The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 224
"It's a good thing your father didn't plan to give it to you, otherwise how would I live my life?" Fan Yin glanced at me with a half-smile, and said, "I've been rambling so much, I just said that your brother must have that kind of heart. But Li Ang's daughter Kicking him off suddenly, it will be difficult to find someone with such good conditions. So you can tell him, if he has no next candidate, then I know a few ladies with good families. If he needs it, he can Introduce him."

"Why are you helping him like this all of a sudden?"

"Compared to others, at least he treats you a little better, he can be regarded as a relative of yours." He paused subtly when he said this, and said: "Besides, I always feel that this kid is interesting to you..."

"If he is interested in me, it's not your turn." I said, "When he was picked up by my adoptive father, he said he would come back to pick me up. I just waited and waited until I was gone, but I didn't wait for him to come back."

He looked over with disdain: "In normal plots, when he said this, you immediately couldn't bear to confess your love to him, and then he fucked you, and then decided whether to come back to pick you up according to his mood."

"We were teenagers when he left, and you've always been so indecisive."

"Then he didn't have any good intentions." He spread his hands and said, "After all, I still didn't pick you up, and I enjoyed myself. After you begged him, he didn't ask you to express his gratitude, so I called him , Said that this matter should be settled by him with some money, after all, my wife begged for mercy."

I couldn't help but sigh, he was right.If I hadn't married Fanyin, I'm afraid Su Jin wouldn't have had such a close relationship with me.

I don't know if it's just my family, or everyone is like this: the warmth and coldness of people are always so utilitarian.

The two of us had to go to Mr. Fei's house in the end. We hadn't planned to go before because Huaixin was not very happy recently, and the atmosphere in Fei's house was also very bad.

But to go to the house of relatives and friends that we are not familiar with, we have to make an appointment in advance and buy some clothes again. This is too troublesome, so we went to see Mr. Fei.

Huaixin was preparing for the medical exam at school, and Mr. Fei knew about Mi Li, probably seeing that Fanyin was persistent, so he didn't make any comments.

I thought Mrs. Fei's suggestion last time was very useful, so I took the opportunity to tell her about the video.Not surprised at all, she said, "Then this should be the crux."

"Then why does the second personality feel in love with her?"

"People's memory can be deceiving." Mrs. Fei said: "Sometimes when he feels that the pain cannot be escaped or relieved, he will choose to forget, or weave beautiful memories to make himself happy. His two This is true of every personality."

"Then shall I continue to talk to the second personality?"

"You need to discuss this with your doctor. After all, I am not professional in this area." She said: "But I think if you can avoid it, such as letting him never wake up the memory of your stepmother, then try to avoid it as much as possible." It seems to outsiders that this is a disease, but it is actually a way to make him feel comfortable, but this way is unhealthy, it is like using drugs to relieve pain, paralyzing the present moment, but there will be endless troubles. However, If you forcibly disrupt his current rhythm, he is likely to collapse and cannot survive."

I said, "Now Britney appears less and less frequently, is this a good thing?"

"It should be." She said: "Although the mental age of the second personality is very young, I always think that this personality has inherited his emotions more. I have done many tests on Yinyin, and he is a perfectionist. There are extreme tendencies, rich feelings, and very low self-esteem. I think that although No.1 personality is more healthy, it slowly awakened later. Yinyin encountered a lot of mental violence when she was young, and the damage caused by these violence made the weak The second personality cannot be digested, so under his needs, the No.1 personality gradually formed the current domineering, unkind, and rational appearance. This personality often hurts others, but he can't even listen to a well-intentioned criticism. No. .1 character is originally without emotion, because without emotion, he can guarantee that he will not be hurt mentally again. Therefore, in many occasions where emotions need to be expressed, he needs a second personality."

I thought about it carefully, and it seemed to be the case.

Anyway, No. 1 had absolutely no feelings for me at the beginning, and it seems that he didn't have any feelings for others. When you think about it carefully, his virtue is quite like a machine.

If you want to say that his current changes are "human", I don't know when this started.

"He is indeed much gentler now than before." I said, "Before, he was cold and didn't kiss the stars. But now he still says he misses children, and his expression is much gentler."

"That's it. This proves that his two personalities have begun to make some fusion, although he hasn't noticed it yet." She said: "Although these two personalities look like two people, they are actually one. A set of operation modes, this set of modes is not specially prescribed by him, but an adjustment made by the body itself according to the external situation. Both of his personalities are not sound, even the seemingly perfect No.1 personality has his own Unable to cope with the scene, so I told him very early on, except for special circumstances, usually, the switching rules of these two personalities must be based on his subconscious "needs", for example, when he encounters danger, The No.1 personality will appear and solve, when he needs to express his feelings, the second personality will appear. Now his No.1 personality has begun to perfect this part, which proves that the second personality will appear more and more in the future Less, because there are fewer moments when he's 'needed'."

