The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 370 Let's Die Together
His eyes froze slightly, maybe because he didn't know that his pet dog was dead, maybe because he didn't expect me to say such a thing first.

I continued: "Niannian was very scared, so I sent her to my father. But I was afraid that Lianyin would be lonely, so I sent her too."

Of course he understands that what I said is not just the literal meaning. If he wants to send it, it is the best way to send it to his mother's house. It is relatively stable and convenient for us to see.

Therefore, his eyes were slightly weird, but he still blinked lightly, and opened his mouth with some difficulty: "Sorry...I..."

"I don't want to hear you talk about this." I interrupted him and said, "Let me tell you about the current situation. When I was sending the youngest son of the Lin family to Mr. Fei's, your father sneaked onto the plane, but the plane crashed. They disappeared together. The Fei family helped me search for it, but there is no news. There have been accidents at home, and you even designed me to activate the white knife. Zhunyi has been helping to deal with it, but I don’t know when it will be fully activated. You have no news , I have spent a lot of trouble finding you, and I am exhausted."

His demeanor was extremely gentle, and he felt a little guilty, and said, "Thank you for your hard work."

"Stop saying nice things." I don't know what attitude I want from him?The video isn't fake, he's just messing around with other people, and it's so disgusting.I can guess all his reactions, he remembers, feeling guilty?Or do you not remember?I don't know, I don't want to hear him mention this matter, although I can't forget it myself: "I only have two requests now, the first is that you have to cancel the knife, I need to go out for errands, and I don't have the energy to deal with the killer. The second is that your mother asked to see you within a week, and I can agree, but the prerequisite is that you must hand over the power to me."

He was still calm when he heard the first request, but the second one frowned slightly and said, "It's too early...you don't understand anything."

"I'm not discussing with you." I said, "I'm informing you."

He narrowed his eyes slightly, and the way he looked at me changed, as if he had finally noticed that I had become a stranger?

"I won't let you out in a short time, because I plan to make an agreement with you first, and then ask Dr. Li to treat you." I said, "Do you remember his plan? You must be locked up." As for whether I understand or not, this is not something you can get involved in."

He stared at me blankly, seemingly speechless.

I waited for a while, and seeing that he still didn't speak, I said, "Think about it, and let them call me after you think about it. I hope you can cooperate with the doctor and me, and don't think about running away."

I stood up and was about to leave when Fanyin suddenly said, "Lingling..."

I stopped and looked back at him.

There was some confusion in his expression, and his sick face became even more haggard: "Are you still her?"

I said, "You are confused."

He was silent for a while, and said: "It's my fault for walking for so long, I'm sorry... I understand, you and Nian Nian have suffered a lot of grievances during these days. But even so, you can't act too hastily, you have nothing ..."

"You haven't understood me yet?" My anger was ignited by the word "wronged", it must be because I used to forgive him so easily that he thought I was just "wronged".He never felt how hard it was for me to put up with him.I said: "You have no room to comment on this matter. If you don't cooperate, you will stay here for the rest of your life and be chained to the bed like a dog. If you cooperate, as long as you can cure your illness, I will do anything for you." willing."

"Lingling," he emphasized, his voice was hoarse, and he seemed to be in pain: "What are you doing nonsense? There are so many things happening at home, you don't understand anything, how can you..."

"I told you to shut up!" I was so annoyed that he was nagging and annoying: "You know everything, but you did something good! Do you know how badly Nian Nian was bitten? I don’t know who the suspect who injected the dog with rabies is! I’ve become like this because I’ve been listening to you all the time!”

He was silenced by my yelling and looked at me silently.

He probably thinks I'm crazy.My adoptive father also said that my decision was crazy, I know, but I had enough.

"The only thing you can do now is to treat the disease honestly, and frankly, Fanyin, if I don't manage well and go to prison, I will go to prison." I said, "The life I live with you It's better to be in prison, I can't stand it anymore."

He shook his head and said, "Lingling, let me out first, don't be fooled. Calm down, let me out first, and I'll tell you slowly..."

"I told you to shut up." I interrupted him again: "I will repeat it one last time, and you will give me an answer within two days. If you want to cooperate with the treatment, then I will replace the iron chain with a cloth strip. Let you suffer less. I don't care what you think, what your mother thinks, even if you become a fool, you still have to take medicine, and you can take as much as the doctor tells you. If you don't want to cooperate, then Simple, I'll just lock you up here and force-feed you. Your mother seems worried about my usurpation now, she insists on seeing you, and I need you to meet her and tell her that this decision is yours to make. Of course you also You don't have to agree, then I will fight to the death with your mother. Do you understand?"

