The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 507 But I Still Love You
I asked, "Who did he ask to take me there? You?"

"No, he wants me to go about my own business." He asked, "What the hell did you tell him? It's so unpleasant?"

The matter has come to this point, and I don't want to hide it from him, so I briefly explained the matter.

He then said, "No wonder, you don't even want the right of inheritance. He must have misunderstood that you plan to sever ties with him."

"He didn't misunderstand." I said, "That's what I meant."

He didn't seem to expect me to say that, he was stunned for a moment, and said, "It's no good."

I couldn't help laughing: "I'm ready for you to say you don't agree."

"I really don't agree." He said, "Although I don't always support this type of hegemonic style, but just from this matter, I support Mr. Su."

I smiled, feeling speechless.

"A few words are my true feelings, not to persuade you, if you want to hear, then I can say it." He said in a serious tone.

"tell me the story."

"Of course you feel pain now, because you're used to this kind of life, and they've been brainwashed by them, and you can't see the bad side of it at all." He said: "This kind of mood will improve after a while. Besides, I think, You have seen too little of the world, if you have been with a good man, you will immediately understand Mr. Su's painstaking efforts. Now you are equivalent to being deceived and unable to judge rationally, so coercive measures are necessary."

I said, "This way the divorce can be resolved. I didn't resist this."

"But he hates him."

Forget it, there's no point in talking too much, I said, "I don't want to go to Canada."

He didn't speak.

"You also think it would be better for me to go to Canada?" I asked.

"I heard him say that when you leave, he will arrange for your younger daughter to go with you. When Miss Six comes back, he will send your eldest daughter with you." He said, "You can take care of yourself while recuperating." Spend some time with the kids."

I repeated: "I don't want to go to Canada."

Meng Jiancong said directly this time: "I can't help you."

I can't help myself either.

I can commit suicide, but we are all dead, what about the child?
At this time, someone knocked on the door, and I hurriedly asked, "Are you here to take me away?"

"It should be." He said, "I'll go and open the door."

"Don't let them in yet." I took the phone and said, "I'll make a call."

He was silent for a moment before speaking: "Okay."

I dialed Fanyin's number.Actually, I'm not sure if his number works because I confiscated his phone earlier.Later, security issues were taken over by Meng Jiancong, but I don't think Meng Jiancong would return the phone to him.

I called twice but no one answered. Anyway, I only have these few minutes, and I only have these few ways, so I persistently called again and again.Seeing that 5 minutes had passed, Meng Jiancong must not be able to delay for too long. I was getting more and more anxious, holding my phone, feeling the urge to smash it, but I couldn't.

Suddenly, the voice of answering the phone came from the receiver. I didn't speak for a moment, but I heard the other side say: "Lingling?" He was puzzled.

During this short period of time, I didn't think about anything, but asked without thinking: "Where are you?"

"Airport," he added before I could speak: "Berlin."

I asked knowingly, "Are you going home?"

"Hmm." He said calmly.

I knew in my heart that nine out of ten he had figured it out, even if he didn't figure it out right now, as soon as he got home and found Shanshan coming to explain it, there was nothing to hide about it.But even so, I still kept a trace of luck in my heart and asked, "Why did you go back suddenly?"

"Jerry's sick." He paused, and then said, "It's not that he's sick, it's the end of his lifespan."

Jerry is his leopard, that's right, the one that stared at me all night.

At the beginning, after Fanyin threw me into the leopard cage, old man Fan and the others transported the leopard to Mrs. Han, but that leopard was raised by Fanyin when he was 16 years old, and he took it back because of his deep affection.Because of that bad memory, I have always had lingering fears about that leopard, but fortunately the garden is big enough, so I can't see it. I only know that Fan Yin often goes to see it when he's teasing that stupid dog.In my impression, the leopard has always looked young and vigorous, with golden indifferent pupils, clean leopard prints, muscular muscles and powerful limbs.I still remember the way it paced, calm and silent, like a seasoned martial artist.

Counting the time, it is indeed old.

Thinking of this, for no reason, I felt a sense of loss in my heart.

Fanyin's voice came from the other side: "Is there anything else?"

"some."

While I was talking, Meng Jiancong's voice outside the door was a little higher, intending to remind me that I was about to come in.

Fanyin asked calmly, "What's wrong?"

"I……"

All that nonsense was said because I didn't know how to tell him about it.

I didn't know what I was worrying about, and I muttered for a long time, but I didn't say anything.

