The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 620 I Don't Want To Believe A Sentence

I didn't respond for a long time, and he never said anything.

I didn't turn my head, I didn't know his expression, but I could feel his accelerated heartbeat from my naked body.

Finally, I spoke first and said, "I'm running out of time."

He remained silent.

I tried to turn around, but he hugged me very tightly. I struggled for a while, but to no avail, I became annoyed: "Let go."

His head was still attached to my neck, and he ordered in a low voice: "Answer my words first."

I bit my lower lip involuntarily.

He waited for a while, as if losing patience, he slowly let go.

I turned around, looked at him and said, "What you just said has no action at all."

He hooked the corner of his mouth, and his expression was not surprised.

I continued: "Besides, you're hiding it. I don't think you really want to get back together with me."

He still didn't speak, just laughed, which made me feel hairy.

I continued earnestly: "If you want to get back together with me, at least you won't suddenly go to Las Vegas to rescue Guan Chuxia. No matter what words you use to explain this matter, I can't believe it. You know that I'm the last I'm afraid you're like a woman."

"You look so serious." He folded his arms as if hearing a joke, "Miss Chairman."

I couldn't help being taken aback, with an ominous premonition.

"Just kidding you, you really took it seriously." He smiled and said, "You are so cute."

I asked, "What do you mean?"

"That's what you heard." He suppressed his smile, but his expression was still nonchalant, "You are an old woman with a bad reputation and a bad personality. What do you have left without money? Where did you come from?" Are you confident that I will still want you?"

I looked at him and didn't speak.

He paused for a moment, as if he was waiting for my reaction, and continued when he saw that I didn't respond: "Because I have to stay at your house recently, I'm a little bored, so I'll tease you when I see you taking the initiative. , I might agree, it’s fine if you don’t have money, I still have to support you.”

I still didn't speak.

He seemed a little surprised and asked, "What's your attitude?"

"Relieved attitude." I said: "I have been struggling with this matter recently, and now I don't need to think about it anymore."

He stopped talking.

"Anyway, I've had a great time recently, thank you." I said, "Next, if you want to see Nian Nian, you can always ask my special assistant to make an appointment."

He frowned slightly: "What do you want to do?"

"What?" I didn't understand what he meant.

Apparently he thought I was too calm, maybe because he was afraid that I would have extreme behavior in the future.

Indeed, if it was before, I would definitely make a fuss, at least break down and cry.But now I'm not who I used to be, and it's normal for him to hate me, and what I did in court was one of the things that got him in a mental hospital, and he never forgives me for anything.Therefore, I was fully prepared psychologically, and I even faintly felt that it was more real that he wanted to play me to vent his hatred than that he still loved me.

He hesitated for a moment and said, "Forget it, I was the one who said those words just now..."

"Fanyin." I interrupted him: "Stop talking."

He raised his hand and I knew he was trying to grab my arm.I took a step back, and he really caught the air.

He was slightly taken aback, and opened his mouth: "I just said that just because..."

"I told you to stop talking," I said, "I know what you want to say. What you want to say just now are all lies. But I don't want to believe a word of your words, otherwise I won't want to live to be 40 years old."

He stopped talking.

I said, "I'm leaving for Japan, bye."

I got out of the room and got on the plane to Tokyo. When I took off, I had a strange feeling that the plane was going up, and I felt like I was sinking.I know that my life will become the same as before again, a pool of stagnant water, without passion, day after day, like a gorgeous tomb, dead but safe.

I stayed in Japan for three days, and then moved to a country in the southern hemisphere. Not only was the jet lag messed up, but also the seasons. Although I was not very comfortable, I still liked my previous work mode. too serious.If my dad hadn't contacted me suddenly, I would have forgotten about getting married.

My father was still in the hospital, and he was resting when I arrived, so I chatted with the doctor and learned that my father still requested surgery after I got married. My dad's attitude hasn't changed one bit.

When he woke up, I went in, but Shanshan was not there, and there was only one maid in the ward.

I haven't seen him for so many days, but he didn't lose weight, and his complexion was fine. When he saw me, he was smiling and seemed very happy.

After I sat down, I exchanged greetings with him and chatted about some company matters, and he said, "Have you tried on the wedding dress?"

"Not yet." I said, "I'm not in China recently."

The smile on his face immediately withdrew most of it: "We're getting married in five days."

