The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 367 You Are Too Affordable To Lose

I don't even understand: "Aren't you her own son? Why did she treat you like this?"

"Because she doesn't want me. In fact, in my memory, she has always treated me like this since I was a child." He said: "Very indifferent. She has been trying her best to determine my life experience, because on the day she was pregnant with me, her bed Lied four men. I think that scene is about the same as what you just saw, and it makes me sick to think that I was born like this."

I didn't speak, although I couldn't put myself in his place to understand his feelings, but I also felt disgusted.It's just that it's hard for me to say that I feel sick too, which is more hurtful.He said his own bad things, but also wanted me to balance it out. If I really sympathized with him, I would become a disgusting and ignorant person.

After a while, he said again: "Thinking about it this way, don't you feel that you are not so miserable?"

"My dad hates my mom too, and I got something about what she went through, and if it's true, it's not very good." I said, "Anyway, you've got a life after all, and you've got a life to grow." You are handsome, and this is the best that God bestows on you.”

He shook his head with a wry smile: "If I can choose, that ghost would be willing to be born."

"That's not right." I said, "If you can't be born, how can you taste so much food?"

He laughed too, and said, "Well, you're right."

"It's so reluctant to admit it." I said, "If I had such a hobby like you, I would definitely be much happier than now."

He laughed and said, "If I could have such lovely two children, I would be willing not to cook for the rest of my life."

"That's not okay." I said, "Your cooking skills are just right to show off to your children."

He didn't speak, and his smile seemed a bit far-fetched.

It was only later that I realized that I had said the wrong thing. He was also in his 30s and his career was stable. It was the time when he liked children, and he had just lost his own child.

Hey...Compared to Fanyin, Pu Lan is much better, and her relationship with the child is so shallow.

After he changed the subject, the pressure in my heart was reduced a lot, but as soon as I was alone, I immediately started thinking about those things.I know what I should do next, but I don't know how to resolve this feeling. This feeling is like flatulence, which can't be exhaled or digested.

Before this incident, I originally wanted to go back immediately, but now I don't want to, probably because going back means facing those things and dealing with the problem of redundant sound.

So I didn't leave that night and stayed here.Perhaps because of his growth experience, Pu Lan's house is much smaller than Fanyin's, and it is mainly simple and practical. .

I still couldn't sleep at night. When I was packing in the afternoon, I found that Niannian's little donkey doll had been forgotten. I held it, and it felt like she and Yinyin were still with me.I think they are doing well, the first day must have been a little nervous, but you will get used to it.I am also very fortunate, because after watching this video, I will definitely not be able to face Fanyin properly in the future.It's so painful to act nonchalant and love each other when there are children around, but luckily, I don't have to.

All night, I was thinking about this, and I felt like a knife was being twisted in my heart.At the same time, I also remembered what Pu Lan said during the day, if I could choose, I would not want to be born, and I also knew that I was wrong, I really shouldn't have children.I also thought that I could make my life perfect, and I tried to do so, but after all, I was too naive. In my life, step by step, no matter what I choose, I will always stick to it.

Early the next morning, Pu Lan cooked breakfast, chatted with me about the braised pork, and said to me: "Actually, your father also recommends me to work with Mr. Li, because his threshold is relatively easy to step on, far away from you. My father is also relatively close and can take care of each other, but my background will become clear after a little attention, and my mother is embarrassing, so no one can introduce me. At that time, I was struggling to figure out how to get close, but I didn’t expect Li Young Master Yu just made such a request."

"Then why did he learn this? Did he like to eat, or did he also like to cook?"

"Neither." He said: "And his parents' bodies are not allowed to eat such greasy food. I guess he is cooking for others. But Mrs. Li likes to cook. She is weak and does need to be carefully adjusted, so they I have always been very welcome. Later, Mr. Li began to make some suggestions for my business plan. After I followed suit, he also started to help me. He also said that his daughter was married, otherwise he thought I was really a good son-in-law candidate."

I said: "So it turns out that you conquered your partners through your cooking skills."

"Of course not. I'm prescribing the right medicine." He said, "Everyone knows that Mr. Li loves his wife, not to mention that I am such a filial, good young man with no moral problems. Otherwise, wouldn't all the cooks cooperate with him?"

"Yeah." I said, "And you're smart."

