The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 715 [How much do you know about flowers falling in dreams] 16
She didn't speak, just kept looking at him.

Lin Zhunyi was embarrassed by her look: "Are you angry?"

Fanxing shook her head and said, "I don't know what to say, I know I'm sorry for you."

Lin Zhunyi's first feeling was that she was lying, but he didn't think there was any flaw.

"The reason why I did this is because you...you are too much to me, and I want you to experience being bullied. But..." She sighed and said, "I don't understand , do you like me, or do you hate me? If you like me, then...why do you still do that to me?"

Lin Zhunyi remained silent, but the initial suspicion in his heart had been slowly dispelled.

If he doesn't speak, it's hard to guess what's going on in his mind.Fanxing thought for a while and asked, "Why didn't you answer?"

He finally opened his mouth, "I don't know how to answer." His tone was as gentle as water.

"Do you like me?" In fact, she had already decided in her heart, but this way of "liking" really made her feel sick.

He asked back, "Doesn't it look like it?"

Fanxing shook her head.

Lin Zhunyi has always been a person who allows himself to advance and retreat: "If it's not because I like you?"

Fanxing thought for a while and said, "Then just pretend I haven't been here today."

"do nothing?"

"Do nothing." She looked into his eyes, because it would make him feel that everything she said was true, but in fact eyes can be deceiving.

He laughed, then remained silent for a while, and asked, "What if I like you very much?"

"Then..." Her nervousness was real: "I want to discuss it with you."

"Discuss what?"

"I would like to date you, but can you stop doing that to me..."

Lin Zhunyi asked, "Why are you doing the opposite?"

"If you don't like me, I can't ask you to consider my feelings." She said: "But if you like me, at least I hope I won't suffer because of you? There is room for negotiation."

Compared with other men he has dated, Fan Xing has always admitted that aside from the rape incident, Lin Zhunyi is a good lover. Although he still looks like he is not showing emotions, he is extra careful and takes care of her.But to Fanxing, it doesn't matter whether he is a good lover or not, as long as he doesn't drag her to the dressing room, she feels that life can go on.

After all, after this birthday, she is only 15 years old, her life has just begun, and she still has a lot to look forward to.Even though Lin Zhunyi has made such a mess, it doesn't matter, she believes that everything will be fine.

On her birthday, Fanxing received a gift from Lin Zhunyi as usual.It was an oversized gift, and it was not an exaggeration to say that there were two people hidden in it.Fan Xing has never been interested in Lin Zhunyi's gifts, so he made an excuse that he would read it at night, but he forgot it in a blink of an eye.

But Grandpa was so curious that he urged Fanxing to open it.After opening it, there is a house inside.No, strictly speaking, it is a kindergarten.

Its roof and walls are painted to look like candy and ice cream, and the roof is lifted to reveal a game room and classrooms.Of course, there are also children and teachers in it. Everyone wears different clothes and has different faces. The amazing thing is that they are all machines and can do simple instructions, such as walking, singing together, holding hands, etc. .

The things are very good, no wonder Grandpa Fan got excited: "Oh! It's so beautiful! This is Zhunyi's award-winning work!"

Fanxing asked, "What award?"

"It happened last year..." Grandpa Fan recounted the competition, and it was only then that Fanxing remembered that Lin Zhunyi had told her that he wanted to give her the award-winning work.

Everyone in the family came to praise the kindergarten. Fanxing put all the little things that Lin Zhunyi gave her in the past years. He has always liked to make small machines. At first, he made rough machines with few functions. Well done.

Too bad she doesn't like either.

However, in order to keep a fairly comfortable life, she threw herself into his arms the next day to express her happiness and gratitude.He also kissed her, the kind without carnal desire.

Lin Zhunyi was really deceived by her, so he felt very happy during those days.

Because Lin Zhunyi resolutely refused to go to the United States, the family discussed again, thinking that it would be more suitable for him to go to the UK, because it was not far away, and he could come back almost every month, so Lin Zhunyi agreed.

A few days before leaving, Fanxing found an excuse to go to Lin Zhunyi's house while Lin's mother was not at home, saying that she wanted to play her newly learned piece for him.

Although Lin Zhunyi had a piano at home, it belonged to his mother, and he himself was born lacking in art appreciation, and knew nothing about art, especially rhythm, but this did not prevent him from thinking that she played the piano very beautifully.After she finished playing the song, she turned to ask him what he thought.He couldn't answer, and didn't want to show his timidity, so he went over and kissed her small red mouth.She quickly hooked his neck with her hands, and her already well-developed small breasts stood out, pressing tightly into his embrace.

