The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 240 I Know Why I Love You

Mr. Han immediately said: "Then you don't go to see my sister, grandpa goes to see her."

"Okay." Maybe there was a conflict with Xing Xing, Nian Nian lowered his head as if he had done something wrong.

After Mr. Han left, I quietly asked Niannian: "What else did Sister Xingxing say to you?"

"I didn't say anything." Nian Nian said, "But she glared at me."

"do you have anything else?"

She shook her head, and then asked: "Mom, is sister Xingxing's father also my father?"

"Well." I said, "So she is your dearest sister."

"Then her mother is also you?"

"No." I said, "Her mother was your father's former girlfriend, and she died later."

"Oh," she said, "she said she didn't have a mother."

"She was very young when her mother left, she can't remember." I suddenly remembered that Fan Xing's biological mother was killed by Fan's father.I admit that I didn't feel too special when I heard it at the time, but looking back, I feel a little scary.If Fanxing finds out about this one day, what will she think of Fanyin?Fanyin's mental state was not good in those years, so he must have treated her badly.If she knows, then...

I chatted with Niannian for a while about her childhood, and listened to her sing the theme song of the cartoon with her broken voice.After a long time, Mr. Han came back, and I hurriedly asked, "Is Xing Xing better?"

"It's okay." Mr. Han pinched Niannian's little nose with his fingers and said, "If Dad will give you a gift in the future, don't tell my sister."

"Oh." Nian Nian asked, "Why?"

"If only sister has a gift, but you don't, will you be angry?"

Niannian pursed her mouth: "Then why doesn't dad make a sweater for sister? He has partiality."

"It's done." I said, "But Sister Xingxing is bigger than you, so she hasn't finished yet."

Nian Nian immediately turned her head: "Really!"

"real."

Anyway, Fanyin has nothing to do these few days, so I urged him to weave one for Fanxing.If he doesn't say yes, I'll try it myself.Although I'm not proficient, I can always figure it out, right?

In short, I should be blamed this time. I only considered my own children, but did not consider Fan Xing's feelings.She has no mother, and has never been able to be with her parents. Although Nian Nian is not very happy, at least she still has me.As children grow up, their minds become more and more sensitive, so they should be taken care of.

Knowing that there was a sweater, Nian Nian happily ran to find Fan Xing, and the two of them should be back together after that, she came out and kissed me when I left, and then ran back.

Mr. Han sent me out and asked, "Did he really prepare a sweater for her?"

"No, but I'll tell him, he probably just forgot." I said, "He's had a falling out with his dad, and he hasn't had much to do lately."

Mr. Han nodded and said: "Although you should avoid suspicion, but because my wife is very busy recently, it may be difficult for you to contact her. If you need anything, you can call me. If you are about to give birth, I suggest you come to my house. My daughter shouldn't be busy, she can help take care of you."

"Thank you." I said, "I haven't figured out the issue of waiting for delivery, because we want to deceive his second personality, saying that the child is his. If we can deceive him, I can take all the children. gone back."

Mr. Han nodded, thinking it was because the relationship was a little far away, so he didn't ask carefully.

When I got home, Fanyin was lying on a rocking chair, basking in the sun with her eyes squinted like a cat.I handed over the knitting task to Fanyin, but he was a little reluctant and said, "The stars are so big, why are you still arguing about such a thing?"

"No matter how old she is, she is still your child. Did you knit her when she was young? Did you take care of her? You see she grew up in a daze, right? That's because you didn't pay any attention to her." I said Said: "Anyway, I'm squatting at home, just take care of the children."

"Oh." He replied, and then looked a little embarrassed: "Although they are all mine, but the five fingers are all different lengths, I do think the stars are a little far away..."

"Don't say such things." These words hurt me too much: "They are all your children, you should at least try to be fair to her."

Fanyin looked at me and didn't speak for a long while.

"What's wrong?" I was a little scared by him.

He smiled slightly: "Lingling, you said that if what happened to your son is true, do you want to try to be fair to him?"

I couldn't help being taken aback.

I actually forgot this.

No, I've chosen not to be fair.Because he is different from the stars.His mother is after me, I can accept before me, but definitely not after me.

I asked, "What do you mean?"

"It's nothing." He smiled mysteriously: "It's a good thing he's not real."

"Xing Xing is different from him." This feeling is like being slapped in the face, the pain is secondary, and the main reason is embarrassment: "Although I only found out later, Xing Xing is from the past after all, and it has been so many years ..."

