The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 400 I'm Scared

He didn't say a word, and his face was very thick. He still leaned on the back of the chair like an uneducated ruffian, tilted his head, and looked at me expressionlessly.

Forget it, I have argued with him so many times, but in the end I couldn't even reach a consensus on a divorce, so what am I complaining about now?Complaining is only because of jealousy. My heart is ashamed, and complaining will only make my face uglier.

I told myself that, I also wanted to lie back and close my eyes, so that it would be over. Unexpectedly, Fanyin opened his drunken eyes, opened the cigarette case again, took out a cigarette, put it to his mouth, and picked it up. I lit a match, and it was about to be lit.

I knew he did it on purpose, he was still inhaling in a ventilated place just now, but when I said it, he ran up to me and deliberately made things difficult for me.

When I thought about this, I became even more annoyed, and my mood that was about to calm down was lifted again. I rushed to grab his collar, tore off the cigarette again and threw it on the ground, but my wrist was caught afterwards.

When the pain came, I quickly broke his wrist, but I couldn't break it apart.At about the same moment, I felt my jaw being pinched again, and the smell of alcohol and tobacco was disgusting. I tried to push, but he held my left wrist again, and he squeezed both of my hands with just one hand. Pressed firmly in the palm.He was not gentle at all. My arms were shaking from the pain, so I had to give in slowly.His other palm pressed the back of my head, and his tongue wrapped around my tongue, which had not healed from the old injury. The pain made my jawbone weak, and I couldn't resist by biting him.I hate how he always treats me like this, controls me, and bullies me like this. I also hate myself who is so weak that I can't resist and has a lot of scruples. The more I think about it, the more I feel wronged, but I can't even bear my own tears.

He has always been a bully, the more I cry, the more excited he becomes, the more excited he becomes stronger, and I become weaker accordingly.The feeling of suffocation came, and I was a little dizzy. I didn't know what kind of game I had gone through. When he finally let go, I found that I had been pressed on the bed by him.

Finally I could breathe, my nose was blocked, I opened my mouth like a dead fish, breathing desperately.

But after only a few seconds of peace, there was a soft, wet, moist feeling near the eye sockets, and I couldn't help feeling sick, so I turned my head away.

As a result, his movements fell through, and he didn't move for a long time.

Although the room was pitch-black, I could clearly feel that his body was tense at such a distance.

Of course I don't want him to pounce on me, and I know that he probably doesn't want to pounce on me. He just knows that I don't like this, so he wants to do this to make me feel better.So I didn't dare to say anything to provoke him, and I didn't want to make him feel violated by looking at him, so I just looked at his arm next to my head, and comforted myself not to be afraid, he already had a beautiful girl, As long as I don't continue to resist, he will not lose his nerve.But I felt that he seemed to be reacting. If he really bullied me again, where would I go to find some medicine?
He froze like this for a long time, when my heart was about to jump out of my throat, he suddenly pressed down and bit my neck.The slight dull pain made my body tense up in vain, and the injured leg was no exception. The tightened muscles pressed against the unhealed fibula. Out of stress, I twisted hard, trying to pull out the button that was held by him. wrists above the head.But it was a wrong move, he was really irritated, he let go, and pressed my kua instead.I pushed him with my hands, but I couldn't push him away. I tried to push him with my legs, but only one of them could move.

When the pain came, I couldn't help but clenched my fists and hit him hard. He ignored me and didn't hide, but he retaliated even harder.

In the end, of course, I surrendered, because I was trembling with pain and had no strength to fight anymore.He slowed down and became more gentle.He squeezed my chin with his hands, leaned over and kissed my mouth.Almost at the same time, I suddenly remembered that video, that Dr. Shen, and those women, some of whom I still remember their faces, such as Mi Li and Roman, some I don’t remember, and some don’t even know each other... ...I feel disgusting, really, everyone in here is disgusting.Not only that, but I, who had two children with him, are also disgusting.

I don't know how long it's been like this, he let go, and stroked my face, my eyes and forehead with his hands.

I didn't want to look at him, so I closed my eyes and stood up.

His voice came from his ear: "Lingling?"

Of course I don't want to respond.

I could feel his face coming closer, brushing his cheek against mine in a motion that reminded me of his cheetah.Thinking of the whole night with that cheetah.What was the reason for that time?Oh, because of a dog.

This incident made me sad again.

At this time, his voice drifted over, very soft, soft, and lingering: "Lingling..."

I still didn't say anything.

It took him a long time to say: "Has he ever kissed you like this?"

I couldn't help being taken aback.

