The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 356

I want to laugh even more: "I still care about the word respect?"

"The hat is too big." He glanced at me with a smile, then sighed softly, and said, "Before I met her again, I did remember her in my heart. I thought she might be the love of my life. But I abandoned her for utilitarian purposes. Maybe one day, my career can develop to the height I wanted, but I lost her completely after all. Whenever I think about this, I feel a little sad for myself. Reunited with her At that moment, I really felt that my heart seemed to be alive again, nervous, excited, happy, and that period of time was also very beautiful. After all, she is more attractive than many women."

The most beautiful girl I've ever seen is Sheng Mengmeng. If Sheng Mengmeng is ten points, then A Piao in my memory is at most seven points, which is really not beautiful.But she excels in her heroic demeanor and her cheerful personality.

I asked, "Then what? Did you find that she had changed?"

"Well, we have all changed. Although it is not ugly, I often feel strange." He said, "But I think this is the love of my life, and I can't be separated from her. Until she left, I actually felt that ... so relieved."

I didn't speak.

I don't know if Ah Piao thinks the same way, because she has his child after all.

"I feel so relieved." He repeated it again, with a distressed expression: "I also feel cruel."

I did think so, but felt it was a bad nod, so I said, "So you're not planning on marrying her?"

"No."

"Didn't she ask for it?"

"No." He said, "She knows she's not qualified."

I remember he said that A Piao's family used to be very powerful, that is to say, she knew the rules better than ordinary commoner girls, and knew that as her, the most she could climb up to was.But I remember Mrs. Han's background was very ordinary, but the three husbands she married were all rich.

It can be seen that qualifications cannot be changed.

The reason may simply be that he doesn't think she's worth it, either rationally or emotionally.

This topic made our conversation fall into silence, I looked at Nian Nian, she was still asleep, frowning, her fingers clutching the fabric underneath.This child has a bad temper and often gets angry in dreams, so I held her hand and rubbed it lightly, and she let go.I said, "We're going back, it's time for my little girl to nurse."

He nodded and said, "Thank you for talking with me about this."

"This was brought up to upset you because you behaved too much," I said, "but you're invulnerable."

He moved first, as if he was about to stand up, but suddenly he leaned over to me and said, "This era no longer needs chaste and martyrs. You can't take it for granted that I am helping you out of humanitarianism."

Regardless of whether Ah Piao is the love of his life or not, one thing is certain, that is, the reason why he said that to me is purely due to my adoptive father's status, and my adoptive father obviously revealed some of the arrangements for me to him.This should be to tie him up and make him willing to help me.Pu Lan's biggest shortcoming is that he is very utilitarian.

"I didn't think you helped me out of humanitarianism." I said, "But that's all for later, we agreed, now you are out of humanitarianism."

He bent his mouth: "No, it's for future rewards."

"Investment is risky." I said, "Since it is a future return, there is no reason to take it now."

"Investment is about sweetness." As he said, he quickly pecked my lips. It was too late for me to avoid it, so I instinctively reached out and pushed his chest, but he held it again Fortunately, he didn't lean forward: "It's not like I haven't kissed before, so why such a big reaction?"

"My child is here."

He turned his face and glanced at Nian Nian, but didn't speak.

I took the opportunity to push him away, stood up and said: "The future is the future, I hope you don't do this again."

He sat on the ground, propped his hands back, and did not speak.

I knew my refusal was weak, I couldn't even throw him out of my house because the rabies vaccine was his and I needed to use him as a hostage.

After that, I also have a lot of places where I can use him.I also feel that this is not good for me, but the situation requires me to be patient.

I didn't say any more, I went to pick up Lian Yin, wanted to wake Nian Nian, but thought it was fine, and was about to make a phone call, Pu Lan had already stood up and said, "Let me hug her."

After speaking, she reached out to hug Niannian, but Niannian turned over in her sleep, leaving him in vain.

Pu Lan's arm froze in place, and my heart skipped a beat, and I said, "Let me call."

He glanced at me, looked a little guilty, and nodded.

I called someone to help me bring the children back to the room, and then let them go out. While feeding Lian Yin, I watched Nian Nian's face.

She still seemed to be asleep, but she might not be able to pretend anymore, she didn't look like a deep sleep at all.And I didn't call her, and my heart was entangled.

Lian Yin fell asleep again after eating, I held her in my arms, thankful that she was still so young, because she was awake the whole time just now.

I put Lian Yin on the small bed, after thinking about it, I still said: "Nian Nian?"

