i loved you so much

Chapter 15: You Don't Need to Be Strong in Love (1)
Ever since she came back from the prison that day, An Xiaoduo was in a daze. She couldn't sleep well at night, and she was in poor spirits during the day. She couldn't concentrate when doing things.It was the end of the day, and she packed up her things and was about to leave when He Bixi called her: "Xiaoduo, let's go to the spa together later."

An Xiaoduo subconsciously wanted to refuse, but she also felt that she didn't know what to do. He Bixi's invitation was envied by others.She was in a dilemma, and He Bixi had already called to make an appointment.

The two went to the high-end club that He Bixi regularly frequented. As soon as they entered, someone specially assigned to greet them immediately took them to a secluded box.An Xiaoduo looked around this elegantly decorated room, no matter the small decorations, the smell of aromatherapy, or even the music flowing in the air, all revealed the exclusive information of He Bixi.

Lying on the bed, she felt the masseur's gentle pressure on her back, and suddenly heard the masseur say something softly.

She didn't hear clearly, and she wasn't sure if she was talking to her, but He Bixi who was next to her laughed: "Xiaoduo, it's about you."

"Huh?" She was at a loss.

"Amy said that your muscles are so tense, please try to relax."

But she felt that she was already very relaxed, and no matter how hard she tried to adjust, it was of no avail. Fortunately, Amy didn't say anything more.The room was very quiet, and a sense of drowsiness came over her. She tilted her head and fell asleep in a daze.

She woke up after an unknown amount of time, the massage was over, and she was the only one in the huge room, she changed her clothes and went out, only to bump into an unexpected person——Qin Zheng.

She seemed to have just arrived, with sunglasses in her hand, she was taken aback when she saw An Xiaoduo.

An Xiaoduo nodded at her: "Miss Qin."

Suspicion appeared on Qin Zheng's face: "Why are you here?"

It was only later that An Xiaoduo found out that the club that He Bixi took her to had a VIP system. Those who were not members were not allowed to enter. The status of the guests received by the club was quite special. They were either celebrities in the entertainment industry or ladies and ladies. No wonder Qin Zheng It would be surprising to see her in that place.

An Xiaoduo didn't say anything, just smiled and was about to leave.

Qin Zheng stopped her: "Miss An, we don't know each other. I'm really sorry at the studio. I didn't know you knew Xiaoan, and Xiaoan really did. I never mentioned to me that I have a friend like you, otherwise I would How come you don’t know at all? But then again, if you don’t tell him or he doesn’t tell you, no normal person can connect the two of you.”

An Xiaoduo looked at her, this woman really had a smart face for nothing, she couldn't even tell Li Xiaoan's temper, so she couldn't wait to come here to show off.

An Xiaoduo hooked the corner of her mouth: "You really don't know anything?"

Qin Zheng was slightly taken aback: "Of course."

An Xiaoduo turned her head and looked around: "Miss Qin, you are a model, you should look in the mirror more than me every day, right?"

Qin Zheng frowned: "What do you want to say?"

A narrow light flashed in An Xiaoduo's dark eyes: "Although I really don't want to admit it, I have to say that your appearance without makeup and with a ponytail is a little similar to mine, but so what, when you Stand-ins are never a long-term solution."

Qin Zheng's face changed greatly: "An Xiaoduo, what do you mean?"

"It literally means, Miss Qin, is your comprehension so poor?"

"An Xiaoduo, what are you? Li Xiaoan just treats you as a plaything, and throws you away when you get tired of it. How much do you really think he likes you?"

"How am I qualified to be his plaything? But speaking of it, I do have a lot of tricks to please him. If Miss Qin needs it, I can teach you a few tricks."

"A woman like you..."

"A woman like me lived with the man you dreamed of. That time was really the happiest time in my life." The smile on An Xiaoduo's face gradually deepened, as if falling into a sweet memory.

Qin Zheng was unmoved: "It's all in the past, so there's nothing to say."

"I used to have what I wanted but couldn't get it. I don't know which one Ms. Qin thinks is worse?"

"you……"

"Miss Qin, let me give you a piece of advice. Don't mix feelings and interests. He hates these two things getting mixed up. If you get benefits, don't expect him to give you affection for the rest of your life." .”

Qin Zheng's face turned pale, as if he had thought of something.

Seeing that she had achieved her goal, An Xiaoduo added another knife: "He is really a 100% good lover, I hope you have a chance to experience it."

Qin Zheng didn't know that An Xiaoduo, who seemed harmless, could have such a vicious tongue. She didn't say a single swear word, and even spoke kindly, but every word was like a knife cutting her heart.She actually thought that An Xiaoduo was a little sheep who couldn't fight back when beaten or scolded, she was so wrong.

