The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 523 Afterlife
He asked, "Why?"

"If I wanted you to die, I wouldn't have stopped you when you committed suicide..." Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh: "I feel like a person trapped in the stock market. tragic."

I heard him laugh and say casually, "You're so stupid."

I thought of Pu Lan's evaluation of me just now, and an unknown fire surged in my heart: "Then I go back now? You don't doubt my father's determination to let you go to prison, do you?"

"No doubt." He put his arm around my arm and rested his head on my shoulder: "I'm not scolding you."

"I don't like it when you say that about me."

He didn't seem to move, and suddenly said after a while, "I'm sorry."

"What?" I was inexplicably nervous, because this person never apologized.

He sighed, and his tone was a bit lonely: "My father always told me that once I have no money and power, I am nothing. I believe him, but I have never experienced it as deeply as now. I used to be honest in front of me. , Everyone tried their best to step on my head."

I asked, "Did you ever feel that they were overwhelmed by your charisma?"

"That's not true," he said, "I just thought they were all seedless guys, but I didn't expect it to be so fast and so thorough. It turns out that in my life, I really only have money and power."

When I thought of Pu Lan, I felt sad again.I don't know if Fanyin respected him more at the beginning, things would be different today, but fortunately, Fanyin doesn't know now. I think the best way to insult a man is to insult his woman, just like hurting a man. The best way for a woman is to hurt her child.

I asked, "Does this have anything to do with you saying sorry to me?"

"Yes." He said, "You are the only one and the last one who stayed by my side, and abandoned everything. And to those people, although I am not close, it is by no means bad, I just use each other That's all. But for you, it really failed you completely."

I said: "Don't say it like a last word, have you ever thought that you must communicate with the second personality next? To prevent him from committing suicide."

"He hasn't come out in the past few days, and there is no sign of coming out." He said: "When I'm weak, it's usually me, probably because he knows it's useless to come out by himself."

Britney is indeed a personality who prefers to evade responsibility. After all, the trait of taking responsibility has always been in the No.1 personality.It is impossible for an overly emotional and emotional personality to have any sense of responsibility.

I said, "You'd better discuss it with him and tell him not to mess around or bully Nian Nian, otherwise both of you will die."

"Good," he said.

Then we fell silent.

Leaning in his arms felt quite comfortable, I felt less nervous than before, and after relaxing, I began to feel drowsy.

But Fanyin spoke again, and his voice was quite sober: "Do you believe in an afterlife?"

"Believe." I said, "Sometimes I feel that I have committed sins in my previous life, because the blessings in this life are too few."

I didn't mean to ridicule him, it's really because this is an objective fact, at least one person is related to other people, let alone these two, I don't even have friendship.

He laughed and said, "If there is an afterlife, do you still want to meet me?"

"No." I said decisively, "If there is an afterlife, I want to be an animal."

"What animal?"

"rabbit."

"Oh." He said, "It's hard for a female rabbit to have several litters a year."

"Then be a dog." I said.

"Dogs are also very bitter," he said: "Dogs have no fun in life, they just follow their masters. You also know that not everyone has the conditions for raising dogs like ours. Many people will abandon their dogs, and many people will eat dog meat pot. "

I have been defeated by him: "Then I will choose a strong one, and I will be a tiger."

"Tigers are almost extinct. If you are reborn in a circus, you will be tortured from an early age. Jumping through a fire hoop is no joke. If you accidentally hunt something that shouldn't be hunted, you will be killed."

"What are you trying to say?" I was a little annoyed.

"It's too hard for animals, let's be human." He smiled: "Still be my wife, this time it's your turn to blame me."

I said, "I have no intention of revenge."

"Then it's my turn to love you well," he said.

I couldn't help sighing: "You always do this."

"How?"

"Every time I use far-off things to prevaricate, but I don't work hard on recent things, and now I even have my next life." I said, "Instead of discussing this, it's better to think about the recent ones. When we get to the United States, how do we make money? "

"Borrow from Li Yu."

"What if he doesn't?"

"Not at all." He said, "After all, there is a relationship of suspicion."

"What if Huaixin ignores us?"

"will not."

"Why not? Because of your sister?"

"No." He said: "I don't think people will be so blind, not to mention that his father helped my father in difficult times. Their family can't be wrong about this."

I said, "Okay."

He suddenly smiled and asked, "What do you want to say?"

"Niannian and I want to have a good meal."

