Chapter 352

Manman accepted me suddenly, which made me very excited, although some things that happened before made me understand that I have experienced a normal growth process and grown up.

Why Manman is my daughter has become an unsolved mystery.

But it doesn't matter anymore, Bai Ze has already said that, and for a long time before, I also believed in this answer.

In fact, sometimes for a person, what the answer is is not the most important thing, what is important is what you believe.

Therefore, my excitement at that moment is indescribable in words.

I went downstairs to buy breakfast for Manman. I didn't know if I was a little too excited. I took a step and fainted three times, with auditory hallucinations in my ears.

There are more and more cases like this, and I gradually feel that maybe there is something wrong with this matter.

And at this moment, the most severe vertigo occurred. I was in the corridor outside the door, holding on to the wall, and almost fell down.And at that moment, another person who was very important to me came along.

Miss Xiaolan.

She... really showed up.

I was excited, confused, and confused...but before I could say anything, I was really dizzy.

In the coma, I seemed to see a lot of pictures, but I seemed to be unable to see anything. I felt that someone was always talking in my ear, but when I listened carefully, I couldn't hear anything.

Fortunately, the darkness in front of my eyes was gradually torn apart by bits of light at a certain moment.

The light came through my eyelids, and I tried to open my eyes a little... I saw her, Miss Xiaolan.

She is looking at me with a smile at the moment, just like when we first met, her smile is innocent and cute...

"...You, are you real? Or am I dreaming?" I looked at her, but I knew that I wasn't dreaming, because everything around me became more and more real.

"Then do you hope it's a dream?" Sister Xiaolan looked at me, and before I could answer, she got into my arms.

This feeling has not been seen for a long time.

"I'm afraid it's just a dream... Ah, by the way, can you tell me now, what exactly are you? What's your relationship with Sister Lan? Why did you disappear before?"

But I don't know why, but I still pushed her away.

It's not that I'm shy or something, it's just that I suddenly feel that something is missing.

She looked at me suspiciously: "What's wrong with you? Seeing me... aren't you happy?"

"No, why am I unhappy... It's just that I have been wondering about those questions for too long, and I really want to know the answer."

So, Miss Xiaolan smiled and stood up: "But will you be angry with me?"

"why are you mad?"

"Because... Du Youlan is actually Miss Xiaolan... Miss Xiaolan is Du Youlan."

Saying this made me a little confused.

After reacting for more than ten seconds, I looked at Miss Xiaolan in front of me: "No... I don't understand, Xiaolan, what do you mean? Schizophrenia? Or are you joking? Can you be more specific?"

She smiled: "Then how specific do you want to be? In fact, I didn't know about these things... I was able to explain them to you because I kept them in my memory before I came here today."

At this moment, I seem to feel something.

In the memory... keep these?
"...be more specific." I looked at her.

"Okay, let's be more specific... Du Youlan has been studying your eyes for a long time. In fact, I exist to die, because she knows that your right eye represents destruction and your left eye represents rebirth. Yours The right eye has been opened, but the left eye has not moved for a long time. Later, Du Youlan discovered that your right eye will only open when the person you care about is hurt, so she wondered what happened when the person you cared about died. Will your left eye be opened because of this? You are useless, but a little emotional. This kind of person is destined to be incapable of doing great things, but is easy to be used... So she has a plan, she wants you to fall in love with someone People, in the beginning, this task was actually given to Xiaoya. But you have no interest in her at all, Du Youlan is like a puppet for nothing."

I frowned. At this moment, I actually had no special feeling in my heart.

As if he knew it, or probably felt it.

But why did I know it long ago, maybe feel it?I don't understand this.

It's just that I want to hear the second half of what Xiaolan said at the end.

So, I asked, "Then what? Go ahead, what are you?"

"...I don't know if you will be unhappy if you say it yourself, but this time she gave me these memories, I can only say it. Later, she found that although Xiaoya is not good, you seem to care She. Du Youlan, who has lived for hundreds of years, or even thousands of years, she has forgotten how old she is. Ye Yan, sometimes what you think in your heart is just a change in your eyes, and she will notice it. In front of her, there are no secrets at all. There are even some things you don't know yourself. "

"So? Let me tell you, what are you..."

