The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 394 I Will Not Die

I nodded: "I know."

He didn't seem to expect me to agree so simply, he was slightly taken aback, but stopped talking.

I asked: "What's wrong?"

He smiled, shook his head and said, "I thought you were going to ask me why I thought that."

"That's not important." I said, "I'm thinking about it too. I'm by his side and I've already had the worst experience I could possibly have in my life. If you lied to me, you can fool me What about me? My life? If I go back this time, isn’t it just my life?”

He reached out and held my hand, looking gloomy, without speaking.

Then Pu Lan left again, saying that she would come back early in the morning.I just don't want him to be here staring at me all the time, and once he's gone, I feel a lot more at ease.

At first I couldn’t make up my mind, but it was Pu Lan’s words that touched me. When I was 19 years old, I never imagined that my future life would turn out like this. I thought I would live a good life. I love people who also love me, build a family together, and make up for what I don't have and what I lack with happiness.At that time, I thought this person was Fanyin, and thought that his illness was a test of our relationship. How could I abandon my sick family members?But I forgot, I can't save him, neither can the doctor.

I also forgot that I am so humble, so low in the dust, and cut meat to feed eagles like this. After all, I will only be regarded as not fat enough, not enough, and not loved.

What am I afraid of?It's nothing more than that when outsiders harm me.

Early the next morning, Pu Lan came and had someone prepare something, and told me: "When he asked, you only said that you were here, but you don't need to say that you have seen me."

"Okay." I said, "But he knows I'm here, won't he think I've seen you?"

"Of course I think, but he has no evidence. If you say it, you have something to say." He said, "So just don't say it."

That's it, I said, "Okay."

"I will take care of the rest," he sighed, and said, "If something happens and you can contact me, you must contact me as soon as possible."

"Okay." I said, "Don't worry. In contrast, I'm a little worried about the Fan family. Last time, the second personality betrayed the whole family. The matter of betraying the whole family has not been resolved, and now he doesn't know what he did. Lin Zhunyi has also defected, and I don't know who to use."

"That matter has been resolved, and everyone has been killed. It means that we need to negotiate, but it seems that we haven't decided how to talk about it." He said: "But at least the small family dare not act rashly. At least you have successfully deterred them."

I nodded, and remembered that Fanyin asked Lin Zhunyi to lead me to the scene of the incident that day, and he kept saying that he wanted to prove himself, I thought it was ridiculous.

I don't want him to prove his innocence, anyway, he has not been innocent too many times, every pile, every piece is a slender knife, slowly piercing my heart, as long as I don't pull it out, There will be no bleeding, no intentional touch, and no pain, so I just carry these knives and live on.

So I'm not going to explain to him what happened with Pu Lan these days, whether his attitude is good or bad, I don't want to explain, because I also want to stab him with a knife like this, because I'm fed up with him being covered all over It's a stain and I forgive his relationship mercifully. I want a sense of balance and let him understand the pain of hanging a knife.

It was packed soon, and before I left, he said, "I won't see you off, it will be very troublesome to be seen."

"I know." I said, "Thank you these days."

There was no smile on his face, the distressed expression made people feel sour, he raised his hand, because he didn't raise it in the end, so it was hard for me to guess what he wanted to do, I only heard him say: "You are alive Just come back."

"Don't worry." I said, "Maybe it's not that bad."

"If something happens to the Fan family, I won't make trouble, but my second sister may not." He said, "I will try my best to lobby her, but she is already dissatisfied with the Fan family for charging her too much money, and he..." He seemed to think that he was too gossip to say so, so he stopped.

I asked: "What about him? You should finish talking, don't keep teasing me."

"You said that she found you and negotiated with you arrogantly, so do you need me to elaborate?" He quickly changed the subject, took out a box, and said, "After much deliberation, I decided to do this."

He opened the box, it was my wedding ring, my wrist was a little twisted, but nothing serious, but swollen.I think it was because of this that I took it down.

"I didn't mean to pick it off, but your hand was so swollen at the time, the doctor suggested to cut it off." He said: "I was afraid of hurting you when I picked it up, so I cut it off, and then I discovered the words engraved inside. Now It's fixed, sorry."

"It's okay." It has obviously been cleaned, and it is shining brightly in the sun. It is not made of expensive materials. I didn't have much money when I bought it. It was K gold, with a few millet-like diamond rings inlaid.I can't see the inside from this angle, but the pinyin of our names and the date of marriage are engraved inside.I also made a joke when I bought it, because my fingers were a bit thick when I bought it, but in order to wear a beautiful wedding dress, I thinned myself a little bit, and the ring came out a bit bigger, so I changed it again, and it almost didn’t Catch the wedding.