Fanyin seemed to have lost his patience: "Hang up if you have nothing to do?"

"Why didn't you tell me when you went back?" I wanted to continue, but I didn't have the courage to touch the key point.

I don't know what's wrong with my question, but Fan Yin didn't say anything.

I am also silent.

Meng Jiancong's voice was already very clear outside the door. He was chatting with the bodyguard about something, but judging from the bodyguard's response, it seemed that he just had to deal with him.

I knew I couldn't procrastinate any longer, so I started the topic: "Yinyin, can you not go home?"

He seemed taken aback, and asked, "What do you mean?"

"Don't go back." I said, "Wait for me at Vancouver Airport."

"What are you waiting for?" He calmly seemed to be chatting about a date with no interest.

"Wait for me...take me with you." I said.

It took about five seconds for him to speak, his tone was as if he had heard some strange talk: "What are you talking about?"

I don't know what I'm talking about either.

I am even very clear about what I am saying now, as long as I use my brain, I will understand that they are all crazy words.

But I still said: "When I married you, I didn't plan for anything. I just wanted to spend the rest of my life happily with you. It's been ten years... I..."

He stopped talking again.

I wiped my tears, suppressed my almost out-of-control emotions, and said: "Actually, I don't need anyone to tell me. I know too well that your illness cannot be cured. The doctor can't do it, and I can't do it. You have this kind of disease, there is no way to communicate at all, and the two personalities are so hateful. I have never forgotten how the two of you hurt me, tortured me, and even killed me again and again. Marrying you, Having a baby with you, being with you for so many years, I regret these decisions more than anyone else..."

He still didn't speak, but didn't hang up the phone.

I continued: "I was not joking when I said I wanted to divorce you, and I haven't changed my mind until today. Because I can't stand you anymore, and I know that even if it's not for me, I want to let Nian Nian and the others stay in a safe environment , but..." I also know that this is hopeless and stupid, "but I still love you."

He remained silent.

"If possible, I also want to fall in love with a good person, at least a normal person without mental illness." I said, "If I could simply hate you, I would have been freed a long time ago. But Yinyin... I have long been trapped in this In the strange circle, it has long been impossible to get out."

He finally opened his mouth, but his tone was indifferent: "What exactly do you want to say?"

I was disappointed for a while: "My father is going to kill you."

"Oh." He responded.

"I'm serious," I said, "even if your father hasn't told you, you will know when you get home. Your organization is about to change hands, and what you did in the Su family auditorium was filmed Clear video, so many lives, and guns involved, you are likely to die!"

"Oh." He lazily replied: "Don't worry, my mother will deal with it."

"Your mother doesn't have this kind of ability at all!" I said, "In terms of power, your mother and your father combined are about the same as the Su family. Once your organization is given to the Su family, your mother has no room to struggle!"

"Oh?" He just became interested, and his voice raised slightly: "So, you have a way?"

"I..." I could naturally hear the sarcasm in his tone, "I didn't."

"Then what do you want me to do in Canada?" he asked.

"I..." I said, "I want you to take me away?"

"Where are you going?"

"I don't know," I said, "Let's go first and we'll talk about it." Hearing that he didn't speak, I hurriedly added: "In this way, my father must be afraid, he will be afraid that you will kill me."

"I'm also afraid that he will kill my father." He replied indifferently: "I thought you were nagging so much like a bitter wife, and you were preparing a constructive opinion."

I was choked and didn't speak.

He asked a little annoyed, "Is there anything else?"

I said: "I can't talk to my father now, because Niannian said she was with Shanshan. I don't know if it's true or not, but I can't see her. If there is no threat from the child, I will return this matter." able……"

Before I finished speaking, a delicate voice suddenly came from over there: "Stop talking, I'm so annoying!"

The voice sounded familiar.

There seems to be a fight over there, and the woman's soft laughter and the man's deep laughter come from time to time.After a long time, Fanyin's voice came with a smile: "I'm a little busy now, so let's do it."

I asked, "Who is she?"

"Didn't you just say you wanted a divorce? Let's leave." He said bluntly, "That's it, send your lawyer to contact me."

I couldn't help raising my voice: "Who is she!"

Fanyin was silent for a while, then seemed to take the phone away, and the voice came indistinctly: "Ask who you are. Tell her."

There was another rustle.

A smiling voice came from the receiver: "Sister, it's me! How are you doing? Are your eyes okay?"

(End of this chapter)