The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 698 [Traditional tone] 9
The person who changed my life drastically was not Lingling, but Niannian.

At first, I didn't know why, as I was also a daughter, I didn't have any feelings for the stars. The old man explained to me that it was because the stars represented unpleasant memories, which I agreed with.He also said that I cherish Nian Nian so much because although I didn't bow my head, I actually felt sorry for Su Lingyu's miscarriage in my heart and had a compensatory mentality. I think he is talking nonsense.

But I like Nian Nian very much, seeing her feels like receiving a desirable gift for the first time.When she grew up, when I looked at the photos of her when she was young, I found that she was only mediocre at the time, and she was actually worse than a star, but in my eyes, she was the cutest, even in the end I Having Yinyin and having a son, nothing has changed.

A doctor even analyzed it for me, saying that it was my narcissism at work, and I also felt that she was talking nonsense.Nian Nian is indeed very similar to me, and I believe she will become a very rational woman in the future.Although sensibility is a woman's nature, I think being rational can make a woman's life better. The reason why Su Lingyu chose me was because I was too emotional. Nian Nian would definitely not choose a man like this.At the same time, Nian Nian also has kindness that I don't have, obviously she has more warmth than me.

However, this girl also inherited my bad side, such as conceit.

I know that an idiot is a guy with an extremely low self-esteem, so maybe my ego comes from that low self-esteem.Everything about me and him is the opposite. What I hate the most in life is that he looks stupid, but dishonest, seemingly innocent, but cold-blooded, and good at stabbing in the back. Code name, called hamster.

It was also because of Nian Nian that I began to change my mind and seriously devoted myself to this marriage.

Mr. Su said that he was incapable of discipline, so the scope was immediately narrowed down to his adopted sons and daughters.To put it bluntly, except for Su Lingyu, all his children are very good. Although they all have their own merits and feel very similar to him, there is only Su Lingyu.

Once the scope is determined, it will soon have a clue.There is a delicate relationship between these people, they are both competing with each other and united in this matter.After all, it's someone else's family business, and I, an outsider, can't easily find out.But even though this is muddy water, I'm not a fool.

Long before the accident, I already had a premonition and arranged the things in the organization to ensure that once the disaster strikes, most people will not have an accident.

I didn't tell the old man about it, because he definitely wouldn't, and there was nothing I could do to convince him.But I know that I can't escape this catastrophe, not only that, I even look forward to this catastrophe in my heart.Little Lolita has grown up, she is no longer a beautiful little fool, it's not that I can get around the problem and coax it casually.The relationship between me and her either get together or break up.But regardless of gathering or parting, we all need to strike a balance in the end.

After meeting Mr. Su, I helped him deal with some small accounts. He also treated me well and introduced me to some relationships.I visit him when I pass by, or call to say hello, and he's always been nice.

In fact, I have always known that Mr. Su probably did not think of me as a fool in his heart. He knew that even if I was not clear about these things at the beginning, as things became clearer, I must understand that I was falling into a trap.And this tacit understanding does not need to be punctured.

He is ill and his range of action is limited.And the little Lolita is too innocent, even if she is placed in that position, she can only be the one who makes wedding dresses for others.She came to me by mistake, and I never killed her by mistake, and I don't know whether to say her fate is good or bad.

Although Mr. Su didn't ask me to help deal with those "children" who tried to kill Su Lingyu, I think he should hope to use my hands to deal with them, because those children who are his after all have ethics after all.And I am notorious, and I have no kinship with them.So I tried to get rid of one, and seeing that he didn't respond, I got rid of them one by one until he contacted him and asked him to keep his favorite ones.

When I was in the mental hospital, Mr. Su came to see me once. Although he didn’t talk to me, he was quite sincere to see me in person because of his body.At that time, I was busy pretending to be crazy, and my spirit was indeed greatly affected by the drugs.I only know that he is coming, and I remember that he didn't move much, but I have lost the ability to distinguish such subtle attitudes as his expression and eyes.

