The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 719 [How much do you know about flowers falling in dreams] 20
Although everyone thought that Fan Xing was just stubborn and impulsive, they persuaded her that the reason was that she lost this child, and she would probably never have the chance to be a mother again.They thought she was too young and would have plenty of time to regret it.

But it's not that Fanxing didn't think about it, on the contrary, she kept asking herself:
If there are no friends and relatives of one's own, no lover of one's own, no hobbies of one's own, and no freedom, what is left of one's life?
If the new life cannot lead a dignified life and only cares about reproduction, how is it different from animals?
It is indeed sad to be no longer a mother, but for that child, it is even more sad to be chosen and born by a mother like her.

After all, Fan Xing still finds a way to make the child disappear. Since she can't afford it, not being born is the most humane way.She still remembers her grandfather trying to get the doctor to keep the baby until the last moment when she was bleeding profusely, and wait until he grows up to see if there is any deformity.

Despite such a major operation, the child was still tightly attached to her body, connecting with her with all his might.Although this relationship is often described as happy and beautiful, Fan Xing always feels that although this child is half of her, he is as entangled as Lin Zhunyi. He is embedded in her body, squeezing everything from her, and she cannot drive him away. he.

Long before her pregnancy, Fanxing tried to end all this through negative means.

Because he must be locked at home every day, and only Lin Zhunyi will come.She couldn't refuse him, and he didn't have to hide it.

Because she was depressed all day long, he would try to find some topics to make her happy, and would play some games that other girls would find interesting to amuse her, but Fan Xing didn't like these at all, but she would also laugh along with it.

Lin Zhunyi thought she could see her hard work, but she didn't know her sincerity until she was injured and hospitalized when she was questioned by the police.

After that, Lin Zhunyi became depressed, and this mood lasted until she desperately aborted his child.

After the miscarriage, Fan Xing was transferred to her grandma's house, and her life was fairly peaceful.

Lin Zhunyi didn't come, and she didn't imagine that he would never come again, because she was afraid of being disappointed.

The body recovered fairly quickly. On this day, grandma finally talked about these things with her.

She said first: "I know everything, Lingyu told me everything."

Fanxing didn't have any hope for Mrs. Fan, she is a kind clay bodhisattva.It's just that she is the only one Fanxing can ask for. If it wasn't for the emotional breakdown that time, she didn't want to tell her all these things at all.

Seeing that Fan Xing was silent, grandma asked, "Is everything she said true?"

"Ah."

"Since 15?" she confirmed again.

"Ah."

This time she was silent for a long time and asked, "Why didn't you tell grandma?"

There are too many reasons for this, but in the end, it can be summed up in two ways. One is that she doesn't trust grandma's ability and feelings for her so much in her heart, and the other is that she actually feels that this kind of thing is particularly embarrassing.

For so many years, she knew that it was unnecessary, but she still couldn't help but subconsciously search for the reason why she was treated like this by Lin Zhunyi. Maybe it was because of her bad personality. If she was a cute girl, maybe he It won't be like that.

She didn't dare to tell her grandma about this, because grandma was different from Mrs. Fan, who was a reserved and gentle woman who wouldn't say heart-wrenching words easily.But grandma is different, she is very sharp.

She is afraid of being blamed.

Fortunately, grandma didn't ask any further questions, and just said, "You've been staying with me for a while now, don't think about anything, I'll communicate with Prosperity."

"it is good."

"Cultivate yourself first, and when you're done, you'll be ready to resume class." She said with a smile, "Don't feel pressured."

Fanxing did have a stable life, this time she changed to another school to resume classes, because the age difference would be too embarrassing, so she still studied in the previous grade.But she missed too much in her studies, and she struggled a lot.

And she has recently fallen into a problem, that is, she often falls into nightmares, hears the cry of the baby, and wanders around.It took a lot of effort for her to wake up, and she had to sit up because she felt short of breath, looking at the darkness of the room, and sat until dawn.

Fanxing saw Lin Zhunyi again because her grandfather said she had cancer.

Fan Xing has always known that Grandpa wanted to marry her to Lin Zhunyi not out of malice, in fact it was a kind of good intention, in his opinion, it would make her stable for the rest of her life.

In fact, Fan Xing can also vaguely feel that grandpa's cancer is probably just a lie, and she still wants her to go back.Because she can't have children, he thinks it's more difficult for her to marry a good man.

The truth wasn't far from what she thought.

The situation of Fan's family is worse than before she left, but Lin Zhunyi still stays with his grandfather to do things for them.

She admired his loyalty.

As soon as Fanxing was lied to go back, he was immediately placed under house arrest.

At first, it was Grandpa who came and made a lot of foreshadowing in the words, and finally said: "Zhunyi said that as long as you are willing, he will not dislike you for not being able to have children."

