The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 527 I'm Afraid You'll Be Blind Forever

After Ru Jiaojiao went out, Nian Nian asked, "Dad, are you going to drive her?"

"Not necessarily." Fan Yin's tone sounded narrow: "It depends on whether your mother is willing."

"Of course my mother doesn't want to." Niannian said a little angrily, "You see, she looks at you like that!"

I asked, "How did she look at him?"

"Just looking at him lewdly." Nian Nian said, "Don't think I don't know, that aunt definitely wants to be my little mother."

Fan Yin asked, "Do you know what 'looking at me with a sensual look' is?"

"Of course I know!" Nian Nian said, "She kept smiling at my father, her eyes flickering, and she sat on the chair twisting and turning, as if she was about to drool at any time! This is sexism!"

Fan Yin emphasized: "I mean, who taught you this word?"

"It was on TV."

"Which program?" Fanyin asked.

Niannian immediately turned to me: "Mom! Look at him!"

I said, "If you explain about sex first, what's the use of knowing which show it is? Can you stop that show? Or can you tell her not to watch it again?"

Fanyin snorted, and then her tone became serious: "Of course I won't go, I don't want you to quarrel with me all day long."

I think his tone is a bit regretful: "You really want to go?"

"Do not want to."

Nian Nian pierced through, "I think he really misses it."

"Don't interrupt." Fanyin was a little unhappy, and used the topic to play: "Sit down, don't twist on the chair."

Niannian died down.

I asked, "Is she really interested in you? What do you think?"

"You think it's there." He said, "I don't know."

"You don't know?" I felt something was wrong listening to her, but he looked at her face and told me that he didn't know?
"I said I was afraid you would scold me." His tone was a bit aggrieved.

"I don't scold you, I want to say what I want to say."

"The vast majority of women talk like this in front of me... I don't have the habit of analyzing their motives one by one." He said awkwardly, as if he was being punished for doing something wrong, "I didn't actively seduce which one?"

I asked Nian Nian: "Did your father smile at that aunt just now?"

Nian Nian might be a little afraid of him, so she tugged at my sleeve, asking me to lean over, and whispered in my ear, "You're laughing so happily."

I sat upright and asked, "Are you serious, do you want this job? Don't you find it strange?"

"It used to be a little bit, but now I don't think so." Fanyin said: "You can definitely hear that she is completely incompetent for her position. It is definitely very easy to work by her side. You have heard about the benefits just now, I think , Tomorrow, we will consult with the doctor first to find out the cost of your eye treatment before making a plan. OK?"

I said, "You mean, if it costs a lot of money to treat your eyes, you will work for her?"

"Not only that, Niannian wants to go to school, and we have to live." He said, "I can't let Li Yu support us."

"My eyes are not in a hurry, stay away from this Rujiaojiao." I said, "I think she is either seeking your favor or seeking someone else. Even if I have no common sense, I know the basic process of recruitment." .If she knows that you are Fan Yin, that's fine. With your current identity, Fan Yin, let alone tell the president, even driving a taxi is a bit difficult."

Fanyin wasn't angry at all, he knew what I meant, "How can you not treat your eyes urgently? If you don't heal naturally, you will have to be blind for the rest of your life."

"I'd rather be blind for the rest of my life than worrying about whether you're getting along with her all day long." I really hate his attitude, and I can't help but say a little: "If eyes and money are more important than you, I'm going to be blind today." I won’t be sitting here! I didn’t go through so much trouble with you to ask you to make money for me, the only thing you can repay me is to be kind to me, be loyal to me, and stop doing things that make me sad!”

After I finished speaking, I didn't hear him speak.

I couldn't help feeling disappointed: "Is the so-called comeback more important than reassuring me?"

The scene was still audibly quiet.

I don't believe he can't see what this woman means, and he's not a fool.But if he thinks my feelings are not important and money is more important, then what's the point of me wanting him?
After a long while, I felt that I had completely lost my patience, and even had the idea of ​​going back to my father.

At this moment, Nian Nian suddenly tugged at my arm, "Mom..." Her tone was not as cheerful as before, "Daddy is crying, stop scolding him."

I couldn't help being taken aback: "Why is he crying?"

"I don't know." Nian Nian said in a low voice, "Maybe it's because you are too fierce, and my father didn't agree to that aunt. What's more, it's just such a small position, she only gives such a little money..."

"You eat."

"I'm full!" She protested to me dissatisfied, and coaxed Fanyin to go: "Dad...don't talk to my mother, she just doesn't know how ugly that auntie is..."

I couldn't help being laughed at by her: "Are you really crying?"

