The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 398 Let me run with you

"I know." I pulled his hand away and said, "Your bottom line is up to you to control, because you are greedy, and when you make a mistake, you say you are mentally ill and can't control it. I want others to tolerate you like the weak. We need you and When you give up your rights and interests like other mental patients, you quit and ask to enjoy the treatment of normal people. You have never beaten your mother and father, Nian Nian, A Chang, and Fei's family...you Didn't even hit your dog, you just hit me. I also know it's because I'm weak, I'm coddled, I'm homeless, I love you and have kids and I won't go away easily, hit me The consequences are the most controllable. Not only hitting me, but many, many things gave me the same feeling. As the saying goes, people are afraid of being sad, and trees are afraid of peeling. Even if you are right and I am wrong, I don’t want to suffer anymore gone."

I didn't look at him, so I didn't know his expression.But I know he will definitely dismiss it. When I tell him these things, it's always like playing the piano against a cow.Maybe it's because he has a strong sense of winning and defeat, and he doesn't want to bow his head and admit his mistakes in front of me, or maybe he really thinks that I'm hypocritical, crazy, and I'm crazy.

But no matter what, it was good for him to finish listening. I paused and didn’t hear his response, so I said: “I don’t want anything when I get a divorce. I will talk to you in advance because I will definitely not Saying something against you will only say that the relationship is broken. I want a child because of your illness, but if your family can make proper arrangements, I can leave without Nian Nian. Since I am related to my adoptive father, Then I also understand why he wants Yinyin's surname Su, after all he has no children. However, if you think this is not good and your family also wants Yinyin, then I have no problem."

He just opened his mouth, and his tone was very calm: "You don't want any of them?"

"If you agree, of course you want them all, but it still depends on your plan." I said, "After all, I don't have money, so I can't let them go to aristocratic schools and travel around the world. I don't have much wisdom, and my life is a failure." , Let alone education, I can't even make her love me."

"Head up," he said.

I raised my head, looked at him and said, "What?"

He looked at me without speaking, his expression was much more relaxed than before.

I didn't say anything, I knew it was over.He has a good attitude now, I hope he can seriously consider it.

He stared at me for a long time, then reached out as if to shake my hand.After I dodged, he opened his mouth and said, "Is this what you said to Niannian last time?"

"No, but it's about the same." I said, "She always wanted to stay with you after the divorce."

He asked, "Is this what you mean by not wanting to hurt children?"

I didn't speak.

He asked again: "Just leave them here because they have no money and poor education, and go to live with him after the divorce. Is this what you call not wanting to hurt the children?"

I asked, "You mean, have you started thinking about divorce?"

"No." He leaned back in the chair, and assumed a proud posture of a superior: "If you ask me for money or children, I can consider it, at least I can understand what you want to do." Stopped Stopped, and said again: "Now I just pretend that I have never heard these words, I hope you can take care of yourself."

I didn't have the energy to continue arguing, so he stood up, put his hands on my head, bent down and kissed the top of my head, and said, "I'm going to urge the doctor, you have a good rest."

After a pause, he said again: "It was my fault to hit you, I will reflect on it. When you feel better, call Niannian, she misses you very much."

The doctor came to see me and said that I had bitten my tongue, and said to Lin Zhunyi: "Mr. Lin, did you tell Mr. last time? She had a slight concussion last time, and she can't do it anymore!"

"Sorry." Lin Zhunyi said, "I forgot to tell him."

"My memory is really bad! She will definitely not be able to eat recently..." She stomped her feet and said, "Forget it, I will tell him myself."

She turned around and went out. Lin Zhunyi followed without saying a word.It seemed that after a few words at the door, she came back and said: "She is a newly hired family doctor, recommended by the old man, because our family needs a female doctor. She warned me last time, but I forgot about it .”

I closed my eyes and didn't speak.This feeling is like being drunk, and the eyes keep turning.

He added: "I'm right outside the door, if you feel uncomfortable, please call me at any time."

I didn't want to speak and heard him go out.

In the next few days, probably the words of the beautiful doctor played a role, and no one came to me.My legs are still inflamed, the cold is still going on, probably from being slapped after a concussion, and the dizziness is getting worse, it's like sleeping on a boat and having to throw up after eating something.It seems that Fanyin was seen in the mist, but luckily it was just a dream.

Later, it may be that the cold gradually recovered. I felt a little more comfortable, and the wound in my mouth healed. I could eat more, but I still wanted to sleep.

On this day, someone came, it was a star.

Not long after I woke up at this time, the doctor said that today I can go for a walk, and she will come to accompany me, but I will use a wheelchair.When Xing Xing came, I thought it was a doctor, and I was quite happy, but I didn't expect it to be her.

After such a long time, she also got off the hospital bed, but it was obvious that her body hadn't recovered well, her lips were pale, and she walked very slowly.