The stars are silent.

"Of course, this kind of words sound too much." Grandpa can completely understand her gaze, "The reason is to stand on your side, but the fact is like this. He made you like this, but his objective conditions are better than yours There are still many girls with good conditions who want to marry him."

Fan Xing asked: "So the lung cancer thing is true?"

"This..." Grandpa smiled awkwardly. After all, she didn't expect her to see it and asked, "Grandpa just wants you to live well."

Fan Xing said: "I can also not get married and take care of grandpa forever."

"Fool, how can this be?" Grandpa said dissatisfied, "Grandpa will die in a few years, what if you are left alone?"

"Living with Lin Zhunyi is not as good as myself."

"You don't want to understand him, so why do you hate him so much?" Grandpa said, "He is smart, hardworking, motivated, and likes you so much. He did hurt you before, but didn't you plan to shoot him too ? Even? Stars."

Fan Xing was surprised: Grandpa knew?
She didn't dare to ask, but Grandpa could still see it, "Don't dare to admit this?"

Fanxing didn't speak.

"Grandpa hopes that you will think carefully and give him a chance."

Said it was considered, Fanxing did not have the opportunity to say "no".

She sent someone to invite Lin Zhunyi.

He was much more reserved than before, and it took a lot of days to come.

When he came, he carefully tidied himself up, and felt that he was ridiculous. She never cared about his image, although he was very careful every time he saw her.

He also brought a present, but Fanxing took it and put it aside without giving it a second look.

When she saw him, not only did she not dress up carefully, she didn't even put on makeup. Her hair was loose and she was wearing a silk nightgown.She sent someone to open the door, and Lin Zhunyi came in. When she saw it again, she realized that it was like this, so she either entered or retreated, and was very embarrassed.

But I have to admit, she looks extremely sexy in such a rough look.Although she has done it with him many times, she has always dressed neatly at the first time, as if treating it as a profession.

After the greetings were finished, the scene fell into silence.

Fanxing spoke first: "My grandfather said you still want to marry me?"

"Yes." Lin Zhunyi said, "But if you don't want to, I won't force you anymore."

Fan Xing asked, "Is it because I can't have children?"

"I'm sorry about that." Lin Zhunyi said, "I was too forceful."

Fan Xing laughed: "It's so easy for you to say it, just one word of 'force' will cover everything."

He looked at her, thinking she was going to lie to him again.

Fan Xing continued: "I've finished my words, please go back with your gift."

Lin Zhunyi still didn't speak or move.

It wasn't until Fanxing stood up and walked towards the interior that he followed, and all the way in, he closed the door and locked it.Then he took her arm and turned her around so she looked at him.

Fanxing asked, "What do you want to do?"

Lin Zhunyi looked at her, and pulled away the belt of her nightgown with one hand.The silk material is light and transparent, and it falls apart immediately and without hesitation.His eyes were instantly glued to her perfect waist hidden behind the veil, he knew she would not be idle in the room dressed like this, so he raised his hand and stroked her soft cheek, " Do something you don't intend to refuse." Although he knew that she was definitely full of malice, the beauty in front of him, the feeling that he could hardly breathe, still captured him in the first place.

Fan Xing didn't say much, she put her arms around his neck, and before her lips touched him, he had already voluntarily sent him to the door.For her, the difficulty of seducing Lin Zhunyi is less than that of any man in the world. She doesn't need to distract herself, study, and even take off a few clothes.

Lin Zhunyi didn't leave that night, because Fan Xing was in his arms, and he slept comfortably, but he was also very uneasy.

In the middle of the night, she sat up irritably, but Lin Zhunyi didn't make a sound. She sat until dawn, and he kept looking at her.

Unlike the last time, Fanxing did not plan too carefully this time, because she was under house arrest this time. Without the "Dongfeng", she would not be able to carry out any plans.But if you don't come back, you have no chance at all.

I don't know when, killing Lin Zhunyi, or making him feel bad, has become more important than freedom.

Although Fan Xing has been doing very well these days, no one has let her guard down. Grandpa said that she will always be locked up until she gets married.

Seeing that she couldn't sleep every night, Lin Zhunyi finally couldn't bear it anymore and asked Fanxing: "Is there any place you want to go? I can go with you."

"No."

"Want to meet someone?"

"Ex-boyfriend." Seeing his ugly face, she stretched out her finger and rubbed his cheek: "Jealous?"

Lin Zhunyi immediately held her hand and said, "Don't mention him again."

"Why?" she asked knowingly.

"It's disgusting to think about him."

"But I slept with him."

He let go of her hand and got up to leave.

Fanxing said, "If you don't accompany me, then I want to visit my mother's grave."

(End of this chapter)