An Xiaoduo saw her face turn pale and turn red, and after thinking about it, she didn't dare to target herself again, so she stopped when she saw it, and when she turned around, she saw He Bixi coming out from the next door.

"Miss He—" An Xiaoduo called out, wondering if He Bixi had heard what she said just now.As she walked over, she paid attention to the other person's expression, and felt a little relieved when she saw nothing unusual.

"Just now I saw that you were sleeping soundly, so I didn't wake you up." He Bixi smiled, "I'm about to leave, you go to the car and wait for me."

"Okay." An Xiaoduo left quickly.

He Bixi's gaze shifted to Qin Zheng, Qin Zheng changed his face extremely quickly, and immediately smiled brightly: "Sister He, what a coincidence, you also come to this club?"

He Bixi smiled back, but there was something ulterior about it: "Qin Zheng, I heard that the additional condition for you to sign the company is to be the endorsement of VG?"

"It's not an additional condition. Mr. Xu asked me, so I just said it casually."

"Then Mr. Xu should have told you that VG wants me to be the spokesperson."

Qin Zheng seemed to have expected her to say this: "Yes, Mr. Xu said it at the time, but later he called me and said that VG had seen my photos and thought my appearance was very suitable for their new series. Mostly young people in their 20s."

He Bixi looked at her, with the corners of her mouth turned up, but there was no smile in her eyes: "Qin Zheng, the competition in this industry is fierce, and models eat more youth food. I never mind other people's competition, but the competition must be open and aboveboard. Don’t try to clean it up if you make small moves behind your back, otherwise this kind of act of building an archway and being a bitch will lower your social status, understand?”

Qin Zheng was stunned, she never expected that He Bixi would expose her so bluntly, even if it was just a small employee in an ordinary company, what she performed every day was a scheming out of the palace, no matter how ugly the words behind her back, she always pretended to be Look polite.But He Bixi actually pointed at her nose and called her a whore, no one could step down.Why is she?But it is based on the qualifications of several years more than myself.

There was An Xiaoduo first, and then He Bixi. Qin Zheng encountered two obstacles one after another, and hatred poured out continuously for a while.She has never been so eager for success and fame like this moment, only in this way can she trample He Bixi under her feet, she does not believe that she will be worse than He Bixi, as long as she is given a few years, she can also achieve He Bixi's career Peak, even surpassing this person.However, now she can only swallow this bad breath. She knows in her heart that it is okay to speak ill of An Xiaoduo, but she must never have a bad relationship with He Bixi. She is the beloved darling of a big-name photographer, she is not enough weight to tear herself apart with the other party.

"Sister He, I don't understand what you're talking about." Qin Zheng still had a smile on his face.

"It doesn't matter if you really don't understand, or if you don't understand, just take care of yourself." He Bixi put on her sunglasses, turned and left.

Looking at her fading back, Qin Zheng almost gritted his teeth with hatred.

An Xiaoduo waited at the gate, and when she saw He Bixi coming out, she immediately went up to take the bag in her hand.

After getting in the car, An Xiaoduo asked her: "Miss He, do you want to go back directly?"

"Send me to Ruici."

The driver responded, activated the accelerator, and drove the car steadily.Ruici Hospital is a branch of the Municipal No. [-] Hospital, and Zhou Nuoyan is the director there.

He Bixi kept turning her head to look out the window, but An Xiaoduo didn't dare to disturb her when she saw that she seemed to have something on her mind.

Passing by Yintai Department Store, she saw the latest season's advertisement on the LED of the clothing brand endorsed by He Bixi.

He Bixi saw it herself, and while waiting for the traffic lights, she looked up for a moment and said, "I'm old."

An Xiaoduo said: "It's so old, it's so beautiful."

He Bixi looked back at her: "I still remember the first time I became a model. It has been so many years, but I feel like it happened yesterday. I went to the audition that morning, and my husband drove me there. I was so nervous, he taught me not to be nervous, at worst he raised me... In fact, I have never been ambitious. I got married shortly after graduating from university, and I was only in my early twenties. I can't stay at home and be a rice bug. I can A big reason for getting to where I am today is good luck, really, I am very lucky, I have everything I want, and I really have nothing else to ask for."

"Miss He, are you okay?"

"I don't know if it's because I saw Qin Zheng just now. She is as young as I was back then. As a model, 30 years old is considered old. Qin Zheng is only 21, right? She has a lot of time to surpass me. If she was more confident just now Declare war with me, and I may really be defeated."

"But you are still the most expensive model in the company."

