The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 730 [How much do you know about flowers falling in dreams] 31
Lin Zhunyi said: "I didn't force her, this time it's the two of us who want to get back together."

Fan's father nodded, this is the same as what he investigated, and Lin Zhunyi has always won his trust, "I hope she can live happily now, and when she starts to suffer, the person closest to her can tolerate Her, help her, let her rely on, and even vent. Zhunyi, this may be difficult for you, after all, your mother left like this, I think you will not be able to bear it. "

"But besides me, no one else has the position to do so, right?" In fact, Lin Zhunyi wanted to say "yes", but he changed it to a relatively mild "has a position", the reason is just because he is an elder.In fact, Lin Zhunyi has always been dissatisfied with his attitude and actions towards Fanxing.

Fan's father said: "She has to ask herself this question. But this time I asked you to come, because I want you to think about it first."

Lin Zhunyi said, "Thank you for your kindness."

Father Fan heard his implication, and looked at him with some deep meaning.

Lin Zhunyi continued: "These words will offend you, but sir, you treat me much better than her. After all, she is still your daughter. It really shouldn't always sacrifice her interests for others. I think this She should decide first, whether she needs me or not."

Fan's father said: "Even if you don't marry Xing Xing, in my heart, you are no different from my own son now."

Lin Zhunyi knew that this sentence was not adulterated at all. Although they and Fanjia had two surnames, their grandparents and fathers were very close. Even though he had done so much to Fanxing, Fanjia still forgave him.Lin Zhunyi has never had a second heart about Fanxing's accident this time. In fact, Fanxing treated him like that, and he has the attitude to choose to leave when they are in trouble.

Father Fan was silent for a while this time, and said, "In my heart, you are more important than stars. So I let you choose first."

Lin Zhunyi asked: "Then why did you cancel the wedding before?"

"In my heart, I don't want you to be with her." He said, "That would be too cruel for you. Although you didn't say it, I know you love your mother very much, and you have always treated her illness. I don't know much, and I didn't expect her to leave suddenly. If one day you wake up early in the morning or come back from a business trip and find that your wife has turned into a corpse, you will not be able to bear it. Zhunyi, I watched you grow up, I Knowing that you will not be able to bear it, not to mention that you have hurt Xing Xing, even if Xing Xing himself no longer blames you, once she commits suicide, you will fall into self-blame. With your stubborn nature, you will definitely be punished by this self. Overwhelmed by responsibility."

Lin Zhunyi imagined that scene for a while, as if he was being pricked by a needle. Although the pain was not severe, it was very sudden and he was defenseless.Just like when he suddenly saw his mother's body that day, her body was not ugly, she walked very calmly, because she had planned for a long time, she wanted to die a long time ago, and depression left her world with only pain.

It must be unbearable, who can bear it?

But would he be able to bear Fan Xing's death in someone else's house?
Lin Zhunyi said: "If I have to choose first, I will stay with her."

The job transfer matter was lost because most of Fan's family did not support their reunion. Lin Zhunyi was notified of this matter by Fan Xing, and her face was full of indifference at that time.

Lin Zhunyi asked her who told her, and she said, "It's Aunt Su."

"Oh."

"She said she doesn't want me to get back together with you. She thinks my approach is too stupid, and she hopes to consider transferring after a while. We'll seriously consider this matter in different places for a while." Fan Xing hummed softly when she said this One voice: "No matter how bad you are, you can't compare to my father. She definitely didn't decide this matter."

Lin Zhunyi said: "Don't worry, I will discuss it with my husband slowly."

"When did I get anxious?" After she finished speaking, her gaze suddenly changed and she fixed on him, "You have seen my father."

"No."

"Lie." Fan Xing asked, "What did he say to you?"

Lin Zhunyi didn't know how she heard it, but since that was the case, he said: "I just talked about work. He said that he persuaded me to stay before, but I insisted on leaving. Now I want to come back. He thinks That's not good."

"Lie." Fanxing said again: "You must be talking to him about me and you."

Lin Zhunyi reached out to hug her, and changed the subject gently, but she pushed him away and said, "Tell me, what did you guys talk about? The more this happens, the more I understand that there is a problem."

Of course it was impossible for Lin Zhunyi to tell her these things, but since it came to this point, it was not advisable to keep it a secret, so he held her hand, looked her in the eyes and said, "Don't ask, I don't want to tell you. Just remember, no matter what happens, I will always be by your side. Even if it is death, I will follow you closely."

Fan Xing was taken aback for a moment, then suddenly smiled and said, "So he said this to you."

Lin Zhunyi looked at her in astonishment.

"Why are you looking at me?" Fanxing asked with a smile.

