The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 564 Can I Kiss You
I asked, "Why are you apologizing?"

"I lost my composure just now." He said, "But..." I didn't stop him, but he stopped himself.

I asked narrowly, "But what?"

He glanced at me and said, "It's not what you think."

"Isn't that what I think?" I asked, "He was calmer than you just now."

He sighed and said nothing.

I made up my mind to tease him: "Do you have the mentality of 'Although I don't love you, but I can't see you falling'?"

"Fallen?" He frowned, puzzled.

Could it be that I misunderstood?I said cautiously: "Your cousin's reputation is not very good."

He suddenly realized: "It's not what you think. Although my cousin is not very sensible, he also knows that he can't bring a female companion back casually on such an occasion. I'm angry because she..."

He stopped again.

My curiosity has been completely aroused: "What's wrong with her?"

He was silent for a while, and said: "This kind of statement seems ungentlemanly to me, but since you think about it from this angle, I don't want you to misunderstand."

I understand that this means gossip behind people's backs.

He continued: "When I saw her for the first time, I thought she was young and well-behaved, and she didn't look like that kind of girl. But after getting in touch with her more, I realized that she was not what I saw. She is very ambitious and even a bit unscrupulous. I was angry just now because my cousin had asked me about her a long time ago, and I told the truth, but he was still with her and brought her such an important occasion. I was mad at him for being stupid and worried about him."

I said, "That's not what you used to say about her."

He smiled wryly and shook his head: "It's not a last resort, I'm a man, it's not easy to gossip about a little girl behind my back."

"But ambition must be a bad thing." I said, "If she and your cousin really love each other, then you are acting like a villain by running to stop her."

"The problem is, she and my cousin don't really love each other."

I asked, "Then who is she with?"

He stopped talking as if he suddenly choked while eating.

I asked, "Besides, how did you know?"

He said: "She told me herself." This time he continued without waiting for me to ask: "She said she loved me."

No wonder he has been so entangled. It is impolite to gossip behind someone's back. If the other party still likes him, it is basically a villain's behavior.

I said, "Since she likes you, you hate her so much."

He shook his head and said, "She happens to be the kind of person I hate the most. If I could go back in time, I'd rather not have helped her."

I said, "I really want to know what she did to you to cause you such disgust. Logically speaking, you are also a person who has run a women's branch after all. Is your ability to accept it so low?"

"Farmers don't want their family members to marry their sheep," he said.

Now it was my turn to be speechless.

He slightly raised the corners of his lips and asked, "Why do you keep asking this?"

"Just for fun."

"Interesting?" He clearly didn't like the answer.

I thought there was a good show to tease him like this, but I didn't expect it to be like this, which made me feel embarrassed: "I thought you liked her."

"Am I so hateful in your heart?" He really asked.

"It's not hateful, I just think..." I realized that I couldn't make up anything good, so I simply said, "I think there has been a tepid relationship between you and me, and you must have no feelings for me other than friendship. Don't worry too much. Heart, I'm not jealous, anyway, the important thing to get married is the right person, love or not is not the point."

He laughed immediately: "You have to marry once before you have the nerve to say such a thing. I haven't married a wife at this age, but it's not because I want to find a suitable person."

I had nothing to say, so I had to avoid his gaze, feeling a little nervous.

After a while, I heard him say: "You are always eager to express that you are not interested in me, lest I have a little misunderstanding, and I can't force you to make you afraid. Now that I have talked about this today, it is a big problem for me. Chance, I have a few words to ask you, I don't know if you would like to answer."

I roughly guessed what he wanted to ask, and felt somewhat conflicted in my heart.

But I also understand that since I decided to come today, I will have to face these problems sooner or later, so I struggled for a long time and said, "Yes."

"Then raise your head and look into my eyes." He said, "Even if you and I can't get together, I will help you when I need to help, as long as you are honest. Don't be afraid, I'm not him, the most beautiful person in my life The disgusting thing is forcing others.”

These words made me feel a little more relaxed. I raised my head and looked into his eyes, and I could feel his sincerity.

It seems that this feeling is not bad for him, he smiled and relaxed: "Do you have feelings for me? Even a little bit."

"Not now."

Obviously he was not surprised: "Then do you want to marry me?"