"I am her, and I really have nothing to do with that heart. The reason why that heart stays with you is because there are some memories in that heart that make Du Youlan uncomfortable, which are related to some past events. Stay with you It’s because our hearts are like people’s, we can understand people’s words and feel emotions. At that time, she just thought that you were a person who was easy to make people feel very relaxed. She wanted to relax herself. But unexpectedly, in the end This became an opportunity, and the resurrection elixir was an opportunity. She secretly took back the heart that had been purified by your daily talk, and then sealed her own memory, leaving a shadow to pretend to be herself, and she stayed by your side. In fact, for this matter, she can simply ask the shadow to do it, or make another doll that is exactly like her, but she thought of a problem, in fact, it is very easy for people to distinguish whether the person they care about the most is real or not. You subconsciously Some of the emotions in him can only work on the real Du Youlan."

"Don't talk about so many esoteric things, I just want to know... Did Sister Lan sell herself for my left eye?"

"Basically that's what it means."

"Is she mentally retarded?"

I laughed.

For a moment, I was very angry, but when I thought about it carefully, why was it not going well?
Later, I thought of it.

I raised my head and looked at Xiao Lan who was silent. In fact, she was Sister Lan who turned herself into a little idiot.

"Then I want to ask one last question..."

She looked at me: "Ask."

"Then your memory was emptied and you were sent to me, the soul is your own, right?"

She nodded.

"That is to say...all your choices are the choices of your heart, right?"

She suddenly smiled: "Ye Yan, actually you want to ask, do I have feelings for you?"

I have black lines all over my face, how embarrassing this question is.

But that seems to be the case.

I didn't speak, but Sister Xiaolan smiled and said, "It should be counted, but it's like a dream, I guess, after I finish this task and recover all my memories again, I appreciate you Compared with Du Youlan's hundreds or even thousands of years of memory, it should... be worthless?"

So, this is the ultimate reason for my displeasure.

"Then I know... Oh, yes, let me make sure that what you just said is true, right? You are actually my boss in the restaurant, Du Youlan, Sister Lan."

I looked at Xiaolan.

She nodded to me.

I nodded and smiled: "In that case, I finally know why you are angry. In fact, you are also a little embarrassed, right? Sister Lan."

"Maybe, but at this moment, I actually don't know... My memory is blocked. Apart from knowing some information she is going to tell you, I only know what happened to us before."

"Then I understand. In fact, you have another purpose for coming, right? I think Sister Lan should ask you to persuade me to give up my obsession with you?"

"Persuasion?" She smiled at me.

No need to.

If it was a scam from the beginning, and, after everything recovered, Sister Lan had no special feelings for me, then there would be no meaning for me to keep these obsessions.I can't let Sister Lan live in amnesia forever because of my obsession.

Although I feel a little uncomfortable, it doesn't matter.

"Then I know, but let's go for a walk with me today, after all, you are still Xiaolan, so it can be regarded as farewell... After that, I, who has no obsession with you, can continue to get along with Sister Lan, there is nothing embarrassing about it. "

I said this passage very calmly, and it was a small wish.

Maybe normally speaking, I should be a little excited at this time, but to be honest, I really can't be excited.

Even for a moment, I would be curious, is my obsession really on Miss Xiaolan?
In other words, there is nothing greater than heart death.

But at this time, Miss Xiaolan said to me: "I'm afraid it won't work... She didn't give me much time, and she mainly asked me to cook for you. The memory she gave me told me that when I told you this, in fact You don't need to be persuaded, you will agree."

"So Sister Lan still understands me, well, eat. It can be regarded as the last time you and I get along before I lose these emotions."

I stood up from the sofa, and only then did I realize something, I don't know when, my feet were actually weak.

It's like being hungry.

In fact, I didn’t understand it at the time, but I guessed it afterward. I still felt uncomfortable and felt it. It was just out of instinct to protect myself and make myself numb...

But I didn't expect that the next thing that completely broke my heart happened.

"No need to wait, in fact, when you fell asleep, I already prepared something to eat for you..."

"Ah?" I glanced at the time, so fast?

"The recipe is a memory that I, Du Youlan, gave me. If you eat it, you will be able to let go of your obsession with me..."

As she said that, she came to me, pulled me to my bedroom, and said as she walked, "The ingredients are actually not very easy to get. Fortunately, you have here..."

I followed Xiaolan and answered her words: "What ingredients?"

"Vampire meat..."

Vampire's...

"What did you say?!"

At that moment, my back suddenly shuddered, and a wave of fear enveloped me instantly. I felt that Xiaolan beside me was cold, like a piece of ice, freezing the dead's ice!

I turned my head to look at her, she was smiling at me, she had been smiling at me all the time, from the time we met until now, but until now, I realized... This smile is actually not warm, but eerie.

The next moment, I shook off her and rushed into the bedroom...then I saw a pot, a big pot, and there were fragmented tendrils soaked in blood soup.

(End of this chapter)

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