She came over and sat down, held my hand, and said with concern on her face, "I'm sorry, Auntie, I've always wanted to see you, but my dad said you need to rest, so I'm not allowed to come."

"It's okay." I asked, "Are you feeling better?"

"Well." She bit her lip and said, "I know Lin Zhunyi did that kind of thing...he is not a good person."

I didn't know what to say and didn't speak.

"My father said that after you recover from illness, he will arrange for me to have an engagement wine with him first." She said, "Auntie, I sneaked here today. I want to tell you, shall I take you away?"

I froze for a moment, and couldn't help lowering my voice: "Run?"

"Yes, I know my dad beat you again, don't be with him anymore." She held my hand and said seriously: "Lin Zhunyi is responsible for keeping an eye on you, so I can take care of him, and I can help You run errands to contact the outside, let's find a way together."

I didn't speak, I was a little flustered.

run?But what about after running away?The reason why I came back, firstly, was because I wanted to know whether Fanyin lied to me to come back, or if something really happened, and secondly, because I hoped to get a peaceful divorce instead of suing directly.

If you run away now, you will have to sue directly.

"Auntie, do you know the new female doctor at home? When you're not around, she always goes to my father's room at night. The two of them don't know what they're doing. Once she came out, her hair was washed." She tried her best to convince me: "Auntie, I know you are sincere to him, but my father is not a good man."

I said, "Don't get excited."

"Of course I'm excited! My dad and I went to see my grandpa yesterday, and he asked my dad what he thought of the doctor's aunt, and my dad said she was fine." She pinched my hand sorely, "my grandpa also said She has never had a child, she is in good health, looks good, and has a high degree of education, and said that he wants a grandson! Auntie, I heard that you are with someone else, and I think you are doing the right thing! You let that man Come to save you? I'll contact you for you!"

Thinking of that female doctor's attitude towards Lin Zhunyi that day, no matter whether Xing Xing's words are true or not, she is a very good person.

I said: "I haven't discussed the divorce with your father yet, I don't want to make Niannian and Yinyin sad by a hasty divorce."

"Just sue him." She said, "Just so we'll go out recently, and I'll take you for a medical examination."

I shook my head and said, "Your father cannot be investigated easily, otherwise it will be bad for your whole family."

She said: "But none of them care about you! Including Lin Zhunyi, he will definitely not tell you the truth, he just tells you good things about my father. They don't want you to sue my father."

I knew that she mainly didn't want to marry Lin Zhunyi, but what she said really moved me, so I couldn't help but hold her hand and said, "I'm sorry, Auntie, I agreed to help you cancel this engagement. "

"It's my father who is so hateful." Tears welled up in her eyes and said, "He didn't like me since he was a child, and he didn't care about me."

I asked, "Did you tell him what Lin Zhunyi did to you?"

"Tell me." She said through tears.

"Then why is he not moved at all?" Fan Yin was still a little indignant about this matter before.

"Because I was pregnant, Lin Zhunyi found out, and he told my father before me." She said with red eyes: "It's only five weeks now, and according to the law, I can still have an abortion. But they don't allow me to do it." , I’m not allowed to go out, and I still want to celebrate it. But I’m still a little freer than you, so I can help you, let’s escape together!”

I asked, "How is it possible to get pregnant? He raped you again?"

She nodded and said: "Shortly after you left, the doctor agreed to transfer me home. After I was able to go to the ground, he came to see me...Auntie, you begged him like that, but he still bullied me again. He and I Dad is the same, they are all the same, I don’t want to marry him, and I don’t want to give birth to him.”

Of course you can't give birth to him!
She was the only one who gave birth to a passivity.

I said: "Auntie will help you solve this matter, don't be afraid."

"I don't want to have a baby." She obviously couldn't believe me because she was so pressed for time: "I planned that if I couldn't escape by the abortion deadline, I would kill myself."

"Don't worry, don't worry." I said, "I'll help you find a way."

"Auntie, I didn't run away just for myself." She continued to persuade me: "I really want you to run away too. You have such a good heart and are beautiful. After divorcing my father, many men will like you. Marry a good husband. Even if you can't marry me, don't be afraid, I can work and support you when you are old!"

"Thank you." My heart was so warm that I hugged her and said, "Well, let me think of a solution in a few days. If I still can't think of a solution within a week, we will plan to run away before we have time."

She bit her lip, must have been flustered.Love really can't shake the devil. I knelt down and begged him to treat the stars well, but he still used the most shameless and effective way.Of course I can't let Xing Xing give birth to this child. Although the aborted child is pitiful, it is difficult for him to be born happy.What's more, Xing Xing has suffered so much since she was a child, this child is forcing her to die.