Lin Zhunyi really wanted to grab her, but he didn't do anything. Since the beginning of the relationship, he has never touched her again.Although the body is a bit uncomfortable, but the heart is satisfied, he even said to her that she is willing to marry him as soon as the restricted marriage age is reached.

However, despite Lin Zhunyi's hard work, Fan Xing's hand climbed up first.

She pulled back his skirt and caressed his firm muscles.His skin was very pleasant to the touch, smooth to the touch, much like the skin of a snake.She touched, felt, and slowly slid down with her fingers.

Lin Zhunyi suddenly grabbed her hand.

He picked her up, turned around and put her on the piano.The keys of the piano were pressed, and there was a pleasant urging sound. She pressed a few keys with her hands to make it into a tune, and turned to look at him again.

She just came to him to have sex, because he was leaving, she knew he had been thinking about this all the time, she wanted him to go away contentedly, and don't think about him too much.

Fan Xing has always regretted this incident, because Lin Zhunyi found that she no longer felt uncomfortable and tasted the sweetness in the next few days, so he often looked for opportunities to do this.Although the pain is gone now, she still rejects having sex with him in her heart, because she doesn't understand men, Lin Zhunyi, or love.

On the day Lin Zhunyi left, Fanxing came to see him off, crying so much that Lihua was raining, and he couldn't be coaxed, and he was so distressed that he had to go back with his luggage.So he didn't know that as soon as she came home, she immediately locked herself in the room. Everyone thought she was crying because Lin Zhunyi couldn't bear it, but she was actually laughing.

She knew that she was free. Although he was not far away, it was still too inconvenient after all.

After entering high school, Fanxing still sees classmate Zhang from time to time.In fact, classmate Zhang always came to her. The reason was that after Lin Zhunyi came back to see her, her menstrual period suddenly came earlier, and she couldn't open her mouth because she didn't know any girls around her.Classmate Zhang happened to be nearby and asked his girlfriend to solve the matter.Later, he felt that since he was friends with Lin Zhunyi, he should take care of his "sister", so he always came to her to ask her for help.

Fan Xing is one of the most beautiful women in the school. After entering high school, her appearance and body have changed a lot compared to before. Therefore, after a long time of dating, classmate Zhang broke up with his girlfriend.

And Fanxing still likes him, and after a while of contact, he couldn't hold back and was with him.

Although many years later, Fanxing still regretted this decision, mainly because Zhang was a scumbag at the critical moment, and he was really blind to like him so much.But she likes him, just like she doesn't like Lin Zhunyi, this is out of her control.

Fanxing doesn't intend to let Lin Zhunyi know about this, because Zhang is the boy she likes, but he is not the one who can save her.If Lin Zhunyi was offended because of this, she still remembered how much he hurt her when he lost his temper.

And frankly speaking, since betraying Lin Zhunyi, Fanxing's hatred for him has decreased a lot, perhaps because this is at least a kind of venting.

If this incident does not happen, then Fanxing will do everything possible to hide it until the unexpected happens.

But this day, someone came to her, it was a pink love letter.

In fact, in the past few years, Fanxing also met Pink Love Letter again after the previous birthday gift incident. She came to Fanxing to apologize, but Fanxing did not want to accept it.

Although she hit a wall, Pink Love Letter came many times, until she repeatedly hit a wall and finally gave up.The last time she came to Fanxing, she took the initiative to tell her that her parents were going to work in London, and she would go too.

Now, Fanxing is not so demanding on friendship, and the classmates around her are more tactful, even if they don't like her, they will never show it obviously.

Fanxing was a little surprised when she came this time, after all, the journey was not close.

Fanxing only greeted him with a little restraint, and then she was about to leave, but she followed up and muttered a few words of greeting, then changed the subject and asked, "Have you been raped by Lin Zhunyi?"

Her voice was low, but clear.

Fan Xing couldn't help but stop.

People like Lin Zhunyi are the easiest to gain friends. After all, he is a very good-tempered and helpful person in front of outsiders.

So she didn't know whether Pink Love Letter had a good relationship with him, she remembered that Lin Zhunyi once instructed her to give Fanxing a gift.

Fan Xing's silence gave Pink Love Letter courage: "Is this really the case? How could he do that to you?"

Fan Xing asked: "What do you want to say?"

"I want to persuade you," she said, "I know why he raped you."

Fanxing couldn't help frowning slightly.

"I meet him occasionally, after all, I've known him since I was a child." Her expression was quite sweet, Fan Xing really hoped that her dream could come true, "He talked to me about you."

Fan Xing said, "Are you okay?"

"I mean……"

"Did you come to our school just to ask me to say these inexplicable things?" Her tone became severe: "You are really getting weirder."

(End of this chapter)