i loved you so much

Chapter 6
An Xiaoduo got off the taxi, then bent down to take out a pile of clothes from the compartment.She couldn't move her hand to close the door, so she raised her foot and kicked the car door.

"Ouch, little girl, be gentle." The taxi driver was a talkative middle-aged man who chatted with her all the way, and deliberately teased her at this time.

An Xiaoduo made a grimace, turned and walked into the tall building in front of her - Nee's headquarters.

She got a temporary pass from the guard and put it around her neck. She walked to the front desk on the first floor and said to the lady at the front desk, "Hi, I'm looking for Fang Wenlin, the head of the design department. I'm Ms. He's assistant. I'm here to return the sample."

"Please wait."

She put the clothes on the sofa next to her and waited for about 10 minutes. Fang Wenlin quickly walked out of the elevator and apologized repeatedly when she saw her: "I'm sorry I kept you waiting. I was in a meeting with the designer just now. Let's go." If you don’t open it, all the clothes will be tried on so quickly?”

"It's okay," An Xiaoduo hurriedly stood up, "Miss He hasn't been to the set for the past two days, so she has time to try on clothes."

"She is busy enough, I want to invite her to dinner now and have to queue up to make an appointment."

An Xiaoduo smiled, she had heard from Tracy that Fang Wenlin was a classmate and roommate of He Bixi's college days, and the two had a close friendship.

Fang Wenlin ordered the front desk to take the clothes to the model room, and then said to her: "This is the first time we met, I heard Tracy mention you a few days ago, are you still used to the new job?"

"Very good, Miss He takes good care of me."

What she said was not just a matter of fact, He Bixi was really kind to her. In just over a month of being an assistant, He Bixi gave her things every three days, sometimes it was expensive skin care products, and sometimes it was clothing manufacturers. Sent clothing accessories.She refused to take it at first, after all, she would not be rewarded for nothing, but Tracy told her privately: "You can accept it if Miss He gives it to you. These are not precious things to her. If you meet her outside, she will accept them." Not happy."

She had to accept it.Apart from these small favors, He Bixi still takes good care of her. Although she is He Bixi's French teacher and life assistant and receives two salaries, in fact she does very little assistant work, only occasionally.Just like this time today, if He Bixi's full-time assistant hadn't been busy temporarily, it would not have been her turn to return the clothes.

Leaving from Fang Wenlin, An Xiaoduo went to the bank to transfer money, and received a call from Tracy just after finishing the business.

"Xiaoduo, are you free tonight?"

"It's free, why?"

"Go and pick up Ms. He. She will be attending a private party in Ruijing at night. She will definitely drink alcohol. She can't drive by herself. Xiaomi and I are still out of town. We were supposed to take the plane back at [-] o'clock tonight, but the typhoon stopped the plane. Fly, you should be careful when driving at night."

"Okay, I see." After hanging up, she remembered that she had read the weather forecast last night, and it was said that the typhoon might land in Wucheng tonight, but it was still calm during the day.

Back at the residence, she cooked some noodles and ate casually, then set the alarm clock, slept until eight o'clock, washed up briefly, went out, and arrived at Ruijing Hotel within the time specified by Tracy.

He Bixi drank, left the party early, and opened a guest room to rest.An Xiaoduo parked the car in the parking lot, took the elevator up, knocked on the door of the room, and it was Li Xiaoan who opened the door for her.Compared with the sudden gaffe when she met him last time, she was much calmer this time. After greeting him, she said, "I'm here to pick up Miss He. Can she go now?"

"Xiaoduo, come in." It was He Bixi's voice.

Li Xiaoan turned sideways and gave way to her, so she had no choice but to go in.

He Bixi stood in front of the bay window and said without turning her head, "Xiaoduo, do you like watching fireworks?"

As soon as the voice fell, the night sky outside the bay window suddenly brightened, and big and big fireworks rushed to bloom first, and the flowers were colorful and dazzling.

An Xiaoduo stood beside her, looked at her for a while and said, "I don't like it very much."

He Bixi was a little surprised: "Why? Don't you think it's beautiful?"

"It's beautiful, but..." An Xiaoduo was at a loss for words, and after a little hesitation, she simply said, "I feel more lonely after the blooming."

"Lonelier..." He Bixi looked at her thoughtfully, and smiled slowly for a long time, "Yes, it is indeed lonelier, Xiaoduo, do you have a boyfriend?"

An Xiaoduo was startled, and shook her head, thinking that Li Xiaoan was standing behind her, she suddenly felt embarrassed.

He Bixi smiled: "You are so beautiful, there must be many men chasing you. How about I introduce you to a high-quality one?"

