The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 559

I was still unconvinced and wanted to speak, but he interrupted me: "Lingyu, stop here. Don't let the child hate you too much, Dad hopes you can have a new life."

I couldn't help laughing: "If I didn't go with him before, you just scared him?"

He waved his hands, as if he didn't want to say more: "Stop talking about this, I'm tired, you should study quickly, it's really beyond your ability to drag this body to work."

I had no choice but to throw the disc back into the trash can and said, "Then I won't bother you for now."

"Go ahead," he said, "don't tell the kids yet."

I suddenly remembered that he threatened me with a child before, and I couldn't help feeling very ridiculous.

What followed was a seemingly peaceful day for me.I was crammed into a school by my dad to study with kids much younger than me, which was a bit embarrassing to be honest.Sometimes I was with the children, but Yinyin and I were not very close, and Niannian kept talking about my father all day long, which made me want to escape.

I don't have any news about Fanyin, and I didn't bother to look for it.I felt more at peace than ever before, and even felt reborn.

Sometimes, Meng Jiancong would come to see me, drink tea or chat.He doesn't like business, so we don't talk about work.I admit that the state between us seems a bit ambiguous, but I don't want it to be further ambiguous, so I rarely bring up emotional topics.

So we're talking about his past, places he's been, experiences in racing.

I often think, he is a lovely man, if only I could love him.

Until this day, Meng Jiancong received another call, and after a few words, he hurriedly got up and said, "I have to go."

"What's the matter?" I asked, "Who's calling?"

"Hospital." His expression was a little strange, as if he didn't want to say: "Mental hospital."

I asked, "Fanyin?"

He was taken aback: "It's Li Xin."

It was only then that I realized that I had made a slip of the tongue, and seeing that he looked at me strangely, I simply said generously: "Nian Nian always asks him, and it is not a long-term solution for me to always lie, after all, she is smart. I have been thinking of asking you for a few days , but there has been no suitable opportunity to speak."

"Oh," he said, "his case was settled two months ago."

I asked, "What result?"

"Compulsory treatment in a mental hospital."

"Oh." Not surprisingly, I asked, "Then why didn't you summon me?"

"You have been in good condition for the past six months, and your father doesn't want you to face these things again." He said: "It is too easy to make you miserable by stating the details of your beating in court."

"Oh." I didn't realize it until he said it suddenly, and I couldn't help sighing: "It's been half a year."

He didn't speak.

I asked, "How is he doing?"

"Not much," he said.

"What do you mean?" I said, "The treatment didn't work?"

"You don't want to know," he said.

I just said "Oh".

Meng Jiancong didn't talk about this topic anymore, but instead said: "I have to go, Li Xin is committing suicide."

"died?"

"No." He said, "It was rescued, but I have to go and see."

I said, "I'll go too."

The hospital has basically not changed, and the ward is still the same as last time.The doctor who received us has changed, but she is also very familiar with Meng Jiancong. She told us that Li Xin was rescued and is in a stable condition.And Meng Jiancong told me that his condition has been very stable, and he is very cooperative with the treatment. Recently, the electric shock therapy and medicine have been reduced.

When we came to Li Xin's ward, it was still the same as last time. Through the glass, we could see him sitting on the bare bed, looking a little dazed, as if in a daze.

The nurse called him several times before he looked up, then slowly walked to us and sat down, smiling at us, still very polite.

Meng Jiancong asked: "What happened? Why did you suddenly commit suicide?"

"I want to try the feeling of dying." Li Xin answered him, then looked at me again: "Long time no see, Mrs. Fan."

"Fanyin and I are already divorced," I said.

We did get divorced because he was in a mental institution.I heard that the relevant documents have been mailed over, but I didn't go to see it, it was with my father.

He was slightly taken aback, but did not speak.

Seeing Li Xin this time gave me quite a visual impact.He has lost a lot of weight, his cheekbones are high, almost out of shape, and he looks very sluggish.His eyes were dull and, though still polite, stiff.Now he looks more like a patient than half a year ago.

I asked Meng Jiancong to go out, and then said, "I came today to tell you that his illness has not recovered at all."

He didn't seem surprised: "How do you know?"

I went through what happened in court and said, "I don't know why he suddenly became like that."

In the past six months, after all, I have calmed down a lot. Although I deliberately don't think about it, I can't help thinking about what happened that day.Seeing that he didn't speak, I continued to add: "And the police also conducted a detailed investigation, and finally determined that he was mentally ill. Now he is also in a mental hospital."