In fact, I am not the only one who has a premonition. Both the old man and my mother have said that they feel that the Su family is setting up a trap. They even think that Lingling is also part of the trap.In fact, I know she is not, I know she loves me very much, but at that time I thought I might not love her that much, I just love her for being good to me, loving her gave me a child I wanted, loving her even knowing All of me still love me so much, I know that there is hardly another person in this world who loves me like this.But if it is said that there is a heartbeat and a crazy obsession, it seems that there is no such thing. It is not about her, but about myself. I am a person who is incapable of loving others because I am incomplete.I thought that the reason why I was willing to step into this trap step by step was just because I lived an empty life and was too lazy to struggle.

Yes, I live an empty life without pursuit.My illness is getting worse and my mind is always so chaotic that I can't even control it trying to kill my child.Since then, I've made up my mind - I've thought about dying before, but I've always been told.So, I just wanted to confess to myself that I never thought about continuing to live.

Everything went smoothly, both for Mr. Su and for me.

But there were two mistakes, one was that the old man decided to use his property to save my life, it was a mistake because my birth was a conspiracy, and the old man loved his property more than me , My illness is proof that it is harder for him to lose all this in his later years than to let him die.

The other is that Lingling suddenly said that she wanted me to take her away.

For so many years, I have never treated her kindly, and the few things I did for her are not worth mentioning.She always complains about me, and I always find her annoying.Not only did I feel that I didn't love her that much at all, but I also felt that she didn't love me that much long ago.I know she has thought about divorce too many times, and I even think that if it wasn't for the inheritance, she would have divorced me 100%.

I didn't expect that she would ask me to take her away.

My illness started to get better at this time, it was like I had two rooms in my body, one of which was me and the other was the idiot neighbor.So when he was slowly disappearing, I noticed it very quickly.

I didn't tell Lingling about this, because during that time there were ups and downs, and I was afraid that after she was happy, she would be disappointed again.

Although my life in those days was not rich, I was very happy. I never felt that way. Although I was still afraid of the killer, that small house gave me a home.If I hadn't fallen into Pu Lan's trap, I would have lived with her like that for the rest of my life.

Until my mother passed away, she was always dissatisfied with my decision to remarry, and the relationship with Lingling was always relatively cold.The old man is good and sometimes bad, because he spends more time with Lingling, but whenever I feel uncomfortable, he will immediately show hostility.

In fact, they were all wrong. The reason why I entered the mental hospital was not because of Lingling.At that time, I had long since lost my second personality.

That's a deal.

Before that, I spoke to him.

He said: "Send my daughter back, don't tell me, you want to live like this with her for the rest of your life."

I said, "I have one thing to ask of you."

"I promise," he said.

"You already know?"

"I don't know, but she called me and cried." He said, "That number belongs to Pu Lan. I can guess what it is."

I said, "I'm sorry."

"I won't forgive." His tone was as calm as when I first met him: "No matter what you are apologizing for."

I said, "I know. I'll let her go back."

He didn't speak.

Also as the father of my daughter, I know exactly what he thinks, saying: "I will make her give up on me too."

He said: "Your parents came to me separately and said they hoped you could live. As long as you handle this matter well, I will let you live."

I said: "As long as you can solve this matter beautifully, you can kill me."

He was silent for a while before saying: "Lingyu didn't say anything to me."

I said, "She didn't tell me either."

Even after remarrying later, Lingling was still unhappy whenever this matter was brought up. She felt that I cherished my dignity too much.In fact, as a person who always needs to use various means to survive in extreme environments, how can I have any dignity?It's just that I know Pu Lan, and I know he's a disgusting fellow.A topless photo doesn't end, it's a new beginning.He will continue to ask for nude photos until he is completely satisfied, even if she dies one day, she cannot be stopped.This is what I have learned from dealing with him half my life.

I'm too lazy to tell Lingling these words, because I don't think she will believe it.He will spend time disguising in front of her, and his way of doing business determines his inner view of interests—he is a person who can abandon everything for interests, and Pu Tao hoped to recruit him as his assistant back then, and has been funding Seeing that he was not accepted by the family, he studied, and after he was admitted to a well-known university, he proposed to take him home. However, as soon as he grew up, he turned his face and gave the grape scheme to his partner.

Of course, Pu Tao just thought that he was well-behaved and an illegitimate child who had never seen the world.

(End of this chapter)