An Xiaoduo blushed: "Miss He, stop teasing me."

"I'm serious. Tell me, what kind of man do you like? Huh?" He Bixi raised her voice at the end, trying to tease her.

Before An Xiaoduo could speak, there was another loud bang outside, and the night was as bright as day. The two of them were distracted and looked at the momentarily beautiful beauty at the same time.

It lasted for more than ten minutes, and the night finally quieted down. He Bixi turned around and picked up the silk scarves scattered on the sofa: "Okay, it's over, let's go."

She glanced at Li Xiaoan: "Shall I give you a ride?"

"No, I have something to do later."

He Bixi walked out the door first, An Xiaoduo stepped out of the room with her left foot, couldn't help but glance at the person behind her, and asked, "Did you bring stomach medicine?"

As soon as she came in, she noticed that his complexion was not good, and she unconsciously pressed his hand on his stomach. She knew that he had a stomach problem.

Li Xiaoan didn't seem to expect that she would ask this, and after a moment of silence, he replied, "Thank you for your concern, I'm fine."

An Xiaoduo pursed her lips and swallowed all the words she hadn't said.

"Xiaoduo, do you really not need me to introduce your boyfriend?" On the way back, He Bixi brought up this matter again.

An Xiaoduo held the steering wheel, with mixed feelings in her heart: "Thank you Miss He, but I have someone I like."

"What kind of person?"

What kind of person, Li Xiaoan's figure appeared in An Xiaoduo's mind, his outline was so clear, his eyebrows and eyes seemed to be branded in her heart, but she couldn't answer He Bixi's question, the more cherished thing in her heart was The more difficult it is to describe it in words, so I had to answer vaguely: "I can't say it, anyway... very good."

"Very good, then you should cherish it." He Bixi looked at her with a smile.

An Xiaoduo has never been to He Bixi's home. Before, they only met in the studio and on the set. According to Tracy, He Bixi is a person who separates work and life very clearly. She doesn't like to appear at home with Work-related people and things, in the past, Tracy sent her home, but also wisely only delivered to the door.

Under He Bixi's guidance, the car finally drove into the villa area of ​​Mingzhu Villa. Only then did An Xiaoduo realize that her home was actually in the same community as Li Xiaoan's, and the distance between the two villas was only a few tens of meters.

An Xiaoduo drove the car over without saying a word.In fact, that day, knowing that Li Xiaoan and He Bixi knew each other, she actually felt a little bit of joy in her heart, just because she had a little more chance to see him.Time allowed her to realize the fact that even if she fled to the sky, her heart would always remain with that man, and she would never forget him, let alone stop loving him.

"It's not easy to take a taxi here, you can take my car back." He Bixi said before getting out of the car.

An Xiaoduo knew that she meant well. This is a high-end villa area, and private cars are used to get in and out, and taxis are almost extinct.

After closing the car door, An Xiaoduo sat back in the driver's seat, and couldn't help but look at Li Xiaoan's house. The living room on the first floor was brightly lit. Aunt Cen must be watching TV at this time.As the car approached, she couldn't help looking up at the study room on the second floor. If Li Xiaoan was at home, he would spend most of his time in that room. When he was working, he liked to close the heavy curtains no matter day or night. No light can penetrate at all.

The car drove slowly along the runway, there were traces of raindrops on the glass, and the night seemed to be falling straight down.Not long after, the wind picked up and the rain poured down. It seemed that the typhoon was approaching.

Turned on the wipers, the road conditions were bad, and she was driving He Bixi’s famous car. She drove carefully and took twice as long as usual to enter the city. The entrances of several shopping malls seemed deserted than usual, and many shops along the street closed early open for business.

While waiting for the traffic light, she casually glanced at the window display of Yintai Department Store, and a large poster of He Bixi came into view. She was wearing a long floral dress and a wide-brimmed knitted hat. On the tropical island, the bright smile shines brightly under the light.

She was so engrossed in watching it for a moment that she almost missed the green light.

He hurriedly hung up to block the road, but it was difficult to concentrate.

Driving to an intersection, a motorcycle suddenly crossed out. The pickup truck in the opposite lane had no time to brake, so it had to turn to the side road to avoid it.One second the front of the car barely avoided, the next second the car rushed up the curb without any accidents, and if it deviated a little bit, the car body would hit the lamppost.

The sound of brakes sounded one after another, piercing the rainy sky sharply.

Her head hit the steering wheel heavily, her eyes darkened, she slumped on the seat, her chest was beating wildly, and she couldn't calm down for a long time.

The interior of the car was very quiet. I don't know if the car's sound insulation effect is too good, or there is something wrong with her ears.