In other words, although Fanyin's two personalities do not want the other to appear, his subconscious mind judges the best choice based on the current environment.

Recalling the past carefully, sometimes this is indeed the case.

To be honest, it may be because he is a relative of his own, who knows a lot, and also has a deep understanding of Fanyin's environment.So although Mrs. Fei is not the most professional, her judgment is often the closest to the truth.

This is the harvest of this visit to Mr. Fei's house. After staying for two nights, Huaixin came back.He was still so taciturn, so Fanyin teased him and asked, "I heard that your kid was hurt?"

Huaixin glanced at Fanyin and made a cold face.

"Don't be sad." Fanyin said, "My mother will never be willing to marry my sister to anyone."

"Thank you." Huaixin seemed a little angry, and asked, "Do you have anything else to do?"

"what?"

"It's okay, I'm going back to my room."

"No, just sit and chat with me." Fanyin said irrationally, "It's been a long time since I came here."

"It's boring to chat with you." Huaixin said, "I have to prepare for the exam."

"It's not like there's nothing to prepare for the pig's exam?" Fanyin glanced at him and asked, "Your dad said you were sad?"

"No."

"Although my sister is great and the only one, even if you can't find a better one, you still have Sheng Mengmeng." Not as good as my sister, but she's pretty after all. Don't be too sad."

"You have become more and more annoying in recent years." Huaixin simply stood up and said with a cold face, "I'm going back to my room."

"Hello!" Fanyin asked annoyingly, "Isn't this rude to the guests?"

"You're not a guest." He glanced at Fanyin, turned and walked out the door.

Fanyin turned to look at me and asked, "Am I annoying now?"

"It's a little bit, you know he's sad right now." Mr. Fei even told him not to mention his sister.

"What's the point of mentioning it? The wound will only fester if it's suffocated." Fanyin's tone is almost like an old world: "After this age, I think it's so cute to see these little dolls fall in love."

"Damn old man."

"Old woman." He pressed my head.

I'm not much older than Huaixin, and I feel like I'm at a loss for turning into an old woman for no reason.

Later, Fanyin went to drink with Huaixin and somehow got him drunk, so it was considered a reconciliation.Early the next morning, Mr. Fei's family sent us to the plane.

It was snowing heavily when we got off the plane, and it was also because the weather was really bad. Sister Shanshan informed us that my adoptive father was not feeling well, and the meeting will be directly after tomorrow's birthday party.

After the Lin family incident, we should come to Canada less to avoid problems.So this time we only stayed for three days, which was also arranged by my adoptive father.

Achang went out to inquire, and learned that there was no latest news, but in such a short period of time, Pu Lan should not have communicated well with the Li family.

After the break, the next day, we went to a banquet.

The banquet venue was not far from the hospital. It was a villa owned by Sister Shanshan. The interior was very beautiful and the decoration was very modern.The banquet is Western-style, and the requirements for clothing are quite high.

We arrived at noon, and all the adopted sons and daughters of my family, including my seventh sister and Su Wei, came.But they didn't pay much attention to me, and Fanyin asked me to take the initiative to show my favor.After all, I am the youngest, so I went anyway reluctantly.

Fortunately, there were Fanyin, so they were kind to both of us.After drinking for a while, I felt a little tipsy.Fanyin helped me to the corner, and I said, "I'm so dizzy, can I stop drinking?"

"I haven't met the other guests yet. All the people who came here are more prominent people, some of whom I really want to meet." Fan Yin said, "Your father didn't ask you to come and stand."

"Then what should I do if I can't drink anymore?"

"persist in."

I held on for a little while longer, but fortunately, before I was walking and drifting, my adoptive father informed me that he wanted to see me.

It is still snowing today, and my adoptive father is still in the hospital because it is inconvenient to move.At this time, several officials who Fanyin said were very well-known were chatting with Fanyin, and it was inconvenient for him to leave, and my adoptive father didn't call him, and it was Seventh Sister who sent me, so he let me go first.

The hospital seemed empty without Sixth Sister and the others. On the way to send me off, Seventh Sister said, "I don't know what happened to you. Dad hasn't been able to eat or sleep well recently. You also know that Dad's body is like this. If there is no serious problem, don't worry about it." Tell him to worry him."

(End of this chapter)