He nodded, showing irritability: "Understood, but Lingling, I can't tell my mother that, even if I tell her, she won't believe it, everyone knows that suddenly handing over the whole family to you now is a dead end !"

I couldn't help laughing, and sat down again: "Fanyin, I know you never miss me, you only think about yourself. It's like your whole family is tying me up to sacrifice alone."

He was a little anxious, but he opened his mouth but was blocked by my words: "I must think I am crazy now, and I am indeed crazy. For so many years, I have been by your side, and it is not enough to be bullied by you. The best thing is your mother. She once advised me to divorce, but I underestimated your horror and didn't listen. Over the years, I have been close to death and almost lost my life several times. But you have never pitied me, you Just pretending to say a few beautiful words, there is no sacrifice that should be made at all. You never thought that I was innocent, never thought that I just stayed by your side because I love you, and I also need your dedication and seriousness You are afraid that you will become stupid and don't want to take medicine to control your disease, but you never thought that at least I will die if this continues. You said, what's the point of loving you? I thought I was the person who knew how to love best, and I paid for you I have everything I have, and I know the oath best. On the day of my wedding, I said that no matter whether you are poor or rich, no matter whether you are sick or healthy, I will never leave you until death. Now I have done it, but the irony is that you use Your own actions have proved to me that even if you sacrifice some IQ and some concentration to protect my life, you are completely unwilling. I can guess that if you and I exchanged status, you would have had enough. You left me a long time ago, and it is impossible to help me, love me, and trust me with difficulty. You don’t love me that much, Fan Yin, I have never dared to admit it, what two personalities? What disease? I’m too prettified You are so crazy that you forget, number one, you are crazy, sometimes you have no thinking ability at all, you don't deserve the love and marriage of healthy people, because you can't defend it. Number two, you don't love me that much, you This person can only do love, you don't understand anything about love, and you don't have the ability to love."

He opened his mouth several times, but didn't find a chance to speak, and finally fell silent completely.

"Now your family's white knife fell into my hands, Niannian was framed by you to activate it, and she almost contracted rabies, you should know how terrible it is. And I suddenly figured it out, you found so Too many excuses, nothing more than procrastinating, procrastinating your illness, procrastinating all these, all the torment and pain are borne by me, and now the flames of war are directly burning on the children. I am fed up, this kind of life is worse than death It’s still uncomfortable. I’m the only one who’s going to be tortured, and now I’m like this, maybe I still have a way out.” I said, “Fan Yin, I know that both you and your second personality think I’m like a tumbler, No matter how you fight, you just shake it and don't really fall. It seems that you have always been so stubborn and easy to bully, so you have never respected me as a human being, but you have thrown all the pressure on me. I didn't consider my feelings at all. I used to think it was because of your illness, but I was too naive. Love can't cure you. It can only make you and the second personality bully me harder. The only thing that can cure you is Medicine. I really don’t understand your business. Not only do I not understand this, I haven’t even finished my original major. Since I followed you, I lost everything. Now you want me to bear and wait, Want me to lose more. I don't understand, but so what? This time I will do this anyway, there is no room for discussion, unless you kill me. If it does, then it is my luck, and it also represents you The Fan family’s vitality is not exhausted. If it fails, it means that your Fan family will kill yourself if you do many unrighteous actions. Regardless of your reasons, I will do what I want this time, even if it is wrong. Yes, even if it kills us all."

He stopped talking and just shook his head.

I don't care about his opinion at all, but I feel that I have tolerated him too much.I not only said these words to the No.1 personality who refused to take medicine, but also to the spoiled second personality.

I asked, "Did you understand this time?"

He still shook his head: "Lingling, I know you feel uncomfortable, but you should be more rational. This is not something you can gamble on. You don't understand what's going on here, and there is no possibility of success at all."

"Then let's die together."

I stood up and wanted to go out, but I heard him call again: "Lingling, you..."

"Fan Yin." I stood still, and a great sadness welled up in my heart. My life is really wasted. I have never felt that I can see so clearly, and I am so ironic. I don't want to turn around and look at him: " Do you know what I've been dreaming about these days?"

No response was heard from him.

I said: "I often dream that when I was 19 years old, I didn't take that fairy tale book off the shelf and didn't open it. If I didn't open it, I wouldn't know you. Although all the marriages in this world are It's regrettable, but until today, I have finally figured out that you are the only hell."

(End of this chapter)