing Xing to go out, and there were only two of us left in the room.

Niannian was clamoring for me to hold her, to stay in my arms, to turn over the book and put my hand on it for me to tell her a story, her domineering appearance was exactly the same as Fanyin's.

I told her a story for a while, during which time I secretly kissed her on the head, and she shook her head vigorously, scratching my neck with her braid, itching me so much that I dare not kiss her secretly again.

(End of this chapter)