Fanyin still remained silent, and Niannian said for him: "I'm really crying, Dad is so pitiful, I'll help you wipe your tears..." She imitated the tone of an adult when coaxing her: "Don't be sad, the baby is holding you. "

A voice came from the other side: "I didn't cry."

My voice was a little hoarse, and I quickly reached out to touch it: "Did you really cry?"

Nian Nian cleverly grabbed my hand and placed it on Fan Yin's face.

There were no tears, but I touched my eye sockets, and my fingertips touched a patch of dampness.

My heart skipped a beat and I asked, "Who are you?"

He reached out and held my hand, and after a moment of silence, he said, "When I was still in the hospital, I asked your doctor, and they said that if you can't recover naturally, you may need a craniotomy."

I said, "Didn't I say no?"

"How old are you? There are at least five or sixty years to go."

"So what do you mean?"

"It's not interesting. I'll reject her tomorrow." He whispered, "I'll find another job."

There will be no better treatment than what Ru Jiaojiao offers in a normal job. I emphasized again: "I really don't want to look at my eyes. You don't have to put pressure on yourself."

Nian Nian also said: "I can also eat less meat, Dad."

He stopped talking.

After that, the three of us were no longer in the mood to eat here, and we each had our own concerns on the way back.

After such a toss, it was already very late, and Niannian fell asleep in the car, and Fanyin and I did not chat.

Afterwards, Fanyin put Niannian in her room, and we went to kiss her together, and then went to clean up and go to bed together.

I was very tired at first, but Fanyin kept turning over, and I was woken up after all, so I couldn't help but ask, "Can't you sleep?"

He didn't speak.

I groped and leaned over and put my arms around his waist, and he hugged me too, which proved that he really wasn't asleep.

I asked: "Why don't you sleep? Are you not tired?" He has been hurt all the time, and it doesn't make sense if he is not tired now: "Where does it still hurt?"

"No." He asked in a low voice, "Why don't you sleep?"

"You keep turning over, I can't sleep." I said, "Are you still sad that I scolded you during the day?"

He was silent.

Seemingly still upset about this, I said, "Then I apologize for scolding you in front of the children, but those words are sincere."

"I'm not upset about this. I'm..."

I was still waiting for him to say something later, but he kept silent.

I couldn't help but opened my mouth: "How are you?"

It took him a long time to sigh deeply: "It's nothing."

I said, "I know why you are sad. You are afraid that you will become an ordinary person, or that your life will not be as good as theirs. Your self-esteem will not allow it, right?"

"No." He said, "I'm afraid you'll be blind forever."

I momentarily concluded: "I don't care."

"I care."

"But we can use insurance for medical treatment." I said, "That's cheap too."

"I want to get you the best doctor," he said.

"You are so mediocre."

He stopped talking again.

I thought about it and said: "You guy, you just can't figure it out, and you are too greedy. Like me, I think very clearly. Between eyes, money, and even Yinyin and your life, I chose you. I know I can only choose one, but you have to care so much about what I lost."

He said: "Lingling, don't say such things, I know you are just coaxing me."

I was annoyed, "Are you afraid that you will have to do my makeup for the rest of your life?"

"No."

"Then what are you depressed about?" I asked, "You want to go to her so much?"

He stopped talking again.

I became irritable and sat up.

He immediately asked: "What's the matter?" He sat up and held my shoulders.

I said, "If I can get the best of both worlds, I don't want to be blind for the rest of my life. Being blind is a disadvantage!" If I wasn't blind, at least I wouldn't be so passive in the matter of Pu Lan, "But this is what I have to make this choice There is a price to pay. I am already very sad, but I still want to comfort you with words like 'I don't care', can't you understand my painstaking efforts?"

He said nothing and hugged me.

I pushed him away and said, "Since you can't sleep, just think about it here, I'm going to sleep elsewhere."

He took my arm and said, "No."

"Think about it slowly, if you still have this kind of virtue tomorrow, then I have misjudged you." I said, "Your personality can only withstand worship, and you are not as good as Xiao Tiantian in terms of bearing pressure." .I asked him to come out and live with me."

For some reason, he burst out laughing suddenly.

I asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"You threatened me," he said with a smile.

"Yes, to threaten you, what's so ridiculous?"

"It's nothing." He laughed for a while, then hugged me, patted my back, and said, "Don't be angry, go to sleep, baby."

I asked: "Are you still nervous? Do you need time to think?"

"No need, listen to you." He rubbed my back and said, "Go to sleep, I won't be nervous anymore."

"Hmm." That's more or less the same.

(End of this chapter)