"It's nothing."

"Although cooking is not very delicious, you can still eat. The food is mixed with medicine, so the taste will be different." Fan Xing said: "I don't know why the doctor thinks that I really have this disease, maybe it is I was overdressed."

Lin Zhunyi did not continue the discussion with her, but held her hand and asked, "Have you tried stopping the drug?"

"What if I stop taking the medicine and suddenly commit suicide?" Fan Xing said, "I'm not ready yet."

Lin Zhunyi didn't speak.

Fanxing became impatient: "Can you stop looking at me like this? It's like I'm very pitiful."

Lin Zhunyi still didn't speak, and stretched out his arms to wrap her in his arms.Fanxing suddenly turned against him, struggling non-stop.It's been a long time since he forced her like this, but he didn't today.

The more she struggled, the harder he pushed.

There is always someone who wants to be subdued, and Lin Zhunyi has always been the one who can persevere until the end.

She slowly gave up struggling and put her head into his arms.

I really don't want to be hugged by him like this, she thought so, but her eyes began to sore.

In fact, she couldn't figure it out, why did she get sick?They are all mixed up with Lin Zhunyi, so what is there to suffer?
Lin Zhunyi felt her body trembling, and he was rarely so emotional: "Cry when you are sad, I will not laugh at you." He kissed the top of her head, feeling for the first time that he could feel her emotions.

She cried for a long time that day, for many years, she has not cried like this for many years, including being raped by him, and being forced to marry him by her family again and again, maybe it is because of this that she is sick , she endured her anger, sadness and pain, and gradually got used to them, even ignoring them.She thinks that she is happy in this way, but in fact they also need to be vented and expressed.

Later, when she calmed down, Lin Zhunyi asked, "Are you feeling well?"

"Sometimes I feel like dying," she said. "Until now, I think death must be a very happy thing."

Lin Zhunyi was very distressed, but he didn't know what to say.

Fan Xing also noticed it, and said, "Don't make such an expression, it looks more like depression than me."

"I'd rather be mine," he said.

Fanxing became puzzled: "What's the difference?"

"You'll be happier than me." After all, she hated him for so long.

Fan Xing couldn't help laughing: "I used to praise you for being self-aware when you said that, but now that you say that, I'm going to say that you are just mocking me."

Lin Zhunyi turned serious: "Is it because you love me now?"

Fan Xing immediately said: "No!"

"You're getting a little too excited," he said with a smile.

"Really not," she calmed down a bit: "You'd better not be overconfident."

"Okay, don't dwell on this issue." He smiled and said, "Is that why you don't want to marry me?"

"Of course not, and you don't mind that."

"How do you know I don't mind?" He raised his eyebrows.

"If you don't love me, it's enough to marry me. If you love me..." She was silent for a few seconds, looked at him and said, "It's enough to marry me."

He was slightly moved, what Fan's father said was not right at all, she was not stupid, not at all, on the contrary, he thought she was extremely smart, and she knew him so well.

"Would you like to marry me now?" he asked.

"I don't want to," she said.

"I would like to try to stop the drug, but then I may not be able to control myself and kill myself," she said. "If you are married, you can't take such a risk."

"Then don't stop," he said.

"I can't be sure of its authenticity if I don't stop it."

Lin Zhunyi fell silent.

Fan Xing asked: "You don't think about playing tricks, do you? Don't waste your time, even if my grandpa stands up to you, he won't be able to defeat my father and Aunt Su."

Lin Zhunyi said: "I don't play tricks, I just listen to you."

Although Lin Zhunyi said so, if he really can't play tricks, then he is not Lin Zhunyi.

He went to find Grandpa Fan first, and the old man really said that although the matter was a bit difficult, he must find a way, but before he could figure out the way, something happened.

At that time, Lin Zhunyi was going back to work, and Fanxing went to his house two days ago. She said she was helping him pack his luggage, but she didn't move anything.But it's no wonder she is responsible, Zhunyi himself is responsible, because although he won't go for a long time this time, he is more reluctant to part with him than before. Finding her still in his arms was the only way he could relax.

He kept wanting her, he was not very emotional, and only when he had the deepest possession could he truly feel her, which made him feel safe.

Because of his excessive demands, Fan Xing fell asleep on the way to the airport to see him off that morning, Lin Zhunyi didn't rush to get on the plane, but sat with her in the car, trying to stay with her for as long as possible .

Later, when it was too late, he decided to get out of the car, but before getting out of the car, he secretly kissed her little mouth that was already a little swollen from his kisses.

Unexpectedly, as soon as she touched it, she immediately opened her eyes.

(End of this chapter)