I still remember that day, the day we got married, he and I were wearing brand-new and cheap dresses, standing under the red flower tree at the entrance of the government building, and our bridesmaid Roman was standing beside us, she was still with us signed on the marriage certificate.

It was all so good, and that wedding was the watershed moment that changed my life from not so bad to hell.

I didn't realize it was gone for so many days, this has never happened, it is like a proof, implying that this marriage between us has also become like this, even if it is lost, it will not let me remember waste.I suddenly didn't want to take it anymore. I really knew that it would be bad luck if I went back this time, and said, "I don't want this anymore, you can throw it away for me."

He froze, then smiled back and said, "I'm so glad you said that. But you still have to wear it."

"why?"

"I put a small monitor in there in case I need it," he said. "I know his house is very secure, but it's a wedding ring and I hope it can be avoided."

"I'm afraid I can't hide it." I know the security function of that house, and I have no ability to prevent other things, but these are still very effective.

"Let's try it too." He said, "If they check, you say your hand is swollen, the doctor took it away and repaired it, and then the nurse returned it to you. They will only think that I lied to you and added it to you. Such a thing will not be blamed on you."

No, if he wants to blame, he must definitely blame me. After all, there is nothing wrong with wanting to blame him?He could say that it was because I was stupid, and I was not there to obediently bring me to see Pu Lan.

But I took it, and I also felt that he had good intentions, and if I was lucky enough to bring it in, it would be a good thing.

Because the ring was cut off, there was a crack on it, which happened to be on my name. It can be seen that when it was repaired, it was specially restored here, but it was still hard to hide the fact that it was broken, and the centipede-like scar ran through it. Between Ling and Yu, there is a sharp contrast with the bright and clean Fanyin Pinyin on the opposite side.It's exactly the same as this me with ugly scars all over my body.

I put it on, it was just the right size, and I said, "Thank you for your trouble."

He looked at me and said nothing.

I said, "I'm leaving now. Thank you for taking care of me these days. If there is a chance, I would like to repay you."

He twitched the corner of his mouth, reached out and put his arm around my waist.

I wanted to push, but felt that he was not pushing hard, so I didn't move.He stroked my back to make me feel a little more at ease, and since my legs were not healed, he took away my crutches, and I leaned on his shoulders.

He didn't speak, neither did I, just hugged in silence.It may be because Fanyin is so rough, he never seems to have hugged me so gently, gently, like he hugged Niannian and his dog, and moving forward, Xiao Tiantian seemed to hug me like this Me, but I can’t remember clearly, further on, my adoptive father said that he also took care of me, and probably hugged me like this, but I don’t remember it at all.That is to say, it has been a long, long time since no one hugged me so tenderly. I suddenly felt that he might treat me sincerely, at least not like Fan Yin. , at least he made me feel gentle and safe.

Later he let go and said, "Be careful when you go back."

"Okay." I said, "Don't worry, I'm not going to die."

He didn't speak.

He didn't say anything more, he said let me go down by myself, so that no one could see.But after the car started, I still saw his figure in the rearview mirror.When I turned my head to look at the car window, I really saw him standing not far away. He seemed to realize that I was turning my head with a tacit understanding, and waved to me.

I know he shouldn't come out. Once he is caught with such a shortcoming, as my adoptive father said, it is considered solid to prostitute a wife and daughter.Once this kind of thing happens, Fanyin will lose his dignity if he doesn't deal with it, and Pu Lan will definitely die. Animals like men seem to be very sensitive to such things by nature, so once that happens, everyone can't even try to calm down Earn money and expand.

Therefore, I am a little moved by his current behavior. After all, he has not been "kinky", but he has taken this risk.I know that there are very few people in this world who are willing to treat me well, and there are even fewer people who take risks for me. This suddenly makes me believe that he may really like me. Even if it is not as much as he said, it must be stronger than I thought before. Some.

After about half an hour, the car finally arrived at the place, and the familiar iron gate stood in sight.I didn't have any luggage, and because I didn't like wheelchairs, I didn't prepare. I got out of the car with crutches, and the driver left. I moved slowly.

At this moment, the gate of the villa is still closed. It seems that Pu Lan sent me back directly without telling Fan's family.

(End of this chapter)