The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 294 As long as you don't abandon me

Not wanting to lie to him, I shook my head.

He didn't seem surprised, but looked at me with a slightly uncomfortable expression.

I said: "The matter between us is no longer a matter of whether I forgive this matter, I can feel that this matter may really be an oolong, but..."

I can't describe how I've been feeling lately, it's been confusing.Maybe other people can simply make a decision in my position, but no one knows how much weight he occupies in my life.

For more than 20 years, I have been planning for a home all the time, just like many of my ordinary classmates.But I can't actually imagine what "home" looks like, because I have never lived in "home" and never felt it.

When I first started dating Xiao Tiantian, I often listened to him telling stories, such as those of little rabbits, little pigs, puppies, kittens, and little bears... He built families for those ordinary little animals. Grow happily in the arms of your parents, never grow up.I have always felt that I love him because he has built a "home" for me that I long to enter.

And now, no matter whose fault it is, he and I have two children.I don't know if every child needs both parents at home, but for Nian Nian now, we are still a "family", with a father she likes and a mother she likes to fight against.

If divorced, is she repeating my tragedy?

If divorced, will she copy my old way in the future?Like me, because I feel that my original family is incomplete, I choose to paranoidly create a completeness that belongs to me, so I stupidly stay in a marriage that is not worth it at all.

But if I don't get a divorce, my life will still be like this.So what if Britney was the one who tossed twice?In fact, I understand that Fanyin is Fanyin, and every character of him is cruel and scheming.And I'm already terrified of being tossed like that.

So recently I have been unable to think about it well, and I don't know how to choose the right one.

During the few minutes I was silent, Fanyin never spoke, just looked at me like that.

And I didn't know how to continue, so I changed the subject and asked, "Do you want to take medicine?"

"I've tried taking medicine." He was also more comfortable with the new topic, and answered quickly: "The side effects are very serious."

I haven't heard him say this, and I always thought he hadn't taken medicine: "What are the side effects like?"

"Memory loss and judgment are weakened." His tone was a little helpless: "IQ has also been affected... If there is a successor, then of course I can eat. But..."

"Can I be the successor?"

"You're going to divorce me," he said wearily.

"If you can control it by taking medicine, I won't divorce." I said, "It doesn't matter if you are stupid, as long as you still love your children and don't hurt them."

He shook his head.

I was disappointed for a while.

He opened his mouth: "You can't take my job. Now you just have the capital to threaten my dad, but he arranges the job, so you don't understand the content at all. This business is very risky, but you are not smart enough and cautious enough , you can't take over."

"So you can't actually take medicine, can you?" I said, "Then why did your mother promise me so much? Does she know what's going on?"

"She knows." He whispered: "She hopes to let my father continue to do it, and I will treat the disease first. But no, my father has taken drugs, and his mental state has not been very good after he quit drugs. Not as good as back then."

I understood what he said, but I was really disappointed.

Xiao Tiantian can't communicate, can't take medicine, there is really no way out.

After being relatively silent for a long time, he reached out and held my hand, and said, "Would you like to communicate with him again?"

"I don't want to." I said, "I don't think he is still willing to communicate with me now."

He looked at me disappointed.

"It was like an ultimatum that time, he said you were absorbing his energy." I admit, I was really just making excuses: "Maybe he needs me to do something to make you not absorb him, but I didn't do anything. So he never showed up again."

He was silent for a while before opening his mouth: "Are you not going to help me?"

"I want you to take your medicine."

"I can't take it for the time being." He avoided my gaze and said in a low voice, "I'm still sober now, so my dad didn't fight you directly. Once I start taking the medicine, he will ask you for power, don't you If you give it, he will let you disappear, because he can't stand the power falling into the hands of others. Even if you have the core information, he is the one who created the business with one hand. He is more familiar with the operation than you and can hold the information in your hands. Kill you before it works."

I didn't speak.

He clenched my hand again: "You can tie me up and lock me up, but at least I can still be awake most of the time. Lingling, I hope you can believe me... Neither of these things are me, I didn't Breach of warranty."

I asked, "Did the people in the hospital tie you up before you came out?"

He pursed his lips and said nothing, he must be tied up.So is it useful to tie him up?Useful and he will still be here?

I said: "A few days ago, your mother asked you to take medicine. I still feel a little hopeful, at least it will not harm the child in the future. But now you say you don't take it."