"I think." I said without waiting for him to ask, "I don't disagree with you, and I know that you are my best choice. Although I don't have feelings for you, it's because I can't feel for any man now. Before, I thought The same is true for you, but since you said that, I understand what you mean, so I can guarantee that I will try my best to like you in the next relationship. "

After I finished speaking, seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, I couldn't help but feel a little impatient: "Is there any question?"

"Can I kiss you?" He suddenly asked without thinking.

I froze for a moment, didn't speak, watched his face approaching slowly, I didn't push him, I closed my eyes, because I want to accept good men, accept new feelings, and get rid of the one that is getting worse yourself, to a new life.

After that day, the relationship between Meng Jiancong and I underwent a qualitative change.Because I am very busy, he will come to see me every week, and I try to spend time with him as much as possible. We date like ordinary couples, have dinner together, listen to concerts together, participate in activities together, and hug and kiss every time we meet. No further requests were made, and I had no such desire.I still feel that there is no passion, but I don't hate this kind of life, I just feel very guilty. In Meng Jiancong's words, this is his first marriage, and I don't love him.

After a few more months like this, I was busy with the new period of classes, exams, and company affairs, and I often felt overwhelmed.One day, the maid in charge of taking care of Nian Nian called: "Miss, Miss Nian Nian refuses to eat."

Before Nian Nian kept talking about asking her father to come and see her, but she didn't get a satisfactory response and stopped talking.But her relationship with me has also become weaker and weaker, and she is no longer as attached to me as before.

I questioned her a few times, and found that she had no memory of Fanyin choking her. I also invited a psychological doctor, and they thought she was normal, and her reaction was just excessive shock.

I think it's fine for her to forget, if possible, I also hope to forget everything related to Fanyin, so as to realize a real new life.

I'm so busy these days that the kids are always asleep when I get home, and they're still asleep when I leave.All in all, they haven't seen me for many days.

I asked: "Why?"

"She wants to talk to you personally," she said. "She's been very angry the last few days."

I asked her to call Nian Nian, but it took a long time before I heard the sound of the phone being picked up. No one spoke there, and I knew it was Nian Nian.

I called out, "Nian Nian?"

She said nothing.

"Aunt He said you don't eat." I asked, "What's going on?"

After waiting for a long time, an angry voice came from over there: "I'm not hungry."

"Oh." I asked, "Why aren't you hungry?"

She didn't speak again.

I said: "If you are really not hungry, it doesn't matter if you are hungry, as long as you feel comfortable. If it is because you are in a bad mood, or if you want to say something to your mother, then say, don't torture yourself, okay?"

Only then did she say, "I told you, you're sure to lose your temper again."

I asked, "What is it? I don't remember losing my temper with you."

"About my father." Her tone was aggrieved: "You always forbid me to mention my father."

I didn't say no, but every time she mentions it, I feel very painful.Because she always wanted Dad and I couldn't give it to her.

I heard her say it pitifully, and couldn't help but feel distressed: "Bring it up, Mom asked you to mention it."

Then she said: "Today is my father's birthday. I have prepared a gift for him. I want to see him."

I said, "It turns out that this is the matter, can mom help you pass it on?"

"Not good," she said, "I want to meet Dad."

I said, "But Dad isn't free recently."

She stopped talking.

I said: "Your father said that when he recovers, he will come to see you and your sister. He hasn't contacted me recently."

She remained silent.

I asked: "Nian Nian?"

She still doesn't speak.

I understand her temper. In the past, when she was not going well, she would lose her temper and make a big fuss, so she wouldn't be so quiet.This made me very worried: "Nian Nian, your father's bad situation will hurt you, have you forgotten how he bullied you and your sister before?"

Only then did she say, "Then when will he come to see me?" Her voice was already crying.

"Mom doesn't know either." Niannian has a good memory. If she can't do it, don't lie to her, otherwise she will keep thinking about it and get hurt even more: "Mom promises you, as soon as he contacts us, I will take you to the hospital immediately." See Dad, you will give him the gift when the time comes, okay?"

She said, "Okay."

I thought Nian Nian was being comforted by me, but one day when I was working late at night and went to see her in Nian Nian's bedroom as usual, I suddenly found that there was no one there.

At first I thought she was just not in the bedroom, but when we searched the whole house, I finally understood: Nian Nian is missing!

(End of this chapter)