The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 330 Don't worry

I'm not used to it, but the next page is still Britney.

His tone was much calmer, and he wrote:

I thought no one would bully me anymore.

But last week when the test results came down, my dad was very angry and asked me why I did so badly.He slapped me across the face.I was very dissatisfied, so I pushed him, and he said that I was rebellious, and put me in confinement.

I sneaked out to see Amelie, she laughed at me, she respected me a few days ago, offered to kiss me, said she thought she fell in love with me.

I started wanting to eat again.

I feel so bad, but I'm going to insist, I don't need that guy.He's so bad, he murdered my dad, he raped Amelie, but...

Why do others respect him?
The next page is very long:
At noon today, I saw my mother.

She had been abroad before and would occasionally call me.

I miss her so much, it was a pleasure to see her.

This morning a guy spilled hot coffee on my head and stained my shirt.

Amelie and the others were laughing and I was in a hurry because my mom was picking me up at noon and I didn't have a spare shirt.

Then Amelie came over, wiped me dry with a handkerchief, kissed my forehead, told me not to be angry, she loved me.

I love her too, but what about my shirt?
Luckily my mom didn't get angry and asked me why Amelie wasn't there.She brought Amelie a gift, which was perfume.

During dinner, I asked her about her sister, but she was still reluctant to say more. When I asked when I could see her, she changed the topic.

She asked me if I helped my dad with things. I helped, but his things were difficult.

She also asked me if I was being bullied and I said no.

He also asked me if Amelie treated me well, and I said yes.

Asked me if my dad hit me, I said no.

She just laughed and stroked my head with her hand, as if she were petting a puppy that aroused her sympathy.

I couldn't help asking her again, can you show me the photo of my little sister?
She said she didn't bring it with her, so there is a chance.

In fact, my mother is not my mother for a long time, and now she is someone else's mother.A few years ago my dad said he could help me get my mom back and he thought it would make me happy.

I was really happy, but my mother wasn't happy at all.

This is not my illusion, because she has been very happy these years.

I have said more than once that I want to see what my little sister looks like, but she is always reluctant.

My father told me before that once my mother gave birth to a little sister, she would definitely leave, because the little sister's father is not him, and they will become a new family.What my father said was not wrong, and now I feel it too. She, Uncle Han and little sister are the same family, and she didn't even plan to take me to see them.She guarded them so carefully that she didn't even dare to show me their photos.

I know she loves me very much, doesn't hit me, doesn't scold me, and cares about me very much.However, she is someone else's mother, and there is no place for me in her family, let alone become a family with me like Amelie.

So thinking about it this way, I understand the painstaking efforts of Amelie and my dad.Even though Amelie has many demands on me, she never abandoned me.My dad hits me all the time, but he just wants me to get better.

After dinner, my mother asked me if I wanted to go shopping with her, and she bought me a new shirt.

I said I still have something to do, she seemed a little disappointed.

When she was leaving that day, she said that she would definitely show me a picture of her little sister next time.But I said it's okay, in fact, I don't really want to see her, I just don't want my mother to think that I hate her all the time.

Obviously, this was an important event for Britney, so he described it in great detail.

Seeing this, I somewhat understood why Britney didn't remember Mrs. Han later, because old man Fan's words made him feel that he was abandoned by his mother. Although his stepmother abused him, she did not "abandon" him.

Then he talked about some trivial things, roughly that he was bullied even more seriously.

To this day he writes:

Am I doing something wrong?
Why is everyone bullying me?
Obviously they stopped bullying me a few days ago, why did they start bullying me again?

Amelie was with someone else, and the man said, if I try to find her again, he will break my leg.

Amelie told me I better not tell my dad because the reason she didn't love me was because I wasn't a man.

I also dare not tell my dad, my dad often wants to kill Amelie.

Why is everyone bullying me?

What am I doing wrong?
On this page, there are traces of being wet.

Could it be tears?

I think that as long as they are normal people, they will understand after seeing this, that the little sweet girl in this diary has done nothing wrong.

If he was at fault, it would be that he was too weak and tolerant, especially with Amelie.

There is a progression in the description of the diary. After the No.1 cell disappeared, others bullied him step by step.This must be because the No.1 character is too strong, even if it is arrogant, it calms down this group of people.But after Britney came back, she became honest again, so people began to bully him again.