"Yeah, why is Qin Zheng afraid of me? Isn't it because I'm still undervaluing her now?" He Bixi laughed, "But Xiaoduo, I'm a little tired. After so many years in this circle, I only took a long vacation , I was pregnant three years ago, it was not the first time I was pregnant, because I had an accidental miscarriage before, my husband and I were very nervous, for fear of any mistakes, so I announced that I was going to study abroad, but in fact I went to Melbourne— —My mother-in-law is waiting to give birth there."

An Xiaoduo suddenly realized that she hadn't made it public. No wonder the media had made various speculations about her private life, but there was no definite conclusion for many years.

He Bixi seemed to see her thoughts, and said with a smile: "I don't mind letting others know that I'm married and have children, but it's not necessary. Talking too much will bother him and the children."

"I can understand that celebrities are human beings and have their own lives."

He Bixi smiled and said nothing more.An Xiaoduo glanced secretly, the light in the carriage was half-light, her side face was beautifully lined, her long eyelashes drooped slightly, her eyes were fixed on her own hands, her meditative expression was beautiful and peaceful, without the sense of alienation during work .

Before getting out of the car, He Bixi took out a small suede box from her handbag, opened it, and there was a shining diamond ring inside.

"Does it look good?" She asked An Xiaoduo.

"It looks good." An Xiaoduo praised sincerely, the design is unique at first glance, completely different from the common ones on jewelry counters.

He Bixi smiled and put it on the ring finger of her left hand: "Go back first, don't wait for me."

"Ok."

An Xiaoduo watched He Bixi walk into the hospital gate, and then told the driver: "Drive."

When He Bixi walked to the door of the dean's office, Zhou Nuoyan's secretary came up to him and said respectfully and politely, "Mrs. Zhou, you are here."

He Bixi is very satisfied with this title. After seven years of marriage, there are very few people who call her that, but she likes to be called that.

Mrs. Zhou, she called out in her heart, and a smile could not help but bloom on the corner of her mouth: "Is the dean in there?"

"Yes, the dean has just stepped off the operating table."

He Bixi was about to push the door open, but when she heard this, she paused: "What did he have for lunch?"

The secretary fell silent.

He Bixi understood, pushed open the wooden door forcefully, closed the door after entering the room, and the secretary obediently returned to her seat, keeping her eyes on her nose, her nose on her heart, pretending to be settled.The only problem with the insanely perfect dean is that he doesn't eat well. Sometimes when it's time for meals, the dean's wife will show up on time to supervise.

Zhou Nuoyan lay on his side on the sofa and dozed off. He opened his eyes when he heard the movement. He Bixi sat beside him and stroked his forehead.

"Tired?" she asked.

Zhou Nuoyan grabbed her hand, put it on his lips and kissed it, his eyes touched the diamond ring on her finger, his eyes darkened: "One thing, standing for too long, why did you come here today?"

"It's early to finish work, I went to a spa to relax," she leaned over and whispered in his ear, "Suddenly I miss you."

Zhou Nuoyan laughed: "What happened today?"

Her hand stroked his face, brushed his eyebrows, nose bridge, and stayed on his lips, stroking gently, He Bixi said: "Zhou Nuoyan, do you think I am old?"

"What provoked you? Are you begging for a beating when you say this in front of me?"

"I was only 14 years old when I met you, and now I'm thirty, you haven't gotten tired of watching it yet?"

"Do you have to remind me that I am an old man who is almost forty?"

He Bixi laughed and said, "Man with 41 flowers, even if I turn into tofu dregs, you are still a heartthrob. The dean doesn't need to worry about this."

Zhou Nuoyan reached out and pinched her cheek: "Then my wife, can you tell me the reason for your sudden emotion today?"

He Bixi curled her lips, and leaned on his chest: "Do you know Qin Zheng? It's the person Xiao'an brought from these gatherings."

"How did your company's newly signed model offend you?" Zhou Nuoyan patted her head.

"She dares!" He Bixi tilted her head and glared at him, her peach eyes slanted upwards, "Be as good as a pug in front of me, but there is no impenetrable wall in this world, she thinks I don't know what she is doing behind her back. What did you say about me?"

"What did you say?"

He Bixi thought about it, and decided that it would be better not to say the original words, so as to save the dean from getting angry: "Isn't it just a few words that come and go, I find that if a person has a dark and dirty heart, it is easy to take it for granted. Think other people are the same as her."

"What do you care about the nonsense people say?"

"It's not all because of her," He Bixi pondered for a while, "The company signs new people every year, and I see a lot of people like Qin Zheng."

"Are you depressed that Xiao'an will fall in love with Qin Zheng?"

When Zhou Nuoyan brought up the point, He Bixi showed annoyed expression: "That's right, I didn't expect his taste to be so bad, but I praised him back then."

"Why does he want to be with Qin Zheng, can't you see?"