He looked at me a little aggrieved, still holding my hand.

"I don't know what to do. I can't live like this for the rest of my life. You hit me before, and now he hits me? Or did you cheat before, and now he cheats?" I felt uncomfortable when I thought about it: "Or Just get a divorce."

He lowered his head in silence for a few seconds, and then said, "Your father agreed to a divorce?"

"I've said a long time ago that I'm not going to take over the job."

He let go of my hand.

After a while, I raised my head, and the expression on my face became more confident: "Are you sure your father agreed?"

"Yeah." My adoptive father gave me such a good opportunity, but I not only didn't work hard, but also kicked halfway. How could he chase after me and ask for it?
"I think you should confirm it." He hooked the corner of his mouth: "What if he didn't change his mind at all?"

"No." I said, "He doesn't have to give it to me."

He still smiled and said: "Once your father decides to give it to you, you will face assassination every day. Of course you can send the child back, but I promise, as long as you get divorced, I will never care about your life or death."

"I don't need you to control."

He stopped smiling: "Then you will die."

"Of course I will ask someone else to take care of it." I said, "Isn't it just to protect myself? I just pay for it."

He snorted disdainfully.

I know what he means: "I can marry again if I can't buy it, and I will only be more sought after than now."

His eyes froze, his face sank, and he asked coldly, "Are you looking for a fight?"

I didn't speak.

I was a little angry, probably because he told me to wait for my death when he said divorce.Even so, I still feel uncomfortable.

He calmed down by himself for a while, then stretched out his hand to hold my hand. I pulled it away first, but was pinched again. His tone was a little more restrained than before, but he was still very unhappy: "Let's talk about our business now, don't get involved in other things. .”

I asked, "Then can you not have a son?"

He froze for a moment, and said, "I didn't find those women myself."

"But you still want a son in your heart?" I said, "But I will never give you another child."

He laughed, with a more relaxed expression: "Then I won't have a baby, I don't want a son, I just want you."

"Then who will inherit your work?" I asked, "Have an illegitimate child?"

"Xing Xing's personality is not suitable, Nian Nian is good, but he is too young, I don't know what he will become when he grows up." He replied very positively: "I don't have illegitimate children, that's just my father's idea."

"I hope that neither you nor your father will say in front of me that your family wants a son or a grandson." I said, "If you think you can't do it, then let's divorce, and I will take my daughter away without delay." You want a son, I don't want to be tortured by your family anymore."

He didn't speak, but looked at me and asked, "Do you regret giving birth to me?"

"Ah."

"Lianyin is what you want."

"At that time, I was scared, and I hoped that I could give birth to a son for you, so that you would not worry about your son." I said, "Fortunately, this is a daughter again, so I can see that I am humiliating myself by doing this." You have been asking me for a son since before, but I don't want to have another child, every time I have a child, I have to worry about it while suffering, and even if it is a daughter, I will be rejected."

"Then I won't give birth." He wiped my face with his hand and said, "It's not a problem. I've given up on it a long time ago. Besides, I don't hate them. It's too late for me to like them. I'll let my dad Come here, if he doesn't promise this matter, I won't go back to the hospital. I promise, let him shut up no matter what today, and don't talk about this matter again. "

If this matter is resolved, then my mood will be much better: "Really?"

"Really." He stood up, leaned over and put his arms around my shoulders, kissed my forehead, and said softly, "Don't worry." He also took the opportunity to shake Lian Yin's little arm.

I said: "Then you can urge him about the stars by the way. It's been a week, and I suspect he wants to procrastinate."

"Yeah." He kissed me on the forehead again, and said softly, "As long as you don't abandon me, nothing is a problem."

Next, Fan Yin called Mrs. Han first, and then old man Fan, asking him to come over.The old man Fan immediately agreed and came an hour later.

I didn't let the children come out, and accompanied Fanyin to receive him.The old man Fan’s expression was urgent and haggard. When he saw Fan Yin, he was obviously relieved. He helped him sit down by his arm and said, “Why haven’t you returned to the hospital yet? Who told you to run out? "

"I miss my daughter." Fanyin said with a smile, "Don't worry."

The old man Fan showed a face of blame, and said: "Hurry up and tell me what you two are going to do, and hurry back to the hospital with me after you finish talking! This is not a minor injury!"

(End of this chapter)