"Of course." He said, "Not only that, but I'm also sensible. Mrs. Li likes me so much, she keeps saying that she will introduce girls to me, so please be positive. It's not easy for me to stick to it for so many years."

I laughed involuntarily at first, but suddenly felt uncomfortable.If you savor it carefully, his words are very sad. To meet my adoptive father without anyone recommending him, and to win his favor, this can be done not only by using me.He also needs to have a high emotional intelligence and a lot of hard work. A living counter-example is that I am the one who never sees my adoptive father without a referral.The same is true for the Li family. Cooking skills are a quick stepping stone, but of course it is not only the cooking skills that win the favor in the end, but also a lot of hard work.He used a word, which is "sensible". Being sensible is not a skill learned from books, but life, face and suffering.

Like him, there is also Shanshan. The reason why she was able to continue to be favored by my adoptive father is also the result of her hard work and caring. It is only by listening to what I said, and I know how hard it is to do it.And I always feel that it is unfair, but how can it be unfair?Now that I have the opportunity to control Fanyin and seize power, isn't it also because I have suffered so much?
I have benefited a lot from Pu Lan's words. Although I still don't want to go back, I know more and more.I also finally began to understand the rules of operation of the world I live in, and understand that it is a pyramid with more blood and tears as I go up.

The mediocrity I used to pursue was originally a beautiful utopia.

A flat life, a peaceful life, no disasters, no trivialities, how difficult it is.

After getting off the plane, Pu Lan sent me to the door of my house. Before I got off the car, he said: "When will you be ready? Tell me when."

I said, "Just recently."

He nodded, seemed hesitant to speak, and took my hand again.I wanted to break free, but he had expected it a long time ago, so he held it tightly and said, "I really like you."

His expression of loyalty at this time has two meanings. First, it may be a good intention not to want me to be stimulated by Fan Yin so that I have no love for life. Second, of course, it is necessary to increase some good feelings. After all, it is easier to be empathized when the relationship is weak.

I said nothing, avoiding his gaze.

"Sometimes you refuse to leave the fire pit because you are used to it and think that there is no better world." He said, "I know, you have never felt that I have sincerity for you all these years, and I also know that you are a person who refuses to leave." Adventurers. But..."

"Mr. Pu." I couldn't help it: "Do you know what your biggest shortcoming is?"

"what?"

"You don't know how to do your best and obey the fate." I said, "You can't afford to lose."

He didn't speak.

I looked at him and said, "When you calculate too carefully, it will backfire."

He was pushing me so hard that I had serious aversions.I also know that the reason why he pushed so hard was because he knew very well in his heart that I wanted to put him aside after I had finished using him.He dare not lose.

However, the more he pressed and the more loyal he was, the stronger his sense of purpose became.I became more and more uncomfortable, and even wondered if he still harbored wolfish ambitions that I couldn't guess.

I need to breathe a sigh of relief, and I think he does too.

He laughed, let go, nodded and said, "I'm taught, I'm sorry."

"You used to be like this." I said, "It's a little bit better now, but still."

He is still laughing.

I just changed the subject appropriately and said, "That's it for now, I'll go first."

"Wait." He opened the locker, took out an envelope, and said, "This."

I took it, but couldn't see what was inside, so I asked, "What is it?"

"Open it when you get home." He smiled and said, "If you're worried, just wait until I leave."

"Okay." I said, "I'll go home and drive."

He smiled deeper: "Goodbye."

I got out of the car and went home.Naturally, you can't open it when you enter the house, but open it when you enter the door. After all, there may be any dangerous goods in the envelope-although my rational judgment will not, but I have always been an overly cautious person who is afraid of what happens.

But the things inside still surprised me: it was Nian Nian and Yin Yin.

Yinyin was lying in the stroller, and Niannian was standing beside her, her little hands were tightly protecting the edge of the stroller, as if she was protecting her younger sister.One of the two little ferrets on the ground was lying down and the other was lying down. Judging from their leisurely attitudes, the person who took the photo was probably Pu Lan.The light is this morning, and the scene is the back garden.In other words, I took it while I was sleeping, and judging by the child's expression, it seems to be a candid shot.

This of course made me a little uncomfortable, as I was completely ignorant of the incident.Turning over the photo, there is a line of words written on the back: Sorry, I called the two little princesses out without your consent, but I swear, I only took such a photo.

(End of this chapter)