The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 396 I Forgive You
Regarding his words, I don't want to believe or doubt, because in my opinion, the most important thing between Fanyin and me is not the truth, whether he misunderstood me, or whether I misunderstood him.But as long as something happens, I must be the one being bullied, no matter what is right and what is wrong.So I often feel that the love between me and Fanyin is like an invasion, in which there are only strong and weak, only plunder, only 36 tricks, only rivers of blood, no humanity, no fairness, no right and wrong.

But Lin Zhunyi obviously didn't think so. He was still persuading me: "Although Mr. Pu will definitely treat you well, if you are familiar with politics, you will know that before the opposition party comes to power, they will try their best to express their position. The ultimate goal is not In order to take care of you, he plotted that identity. Therefore, he will not only show his gentlemanly side in front of you, but also use his villainous behavior when it is beneficial to him."

I said: "You said it was a conspiracy, how could there be no villain's behavior?"

He sensed the aggressiveness in my words and stopped talking.

"Go out." I said: "If you want to say these words, then I want to tell you that you are not qualified to say such words to me. If Fanyin asked you to tell me these words, then Please tell him that I want to divorce him."

He was silent, and said: "I want to say it myself. As soon as the husband came out of here, he fainted. Although the doctor said that he was fine, he still hasn't woken up. Since you left, he hasn't thought about eating or drinking. After taking a good rest, Mr. Pu contacted us from time to time, saying that you were already with him and would abandon your husband and son at any time, which made Mr. Pu feel even more frustrated. He went to see Miss Er and Miss San, but Mr. Su didn't allow him to bring them back, and even reprimanded him, Han..."

"Enough." I said, "You go out."

"Mrs……"

"I let you out." I said, "Get out."

"Ma'am, my father has worked for the Fan family all his life, and has received countless favors from the Fan family. When the husband and the old man are away, I will naturally obey you, but since the husband is back, of course I only obey him. They all think so too." He sped up his speech and said, "I regard you as the same person as my mother in my heart, but that doesn't mean I have to abandon the Fan family and cooperate with you to usurp power, it's impossible!"

I didn't speak.

I want to usurp power?

Ha ha.

I knew a long time ago that Fanjia and I are two families after all, we haven't become one family in the past ten years, and we won't be in the future.I have no blood relationship with him, so as Nian Nian said, the four of them belong to a family, and I want to divorce because I want to destroy this family, not because I can't feel the slightest happiness in this family.As Lin Zhunyi said now, I wanted to usurp power before, rather than trying to maintain and save this family.

All of this has nothing to do with me, this "family" has nothing to do with me, and the responsibility has nothing to do with me. I misunderstood that I was really close to them, and I always thought that I was responsible for all of this.Just like Fanyin's illness, I always thought that I could help him, but it was not the case. His illness needed to see a doctor and take medicine. I couldn't help him, and I had no position to help.The only thing I should do is to understand that I will always be an outsider, to hurt myself, and to make myself less hurt.After all, from the moment I was born, I have only myself.

I said, "I heard what you said, let's go out."

He bit his lip and said, "Ma'am, would you like to see Mr.? He is still in a coma and needs you very much now."

"I don't want to."

His eyes dimmed, and he said, "Then you rest first."

I didn't speak at first, but when he walked to the door, I couldn't help it, and said, "Wait."

He stood still and turned around expectantly.

I said, "Don't ever tell me that I think I'm like your mother."

He froze for a moment and didn't speak.

"Go." I said, "Bye."

He lowered his head, opened the door, turned and went out.

I know that it is too immature to say such things to Lin Zhunyi, a mature person should smile and not express, knowing in his heart is enough.But I really can't help it, EQ is so low.

That night, the wound on my leg became infected from being soaked in water, and I had a cold and had a high fever all night.This period of time passed quickly, because I only felt dizzy, half asleep and half awake, thinking of many things about Fanyin, and he was kind to me, but more of him kept bullying me, insulting me, and abusing me .The cold feeling came again, as cold as a dead body.Maybe I was strangled the moment I was born, and the rest is because I'm already in hell and I don't know it.

Of course, I was still awake.

When I opened my eyes, the room was still the same, the furniture was still the same, and there was a smell of western medicine in the air. I rolled my eyes and saw a person sitting on the sofa.He was dressed formally, and he seemed to be going out, or had just come back from going out.He was holding some documents in his hand and was looking down at them.Maybe it was because I saw me from the corner of my eye and raised my head to look over here.