She didn't move, she didn't speak, her small body was obviously tense, which made my heart ache.

I touched her face and said, "Get up, mom knows you've already woken up."

Only then did she open her eyes, stood up, and opened my hand roughly.

Her eyes were red and her mouth was pursed.

I didn't think about how to explain it, I thought she would ask, but she didn't say a word, and she burst into tears.I couldn't stand it, so I had to bypass the explanation and said, "Can I not tell Dad about this?"

She immediately looked at me angrily.

"I'll tell him myself, but I don't want you to tell him." I said, "OK?"

She still stares at me.

I was very uncomfortable being looked at by her eyes like this, so I had to say: "Actually, that uncle and I were just..." I'm not sure if he will believe this: "I'm just joking, it's not what you think..."

"Liar!" She was even angrier, yelling and interrupting me.

I fell silent.

She cried even more sadly, wiping her tears with her little hands.I reached out and tried to wipe it off for her, but she couldn't push it away a few times, she grabbed my hand and bit it hard.

There was severe pain, and when she let go, blood was already oozing from my wrist.

She felt a little guilty and turned her face away.

I asked, "Have you calmed down?"

Still crying, she said, "My dad will be sad in this way."

I looked at the wound on my wrist and thought that it was more than just sad, if Fanyin found out, he would have to kill me.I said, "I'll explain it to him myself. Can you promise mom not to tell him?"

She stared over again and asked, "Are you trying to lie to my father?"

"No."

"Then why can't I tell him?" She was even angrier.

"Because you don't know everything," I said. "He'll misunderstand even more."

She obviously didn't accept this: "I saw him kiss you with my own eyes!"

"Yes, but..."

"But what? Do you think I'm easy to deceive as a child?" She yelled vigorously: "I understand too! You two plan to be together and don't want my father!"

I didn't expect her to react so quickly. I thought she couldn't understand what she said just now, so I couldn't help being a little scared, and said, "This is impossible because you think too much."

"Liar! And you've kissed him before!" She climbed out of the bed as she spoke, stood on the ground and said angrily, "I know you don't want my dad anymore, so don't, I don't want a mother like you either! Even though I kissed other uncles, you still lie to me! You don't want me to tell my father because you want to lie to him! You are discussing with that uncle how to bully my father together!"

She was about to turn around and run after she finished speaking, I ordered in a deep voice: "Stop."

Maybe it's because I've never been so fierce before, even if Nian Nian had such a temper, she was taken aback and stopped in her tracks.

I said, "Turn around."

She hesitated for a while, then turned around, raised her small face, and stared at me fiercely.

"Tell me." Actually, this question has troubled me for a long time: "What am I not as good as your father to you?"

She was still staring.

"No matter what mistakes you make, have I ever yelled at you like this?" I said, "Have I ever stared at you like this now? Have I not listened to your explanation at all like this now? Why are you doing this to me?" I?"

In fact, she is at the age when she has the strongest self-awareness, and it is completely impossible to empathize, let alone listen to these words, I know it.But I am too uncomfortable.

The way she looks now makes me think that all of them, from old to young, have no conscience.I was reluctant to tell her the whole story, which made her feel sad, but Fanyin didn't think so.He told Nian Nian that I would not want them.She didn't think so either, she always felt that I just wouldn't want her.

One or two have no conscience.

Even if she didn't fully digest what I said, she understood that I was scolding her, she flattened her mouth, and started to cry again.

It seems that there is indeed an explanation for this matter to her, and it will inevitably cause harm. I chose a relatively less cruel one: "You were bitten by a dog, and the dog is sick. If you don't spray medicine, it will also be sick." If you get this disease, you will die soon. This is what the doctor uncle said, if you don’t believe it, just ask them.”

She bit her lip and didn't speak, but listened carefully.

"We don't have this medicine at home, but that uncle has it. Mom doesn't want you to die, so ask that uncle to get it for you." I said, "But he wants to kiss mom, otherwise he will take the medicine and leave, and you will still die." .”

She looked at me with a slightly more friendly gaze.With her current state of mind, she is undoubtedly biased towards herself on this issue.

I continued: "Mom didn't want to tell you this, because she was afraid that you would feel sad. So I want to explain to your father myself, but since you misunderstood mother like that, then I will tell you. I still hope you don't think about it again. I will tell your father about this matter myself. But if you want to tell your father, you can. Anyway, your father will divorce me. You just said that you don’t want me anymore, so I will take my sister away. You It's a big boy, and I respect your opinion."

(End of this chapter)