She wanted to call the police, but just as her hand touched the fuselage, there was a sudden sharp pain in her arm, and her chest was so stuffy that she couldn't breathe.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, the surrounding scenery became blurred, and there were few pedestrians. When they saw the accident, they hurried past without stopping.A strong sense of helplessness, loneliness, and despair that had been buried in her heart for a long time was forced out by Qiqi, turning into waves of invisible waves, hitting her head and face.

She uncontrollably recalled some things that happened one after another in the past two years——

Two years are like a drop in the ocean in the long river of life, but An Xiaoduo's two years are enough to destroy her life.

Her father went to jail, broke up with her lover, and was kicked out of the house by her mother... a series of events made her life dark and gloomy.She was just a mistake, and fate dragged her into the endless abyss.

It seemed to be a nightmare that hadn't ended yet, and the starting point of this dream was the day when she reunited with her father who had been separated for many years in Wucheng.

An Xiaoduo's parents divorced when she was seven years old. She moved with her mother and soon moved. She never saw her father again until one day more than two years ago, when she went to Li Xiaoan's law firm, she accidentally saw the secretary The screensaver picture on the computer is a colored pencil drawing, on which a little girl in a pink dress is standing under a magnolia tree, smiling innocently and romantically.

She just took one look and was stunned.

Because the girl in the colored pencil drawing is exactly what An Xiaoduo looked like when she was five years old. This drawing was written by her father, An Zhengran. I haven't seen that painting either.She secretly rummaged through the drawers at home but couldn't find it. She thought it must have been thrown away by her mother.But she didn't expect that after many years, she would see this painting on someone else's computer. She was shocked and asked the secretary for the source of the screensaver picture. The secretary recalled that she saw it from someone else's blog, and thought the little girl in the painting was so naive. Tender and cute, I collected it and used it as a screen saver.Later, she found the owner of the blog, followed the clues, and finally found her father.

No one ever thought that the reunion of father and daughter would be so dramatic. An Zhengran never thought that the painting he made on the spur of the moment would help him find the daughter he longed for. Over the years, he has always brought the painting with him. I will tell the landlord's son about this longing, and the other party gave him this idea-upload the painting on the Internet, maybe one day his daughter will see it. This is a very slim chance, but I didn't expect it to be true. I got my wish.

An Xiaoduo occasionally thinks, if she didn't go to the law firm that day, didn't play with the secretary's computer, didn't see the painting, and didn't reunite with her father, would everything be different now?At least, she won't be separated from Li Xiaoan, her father won't have to suffer in jail, and Yuan Yuan should go to primary school.However, life is a road of no return, and you will not be allowed to turn back.Walking into a fork, you have to go down the branch under the fork, and no one can go back.

The chest still hurts, lying on the steering wheel, the long-lost tears finally fell.An Xiaoduo hasn't cried for a long time, ever since Li Xiaoan turned her face and said that sentence to her two years ago, she resisted crying even if she wanted to.

"An Xiaoduo, put away your tears, it makes me sick."

Disgusting, he even used such a word, which shows how much he hates her.

After an unknown amount of time, she heard a sound, as if someone was slapping the glass window vigorously, turned her head, and Li Xiaoan's figure came into view through the rain-stained glass window.

Is it hallucination?It turned out that not only the ears, but even the optic nerves were out of order.She smiled indifferently, anyway, her life has become so bad.

Outside the car, Li Xiaoan's patience was almost exhausted. Although he was holding an umbrella, he got out of the car in a hurry just now. His clothes and trouser legs were already soaked. Looking at the people in the car, he felt angry and anxious. It was constantly redialing automatically, but she refused to answer it, and she was so stupid that she didn't know if something went wrong.Time passed by, and just as he was about to smash the glass, he finally saw her pick up the phone on the passenger seat.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a deep voice, "Open the door, you are not dazzled."

An Xiaoduo's face changed again and again, her eyes turned from confusion to surprise.

She opened the car door, and wiped the tears on her face in a panic as if remembering something.Li Xiaoan's heart softened for no reason: "Go to my car first, someone will come and drag this car to repair it later."

There was a faint mint smell in his car, with a refreshing coldness, and the air conditioner was turned on very high, and she couldn't help shivering as soon as she entered.

Turning down the air conditioner, Li Xiaoan turned his head and caught a glimpse of her red forehead: "Did it hit hard?"

An Xiaoduo shook her head, seeing Li Xiaoan start the accelerator, she whispered, "Don't you need to wait for the tow truck?"

"No, I told someone to handle it."

An Xiaoduo didn't say any more, and curled up on the seat silently, as well-behaved as a cat afraid of being abandoned again.