I didn't avoid it, but also looked at him.Then he stood up and walked over, and put his palm on my forehead. From this angle, I can clearly see the gauze on his wrist. This is how he conquered Niannian. She is the [-]% possibility.
He touched it and then let go. He stood there silently for a few seconds and asked, "Want to drink water?"

I didn't speak.

He didn't ask any more questions, went outside for a while, and soon came back with a glass of water.The maid came in and wanted to help me up, but he stopped me.He put the water glass on the head of the bed, leaned over and hugged me up, his movements seemed incoherent, probably because of his wrist injury.

After doing all this, he sat on the edge of the bed, handed the water glass to my mouth, looked into my eyes, still very calm, just like when he abused me.

I was a little thirsty, but I didn't want to drink, so I didn't move.I don't want to talk, let alone make noise with him, so I just sit like an idiot.

He held it up for a while, then put the cup on the bedside, lowered his head, and said, "I've thought about it, these recent things are mainly my fault, I did a lot of things that I'm sorry to you before, and I made you eat a lot Bitter, so distrust me, hate me, are understandable."

I didn't speak.

"I was too impulsive that day. In fact, before you came back, I was thinking, if you come back, it also proves that you still care about me and worry about my safety, knowing that I might lie to you." He didn't look at my face, just Whispered: "If you insist on divorce because you are afraid, then you don't have to be afraid, I won't blame you for this anymore, I forgive you."

I said, "I'm not afraid."

He looked up at me, held my hand with his hand, pulled it to his lips and kissed it. Seeing that I didn't respond, he let go of his hand again, looked at me for a long while, with a trace of displeasure on his face: "You didn't What do you want to say?"

I said, "Thank you for being so generous."

Of course he could tell that it wasn't my truth, so he didn't say anything.

I don't want to talk anymore either.

After a while, he said, "It was my fault to hit you... You also know that I can't stand this kind of thing, and I couldn't control myself at all."

I didn't speak because I didn't know what to say.

He looked at me again: "Is this all right?"

I didn't want to talk at first, but seeing that he had put on a posture of exhaustion of patience, knowing that I might be beaten again if I persisted, I said, "I don't want to divorce because I'm afraid."

He looked at me and stopped talking.

"Since you sent someone to check, you will know that I was not forced." I said, "I did it voluntarily."

He frowned, as if he had already forgiven me, so I better stop being ignorant: "Do you know what the consequences are for saying something like that?"

"I know." I said, "I want to divorce you. There is no room for discussion on this matter. I think Nian Nian must have told you, and I have already told her."

He looked at me with a frown and asked, "Is it really time for you to take your medicine?"

I didn't speak.

Since it doesn't make sense, I won't talk about it. I think he is a very smart person, but he doesn't know if it's on purpose or he really doesn't understand. He doesn't know that I have decided to abandon him.

After a long time, he leaned back on the chair and said, "Lingling, I have indeed been sorry to you in many ways these years, and I thought about divorcing you, but I never did it in the end."

I thought to myself that this was really the biggest mistake between me and him.

He held my hand again and said: "I am grateful that you have always tolerated me and stayed by my side, and I know that I will never meet someone who loves me more than you in my life. So I am willing to forgive you for the second time." , but that doesn't mean I'm willing to forgive. I still love you, that's why I'm willing to."

I thought I'd be touched, but in reality I wasn't.I said, "If you still love me, divorce me."

He frowned and squeezed my hand tightly.

The pain made me a little timid, and I couldn't help but lower my head, my body may be shaking from fear or cold.

He let go first, lowered his head, but suddenly saw something, grabbed my wrist again, turned my palm over, and stared fiercely at my ring finger.

I followed his gaze and he saw my wedding ring.

I felt that he was going to hit me again, so I said, "I sprained my wrist when I jumped off the building, and my hand was swollen. The doctor cut it off for me, and then repaired it for me and returned it to me..."

While I was talking, he had already taken off my ring.When I said this, I was suddenly slapped heavily on the face.

A sweet smell came out of my mouth, and I subconsciously covered my face with my hands. My tongue seemed to be broken, and it was numb with pain.

My eyes were full of stars, so I couldn't see his expression at all, I only heard his cold voice: "Is it a bug?"

I opened my mouth and blood gushed out.Wiped it with his hand, I don't know if he heard clearly: "Yes."

He asked, "What did you bring it in for?"

"To obtain evidence for divorce."

(End of this chapter)