"The size of the wedding dress is definitely fine, and the style is what I have seen before. Even if there are imperfections, I don't need to make any changes."

He was quite dissatisfied and said, "What are you talking about? Whether it's for you or Jian Cong, this is the first wedding in your life."

"You forget," I said, "I was married."

"Didn't they never do it for you?"

"No, but we also wore wedding dresses on our wedding day, invited friends to dinner, and received gifts."

He frowned: "What are you talking about?"

I smiled and said, "Just to explain this."

He glanced at me, quite dissatisfied: "I'm not so confused that I can't even hear what you said."

I didn't speak.

He was silent for a while, then suddenly looked at me and said, "Come to my side." He patted the seat beside him and said, "Come and sit here, I have something to tell you."

I went to sit down and he shook my hand and smiled.In my impression and other people's evaluations, he has always been a person who is as cold as ice and disillusioned. As he gets older and his condition gets worse, he seems to be more and more kind.

Therefore, I am very unaccustomed to his current attitude, and I can't help but lower my head to avoid meeting my eyes with him.

"I know you are in a hurry to let me have an operation. Since I promised you, I will never break my promise. Don't worry about this." He said: "The doctor also said that it is no problem to survive your marriage."

I said: "Okay."

"Jian Cong is the child I watched growing up. He used to be very motivated and handsome. Since he lost a leg, he has become more sensitive and dull, and he seems a bit self-defeating, but this is a disability after all. I believe that as you get married, life will be better. With good changes, he will slowly become sunny again." He said earnestly: "At that time, you will understand how correct it is to follow my advice and marry him."

I said: "Okay."

Obviously, he saw that I was not interested, and immediately expressed displeasure: "Why are you not happy at all?"

I said, "I'm very happy."

"I know you still think about him." He became serious: "Jian Cong endured this time because you are not married yet, and he likes you too. Don't do this kind of thing again after marriage, lest the Meng family poke us Backbone, saying that our Su family has no way to teach their daughters."

I asked, "Did Meng Jiancong tell you something?"

"You don't need to tell me, don't think I don't know what you've done behind my back all day long." He said seriously, "Besides, you couldn't hide the expression on your face when you came to see me last time."

I said, "It's broken."

"I can see it." He sighed: "I'm too lazy to think about why you can't leave him. Even if Jian Cong is not as attractive as when he was healthy, at least he is not a lunatic and is more polite. He is not using it against you." Violence. I thought that as long as you get along with a good man, you will completely forget him by comparison."

I said, "Maybe it's because Meng Jiancong doesn't love me."

"Who says he doesn't love you?" He said, "I think he loves you very much. If he endures this kind of thing and continues to marry you, what else can he love you?" But Fanyin, he is a lunatic, like you Silly is willing to be by his side, risking the risk of hereditary mental illness to give birth to him, but she is still my daughter, but even so, he didn't treat you well, that's why he doesn't love you at all."

I didn't speak.

He also changed the subject: "I asked you to come today, just to ask you to know about the wedding, but it seems that you don't know anything about the wedding. This is not okay, after all, it is a wedding, and Jian Cong has been paying attention, but you have been paying attention until today I haven't seen a wedding dress yet, so I'm too contemptuous of the Meng family."

I said: "I will contact him in the afternoon to try on the wedding dress and ask about the progress of the wedding."

He nodded and asked again: "Why is your face so bad?"

"I've been a little tired lately." I said.

"Awen said that you have been in poor health recently, and you always have a fever? What's going on?" He asked, "Have you checked carefully?"

"No problem." He didn't know about the blood clot, because the blood clot was still dangerous, and I didn't want him to worry, let alone worry about it, so I didn't plan to tell him: "Maybe it's just a cold."

He said: "Wait a minute, don't go, let the doctor examine you."

I said, "No need, I have something to do later."

"Nothing is as important as your body," he said.

I shook my head and said, "It's really fine, I know my own body, thank you for your concern."

He took a deep look at me, probably because my words made him unhappy, and the only bit of kindness on his face was put away, and he became strong: "You arrange the work yourself, don't worry about it all. Take care, see a doctor if you feel unwell, and take a rest in time."

I didn't speak.

He was very dissatisfied: "If you can't combine work and rest, I will ask Shanshan to help you."

I knew what he meant: "If I have a fever again, I'll go get checked."

"Come and check with me," he emphasized.

(End of this chapter)