"No problem." He said: "Private clubs can't be reserved, but better five-star clubs are still affordable."

"I still want to buy new clothes."

"No problem." He kissed me on the cheek and asked, "What else?"

I hurriedly asked, "Wouldn't you be assassinated again while shopping?"

"No." He said, "I'm no longer worthy of being assassinated in a public place at the risk of being sent home."

I suddenly remembered something and asked, "Did you never suspect my father at all?"

"I don't understand," he said.

I don't think he didn't understand, but I still explained: "My dad seems to like you so much and supports you so much...he must have lied to you."

"It doesn't count," he said.

"Then did you think of it beforehand?"

This time he paused for a moment before saying, "No."

"Really not?" I asked.

"Really do not have."

"I don't believe it." He felt a little weird in his tone.

He laughed and said, "It doesn't matter whether you guessed it or not. Deception is a part of life. I'm not a child. I don't need others to be 100% honest with me."

I said, "If you knew he was lying to you, but still followed him, then I would be very touched."

But he stopped talking.

I smacked his words carefully, and said again: "I said that I am not a child, but in fact you are the most like a child."

He remained silent.

I couldn't bear it any longer: "Tell me."

He remained silent, and let out some heavy breathing.

He was injured in the first place, so it is understandable to fall asleep now.I stopped talking, feeling that his head was still leaning against me, and his legs were still shaking the chair out of inertia. During this short period of time, I had the illusion that we were getting old.

I was awakened by the crying of the little baby. When I woke up, I realized that she was in my arms and I was on the bed.She was crying hard, but there was no sound from anyone else in the room.The swaying cabin told me that this is still a ship, and I didn't sleep long.But my eyelids felt some light, proving that the sky is bright now.

I coaxed the little one and found that she peed.Then I realized a very serious problem: no diapers.

I couldn't do anything, I couldn't see anything and didn't dare to go out rashly, and at this moment there were men's rough voices in the corridor, yelling at something loudly, and occasionally swearing. Choose less smuggling.

However, this is not the worst. The worst thing is that the little girl actually started to poop at the same time as I unbuttoned the diaper. I suddenly felt dizzy, and hurriedly found some toilet paper to solve the baby, but it was of little effect.As I was struggling, the sound of the door opening came, and I was startled, but then I heard Nian Nian's voice: "It stinks!"

I said, "Come and help mom."

"It stinks! That's Papa!" Nian Nian said with disgust, "I don't want to go there!"

I was helpless, and at the same time I heard Fanyin's voice: "I'm coming."

I said, "No diapers."

Nian Nian said at the same time: "And it stinks!"

I annoyed her to death, "You were like this when you were a child."

"I don't stink like this." She hummed and said, "My sister doesn't stink either."

It wasn't her who took care of my younger sister when she was smelly. In fact, it was the first time for me to take care of this. Before, I was only responsible for breastfeeding—it was really smelly.

Fanyin didn't speak, probably holding his breath.In fact, when Fanyin sat down, the little guy let out a series of malicious farts, which smelled so bad, I was worried that Fanyin had fainted.

Finally, Fanyin said, "It's done."

I asked, "What should I do if it smells so bad?"

"Persevere." Fanyin said, "I'm going to take out the trash."

So I went back to look at the baby, the bed was still so smelly, but the baby had started giggling.I touched her and found that it was Xin's diaper, so I asked, "Where did you get the diaper?"

"Dad took me to borrow it in the morning." Nian Nian said happily: "We went to the deck, where the wind was so strong! There were seagulls! I even saw dolphins!"

I asked, "How can I borrow it here?"

"There is an aunt with a baby." She said: "Dad said early in the morning that my sister needs diapers, so we borrowed them. But this boat is so broken."

"It's okay, it'll be fine when we get to America." I said, "You can eat a big meal and buy new clothes."

"Okay." After she finished saying this word, she paused again, and then asked, "Mom, are you okay?"

"Very good." I asked, "Why are you asking so suddenly?"

"It's nothing, just to ask you." Her voice was small: "I'm afraid you will feel uncomfortable. After all, last night...it was so uncomfortable here."

I said, "The boat did shake a bit, but it got better after I got used to it."

"Yeah." She responded obediently, and suddenly rushed over. I quickly reached out to pick her up, feeling her bump into my arms, and said, "Mom, I love you."

After a pause, he added: "Although you stink!"

(End of this chapter)