He stopped talking, just lay on the recliner, closed his eyes and smiled mysteriously.

Embarrassed, I asked, "What are you laughing at?"

He didn't say a word, just swayed around, which made me very upset.

"Hey!" I sternly said, "I'll be angry if I don't answer again."

He narrowed his eyes slightly and curled the corners of his mouth: "Laugh at your innocence and kindness."

It sounded like he was mocking me: "What do you mean?"

He closed his eyes again, shook it for a while, and said, "If I were my dad, I would definitely think you would kill that child."

My heart couldn't help trembling.

"Because self-preservation and protecting one's own children are the nature of people, especially women. Just because there are laws and retribution in this world, many people dare not." He said slowly: "But as long as you want, your father will I support you. With his support, you no longer have to fear the law or retribution. Anyway, if you ask someone to kill, the other party will naturally cooperate with the crime. At this time, anyone will tend to choose him, because , he is the product of an extramarital affair, Yu Li, he is a person, and now he is a harmless child, but if you let him grow up, his position will cheat you."

I was terrified by what he said.Why did he bring up this topic so frequently these two days?It made me very uneasy, I felt like he was trying me.I understand that my current thoughts may be chasing wind and shadows again, but I just can't stop.

Fanyin paused for a while when she said this, and then said: "As for Xingxing, even though she is in the front and you are in the back, the one in office is the biggest. Even if you don't consider her feelings, you will marry her to you as soon as she is full." Dad's partner helps your family get married, as long as the other party is not outrageous, I won't say anything. Anyway, I don't kiss her, and you can kick her away to prevent her from competing with your children."

I couldn't figure out what he meant more and more, and I didn't speak more and more.

I don't know if his idea is good, but my adoptive father has already made the decision for me.I have never thought about the latter. I admit that I don't miss the stars as much as I miss Nian Nian, but I have always planned to bring her back together when we get Nian Nian back.

When I was figuring this out, he opened his eyes and looked at him with a smile in his eyes: "My father always thought that this is what you are most likely to think about. He has never considered anyone in the direction of kindness in his life. , because in his opinion, the truly good people die before they meet him, and the hypocritical people will wear the cloak of kindness, and what they do behind their backs is dirtier and nastier than anyone else.”

I felt like his words were pointing at me on purpose, which made me even more uncomfortable.But even if it is too late to confess now, I can only grit my teeth and carry it to death.

In all conscience, his expression is friendly now, but it still makes me extremely uneasy.He said: "Every time I mention this these days, you are unhappy. I know it's because my dad misses you so much, and I also know why I love you."

The words came so suddenly that my mind didn't turn around.

"It's not because my father insisted on misinterpreting you, but because too many people have let him down, so the other party has faults and plans, which makes him feel safer. He is used to thinking about everyone like this." He looked Looking into my eyes, the earnest face is full of tenderness: "Our world has different rules from yours. This world is disgusting. There is no such person as you."

This……

I looked at him and was stunned.

"So I hope you don't care about this, it's his business what he likes to think." Fan Yin said, "I know you have no bad intentions."

I……

What can I do?
I suddenly felt very embarrassed, which outweighed the fear of being blamed by him.I'm about to confess, but if I do, won't he feel like he's been slapped across the face?When I think of this, I dare not confess even more.

Their profession is very committed and anti-lying, because people who can tell lies are very likely to betray them, so they hate such people.

But to this day, he is still firmly on my side.And what did he mean by those words just now?Advising me?Want me not to feel bad about his dad's attitude?Maybe a few of them, and it all means he trusts me more than I can imagine.

I was speechless, so I could only say embarrassingly: "I'm not angry, and I'm not as good as you imagined. Because I thought, if that child is real, then I definitely can't tolerate him..."

He smiled and asked, "But how can you tolerate the stars?"

"She came first, she was there before me."

"But you found out later." He insisted on rectifying my name.

"Then she came first, which is very important. Her mother didn't destroy my marriage, and I have no interest in it."

"But she will rob your children of property."

"Yinyin!" I couldn't hold it back because I was too nervous: "It was my child who robbed her of property, and she could have been the only one! Don't think I'm nice. If Mi Li's child is real, I really picked it up, I will definitely not treat her like Xing Xing. Don't think that if I like Xing Xing, I will like that child."

(End of this chapter)