The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 296 She Saved Me
Maybe it's because I'm a very indifferent person?Mrs. Han's words made me feel reasonable again.Of course Fanyin knew that taking medicine could calm his life down, but he never did.He has used his actions to choose the former between being a psychopath who is smart most of the time and out of control a few times, and a fool with low IQ and no self-control but not out of control.

In fact, everyone knows that the second way is the best, at least it can save him from the torment of schizophrenia, not to mention that it is easier for stupid people to feel happy.But I know that he is a strong person. For him, letting others control his life, from a chess player to a chess piece on the chessboard, is probably more uncomfortable than letting him die.What's more, the reality doesn't allow it at all. I'm not a woman like Pu Tao who can take care of herself. My children and I need to rely on him. Sometimes Fan's father's condition is not as good as Fan Yin's mental illness.Mrs. Han has no time to take care of this side, not to mention that her foundation prohibits involvement in black. Once she gets involved here, the foundation will immediately disintegrate at the fastest speed, and all its political influence will be in the fastest Speed ​​fades.

And Fan’s father’s words are not wrong, in fact, as a mother, I don’t know what kind of life I should expect to have.No power to calm down?Isn't that me?She was born in a Fan family, and she was destined to face the most cruel and utilitarian side in the world. If she didn't have a position of power, could she live well?If Xing Xing is smart and capable, and is a candidate for an important position in the future, then she will not fall into the trap, let alone be forced to marry someone she hates.

But the road to power and status is difficult and lonely. I don't want my daughter to live a life of licking blood on the edge of a knife.

Therefore, it was a mistake for me to give birth to her, and it was just a mistake to give birth to Lian Yin.In fact, what if I give birth to a son next?Am I willing to let my son take the position of Fanyin?Am I willing to let my child face such pressure all day long?In fact, I definitely don't want to.The best option is probably not to regenerate.When I made this request, I didn't have any hope, so this is not something that can be solved by surrogacy.And I don't know what the correct answer is.

Fanyin was also silent for a long time, and said, "Mom, I actually..."

No one interrupted him, but he seemed unable to speak. He paused for a long time before saying, "I saw the court video."

Mrs. Han was slightly taken aback, but I didn't know what he was talking about.

"Although I don't remember it at all, I also know that you must not have abused me." It turned out that he was instigated to frame Mrs. Han in court for abusing him when he was a child, which caused Mrs. Han to lose his custody rights for life: "My father said That was what he taught me, but I was the one who spoke after all. As you just said, I could have had a different life before that day, and I knew that I would be happier than I am now. This is the price of framing my own mother. "

Mrs. Han stretched out her hand to hold his hand, and said: "Mom has stopped being angry a long time ago, not to mention that you were not sensible at all, and no one can blame you."

He was silent for a while, and then said: "I was young a few years ago, and I felt that my illness could not be cured. I planned to have a grandson according to my father's wishes after a few years of playing, and let him raise it. It has nothing to do with me. .I have never dared to tell you, for fear that you would feel uncomfortable, but like me, I can’t find the same kind, and even the doctor can’t enlighten me, so life is very boring.”

We didn't speak, just looked at him like this, I don't know how Mrs. Han feels, but I don't want to disturb him at all.

He continued to speak slowly: "A few days ago, Xing Xing had an accident. I talked to her, and she said that she was willing to go in, and if necessary, she could commit suicide. I suddenly felt that I was very bad. After my child made a mistake, did I think about it?" Tell me or other family members, but go to jail or die, so what's the point if I have the skills?"

"That's because you never took care of her." Madam Han said, "She doesn't trust you."

"If I had treated Lingling kindly, she would not have believed it immediately when she encountered a challenge, but would have considered that I had been nice to her and given me a chance. If Xing Xing was the child I took care of since childhood, she would not Go outside and be fooled by others, let alone hide it from me after the accident." He said: "Niannian came to see me that day and said she knew I was sick, but the four of them would not give up on me. So many women …No one has said such words to me, and no one has supported me with actions, because following me suffered extraordinary hardships, and no one is willing to sacrifice their whole life for others. So, how lucky I am to be here In such a situation, people still insist on it. Actually, Qian has never been able to save my life, but Mom, Lingling saved me."

Mrs. Han sighed, but still did not speak.

"Recently she has been hesitating about getting a divorce, and I am also hesitating. I want to agree, but I don't want to. I know that the reason why she wants to leave is because she can't see hope when she is with me. Didn't do anything." He said: "I don't know if it's too late, but she has made such a request to me now. She doesn't want to have any more children, no matter what form. This is what I can do , then don’t. The future will be settled slowly, but I don’t want her to compromise on my affairs. She can make a request, and I can satisfy it, even if it is unreasonable. "

After he finished speaking, he didn't speak again for a long time.