Li Xiaoan turned sideways to help her fasten her seat belt, and when she was about to withdraw her hand, she grabbed her.

He looked at her without speaking.

Her eyes flickered a little, and her long eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, as if she was still in shock.

After a stalemate for a while, he said first: "It's okay, let go and sit down."

"You have been following me." She said suddenly.

As if a secret had been discovered, Li Xiaoan felt a bit of embarrassment in his heart. Although he didn't want to admit it, he did follow her all the way by ghosts, and he couldn't tell what kind of psychology he was in.The accident happened so suddenly just now, he watched her car go straight towards the curb, the blood in his whole body seemed to freeze in an instant, and his heart seemed to stop beating suddenly.

fortunately……

He breathed a sigh of relief, the stomach pain that had tortured him all night broke out suddenly, he frowned and endured it, his eyes touched her pale face inadvertently, her eyes were filled with tears, she looked like she wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry .A sharp pain came up, he couldn't tell whether it was stomachache or heartache, he slammed her hand away and gripped the steering wheel tightly.

"What's wrong with you?" Seeing that something was wrong with him, An Xiaoduo looked at him worriedly.

"It's okay." Slowing down after a while, he started the accelerator and drove the car out.

Half an hour later, the car stopped at the entrance of a private hospital.

An Xiaoduo hesitated and didn't get out of the car.She had been to this place before, and it left her with bad memories.

"Get out of the car." Li Xiaoan opened the car door.

"I'm not injured, so I don't need to see a doctor." She grabbed the door frame with one hand and resisted weakly.

"Get out of the car." Li Xiao'an was so painful that he almost trembled, he didn't have the energy to waste his words, he just repeated it, with an orderly tone.

An Xiaoduo got out of the car silently and walked in after him.

The moment Li Guangsheng saw An Xiaoduo, he thought he was so tired from work that he was hallucinating.

He couldn't understand the situation for a while, and he didn't understand why Li Xiaoan brought his enemy's daughter over suddenly.

"She crashed into a car just now, let her be checked." Li Xiaoan sat on Li Guangsheng's special massage chair in an anticlimactic manner, and lightly ordered.

The nurse on duty was called to take An Xiaoduo out, Li Guangsheng closed the door, walked up to his old friend with a serious face, and said, "What's going on? When did you go with her again?"

"I just met on the road." After a pause, Li Xiaoan said, "Give me some painkillers."

Li Guangsheng was startled, and stared at him: "What's wrong? You look so bad? You crashed too?"

Li Xiaoan gritted his teeth and said, "Stomach pain."

Li Guangsheng gave him a sideways look, turned around and went to the desk, took out a small medicine bottle from the drawer, and poured another glass of boiled water over.

"Let me just say, you look worse than the person she hit the car with, what are you holding on to when you're in such pain?"

Li Xiaoan took the pills and water without saying a word, and swallowed them with his head raised.

"Will you lie down for a while?"

"Need not."

Li Guangsheng didn't force him either, he knew his old friend's temper best.Thinking of An Xiaoduo, he frowned in worry, and couldn't help but return to the topic just now: "You have to think clearly, stay away from her if you can't pass your own test, you don't want what happened back then to happen again Bar?"

Li Xiaoan's expression changed slightly, and his hand holding the cup tightened.

Li Guangsheng felt that he had slipped his words, and his expression turned embarrassing for a while.How could the person concerned forget what an outsider remembered?Back then, Li Xiaoan rushed into the hospital holding An Xiaoduo, who was covered in blood and had fallen into a severe coma. He had never seen such an anxious and fearful expression on the face of this old friend who had known him for almost ten years. He even vaguely felt that if at that time He declared that the rescue was futile, then Li Xiaoan would probably go crazy on the spot and kill him, the attending doctor, and then himself.

An Xiaoduo returned to Li Guangsheng's office after finishing the examination. Li Guangsheng poured her a glass of water and said, "I asked, it's not a big problem. The bruise on her forehead will disappear by itself in a few days, or I'll send you a bottle of medicine personally." Oil?"

An Xiaoduo shook her head: "No need."

Looking around, she asked again, "What about him?"

Li Guangsheng seemed to suddenly think of it at this moment: "Oh, Xiaoan, he said he left beforehand, and I'm about to leave too, so I'll see you off."

"Thank you, but no need, I'll just take a taxi back." An Xiaoduo put the cup on the table, "Medical expenses..."

"Oh, no, no medicine was prescribed."

Li Guangsheng is the senior management of this hospital, he said no need to use it, and An Xiaoduo didn't want to say more: "Then, goodbye."

(End of this chapter)