I was trembling with anger, I really wanted to travel through this diary, hug him, and tell him not to be so weak anymore.

Let them die.

It's not like you don't have this ability.

It's extreme, I know.

But that's what I think.

On the next page, there was actually a dark red color on the paper.

It seems to be inadvertently rubbed up.

I smelled it carefully, and it was too long to smell it.

There are only two words written on it: I hope...

The red bleeds through one page, so the words are reappeared on the next page.

It is the font of No.1 grid:
Come on out, idiot, don't kill yourself next time, your hand hurts when you hit someone.

Your rival in love lost three teeth by me, I promise to beat him once every time I see him.

Please tell me anything.

I listen to you.

Quite angry, but the No.1 grid seems to have returned to the state of no self-awareness before, and it feels more mechanical.

For the next few pages there is no conflict between them.

Xiao Tiantian wrote some requests for beating someone to take the exam, etc., and the reply of No. 1 grid was very good.

It seems that Britney originally made No.1 disappear, but because he couldn't manage his life, he pulled No.1 out again.

On the following page, Xiao Tiantian wrote more:

You've been really good lately, so I'd like to give you two days a week for free time.

Hope you are doing well.

Don't hit my dad and Amelie, have to love them unconditionally, I'm sure I'm stressing that for the last time.

You must listen to me.

A word was returned in the No.1 grid: Received.

Really no self-awareness.

Next, it was Britney who gave orders to this personality. Judging from the conversation between the two, the No.1 personality was well completed.

Judging by the timeline of their conversation, which appears to have passed a few more months, Britney wrote:

Amelie said she has figured out our relationship, but she doesn't like me, she fell in love with you because you are attractive.Do you love her?
The reply of No.1 grid is very simple: love.

Britney replied below, which looks like a chat log: Do you think she is yours?

No. 1 really looks like an obedient soldier: No, she belongs to you.

Britney replied: Very good, go and explain it to her.

Next article, still Britney:
My dad was always upset with me and asked me why I couldn't get things right every time.I explained to him that the one who did well was not me, but the younger brother I created.My dad said I was sick.

My brother went and explained it to Amelie, but she didn't believe me, she said I was crazy.

I'm not crazy, he's really just my brother.He has a bad temper, but he does well in exams, he has everything I don't, but he has to listen to me.

I'm so distressed, I don't know how to make these people understand.

They all like my brother and don't like me.

Really...

With the initial rhythm, No.1 grid should reply, but he didn't.

The rest is trivial, nothing to mention. No.1 grid cooperates with him tacitly and helps him overcome obstacles, so Britney is very used to it.Later, he asked No.1 to do more and more things, but No.1 was always good.

Until the last page of the diary, blood stains appeared again.

Sweetie wrote:

Recently, my mother keeps coming to see me, she says I am too emotional, sometimes violent, sometimes very good.I explained to her that it was because I had a younger brother, and she looked at me strangely.

Last week she said she would take me to see a doctor, and my dad agreed.

We saw the doctor today and he asked me a lot of weird questions.

On the way back, my mother said that I couldn't go to class and had to suspend school.

I eavesdropped on the phone call between her and my dad. She said I was mentally ill. During the day the psychiatrist said I had to see a psychiatrist.

They were arguing on the phone.

My dad said I wouldn't be crazy if it wasn't for her insisting on going.

How could she have lost custody if it wasn't for him teaching me to frame her in court for abusing me, she said?

My dad also said it was because she told me to be another man's son.

She also said that the reason why he lied to her to have a child was because he wanted to cheat her of the money and let me inherit it so that he could cheat her.

They quarreled for a long time.

I understand, they are all right.

Of course I was wrong.

I shouldn't have come into this world.

I just called Amelie and told her my parents thought I was crazy.She said she felt the same way and advised me to die.

Brother, I want to say sorry, because I don't want to live anymore.

But there is still one thing I can't give up, that is, if I die, what will you do?
Although you are sometimes misbehaving, I actually understand that you are the person who loves me the most in this world.You are a person who can live a good life without being bullied.

I will find a way to keep you alive.

Don't worry.

(End of this chapter)