Only then did he come back to his senses, nodded and said, "That's right."

"What do you mean?"

"Last time you said, I think there is something wrong with it. He can't be good." He said: "Even if it is good, it won't be like that."

I said: "Yeah."

He fell into a slight sluggishness again, and then suddenly looked back at me: "Do you want to know why he suddenly became like that in court?"

"I..." From a rational point of view, I think I should say no, because the past six months have been so peaceful, and I can even feel that my injuries are healing. This kind of late happiness should not be destroyed, so I not only never I went to see Fanyin, but I didn't even touch the documents related to the divorce.But emotionally, I still want to know, otherwise I wouldn't be here.After thinking for a long time, I asked, "Can you answer?"

"It can give you an answer that is not necessarily standard." He said.

"Tell me."

"When I was treating him, I heard him talk about such a thing." He said: "When his parents divorced, he used to appear in court. His father abetted him to accuse his mother of abusing him, which caused his mother to lose his support. right."

I said, "I know about it."

"He cared about this matter very much, and he remembered every detail very clearly." He said: "He told me that after that day, his mother completely lost custody and was once revoked visitation rights. He stayed with his stepmother, He was often abused by her. After he found out that he had been cheated, the relationship with his father was at an impasse. His father refused to apologize for this incident. After the conflict, he also participated in beating him. Although a few years later, his father also He made amends, but at that time the relationship between him and his mother had faded, and the mother had her own home, and soon had a new child. So, that incident meant a lot to him, it can be said that After that day, he fell from heaven to hell and lost everything."

I asked: "Is this what No.1 grid told you?"

"It's the second personality."

I was surprised: "He also knows about this?"

He nodded: "I think his performance in court is because that scene aroused his unpleasant memories of this incident."

I said, "I think what you said makes sense."

He said: "Actually, you can ask the doctor who is treating him now."

I shook my head and said, "I just came to see you, by the way."

"If you have anything to do with me, it's just hatred." He said, "I've been imprisoned here for so long because you hate me. I know the real purpose of your visit."

He was right. I was speechless and could only sigh: "I have divorced him. It stands to reason that I shouldn't pay attention to his situation. I am living a happy life now, and there is no need to pay attention to his situation." .so……"

"Okay." He waved his hand and interrupted me, "I'm tired, let's call it a day."

When we left, the doctors and nurses came with a large tray of medicines and needles.I looked at those white things, but I couldn't imagine their taste, and I felt a strong nausea in my heart.

Recently, Niannian is in school, has made many friends, and is busy, so she doesn't want my father very much.

Yinyin naturally doesn't want it either. It's been half a year, and our relationship has improved a lot.I would also think of how she trembled when she saw Fanyin before, and I knew that for her, it would be better without Fanyin.

My life is already changing for the better, and it's all because of the absence of fanfic.

I am happy without the noise.In the past, I just thought so, but in the past six months, I was able to confirm this matter.

Soon after, I had to prepare for the exam, and I became busy, so I no longer had time to receive guests.Meng Jiancong was also very tactful. He came here twice, and when he realized that I was busy, he stopped bothering me.

I don't sleep well, especially during the exam period. I often wake up at three or four o'clock in the morning, sitting in the study and flipping through books, but I am always in a daze for no reason.Sometimes I would suddenly see Fanyin sitting on the sofa with legs folded, arrogantly sitting on the sofa opposite me, ordering with disdain on his face: "Read a book, what do you want me to do?"

When you can't find a book, you will suddenly hear him say: "The sixth book from the left in the third row on the second shelf."

When I felt angry and turned around to yell at him, I found that there was no one there.

For a few days, I tossed and turned, thinking about those white pills, thick needles, and fluid-filled syringes.That small box-like instrument is connected with wires like octopus tentacles. It is connected to a person. After it is activated, the person's eyes will be straightened, the whole body will tremble, and the mouth will foam...

Whenever I think of this picture, I will feel very happy, but soon after I am happy, I can't help but start to feel lost.

I know that the best state is not only to no longer love him, but also to no longer hate him.

But I still don't want him to feel better.

My test scores were better than expected, and my dad was very happy.He's actually been very happy lately, and he says it's because I'm finally getting serious about learning something so that in a few more years I can be on my own.

(End of this chapter)