He Bixi turned her head to look at him: "The two of them really look alike?"

"It's the same thing. Even if Qin Zheng feels like An Xiaoduo for a moment when she cries or laughs, Xiao An will treat her differently." Zhou Nuoyan paused, then said, "He can't get An Xiaoduo Xiaoduo will find it on other people."

"Can't get it? I think he doesn't want it."

"How can such a big knot be untied so easily?"

He Bixi remained silent, and after a long time murmured: "Isn't I on good terms with you? Do you have to go through so much pain to see it?"

Zhou Nuoyan knew what she was thinking, so he slapped her face and forced her to look at him: "It's a coincidence, you can practice on your own, you can't control that much."

"Are you saying that I eat radish salty and don't worry about it?"

"You can't change your meddling habit since you were a child, and I'm used to it." Zhou Nuoyan raised his body halfway, and picked up the thermos cup from the coffee table.

"Can't you say it nicer? I'm righteous, okay?"

"Yes, yes, my wife."

He Bixi threw herself on him, and Zhou Nuoyan hurriedly took the thermos away, fearing that the hot water would splash out and scald her.

"Do you know? Back then, I almost couldn't hold on," He Bixi put her arms around his neck and said softly, "Fortunately, you woke up later."

"For you, how dare I not wake up."

He Bixi raised her head, and the passionate kiss fell as expected.

After getting out of the car, An Xiaoduo went into a snack bar by the side of the road and bought an egg fried rice. Although the house she rented had a kitchen and complete pots and pans, she rarely turned on the fire, and occasionally cooked instant noodles or something. of.Eating alone, she thinks it's not worthwhile to spend time and effort cooking a meal.

She went upstairs with a foam box. This building has eight floors in total, and there is no elevator. She lives on the top floor. Although it is not too high, she can't help but get out of breath every time she climbs up.

The key was lost in the bag and was pressed at the bottom by other odds and ends. She reached in and fumbled for a while before finding it out.She opened the door, put the bag on the small chair by the door, opened the fast food box casually, scooped a mouthful of egg fried rice with the attached disposable plastic spoon, and delivered it to her mouth, flicking the high-heeled shoes on her feet while eating. Stumble to get a Coke from the fridge in the kitchen.

"Is this how you eat every day?"

The sudden sound scared her so much that a mouthful of food stuck in her throat and she almost choked to death.The light in the living room was blocked by a wall in the bathroom. It was as dark as night if the lights were not turned on during the day. If I didn’t look carefully, I didn’t notice that there were other people in the room.

Li Xiaoan sat on the sofa with a sullen face for an unknown how long.

An Xiaoduo swallowed the meal with difficulty, and said with lingering fear, "How did you get in?"

She immediately remembered that the night she was drunk, he hired someone to pry open the anti-theft door and then changed the lock. It must be that time that he left the key.

Li Xiaoan looked at her silently, from bottom to top, as if he didn't know her, his eyes were arrogant and provocative.

"Come here." He ordered her.

An Xiaoduo had no choice but to walk over. She had a lunch box in one hand and a Coke in the other.

Li Xiaoan took the lunch box naturally, and glanced at it: "You can eat all of this?"

An Xiaoduo looked at him, but didn't speak.

He suddenly smiled: "It seems that you were telling the truth before."

An Xiaoduo looked dazed, and Li Xiaoan gracefully picked up the plastic spoon that was deformed by her bite, and took a bite into his mouth.

"You said, you are well fed."

It turned out to be this.For a while, Li Xiaoan worked a lot of overtime, stayed in the study all night and couldn't come out. She felt sorry for him because he had a lot of work, and always joked that he was obviously a rich second generation, and he wanted to show others the image of a desperate Saburo, but most of the time he just smiled and said nothing. He cares about her, and occasionally calls her over. When she ran over, he hugged her waist, imprisoned her in his arms, pressed his thin lips against her ears, and said, "I am a rich man!" The second generation is no better than Old Tang, if they say they run out of food, they will run out of food, if you don't work harder, how will you be able to support this little greedy cat in the future?"

She was not convinced, and turned to stare at him: "I am well supported!"

"With such a picky mouth, I always pick and choose when I eat a meal."

"No," she twisted and twisted in his arms, "I also like tofu and green vegetables, if it doesn't work, I can make do with fried rice, don't blame me!"

"Don't move around!" He held her down, a trace of unnaturalness crossed his face.She was too scared to move.

Li Xiaoan seemed to think of something, and the corners of his thin mouth curled up.

An Xiaoduo said, "Are you in good health?"

"Not yet, but I feel much better after hearing the good news." Li Xiaoan looked at her with a half-smile, "Do you want to know?"

An Xiaoduo felt a chill: "What?"

(End of this chapter)