Not long after Xing Xing left, the female doctor came. She was really beautiful, and she looked younger than me. She always had a smile on her face, which was completely inconsistent with the overall depressing atmosphere of the house.I really hope that something happened between her and Fanyin, and at best she can make Fanyin abandon me.

She asked someone to help me into the wheelchair and pushed me out. The sun was shining outside, and the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant.There was a three-month-old puppy running on the grass. It was Beagle. It seemed that Fanyin liked this kind of stupid dog.

Probably because I kept staring at it, she smiled and said, "It's Bob, isn't it cute?"

"Yes."

"Two weeks before you came back, Mr. Fan chose him among many small dogs, because when they eat, he is always slower than other dogs, so that he always has to be the last one to know." She smiled Said: "He also asked me, is its appearance particularly distressing?"

I looked at the beagle wriggling on the grass with its hips twisted, but didn't speak.

She didn't feel bored because of my non-response, but said again: "Starting today, I will take you out for a walk every day. The environment here is very good and it is very good for your body."

I said, "Thank you."

"You're welcome, the reason why I hired me is to take care of you." She talked a lot, of course, she was not talking nonsense, but every sentence meant something: "The first time I told Mr. Lin, I want him Tell my husband, I can't do anything to you again. The second time I was very angry, I went to him and had a big fight with him. Fortunately, he realized his mistake and knew that he could not hit you again. "

I followed her words and said, "You are quite courageous."

She asked, "What?"

"Few people dare to have a big fight with him." I said, "Including me."

She laughed immediately and said, "Mr. Fan is a very reasonable person, probably because I am a doctor."

I looked up at her, the smile on her face was brighter than today's sunshine, after I looked at her, she shrank a little.

I said: "He is not reasonable. You are the first."

She stopped talking.

I paused, a little impatient: "What's your last name?"

"My surname is Shen."

"Doctor Shen." I said, "Thank you for always taking care of me."

"That's what I should do," she said.

"If possible, I would like to ask you one thing."

"what's up?"

"I want to meet him."

She didn't speak.

I asked: "Is it inconvenient?"

"I know what you want to say. Only when I came, Mr. Lin was not there, and Ms. Fan was able to come in. She came to me and said that she had a good relationship with you and hoped to talk to you, so I made the decision to let her go Come in." She said, "But you can tell from your expression now that there is actually something else hidden about this matter."

I asked, "What secret?"

"Miss is weak, and all indicators are not easy to conceive. If she has another miscarriage, it will make her body worse." She said: "Miss is still young and doesn't know what being a mother means to a woman, so I have been worrying about this recently." Something's going on."

"Is there an inspection report for this?" I asked.

"Yes." She said, "I'll bring it to you later."

"Thank you."

She sighed and said: "Although my husband has a bad temper, it is mainly because of his illness, and his family's incomprehension also makes him very troubled. I often chat with him and find that he is wise and loves his family. I hope You also have to advise the eldest lady, and ask her to understand the painstaking efforts of the husband."

I asked, "Do you often chat with him?"

She may have felt that she had made a slip of the tongue, and said, "Because my husband is very depressed, and the old man is not feeling well recently, I asked Dr. Li to come over and talk to me when I learned that I also have qualifications related to psychology."

I said, "Then I'll ask you to persuade him to seriously consider divorcing me."

She said, "Do you want a divorce?" in a very unexpected tone.

"Yes." I said, "I thought you already knew it. After all, few people can walk into his heart and talk to him like you do."

She hurriedly said, "Madam, that's not what I meant. Don't get me wrong."

"I just mean it literally, without any deep doubts, don't be afraid." I said, "I just want to ask you to help me with this."

"I can't do that either." She said, "This is my husband's private matter, how can I get involved?"

"That proves that the two of you are still not close enough." I said, "Don't imply to me that he has a good relationship with you and we can talk."

She stopped talking.

I said, "To tell you the truth, I'm already with someone else, and I just want to divorce him, but he must not think about it. After talking about it several times, he still refuses. I want Lin Zhunyi to help me talk about it, but he won't." Ken, Dr. Li is not here, since you are so close to him, I would like to ask you to do me this favor."

She still doesn't speak, but out of the corner of my eye I can see her hand clenched on the push rod of the wheelchair.

Xing Xing is not a broken-mouthed child, and she has no intentions. I can see that what she says is what she thinks is the truth.And listening to her talk today, I can also feel that she has something unclear about Fanyin.

I said: "It's the first time I've heard someone comment on him like you. It must be that he let you see the soft side of his heart. Frankly speaking, I never had this opportunity. Because of this, I I just want you to do me this favor. As soon as I talk to him, he will beat me."

Then she opened her mouth and said, "Madam, why do you want to be with someone else?"

"I fell in love with someone else." I said, "You heard it too. Neither he nor I can walk into each other's hearts. If there is no communication between our hearts, how can we talk about love?"

(End of this chapter)