Mrs. Han was also silent for a long time before asking, "Didn't you tell your father these words?"

"He doesn't understand even if he said it." He said: "Now he has his position and needs. I don't mind if he continues to live, and I don't mind if he gives his property to others."

"I understand what you mean. In this way, I agree to this matter, and I will ask your father to agree." She laughed: "But I still don't agree to him giving the property to others. You can sell it to others, but it It must be yours. Don’t worry, if you really let him choose, prosperity may not be so utilitarian. Otherwise, he would have given birth to a child long ago.”

After that, Mrs. Han stayed and had dinner with us, and teased Niannian and Lianyin again.She also asked why Xingxing's spirit is so bad?But Xing Xing still said she was fine.

After Mrs. Han left, I felt very happy. First, Mrs. Han agreed to this matter, and she was very sure of it.Fan Yin said something very right. For me, who is more reasonable is really not the point. The point is that I am not the only one who is compromising.

And Mrs. Han didn't agree to let Fan's father continue to have children, otherwise I would have sent someone to seduce him for nothing.

After dinner, I asked Fanyin, "When are you going back to the hospital?"

"Let's talk about it tomorrow." He was also in a good mood and ate some more for dinner.

"Let's go back early." I said, "Be careful to toss and break."

He glanced at me, with a half-smile: "It's so deceiving."

"what?"

"It's okay." He rolled his eyes and greeted Niannian: "Go, take Dad to see the dog."

"Stay away from that dog!" It is still rampant up to now, without any progress: "If you throw you down, you will die."

Before he finished speaking, he had already leaned over, leaned over and kissed my mouth with his palms on the edge of the table.

When I turned my head away, he had already let go, looking at me with a sinister smile.I couldn't help but give him a blank look, and he stretched out two fingers, flicked on my forehead, and then slipped away.

I sat by myself for a while, feeling a little uneasy, so I went out to have a look.In fact, I was overthinking, the broken dog was uncharacteristically obedient, lying at Fanyin's feet, gently rubbing his head against his legs, like a lover reunited after a long absence.It seems that the information that he is unhealthy can be discerned from the smell on his body.

Just at this moment, when I went back to my room to look for Lian Yin, she was already awake.The nurse was teasing her with a small toy, and she held it with her little hand. For no reason, the image of Fanyin holding her little hand in her mouth suddenly popped up in my mind, and a burst of warmth surged in my heart.

Taking care of children is time-consuming, and by the time I played with Lian Yin for a while and then put her to sleep, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.Although I really wanted to take a look at Nian Nian, but I was really tired, and I felt that Fan Yin would definitely accompany her, so I didn't move.

In the middle of sleeping, I suddenly felt an indescribable sense of anxiety. Before I opened my eyes, I felt my arms moving.Lianyin needs to drink milk once at night, and I usually get up without her crying.

Too lazy to open my eyes, I lifted up my clothes to feed her, when suddenly I felt my mouth was bitten.I wanted to open my eyes, but my eyelids were so sore, I could only feel Lian Yin sucking on the pacifier, and the guy holding my mouth was holding my face with his hands.

I could vaguely guess who it was, so I didn't push him, and let him kiss my mouth while stroking my body with his hands.I understand that he can't do anything excessive in this state, so touching him is very beneficial, and I feel extremely comfortable.I didn't know how long it had been like this, and I vaguely felt that Lian Yin let go of her mouth, probably because I was full, so I fumbled and pulled my clothes, but at the same moment, I felt that someone took her away from my arms.I opened my eyes reflexively, and saw the familiar figure in the dim light in the room. There was a small light near the small bed, and I could see the small figure lying on it.

I closed my eyes reassuringly, and thought stupidly: since he has climbed up, it would be better to put the child on the crib, so that he and the child would not hurt each other.

But after a few seconds, I felt a soft, soft touch on my neck, warm and moist.My neck is very sensitive, and my hands and feet can't help but feel a little tingly, and this feeling is slowly flowing down my neck, like gurgling water, climbing up the dangerous peak, leisurely flowing into the plain, meandering through the dense forest, Silently seeped into the valley.

Now I am sober, but in a blink of an eye I fell into another kind of ambiguity.I couldn't help but raised my hand to hug him, and called out, "Yinyin..."

He stopped his movements first, and then opened his mouth after a long time: "Huh?"

I tried to wake myself up, then took his arm and said, "Don't mess around."

(End of this chapter)