I thought he was really drunk.

I didn't answer, and he didn't seem to care. He slowly poked his palm down and asked, "Has he ever touched you like this?"

I ignored him.

His tone began to be relentless, and he slapped my face with his palm: "Tell the truth, are you following him or not?"

I ignored him, and felt him kissing my eyes and sticking out the tip of his tongue.I was so uncomfortable that I had to open my eyes and stare at him angrily.

"Say it quickly." He stared into my eyes, his eyes seemed both drunk and sober: "To be honest, it makes me happy."

Looks like I have to say something: "Why should I please you?"

"I'm afraid." He held me and kissed me on the lips, with a pitiful expression, as if Xiao Tiantian was on her upper body: "Lingling... I'm afraid. I know you are not a female cousin... It's not that I can't tolerate this, but I know you won't do this easily." He suddenly became more talkative: "...Do you really not love me anymore?"

I asked, "Are you Britney?"

He didn't answer, but urged: "Say it quickly." He slapped my face with his hands, not sure if he wanted to slap me or wake me up.

Although it didn't hurt, I did get angry again: "I told you last time, I told him."

He didn't speak, but he moved his body and expressed his dissatisfaction in a way that made me hurt.

I gritted my teeth and held back, feeling even angrier in my heart.I'm not going to be fooled by him, I know why he asks that.He just doesn't want to lose, he thinks I've been tamed like an obedient dog by him, and I won't run away with other men.

I said, "The answer to both of those questions you just asked was 'yes'. Not only that, but I did to him what you always wanted me to do."

He fixed my eyes.

"Yes." I knew what he was thinking: "I helped him use his mouth, and he was very satisfied and very happy."

Sure enough, his face changed, and he grabbed my hair with his hands. I felt a sense of revenge: "I know you have always liked this, but I think you are so dirty. He is different, he treats me Well, he is worthy of me!" His fingers tightened and tightened, and the pain became more and more intense, but I became happier and happier: "I knelt on the ground, kneeling in front of him, I am not at all I feel disgusting, he didn’t force me, I took the initiative, and more than once. I didn’t want to tell you, but you insisted on asking, and you came to drink mad at me. Are you angry? Do you feel that your dignity has been violated? People stepped on it? Let me tell you, it’s not just that. Last time, that was many years ago, we actually did it. Otherwise, why do you think I’m fine and change pajamas at his house? Do you want to hear that again? details?"

I thought he was going to be so angry that he wanted to hit me and kill me, but instead he let go.

Feeling a bit out of the ordinary, I shut my mouth.

He just looked at me like this, his expression was so calm, I started to get nervous, and he finally said: "Idiot."

"..."

"idiot."

"..."

"Fool."

"..." What exactly do you want to say?
He suddenly smiled, pinched my chin, and raised his eyebrows: "Stupid pig."

I had an ominous premonition.

He asked, "Do you know when you are the cutest?"

I didn't speak.I kept thinking in my heart where did I go wrong?
It's really annoying.

"When I was stupid." He let go of his hand, and gently patted my face with the back of his hand: "You can kneel under a plaster cast, you are really capable."

Uh……

I turned my face and said, "I don't know what you're talking about."

"Deny as you please." His mouth moved closer, and I kept hiding, but I was finally bitten.

My heart was in a mess, and I secretly scolded myself for being stupid.If I had known this was the result, I wouldn't say that.

He kissed for a while, then let go, his voice became more and more gentle, his palms lingered on my body, and said: "I have scars all over my body, the feeling is getting worse and worse."

I didn't speak.

"She is 24 years old." He said, "The skin is very good, as smooth as cheese."

what can I say?Could it be that I was only 19 when I was arguing with him? I didn't even have a single pimple on my body, not to mention scars.Which of my scars is not thanks to him?But what can I say?Anyway, it’s me who says I’m sad or not.

He held my chin with his hand again, and asked: "Why are you crying? Are you angry?" He said again: "Why are you angry? Don't you want a divorce? You don't want money or children, how determined you are. Then don't cry, there are Why cry? It's not that I didn't let you go, but if you didn't go, you blamed me for bullying you. "

I asked, "So you agreed to divorce?"

"Go and sue yourself." He said, "Since you want to leave me at all costs, why do you voluntarily give up the rights given to you by the law?"

I didn't speak.

I can sue, everyone says I can sue.It is true that I gave up, because I don't want him to spend the rest of his life in a mental hospital.

I said, "It is indeed my fault."

He laughed, leaned down, kissed my neck, leaned over, and ordered: "Relax."

(End of this chapter)